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  • No Column, Letter. Its a long open letter to online folks I spoken to.

    09/24/2021 - 11:12 by Anonymous (not verified)
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    Just saying thanks.

    Revealling myself to those
    while not doing same...

    Unless one reads between the lines.

    by Joe B.

    This is no column only a pleasant call across the Continent and closer to home for a few people.

    Dear Ms. Zelda I am still rotten at Instant Messages but still at it.

    Got Angel-C online while looking for Zelda.

    For a two young women one in Dakar,S the other in V,Primerje. Russia. Both intelligent,young beauties so far away and to young for me even contemplate as anything more than close friends.

    My view: most if not all women in their mid twenties with few exceptions are ready for serious or semi serious emotional relationships they must explore themselves,relationships and the world beyond them before permanent couplings and even after that must continue growing sometimes leaving spouses.

    Now for those that may or may not know here are my user or screen names save one because she questioned my possible banning from an adult date finding site.
    [A buzz all over these sites about said mystery person].

    SFGntM, Gemogazm, Pryml Pasion, Endurguy, Oblio, ObliO, OblioB, Eternis, Eternihope, JoeGntle, JoeGntleM,also Trianglap,

    There are more but cannot remember all of them.

    Below is email contact may this help many and for me reduce spam and have folks write me telling me how good, bad, or they don’t care how I’m doing.

    For the women who did lively chat me up in patio, lobby, or boudoir; it was a sensuous, auditory delight, helped me in my dancing.

    Guys too Thanks to you all. Bye.


    Donations C/0 Poor Magazine

    1448 Pine Street #205

    San Francisco, CA 94103


    Email: askjoe@poormagazine.org

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  • Arcata Stands Up To Orwellian Tactics

    09/24/2021 - 11:12 by Anonymous (not verified)
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    by Alex Cuff, Newsbrief Editor

    Last month, Arcata, CA joined increasing number of municipalities to pass a resolution urging local law enforcement officials and others contacted by federal officials to refuse requests under the Patriot Act that they believe violate an individual’s civil rights under the Constitution.

    Arcata didn’t stop there…this little city passed an ordinance that outlaws voluntary compliance with the Patriot Act.

    “I call this a nonviolent, preemptive attack,” said David Meserve, the City Council member who drafted the ordinance with the help of the Arcata city attorney, city manager and police chief.

    The Arcata ordinance may be the first, but it may not be the last. Across the country, citizens have been forming Bill of Rights defense committees to fight what they consider the most abominable attack on liberties contained in the Patriot Act. In Arcata, where forums drew little debate, the new law is an unqualified hit. It passed by a vote of 4 to 1, but has what looks like near-unanimous approval from residents.

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  • Bus 174 (Sandro's Story)

    09/24/2021 - 11:12 by Anonymous (not verified)
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    A PNN ReViEwSfoRtHeReVoLuTioN on the film; Bus 174

    by Andrew DellaRocca

    I live almost directly on the 21 line. The 24 Divisadero is also close to
    my house; less than a block away. I went to see an art exhibit at the Yerba
    Buena Center not too long ago. I don't remember who the artist was, but he
    built a structure in an empty room striped with bright fluorescent colors.
    I read about his exhibit, and apparently a component of it was a Muni bus,
    which he had decorated in the same colors as the large structure he
    constructed in Yerba Buena, and which is currently zipping around the
    streets of San Francisco. Nothing could be "more proletariat" than the city
    bus, the description of the exhibit stated. I took a picture of the 5
    Fulton once. It was part of a series of what only turned out to be 6
    photographs of the city of San Francisco, which I had taken to show my
    girlfriend, my daughter's mother, what where I lived looked like. They live
    in Brazil. I showed the picture I had taken, which could be viewed on a
    viewscreen on the back of the camera, to her brother, Ti. The camera has a
    neat component that allows you to zoom in, and so I zoomed in on the arms
    that extended from the bus's top, and explained to him that some of the
    buses, there, in San Francisco, are powered by electricity. He seemed
    impressed, having never heard of such a thing.

    On Monday, I took the 22 Fillmore to the Roxie cinema. A movie was playing
    there called Bus 174, a Brazilian documentary which I was about to see for
    the second time. I sat in the almost empty theater and watched the film
    scroll over the skyline of Rio de Janeiro. I love Rio, spent a month there
    once, and get an almost juvenile set of butterflies in my stomach whenever I
    see images of it. But this time, like the first time I saw the film, the
    aerial footage provoked in me a feeling not of excitement, but of anxiety.
    I knew what the film was going to be about. As the camera cruised over the
    city, the favelas (slums) came into view, dripping down the mountain slopes,
    as they do, like the wax of a burning candle. And the scroll continued,
    small, simply constructed houses, by the tens of thousands, covering most of
    the land, with a few patches of green protruding every now and again, upon
    which the grade of the slopes was too steep, even, for desperate squatters
    to build. And then beyond that appears the Zona Sul, where the money is,
    and its well-kempt apartment buildings, and the beaches, and the famous
    Jesus Christ statue atop the Corcovado, and the famous "Sugar Loaf" rock
    which emerges out of the ocean as if in a rage.

    During my first month in Salvador, in 2000, I stayed at a small hotel in
    Barra owned by a Chinese couple. I was given a musty corner room, in order
    to save space for a large group of college students, who were there
    attending a symposium. They were Cariocas, from the city of Rio, and
    arrived on a bus. During that week, an incident occurred in Rio that was
    broadcast live on the national news. A man had taken a bus and it's
    passengers hostage. The ordeal lasted through the afternoon and into the
    evening. I remember seeing the face of the hostage taker and wondering to
    myself "how'd he get so angry?"

    Bus 174, in Rio, passes the Botanical Gardens, in Zona Sul. This was the
    bus that was taken hostage in 2000, the situation that I watched live on
    Brazilian television, and twice again in the form of documentary cinema.
    After the man had taken the bus and a half dozen of its passengers, all
    female, hostage, the police arrived on the scene, disorganized and
    unprepared. The media followed soon after. The perpetrator had, in the
    mean time, already fired a round out of the bus's windshield, in the
    direction of some of the officers. He ordered a hostage to write messages
    on the windows with her lipstick. "Ele vai matar agente," one of them read.
    The situation began during the day, but came to a conclusion several hours
    into the evening, passing live on television for everyone in Brazil to see.

    Bus 174, the documentary, explored the root causes of what happened that day
    in the botanical gardens. Through interviews and filmed documents, I
    learned about Sandro, the perpetrator. He had grown up on the streets after
    his mother was murdered in front of him. At Candelaria, a square where many
    street kids used to gather and sleep, Sandro found a place of refuge and
    community. One evening, two men appeared with guns, and mowed down several
    of the children that slept there. Sandro survived. The children claimed
    that the two men were police officers. Sandro's life, mirrored in Brazil by
    so many other lives, tells a dark tale.

    Candelaria was not an isolated event. For decades, Brazil's city
    governments had been accused of direct involvement in massacres and
    disappearances of street kids. There had been talk of police death squads,
    and not all of this talk had been condemnatory. Many, Padilha's documentary
    demonstrates, applauded the massacre at Candelaria. Street kids were viewed
    as thieves and criminals, deserving no better. Mainstream Brazilian culture
    often did not acknowledge their status as victims.

    Sandro, however, that day in the botanical gardens, had finally acquired the
    pulpit. He brought attention to all of those details that nobody wanted to
    hear about. He reminded people of the massacre at Candelaria, personified
    the rage of years of invisibility as a homeless child. The footage of the
    Bus 174 affair, vivid and abundant, and collected for the film, documented
    that rage and the institutional response to it. The unprepared police force
    had not been able to control the situation. Almost anybody had been able to
    approach the bus, and many did, cameras in hand. The police, not having
    radios, communicated using hand signals. The officer in charge had to
    behave in a manner that contradicted all of his training, because city
    officials, who were watching the drama unfold on television, worried about
    how such action might be viewed on the television screen. They communicated
    orders to him in an unenlightened effort to reduce the backlash that the
    exposure might bring to the mayor's office. When Sandro finally walked off
    of the bus holding a hostage at gunpoint, two bullets meant for Sandro from
    one of the police officers entered the hostage's body instead, resulting in
    her death. The crowd screamed for Sandro's execution. Their demands were
    met immediately. The arresting officers strangled Sandro to death in their
    car.

    "The character of a society," said one of the officers interviewed by
    Padilha, "is always revealed in a hostage situation."

    The debacle in the botanical gardens brought attention to Brazil's inability
    to care for the thousands of children that sleep on its streets. The
    documentary charted the life of the normal street kid, as personified in
    Sandro, his experiences not at all being unique. Sandro was often thrown
    into the juvenile detention system and beaten. Sandro sniffed glue, as many
    sniffed glue. When I walk the Brazilian streets, the vision of a young
    shoeless adolescent, guarding a small bottle of glue underneath his shirt,
    is a permanent backdrop. The glue supposedly diminishes the pangs that
    accompany hunger. Sandro resorted to begging and thieving for a living,
    like thousands of other children have done. Sandro slept on the street,
    where many other kids have slept, and where passersby, on occasion, for
    entertainment, drop boulders from a torn up sidewalk on the sleeping
    children's heads, breaking their skulls. When Sandro was older, he was
    thrown into a prison cell, where fifteen others had shared with him the
    space designed to hold six. The cell reached temperatures of 120 degrees
    Fahrenheit. There was so little space, that inmates had to hang hammocks
    from the ceilings and remain suspended above their cellmates, who rested on
    the floor below. And Sandro was subjected to the anonymity that falls upon
    all of the street kids, until one day he decided to make himself known,
    shatter his invisibility, and emerge from obscurity the way Sugar Loaf
    bursts from the water.

    Though the interviews with police officers, street kids, social workers, and
    thieves, and the footage of the 174 affair were extensive, Padilha
    effectively left out, despite my yearning for one, but to the advantage of
    the film and its effectiveness as a whole, a villain. The documentary
    angered and saddened me. My knees found their way to my chest. I sat there
    in the theater hugging them, tense, wanting to point my finger, to allocate
    blame, to know the villain. But, who was the villain that day? Was it the
    police? But they were untrained, inexperienced, underpaid, and ill-equiped.
    Was it Sandro? He had been a victim all of his life; witness to his
    mother's brutal murder, subjected to the invisibility and brutality that
    accompanies life on the streets and in poverty, survivor of a massacre. His
    actions, though not justified, were a response to all of that. No, this day
    could not be broken down so simply. There was no clear villain, this was
    not a Brazilian novella. This was the real world: enormous in its
    complexity, extensive in its conflicts, and absent of simple answers.
    Despite it's profundity, the documentary was crushing.

    This does not mean that the film was devoid of valuable lessons, however.

    By establishing Sandro's life as a tragic series of cause and effect
    relationships that led to the 174 affair, Padilha indicted many specific
    components of Brazilian institutions and society. He did not paint a vague
    picture of economic disparity and class struggle, but instead vividly
    portrayed pieces of the larger pie that might be tweaked to lessen the
    brutal reality of an impoverished subculture. By exposing the conditions
    under which street kids are incarcerated and then released (often the result
    of an uprising and subsequent mass escape), I was left without a doubt that
    the juvenile detention system contributes to the violence of Brazilian
    society instead of helping to alleviate it. The same can be said of the
    overcrowding of the prison system and the composition of the police force.
    Bus 174 portrayed Brazil as a country submersed in a snowballing series of
    small conflicts, despite its official status as a nation at peace.

    I took the 22 Fillmore home that night. I had to walk down 16th a little
    until I reached the bus stop. The bars on the street were lively. People
    bounced between them, laughing with friends and chatting on cell phones.
    One girl I passed leaned against a parking meter, adjusting her stilettos.
    I couldn't stand to look at her. I didn't want to talk to anyone, Padilha's
    film still brewed inside of me. I only wanted to go home and sit down,
    silent.

    The Cariocas, a few nights after the incident, came back from a party and
    saw their bus driver sleeping with a prostitute in the bus. They snapped a
    photograph, which set off a flash. The bus driver, in a fury, pulled out a
    pistol and waved it at the group of voyeurs. After that, most of them
    decided against taking the bus home. They took a plane instead.

    I take the 24 Divisadero to my job on the weekends. Many of us in the
    neighborhood refer to the bus as the "phantom 24". You never know when it
    is going to arrive. Each weekend, I worry that the 24 will not appear. I
    can never be sure if I will get to work on time.

    Buses can have such a profound affect on our lives sometimes. Bus 174, in
    Rio, affected an entire nation.

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  • Nite Road Trip Pt 1. Not against Road Trips... Didn't know I was on one is all.

    09/24/2021 - 11:12 by Anonymous (not verified)
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    The Only Road Trip I want is...

    Van/Bus full or horny straight or
    lesbian stripper's all needing built up
    tention relief!

    by Joe B.

    Sunday,a blur as I woke up early walking to the office on Polk and Pine Street to bring my computer and monitor back home.

    6 am in the morning trudging up Polks colorful street with more colorful people.

    A few night ladies out in hot shorts,bare legged looking to pick up customers.

    I’ve never paid because I never had the money to pay for their services.

    Up a flight of stairs, unlocked the door and I find my PC in the same place as before so out I go back home but thinking of those hard working women I decided to give ‘em my Poor Magazine card if they have issues to speak to about their lives,business,how,why, they chose it.

    No solicitation on my part it would be their byline about them and I or someone else wouldn’t change their words just make it clearer.

    On to St. Martin De Porres for a free nutritious meat or vegetarian meal.

    Slept a bit, called my boss making sure to get to the Digital Resistance/ Poor Press Book Release Party. New Writers like Mr. Brandon Jones ‘SPITTIN FLAMES., Mr. Oji Volume 1, Ms. Carmi L. Johnson’s Wasted Water’s [Her struggle to be heard on racist injustice in the workplace.

    Also Ms. Matrice Candler, Marvin Crutchfield,Dharma,Willie Warren,David Smith,Mari, Jewnbug, A. Faye Hicks, Leroy Moore,Charles Pitts, Byron Gafford and Joseph Bolden.

    Lots of people, many unique voices.

    My first error was going up to the office then leaving when I should’ve stayed for another person coming to the office.

    Going to the library I realized I would be able to meet a lady I had chatted to online.

    Writing that I’m the guy waring a rainbow hat but since I had to go back to the office make sure the person in question is able to get into the office before this however I was helping bring food to the San Francisco’s Main Library’s lower level conference room turn into a stage and podium for artists, spoken, wordsmiths.

    I don’t know if the lady I had invited arrived or may have cancelled at the last minute because of something beyond her control which happens all the time.

    I met a very lovely woman she’s a friend of Carmi from Oakland the lady I had invited is from Berkeley.

    Dumbest thing I did is leave my hat in case the lady came by that way my strange logic said he was here but had to leave, she may have been in the audience,saw me and decide not to meet me;I don’t know maybe next time we’ll meet in Berkeley where she knows where to go.

    The same night Leroy Moore,Mari,Tiny,David Smith,Charles Pitts,and Joseph Bolden(me) are in a Tiny’s van and soon where all on some kind of flight into the night.
    End of Nite Road Trip Part 1

    Donations C/0 Poor Magazine

    1448 Pine Street #205

    San Francisco, CA 94103


    Email: askjoe@poormagazine.org

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  • Lawrence Chan Endorses Displacement and Homelessness

    09/24/2021 - 11:12 by Anonymous (not verified)
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    50 Low-Income Renters Targeted For Eviction

    by Alex Cuff, Newsbrief Editor

    After a ten year contract comes to a close in July
    2003, for a low-income housing project, 50
    units of mainly Cantonese speaking immigrants are soon
    to be dumped upon the streets of Oakland with no where
    to go. Oakland’s Measure EE (Just Cause Evictions)
    does not cover or protect units built after 1984 – these rental
    units and the tenants are vulnerable to a “no cause” eviction.

    Wealthy Hotel tycoon Lawrence Chan plans to expand
    his profits by evicting poor local immigrants in
    Oakland, at 989 Webster Street. Lawrence Chan is the CEO and founder of Park Lane Hotels International and C&L Financial Inc., which
    develop and operate hotels and real estate projects
    across United States and Asia. Projects in the Bay
    Area - the 1009 rooms Renaissance Parc 55 Hotel in San
    Francisco; the City Center Marriott Hotel and
    Courtyard by Marriot in downtown Oakland; the San Jose
    Marriott (opens in 2003); and the 1.2 million sq. ft.
    mixed use retail/residential/commercial Pacific
    Renaissance Plaza in the East Bay.

    Mr. Chan has served as a member of the White House
    Board of Advisors on Private Sector Initiatives under
    President George Bush, the Presidential Round Table
    under Senator Phil Gram. He was formerly the Co-Chair
    of the San Francisco-Shanghai Sister City Committee,
    and has received awards including numerous
    proclamations by the California Secretary of State and
    State Assembly, and the Key to the City presented by
    the then Mayor of San Francisco, Senator Diane
    Feinstein

    Local activists are urging everyone and anyone to
    reach out by phone, fax, or e-mails, to protest and
    stop the evictions of the low-income immigrant renters
    before it's too late. The property is being managed by International
    Hotelier Management Corporation located at 388 9th
    Street, Suite 228, Oakland CA. (Phone number
    510/251-6448.)

    Sources say that Lynette Lee of East Bay Asian Local
    Develpoment Corporation helped to refine the original
    deal with Lawrence Chan to set aside 50 units of
    low-income housing now at risk. Contact Lynette Lee (510/ 287-5353 x596) to urge her to seek a long extension to the housing deal as a means to save the housing for the low-income renters.

    Lawrwnce Chan resides in Hillsborough Ca.
    (Population of 10,825 -- Rich S.F. Businessman Town)
    His home phone number is not listed. Hillsborough City Council Meetings are scheduled for the second Monday of each month at 6p.m.
    (Hillsborough Town Hall -- 1600 Floribunda Ave)

    Lawrence Chan -- SFSU Foundation Board of Directors
    Phone 415/ 338-2297 Fax 415/338-2670

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  • Feel good Movie or Radical Media Resistance?

    09/24/2021 - 11:12 by Anonymous (not verified)
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    Illin and chillin looks at Radio and other movies on people of color with disabilities

    by Leroy Moore Jr. ED Disability Advocates of Minorities Org.

    Although many movie critic reviews of the recent
    movie, Radio, starring Cuba Gooding Jr. as James
    Robert Kennedy, a developmentally disabled African
    American in a small town of South Carolina, has been
    lukewarm and thrown into the feel good trash can, I'm here to say the commercial alone blew me away!

    As an African American
    disabled activist, writer and researcher, I felt
    overjoyed to see a true story about a real Black
    disabled individual on the big screen.
    Newspapers, from the New York Times, San Francisco
    Chronicle to the Bay Guardian & East Bay Express all
    had almost the same review on the movie; Radio, a feel
    good movie. That might be true but I ask have these
    movie critics followed the slow evolution of Black
    characters in leading disabled roles? Radio might be
    a feel good\inspirational movie but how many Hollywood
    movies do you see a Black actor or actress in a leading
    disabled role?

    In the last ten years, disabled
    leading characters are beginning to look like me but the
    majority have been cast in a negative light or in
    harsh reality that many times shapes the lives of many
    Black disabled people. For example, the 1992 movie
    Water Dance starring Wesley Snipes as a new
    quadriplegic who was a drunk or the 2001 movie
    Cavemans Valentine starring Samuel L. Jackson as a
    mentally ill homeless ex artist who lives in a cave in
    Grand Central Park of New York or the 2002 movie
    Unbreakable based on a comic book. Guess who plays
    the physically and mentally disabled villain? Yes,
    Samuel L Jackson plays Elijah; a disabled comic book
    collector who was born with a condition that makes his
    bones easy to break and because of this he was
    isolated, living in a cosmic magazine world. He goes
    around killing people in his wheelchair or cane trying
    to find the person, Bruce Willis, who is opposite of
    him, unbreakable.

    Only recently have Black disabled roles in Hollywood
    changed to positive. For example, in 1999 the
    Bone Collector starring Denzel Washington as a
    detective. He becomes disabled and remarkably keeps
    his job and gets the girl at the end. And in 2000 the
    documentary of a Black blind blues singer, Paul Pena
    in Genghis Blues. In 2002 we saw the life of Frida
    Kohl. You can also point out that the majority of
    Hollywood movies with leading Black disabled roles are
    all men.

    Black Disabled uplifting movies or what some mainstream
    media critics call feel good movies are playing catch
    up to movies like Rain man, Almighty, A Beautiful
    Mind, The Shine and the recent movie, Station Agent.
    The list is endless of leading disabled roles with
    White actors and actress. From invisibility to a
    drunk, to a homeless mentally ill man to a psycho
    physically disabled killer to a top notch investigator
    to a successful blue singer to finally a feel good &
    true story about a Black developmentally disabled man
    who loves football. The slow, very slow ongoing
    evolving disabled roles for Black actors and actresses
    is forming in front of our eyes it might be slow but
    it is expanding.

    So go ahead and tug my heart and pull down my tears
    because I dont care. I feel proud to see my Black
    brothers and sisters on the big screen in disabled
    roles especially in a positive uplifting light like
    Radio.

    Stay tune for a look back on movies with disabled
    roles in the year 2003 surprising there were a lot and
    more people of color in roles.

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  • Taiko Love for Arnold

    09/24/2021 - 11:12 by Anonymous (not verified)
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    (from his adoring masses)

    by Christina Heatherton/PNN Poverty Studies Intern

    Ja! Ja!

    A-nold. A-nold.

    Ja! Ja!

    A-nold. A-nold.

    You are great

    Und powerful man

    Surrounded by

    Adorning fans

    Just like Hitler!

    Arnold Nation!

    Fame without

    Extermination!

    Ja-Ja-Ja-Ja/ Ja-Ja-Ja-Ja

    Ja-Ja-Ja-Ja

    Ja!

    Ve hear you meet

    Mit Kenneth Lay

    Und Enron help

    Herr Arnold play

    To get Grey Davis

    Out of plan

    (Cause he vas ein sissy man!)

    Sex-u-al-isch Pred-a-tor?

    Die Pansy pants-

    Sie just want more

    So Grope-n-Poke-n

    Call it Joke!

    Denn we say

    Ja! Ja! Ja! Ja!

    A-nold. A-nold.

    Ja. Ja. Ja.

    After school

    Help children play

    So der flab can melt avay

    Never mind

    De education


    Use tax for

    Incarceration!

    Kids are tough

    Dey take the heat

    Dey’ll loose weight

    Ven starved and beat!

    Say hasta la vista

    See you later

    To da Jealous castigators

    Come on loosers

    Don't be haters

    Here's to our new

    GOVENATOR!

    Ja! Ja!

    A-nold. A-nold.

    Ja! Ja!

    JA!

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  • Past Rot Return. Get The Odd Feel Of Time Reversing Itself as if Some Folks Want The Bad Old Days Back?

    09/24/2021 - 11:12 by Anonymous (not verified)
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    It does look like
    earth's in a backward spiral

    Let's go fo'ward not back.

    We have to be our own
    heroine's and hero's.

    by Joe B.

    Rot Rises Ominous, Tidings Ahead

    First off let me get this of my chest these MAILER DAEMON@ smtp1. webco... failure notices From The SmarterMail program.

    As someone not up on the online expertise I’ve been sent these constantly.

    I guess its time subscribe because when at first one gets a 207.134. 171.110 does not like recipient or a 553 domain thing I realized after sending her the "Sorry,you don’t like recipient.

    You have a long life and all the best to you and it still comes back as
    Sorry,you don’t like recipient.

    I saw that it wasn’t Ms. Angela,Linda,Lauren, Tracy,or Hanna but the flookin’ program guidelines.

    Although these ladies may indeed not like me I have not heard from them but the insidious program.

    Guess its time to be a subscriber to really converse one to one.

    Guys,Gals,new to this online date,chat,cyber- link stuff don’t believe the program if it sounds like a form letter if you get an email from people instead of program then talk then at least is a living breathing life form after all isn’t that what we that art too busy doing trying to connect so we can touch flesh to flesh and form attachments, friends,lovers,and families?

    From 1999 it rocked, blazed,a trail for artists,comics,singer, inventive musical improv.

    Mr. Keith Savage was their from its inception along with Bob-O-matic as MC
    [Minister of Ceremony’s]

    I don’t know what I know is Hotel Utah’s last night was in its current location was Monday,Dec. 1,2003.

    But already its spirit which always resided in the people inside the hotel slash bar/café/ music/comic improvisational space.

    Charles Pitts,current ‘Po Poet,ex Poor Magazine Alumni introduced me to the Hot-U in mid 2002 because after being Poor M for a time I was feeling burnt out and had for my own sanity find more than media,media,media.

    Being an A-political guy in politically savy in a fem organization began feeling a bit like Hades plus there were other outlets to explore that is to me private like trying out comedy,singing,and other than political polemic poems sometimes they all blend into drek.
    [I know both employees didn’t think much about what I did after work as long as I returned the next day.]

    Finding other ways of expression in the U helped me see way beyond my work at "PM" now its closing (Hotel U not PM)because of some deal but as I’ve said its not the building though it will be sorely missed as a gathering place it’s the soul force of the people residing it that made H-U a place to be Mondays or any day of the week.

    I'm too depressed to tell where the new U is but that’s no secret its already spreading by word -of-mouth.

    I’m glad the Utah will be reborn in a new space but its spirit never died.

    And now,The Return Of Past Rot.

    Governator A. Schwarzenegger’s freeze of the enrollment of California’s Healthy Families program will place more low income families already struggling in vicious vice.

    His proposed cutting of $3.8 billion from both current and coming budgets shreds whatever help families were depending on.

    Yes,there's a number to voice your complaint to the Governor about what he’s seems oblivious to –
    THE HEALTH AND WELL BEING OF ALL CALIFORNIAN’S WHETHER THEY BE YOUNG, MIDDLE AGED OR ELDERLY.

    ‘Um,I don’t believe cutting state medical funds to those families who need it the most helps anyone only creates more devastating illnesses and houseless people who are in now worse medical need than before,for many it will be a life ending Death Sentence.

    As for immigrant driver’s license’s being revoked is wrongly written,a bad mean,and will ultimately back fire
    when many people who need their license’s to drive to/for work,their children to/from schools or work that involves driving to or from work or truckers, taxi cap drivers, chauffeur’s.

    But as usual few pol’s think in long term but only in short term bumps adding to their next elections.

    The word has already changed,ancestors of Aztecs are voting,they like other rainbow tribes know all the tricks now.

    Keep pissing us rainbow folks off as we all join up,compare notes,hers/ histories,tragedies,and triumphs and begin a distinctly Old World Order,where everyone is included not like the false New World Order of globalized commercialized, consumer driven market place.

    Everyone know this world multi-faceted, lingual,ideas,and peopled by the vary ones who were at one time or another poised on an extermination list.

    Those days must never be forgotten.

    Remember the first to die,be experimented on, are the lame,blind,death, or anyone not physically perfect then the rest until it didn’t matter if one was sound in body and brain just being different means death and beauty, brains either in female or male form scared those who felt inferior but had the power of life and death and abused that power for their own selfish whims….

    Remember our collective past folks,if we don’t, well Bush 1&2 is a glimpse at that dying but struggling past to be alive a plunge our world in blood yet again.

    Like I said I’m A-political,I just want outlive all this bull "S" don’t you out there want the same for you and your children’s children?


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  • Prison Prayers/Writings, Thoughts.

    09/24/2021 - 11:12 by Anonymous (not verified)
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    Non Column "News Flash"

    by Joe B.

    Locked Down "Bro’s publishing poem’s, letters,and serious genius thoughts/writing process.

    I’d like to hear equally from penned up Sister’s as well.
    It's a way of saying Thank You.

    Maybe a few saw my online photo,or read the columns. askjoe@poormagazine.org column and decided...
    "This guy has issues and no letters are emailed.

    If not spread the word.

    I may have a Christmas/ New Years date(s) but still,bucking up women behind bars paying for crimes or are there under false arrest or framed matters not to me.

    Everyone needs to know they’re not completely along believe me being free can as deadly if not more than watching ones back night and day in jail unless you have trusted friends.

    So Plllease spread the word women outside for Your Sister's in steel'n' stone.

    Straight or Lesbian no discrimination from me.

    Everyone hurts the same though in different ways human loneliness can drive the strongest man or woman to despair and suicide.

    If one life is saved behind concrete metal glass,and Plexiglas then its worth 'ole Joe looking Stuuupid online.


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  • The REAL Prop N Story

    09/24/2021 - 11:12 by Anonymous (not verified)
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    Jim Gabbert Recalls Care Not Cash Was a Ploy Contrived to Get Newsom Elected

    by Carol Harvey

    What can you say about Jim Gabbert? crows the Broadcast Legends website. He is not ONLY a legend, but a TRUE pioneer and innovator! Hes a King Midas whose every radio or television property turns to gold!

    His properties included KOFY 1050AM and KDIA 1310AM. In July 1998, this diplomats son sold his last lucrative media acquisition, WB20 television. Currently, when he is not jetting around the world, Gabbert hosts a KGO radio talk show.

    I contacted you, I explained at the outset of a recent interview, because a friend reported this summer you announced on air that one of Gavin Newsoms political consultants confessed that they were sitting around one day and cooked up Care Not Cash as a simple idea the public could quickly grasp and voters would buy. It was an easy sell without real sincerity or intention to help the homeless.

    Thats kind of an oversimplification, he said. But, you are almost there.

    Gabbert said he was approached in March 2003 by a fair amount of people in San Francisco wanting him to run for Mayor. He said, they put his name in some polls they ran, and I beat Gavin every time. The consensus was that Gavin was a nice guy, but he really is very weak. He does not have fire in his belly to be Mayor.

    Gabbert devoted a two-hour segment to this issue, airing it on his KGO talk show in the summer of 2003, around the time that the Courts ruled that the Board of Supervisors had to handle it, meaning Care Not Cash.

    The public gave Newsom a chance with a 30% vote for Care Not Cash, a proposition that would reduce the General Assistance check given to homeless San Franciscans to only $59 a month, converting the seized money to shelter vouchers. But there was no guarantee that there would be a shelter bed for these GA recipients because there arent nearly enough shelter beds or hotel rooms in existence now.

    Gabbert said if Newsom had been an effective leader, successfully selling his idea to a very screwed up Board of Supervisors which does not work harmoniously, Care Not Cash would have easily gone through.

    How should Newsom have shown leadership? I asked.

    Its called Politics, Gabbert said. Okay, what is it THIS guy wants? What is it THAT guy wants? You kind of work a compromise to keep everybody happy. But, he chose to fight.

    So, he created obstacles? I asked.

    Yes. In other words, Its my way or the highway.

    Gabbert continued, They approached me, and I thought and I thought. At first I was kind of hot for it because politics has always been my second passion.

    As longtime President of the California Broadcasters, Gabbert did all the groups lobbying. Ive gotten so many bills through both the Assembly and the Senate. Politically, I know my way around really well, he said. I had lunch with Willie Brown. Ive known Willie for years.

    Well, then came reality, he explained. Im having a wonderful time.

    According to the Broadcast Legends website, when the 67-year-old Gabbert is not at home in Sausalito with his Alaskan malamute, Jake, he tours the world, sails his 50-meter Italian yacht, and pilots his own Boeing 727, Citation jet and DC3.

    In fact, Im in Palm Springs right now, he told me.

    ANTI-HOMELESS RHETORIC

    Gabbert warned, Those people out on the street begging are hurting the American Dream." Youve got two problems in San Francisco. Youve got Homeless, and youve got Homeless.

    He separated homeless people into two distinct groups. The first consists of immigrants starting on their way up the ladder, as busboys, waiters, or hotel maids. This group, a paycheck away, suddenly lose their jobs because the tourist industry in San Francisco is falling way off.

    The second group, according to Gabbert, is the hardcore homeless. They have chosen this as a lifestyle --- be it mental illness, be it drug addiction, he asserted. They drive away tourists, causing loss of jobs and more homelessness for the first group.

    Gabberts analysis does not show how a person physically or mentally disabled or a Viet Nam Veteran, drug-addicted and traumatized during battle, unable to function in a job, have a choice in the matter. Also, Gabbert omitted many other homeless subgroups: The low-income elderly, the physically disabled, families, and children. Additionally, It is highly questionable logic to claim that one group of poor and homeless people is creating another group of poor and homeless people.

    His analysis doesnt even deal with the fact that San Francisco has the highest housing costs in the nation and a severe shortage of affordable housing and shelter beds. Billions of dollars in tax breaks are given to middle-class and upper-middle-class people to buy homes, but there is virtually no commitment to build housing for homeless and extremely low-income people. And new national poverty statistics show larger numbers of the poor are driven to the streets while the rich get richer.

    In Mayoral debates, other candidates did not scapegoat the hard-core homeless but analyzed why homelessness is really increasing. Angela Alioto identified 9/11 as a key cause of flagging tourism and a resultant economic downturn. Board of Supervisors President Matt Gonzalez pointed to the business tax lawsuit by San Franciscos wealthiest companies that cost the City $80 million --- money that could have paid for the social services to get poor people off the street.

    Gabbert said he opened up a two-hour KGO program to a listener discussion about the fact that people no longer want to come to San Francisco for dinner or to shop because they are so hassled by this second category of homeless.

    His proposed solution was simple. Youve got to clean up the streets. No matter how you do it, youve GOT to do it, he told me; Otherwise you wont have people coming to San Francisco anymore. The amount of tourism we are losing is pretty amazing. We are considered one of the trashiest cities, almost, in America now in terms of beggars.

    Down at Powell and Market, they get belligerent if you dont give them something. I mean, they start chasing you, or they throw things at you.

    I asked whether he had experienced this. Oh, Yeah! Oh, yeah! he answered.

    However, instead of providing examples of this alleged homeless violence, he described people taking dumps right on the steps of Angelo Aliotos Building down at Columbus and Montgomery, when it used to be the K101 Building when I owned K101.

    Yet, without homes or bathrooms, where do the unhoused perform activities of daily life that housed people take for granted? When hotels and gas stations wont let them use their facilities, what do they have left but the street?

    Gabbert insisted you cant have that happen and provide jobs for people who are just starting. This exacerbates the real homeless problem.

    THE GETTY GROUPS INFLUENCE

    Gabbert reminded me that the Getty family has been grooming Newsom to run for Mayor since he was first appointed to the Board of Supervisors. And getting back to what you did say, he continued, a political consultant who was going to become my political consultant approached me about running for Mayor. As we were looking at Jim Gabberts Campaign, if you will, I was talking to this consultant, who shall remain unknown.

    His consultant mentioned that the Getty group felt that for Newsom to become mayor, he needed an issue. The consultant related that a year before Care Not Cash first came out, Getty-paid consultants conducted polls. They did a focus study, Gabbert said, showing most people were disgusted with the Streets of San Francisco, and that they had to do something with (the people on the street) not just let them stay there.

    Their surveys and polls indicated this was the biggest hot button issue, Gabbert said. Every political candidate needs an issue, something to champion for. That became Gavins issue. They concocted that. They felt that would ignite voters enthusiasm and show that hes trying to do something for the City.

    As he concluded the call, Gabbert said with conviction: This sounds to me like it was true. In fact, I know it was.

    Key questions remain: Are the Gettys trading on Newsoms youth, looks and his image as one of our own to get him elected? If Newsom becomes Mayor, do the super-rich plan to use a person Gabbert described as an ineffectual politician to be their figurehead yes-man to push through their moneyed agenda?

    Whether the Getty types promote Newsom or Gabbert, how could two wealthy people, isolated in the heady stratosphere of the rich, ever write social programs for a group they cannot possibly understand --- the earthbound homeless poor?

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  • The Reign Of What? Two Gorgous Glam Guys, I can care less about style.

    09/24/2021 - 11:12 by Anonymous (not verified)
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    Pretty Boy Mayors?

    Time to go Commando Yet?

    by Joe B.

    The Reign Of What? Between Gonzalez/Newsom great looks debate who care?

    In my last column (which was written a few hours ago in the same day because this is "stay late Joe night"

    I was reading in the 50 cents Chronicle about people going agog over the looks of the candidates.

    This shouldn’t be a trend but then again the Kennedy factor is supposedly being used by one of the candidates.

    It all seems so passe when one is running for Mayor,Governor, Senatorial,or Presidential because faces,styles, fashions,ideas change.

    Will this race mean anything in 5 to 10 years after this ends?

    Probably only as fable, allegory,or political mythos.

    Me,I’m not GQ handsome but haven’t been hit with an ugly stick either.

    One must talk to me face to face without all the flash,sizzle,glamour, that artificial light beams brightly from ceiling to participants on the dance floor.

    New to all that stuff to and yet I know there is non way for me to shine there but in a quiet setting where people not nerved or trying to show their best selves one on one where I shine.

    Some people have it all born to wealth,athletic, wit,charm,charisma,and to top it off integrity.

    The last is a rare especially for of the beautiful jet setters real or those that somehow ended up there accidentally.

    Yes,one can accidentally be there among the beautiful and rich all that’s needed is to be working among them, know them long enough to be trusted.

    Maybe because of your upbringing especially if you’ve been taught or found out you have integrity,honesty,loyal and not a betrayer believing your word-is-your-bond kismet could work in that the friend you he/her may have been through many scrapes, secrets,hurts,harms caring deeply bucking each other when the other is down.

    It’s a rare thing to know someone who knows you and when and if some sort of fame hits they’ll keep you grounded,won’t change because your circumstances has.

    That’s why famous folk don’t reveal their first true friends,or true ones to come in whatever business they are in because real lasting true friendship is as precious a gift and sometimes can save lives.

    Imagine yourself a newly minted starlet, recording star,artist, athlete,scientist, anything in the public eye.

    Everything is whiling about you contracts, monies,investments,real estate, venues, and you need to get perspective on in and ideas where to begin anew who could help you because they knew you before all this hoopla happened?

    A cherished friend who said "Whatever happens I there for you buddy."

    Now she/he cannot get to you because of they are not where you are economically but its nothing for you to by a round trip ticket and if luck happens they might get a job and stay.

    They come, notice your stressed,anxious.

    Your best friend(s) knows what to say,when to say it to calm those jumpy nerves,no drugs,drink,or pills just both sitting or walking about town or city really catching up on each others lives and finally the missing ceremony or custom you use to do when feeling nervous or out of sorts.

    Invited to a party or whatever there is jealousy from new friends about the unknown X factor friend from the past but before judgement is passed you as he/she has done automatically shut that hate fueling,gossiping process down and inside you realize you haven’t change much at all defending your friend as your friend has defended you even when he/she knew you were wrong wouldn’t deny you they’re trust.

    I believe some famous people(the very blessed lucky ones) have friends and not working for but with them independent of the wall-o’-fame surrounding them.

    For those who become famous without friends and seem forever to be unknown X quantities it must be difficult to know when to and when not to reveal their true selves.

    I wonder if that happened to the famous star known as May West.

    I don’t know what’d I do with overnight or justified fame. Would I have one true friend who’d know my quirks, idiosyncrasies,knowing the true would help when I’m crisis mode.

    That’s it for me, take care,and slow down a bit.


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  • RELATIVE SLAVERY. ASSOCIATED BY BLOOD, FORCED BY GUILT.

    09/24/2021 - 11:12 by Anonymous (not verified)
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    Too Tired,read on

    Ditto,read above - Sheesh.

    by Joe B.

    RELATIVE SLAVERY

    Slavery was supposedly ended and most people are free except for isolated places in Sudan and areas of the Middle East where religion binds servitude, enshrines one sex over the other which is only now beginning to crack under practicality.

    I’m talking about family dynamics of honor, duty,with guilt thrown as insurance.

    It began for me with a frantic call about rent going up, being alone,and a dread fear of homeless.

    This desperate person is my mother who had lost her home to the IRS (Internal Revenue Service)
    because she had the only house bought legally in her name while her friends,all of them in the medical profession.

    It is a devastating time for a first time home owner to lose a captured dream.

    My brother tried getting her a house but she being particular didn’t want what house he could afford to buy her.

    Now she has to move from her Fairfield Apartment complex because the rent continues to rise.

    Funny,people who can afford to rent tend to live where they can but as rent increases whether by market forces or personal greed renters leave and apartments become empty.

    My mother and the renter were once able to pay their rents each month but over time $750 to $900 mom’s S.S.I. (Social Security Insurance) money goes only so far between medicine,food,rent,or extraneous (mad money) to buy personal things for herself.

    My first thought "Oh, no – don’t want to do this,she’s moved before with me and my brother helping move and I really though this was it.

    I know this isn’t her last move and the "I have two good son’s" mantra won’t work as I place forefingers and thumb together forming the universal sign of money that I should be paid for it.

    I go,Friday night, driven by my brother, sister-in-law which mom didn’t say anything about.

    It was heavy work and recently I had date to see a young lady I met at church but the Fri. Sat. Sun. and Mon. wrecked that all to hell I hurried up called when getting back four and a half hours late!

    My new lady friend warn me not to strain myself and I said "Won’t but will figure out strength for strain lines.

    If this was a stranger I’d not give a second thought about saying no but when it’s a relative from father,uncle, nephew, aunt,sister,brother, cousin,or mother – well there is a duty,honor sort of thing so we do it.

    That’s why I say "Relative Slavery" that is until you know the score long after or before and brake the blood bonds shackling you to do for someone what you’d not do for anyone else.

    It’s for days of heavy lifting, some brakes, jokes,sleep,and back to mom’s free labor force.

    My younger brother Solomon voice it first "I’m to old to do this, no more,never again."

    "Same here,I’ll pay folks for the next move and supervise no more free labor ever again."

    Mama always pulls the "I didn’t have to let you live,I could’ve closed my legs."

    She says things like this all the time. "You can’t the birth card every time."

    I’m thinking but the best way is to be sooooo far away that I couldn’t help her in her next move and Solomon and I both know this isn’t her last move.

    Requel,Solomon,drove me home where I shower and change and four hours late to work. I’m so tire, worn, muscles aching that I almost fell asleep standing in the shower.

    I look down and see some striations along my smaller head.

    "Damn! I used my legs instead of my back,it may have been holding mom’s safe,walking,bending lower it to floors or walking and placing heavy items somewhere?

    Guess stress lines become strength lines as blood fills ‘em up?

    I don’t know which are natural or almost–hernia induced veins anymore.

    The only lifting I want to do is either weight training or slow bedroom evenly matched lovemaking with a lady friend or two.

    I’m glad,I helped my mother,that its over,and gladder still that after this no more "relative slavery" cause folks, its still around and as long as relatives know they can get help for free without pay; slavery will always exist.

    So what do you readers think of "Relative Slavery"
    Don’t be shy, I know its been done to us all – vent about it.


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  • Not Beholden to the Machine

    09/24/2021 - 11:12 by Anonymous (not verified)
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    an interview with mayoral candidate Matt Gonzalez

    by Janak Ramachandran/PNN

    Walking into the Matt Gonzalez for Mayor campaign headquarters, I can feel the hairs on my neck tickling my shirt—I feel as though an enormous adrenaline rush is coursing through this campaign organization. With his second place upset in the November 4th mayoral race, the momentum behind Gonzalez on the streets of San Francisco seems palpable. His campaign headquarters, located at 13th and Mission where the old Fell Street off-ramp has been razed, seems to match the ‘down with old and in with the new’ energy of the place. Excited campaign volunteers, smelling the victory that would put Matt Gonzalez in the mayor’s chair, work feverishly to compensate for the business money machine that Gavin Newsom, Gonzalez’ opponent in the December 9th run-off election, has marshaled to his side.

    As I prepared to meet Matt, the current President of the Board of Supervisors of San Francisco, I am afforded the opportunity to tour the location. Gonzalez’ meetings are behind schedule and so my interview with him has been delayed. If a campaign headquarters can say something about the person for whom it exists, this location wears itself on its sleeve. The buzz about the place is honest and hardworking and the atmosphere is neighborly and unpretentious. Interestingly, these are the very qualities that shine through in my conversation with Matt Gonzalez. Soft-spoken but confident, he speaks with a passion fueled by intelligent deliberation.

    In response to an opening question on being a progressive candidate, Matt identifies one worldview from which he wants to govern. "I fundamentally look at the world as a place where there are wide economic disparities and…if we’re trying to make it a better society…we ought to be working to protect the most vulnerable people in that society. (S)ometimes progressive values intersect with neighborhood values (and) populist values—sometimes they’re conservative economic values. We (progressives) want good, clean, efficient government as well." Matt explains further that the money he saves from instituting clean and efficient practices would be earmarked for important societal priorities while a more conservative candidate might want simply to put the money into their pocketbook or the pocketbooks of their friends.

    One of the priorities that Matt Gonzalez championed in the recent election, Proposition L, now enables the minimum wage in San Francisco to be raised to $8.50/hour. I ask Matt to expound upon living wage law and the notion of economic justice. "I’m supportive of efforts to try to pay people the value of their labor…a municipality, a state, or federal government has an obligation to make sure that wages don’t fall beneath a certain level…(people) just can’t make a living—can’t even eke out a living." And, though Matt explains that he is proud of fighting the business community and the wealthier elite to help fifty thousand workers, he wants to do more. "(A)t the end of the day, it’s like we captured a hill—we didn’t take the mountain."

    Now that he’s mentioned the business community and the wealthier classes, I decide to challenge Matt regarding his ability to occupy the mayor’s office without towing the line of the elite and powerful. And so, I ask, "Do you acknowledge that you will be pressured by wealthier interests to put them first? How will you react to that pressure?" Though he acknowledges that the pressure will exist, he confidently asserts that he will not be swayed. "The business community is accustomed to being able to tell the mayor what to do—I fear that my opponent (Gavin Newsom) is not strong enough to stand up to that community. And so, that’s more than anything why I’m in the race and why I think it’s important that people vote for me—that they vote for somebody who has the intelligence and courage to say no to some of the people that are accustomed to driving policy in this city." In a later follow-up question, I inquire about Matt’s thoughts regarding a recent Bayview editorial’s assertion that a climate of corruption has existed for the last eight years under Mayor Willie Brown’s administration; where the ‘people accustomed to driving policy’ have been and are feeding at the hands of Willie Brown. I ask pointedly if, as mayor, he would investigate prior corruption and seek a legal remedy. "I think corruption in government is something that ought to be rooted out—I would certainly be a mayor that had that as a priority…I don’t think there should be an excuse for crimes, if they’ve been committed, simply because you’re not in office anymore."

    Transitioning from the possible crimes of the mayor to the crimes of the SFPD, I mention that it has been recently suggested by an SF Weekly article that Proposition H, the police oversight measure, will do little to stop police brutality. He responds, "the biggest problem with most commissions is that they’re all mayoral appointments…the mayor appoints the department head and you have no checks and balances. All the power is in the mayor’s lap…Placing different kinds of people on a commission from different appointing authorities (Proposition H strips the mayor’s office of some of its appointing authority and grants appointments to the SF Board of Supervisors) will insure that there are different points of view…" Gonzalez believes Proposition H will provide the balance required to give the OCC (Office of Citizen Complaints) the teeth needed to effectively pursue police crimes.

    I wonder to myself if this balance will also help prevent the criminalization of poor people—where police brutality and Propositions like Prop N and Prop M have become the norm (Prop N is the ‘Care Not Cash’ initiative sponsored by Gavin Newsom that drew increasing criticism for stripping cash subsidies from homeless and under-housed citizens of San Francisco while failing to deliver on the promised services and housing; Prop M is the recently passed anti-panhandling measure—again sponsored by Gavin Newsom—to criminalize asking for help). Knowing that Matt Gonzalez opposed both Proposition M and N, I invite his comments on the initiatives sponsored by his mayoral opponent. "I think it’s just a waste of time to run a campaign…to speak in favor of an anti-panhandling measure when there’s already one on the books that the voters approved in 1992. I never heard the sponsor, my opponent in the mayor’s race, explain why we needed yet another panhandling law and, I suppose, if I were a better politician, I would just draft my own and take it to the ballot next year…(its passage) proves a certain degree of frustration with our society (and) the inability to right some of the inequities. So I…take a vote like that—a 60-40 vote—and look at it that way…it’s people voicing their frustration with government rather than wanting to attack the poor." If Gonzalez is right, then another backlash (like the one that stymied Proposition N) from San Francisco citizens, some of who may have approved Propositions M and N, can be expected. And Newsom may be forced to backpedal on Proposition M much the way he did on Proposition N.

    Another ‘criminalization of the poor’ issue receiving greater scrutiny involves the long standing practice of CPS (Child Protective Services), in conjunction with DSS (Department of Social Services), to remove children from their parents for frivolous reasons (e.g. based solely on income considerations, temporary personal crisis, or hearsay evidence) and to deny the reinstatement of parental rights when the requirements dictated by CPS have been met. When I inform Matt Gonzalez that POOR Magazine, through the investigative journalism of its subsidiaries Courtwatch and Poor News Network, has determined that an incentive system—where funding for CPS is directly tied to the number of children the agency finds reasons to remove—motivates and encourages CPS workers to separate children from their families, he concurs that such a system strikes him as problematic. "I think, as a general matter, you want kids with their parents or with their families and so, I think that kind of removal action is a very serious matter and should not be taken…lightly."

    When I mention to Gonzalez the concerns of POOR Magazine writers and other economic justice advocates regarding not only the criminalization of poor people that Newsom seems to be pursuing (by sponsoring measures like M and N) but the direct police harassment and brutality toward people living in cars and on the streets, he nods his head in understanding. "We’ve had a number of people come to city hall and testify about the manner of harassment that the police have engaged in…if you’ve got a crisis in your city where you don’t have a sufficient number of shelter beds or places to put people, you cannot attack somebody’s effort at taking care of themselves…(I’ve) met a number of people who went through periods where they lived in a car and eventually…are able to get back on their feet. It (living in a car) might be the last step before you’re right on the street. And so, I think it’s a very serious matter—I think it’s counterproductive…to allow law enforcement to engage in something that is, in effect, mandating homelessness." 

    Matt Gonzalez believes that providing real services that prevent desperate measures like panhandling is the fiscally healthy and truly caring solution. "(Panhandling) is fundamentally a societal problem about the inability to care for people who have problems or (to whom we’re) not giving decent wages…" Gonzales claims that, as long as money for services is spent responsibly, more fortunate San Franciscans have a desire to see some of their taxes used to address issues of poverty and homelessness. "(W)e’re trying to get people back on their feet—and, in cases where that’s not possible, put them in good living arrangements with supportive services so that their lives are meaningful…"

    Gonzalez is also interested in "empowering tenants of public housing." When I ask if he would support tenant ownership of public housing, he responds enthusiastically, "I think it’s great—I’ve always been a supporter of land trust type models and limited equity models." When I indicate the recent efforts of developers to create more higher rent facilities, Matt continues with quiet passion regarding the trend toward gentrification in San Francisco. "(W)hen you allow a bunch of developers to come in and ignore housing needs and just build office space that’s going to attract more people to compete for existing housing…you’re going to end up with such fierce competition for the housing (that) people making money on the lower end of the spectrum just can’t…survive. To build low-income housing really requires a commitment by the city." Gonzalez’ plan would make property available to non-profit developers or other developers that want to build low-income housing. "You can do it at thirty, forty, fifty percent of the median area income. That’s a lot better than Newsom’s promise of a work force housing initiative (at) eighty, one hundred, one hundred and twenty percent of median income. That doesn’t (reach)…the lower ends of the median income spectrum."

    Given Mayor Willie Brown’s current attempts to create a sweet developer deal for his corporate allies with the Bayview/Hunter’s Point Naval Shipyard (see ‘Land Grabs’ Bayview editorial dated November 5, 2003), I ask Gonzalez’ opinion of this specific development issue. "I think that the primary problem with the whole navy shipyard turns on the fact that there’s…uncertainty about whether or not that property is in a sufficiently clean state to start developing. (T)hese developers don’t have the best interests in mind of the future occupants of that property." Regarding the efforts of the Redevelopment Agency and the Housing Authority to control the Bayview area, Matt comments that "there was a proposal…that the Bayview be its own kind of redevelopment site in and of itself with (its) own commissioners—and not be subject to the powers of the redevelopment agency—that it be a different Bayview/Hunters Point redevelopment agency." Gonzalez believes that, if such a plan was configured to create direct neighborhood empowerment, it may be useful.

    Since empowering lower income neighborhoods is a priority for Matt Gonzalez, I ask his views concerning the light rail project and whether he would fight to keep those jobs within the Bayview/Hunter’s Point community. "Despite the promises of (community based hiring practices), we so often (end up) with just commuter jobs that we’re creating. I’ve always thought that…it (the light rail project) was an opportunity to hire people in the community to do those jobs. So I’m very supportive of the first source hiring program."

    As we conclude the interview, I turn to a national issue that affects San Franciscans and ask Matt how far he would be willing to go to protect San Francisco residents from the intrusions of the federal government and the increased powers it has appropriated to itself via laws like the PATRIOT act. Gonzalez says he will support the measure on the March ballot that fellow Supervisor Jake McGoldrick has sponsored that would give the Board of Supervisors the power to oppose possible invasions of privacy and the like by federal authorities. "(W)e would take the political and legal onus on ourselves…I’m very opposed to an act that purports to be about patriotism (but) has so little to do about it—it’s sort of like ‘Care Not Cash’ (Gavin Newsom’s Proposition N) having so little to do with really addressing the true problems of homelessness. (T)he PATRIOT act is an assault on civil liberties that I think future generations will look upon to say, ‘how was it possible that these people…didn’t see what a terrible travesty and undermining of their values that it was.’"

    Finally, I invite Matt Gonzalez to tell San Francisco voters (and particularly San Francisco democrats) why they should vote for him over Gavin Newsom. He notes that he already has the support of many democrats (Gonzalez is a member of the Green Party) including members of the Democratic County Central Committee "because, as one of them said, ‘I’m the best democrat in the race.’" Noting some differences between him and a more traditional democratic candidate, he asserts, "I’ve certainly worked with many progressive democrats but…the democrats (as a party) have never fielded a presidential candidate that was opposed to the death penalty or supportive of gay marriage (as is Matt Gonzalez). For me, it’s really about charting a different course—perhaps (a) more independent one locally—(that’s) not beholden to the machine."

    When I hear the word ‘machine’, I am reminded of a conversation during which a San Francisco resident explained to me why he had shifted his allegiance from Gavin Newsom to Matt Gonzalez. "The more I listen to Gavin Newsom," he said, "the more I realize he’s just part of the political and corporate machine." And Matt Gonzalez, especially after hearing him in debate with Newsom, strikes him as a far more sincere and competent man. People say there is a clear choice in the December 9th election—perhaps the choice is as clear as man versus machine.

    As of press time PNN has contacted Gavin Newsom several times for an interview and he has not responded to our requests. 

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  • Non Pol Guy = Non Political Guy. Politics is Awkward Adults In Public.

    09/24/2021 - 11:12 by Anonymous (not verified)
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    Don't hate or love Politics
    just indiferent to it all.

    I don't like 'Pol in Summer...

    you think when its rainning I'll get to
    like it,not EVEN A little bit.

    by Joe B.

    Well,you read one San Francisco Chronicle reporter’s "in depth, up close view of houseless folk and their dire situations.

    Mr. Kevin Fagan’s "SHAME OF THE CITY" is one more reporter manure-penning low blow potshots at the poor.

    At least when doing my "Mess on Market Street series,way back in 2001 or so it was by someone who not only lived the life I was and still no where near out of poverty’s grip.

    Its just one citizens with a bit of access by way of a job telling the daily woes,danger’s, funny,and offbeat of living an irregular life on Market Street.

    I don’t know if I interviewed people like on the street but do respect their right of privacy as citizens or simply as human beings and not to frame them in a powerless state of being.

    All Mr. Fagan did was focus on the most negative of images,freeze them in that focus and rarely talked to people who though houseless struggled to gain employment for themselves and or families.

    I looks like another negative attack-dogs-on- poor slam cynical political slight-of-hand.

    Its easy to set up "the homeless" as a mass of marginal people who all won’t work,eat all day, screw all night,and are either drinking or smoking up various non prescription drugs.

    Only one problem it’s a myth-in-stasis that is what may seemed to have been true decades ago if it ever were is a false image trotted out for pol’s to set up their campaigns around.

    The shame of the ‘Chron is instead of having one reporter,a video person(s) (Camera person(s) to cover one or more shelter, hotel,church,highway under -pass,or local bars, restaurant,fast food places frequented.

    Why didn’t they have multiple teams of such and a some undercover investigative reporters who are doing it for 6 to 9 months at time with fresh replacements so the flow in info doesn’t sour, become stale,or prevent job burn out for those not "too close" the issue they’re covering all over the country in other cities and small towns all across America?

    It couldn’t be money, don’t corporations have money allocated for just such long term,intense reporting?

    Or is easier to just have a few weeks of quickie snap shots of jobless,houseless,persons and families struggling from no pay to minimum,to sub-minimum wage that hasn’t kept pace with the cost-of-living for over 20 years.

    That’s why Coalition On Homelessness and other organizations including Poor Magazine covered the protest against the S.F. Chronicle outside their building.

    No,don’t know the address all I did was hold my umbrella for those filming,recording,or speaking to reporters.

    I’m at the protest under protest though it was interesting that a reporter either from Chron or another news outlet used a telephoto lens, walking around photographing the proceeding while he stays well away from the protest.

    Finally the protestor converges where he is because verbal altercations and being threatened with violence by some folks angry at his out-of-loop surveillance like tactics.

    Though no one came to blows there is a spirited discussion of technical/ psychology of "The Gaze" of photography,photo,the photographer’s responsibility in this complex process the way it (photographed subject) can be framed showing weakness or strength or fanciful absurdity.

    Like I said,I’m at this protest under protest.

    I mainly held the umbrella
    much like make up people spraying fine mist on two nude skin flick actors to make a scene seem more glossy giving a gritty 3D-sweat- from-pores effect.

    My only part aside from waterproofing folks on both sides of heated discussions was saying "Why don’t both out you meet somewhere neutral and talk this out."

    This is between Tiny, co-editor of Poor Magazine and the Framing-Gaze- reporter.

    No,don’t know his name but others on the scene do.

    Done my bit for media folks… Bye.

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  • Good Son's Reward, First will be last. Seems Like an awfully long wait.

    09/24/2021 - 11:12 by Anonymous (not verified)
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    To Online Vixens
    Smokin up the screens.

    At this time we need more
    wild passion women and men both
    on and off line.

    by Joe B.

    Good Son’s Reward

    My brother and I are good son’s in that when our mother calls say she’s has to move,found a place but only has weeks to do it we rushed to help Solomon and Requel, Sister-in-law,and myself from San Francisco.

    It’s a grueling 3 and a half days but mother treats us to Long John Silver for fish & chips with tartar sauce.

    Finishing in record time both brother’s go their separate ways vowing never again to do the manual labor but hire people and pay them well for the privilege of helping dear mom.

    I had already written a column about the 1947 film classic "It’s A Wonderful Life" But Stuupidly erased it somehow.

    Its about small town life in Bedford Falls, George and Harry Bailey and how one life can affect others.

    Both Bailey boys are good son's doing good and right deeds their own way.

    George who always wanted to travel but fate intervenes an he has to stay in town when his banker father dies.

    having a really bad year George makes a fateful wish

    "I wish I was never born." In comes Clarence angel Jr. grade who’s has been chosen to help George on earth,you see George is a good souls doubting his life and doesn’t believe his is worth zip.

    One minor incident in George and Harry’s life disproves elder brother Bailey’s theory.

    This is before Harry, younger brother became a pilot in World War II.

    As children Harry fell into the Bedford lake that the kids skated over but this time Harry had falling into the frozen lake.

    Clarence explains "Your brother,Harry Bailey,broke through the ice and died at the age of nine.

    George Bailey angrily declares "That's a lie! Harry Bailey went to war!

    He got the Congressional medal of honor,he saved the lives of every man on that transport!"

    Sadly Clarence says "Every man on that transport died!

    Harry wasn't there to save them because you weren't there to save Harry!


    You've been given a great gift, George.

    A chance to see what the world would be like without you.

    "You see,George,you really have had a wonderful life."

    Harry Bailey"A toast to my big brother George. The richest man in town."

    The fable,story,or parable tells us every life affects every other life,touches them in ways we’ll never completely understand.

    So whatever lot in life one has it up to us to make it better and improve on it and help others too.

    Recently,in a fully packed church after talking about a wonderful program that helps millions each year I made a personal plea for a date! Yes,I did online friends.

    Those online know how I came up with verbal Cyber-S
    racy,intimate language and the women know they egged me on wanting more acting all innocent and sweet at its conclusion yet wanting more of same hmmm,hotline lassies heated me up not knowing I’m both a delicate,passionate, complex,gentle,soul as blood coursing through capillaries made sitting, standing, or laying down difficult.

    Shame,shame,on those online Vixen’s taking verbal,mental advantage of someone both visually and imaginatively.

    Guy’s know women know how to discretely push our buttons then say "You dirty minded young,middle aged, old, man."

    We’re learning your subtle mental tricks slowly but surely.

    But enough as I said every life affects others as if all is a tenuous strung web – if one life is no longer their others fall or get jangled in the balance.

    To everyone online and off have a safe blessed, holy days,and spiritual, spirited Christmas and New Years.


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  • POOR Press Book release party 2003!

    09/24/2021 - 11:12 by Anonymous (not verified)
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    POOR Press Releases their books by very low and no income youth and adults for 2003-04

    by PNN staff

    The people came - the voices were heard. Histories and Herstories were spoken.

    A. Faye Hicks, Carmi Johnson,
    Oji Elliot, Byron Gafford, Marvin Crutchfield. Martrice Candler and many more upcoming youth and adults spoke on the POOR Press authors panel at the 2nd annual POOR Press Release Party to introduce their poverty scholarship on issues ranging from racial injustice at the workplace to the plight of the poor single mother.

    The day was also informed by Poverty Scholars- The Po Poets Project of POOR Magazine, who spit rhymes from their tome; The houzin Project; Art and Resources on Gentrification, Eviction and houselessness.

    So now friends, readers and potential conscious Gift Givers - it is Up To You...please support all these po folks - tryin to be heard.. buy our books... for all your holiday needs and wants... !!! ( see below for on-line POOR Press catalogue)

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  • Closed Ranks Pt.1/Glide Program Pt. 2. Too long for one column so 2 must do both equally important, maybe on more so.

    09/24/2021 - 11:12 by Anonymous (not verified)
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    I dislike writing two columns
    in a day.

    These two topics are important
    in that both can save lives...

    if correct and informed choices are known.

    by Joe B.

    Close Ranks Pt. 1/Glide Program Pt. 2

    It’s a not-to-bad Monday morning in the second city of lights. Mr. Newsom and Mr. Gonzalez are so close that both are metaphorically if not actually physically sweating Tuesdays election results.

    Matt is no pushover and Gavin has run a savvy campaign.

    That’s all I’m saying about both candidates being completely A-political myself.

    Folks, you have 3-count-‘em 3 days to chose the best person for the post of Mayor Of San Francisco Sunday,Monday and Tuesday.

    Three days folks,if ‘ya don’t vote don’t bitch and groan on who did or didn’t win.

    Its up to all native San Franciscan’s and transplanted ones from everywhere to send a message how we want San Francisco to be run: for elite social/business multi national interests or rank and file regular working poor families or individuals just wanting to live,work,and raise families.

    We must remember historically whom first made turned this wilderness place of mud manure covered streets into a sprawling city.

    The were and are wandering artists,rebels, seekers of fame and fortune,disinherited of scions of middle to upper crust families,outlaws, soiled dove women,widows, and widowers,law abiding citizens and maybe a few established business folks.

    San Francisco always seemed to be a mixture of all the elements of human endeavors but these days it seems the business interests want the city to oust to keep the workers to a rigid sharp edged bumpy grindstone freezing the mandatory minimum raise as the cost of living continues to rise astronomically.

    Some historians might know what happens to the towns that made impossible for families,or individuals worker to live.

    They pack up and leave taking with them all their skills, loyalty,and knowledge and these once tough scrappy towns die slow agonizing death or quickly get taken over by desert sand or overrun by vegetation.

    I don’t know if I want to live in a Multi National Corporate Owned City constantly looks to the bottom line where citizens become interchangeable cogs in the M.N.C.O.C’s. in cities people are the real infrastructure as buildings,hi-free ways, transportation are more impermanent.

    Whatever the outcome folks will adapt,survive, and change whom so ever is supposedly in charge.
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  • METROSEXED UP PT. 1, Regular Guys discovered being their true glorious selves, Sheeesh, who knew?

    09/24/2021 - 11:12 by Anonymous (not verified)
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    An old new word applied
    to regular guys that cook,like
    to look good,and still...

    fatally addicted to womanly wiles.

    by Joe B.

    METROSEXED UP Pt. 1.

    Yes, its late in the day for this but hey- readers that’s why I say ask or tell Joe cause I don’t know but you out there do.

    I’ve been hear the term "Metrosexual" to me it meant persons or persons unknown having freaky sex on trains but looking further into it the correct meaning is an ancient one.

    Metrosexual(n.)New English Definition Profile.

    Word: Metrosexual
    Syllabification
    me-tro-sex-ual
    Noun,Part Of Speech

    metropolis, from Greek "mother city"+ sexual.

    Whew,three more things.
    Definition:A dandyish narcissist in love with not only himself,but also his urban life style.

    Where credit is due: Submitted by Mr. Van Norkov the date submitted Thurs.March,13, 2003
    Edited,Thurs. March 13, 2003.

    I thank Mr. V. Norkov and Langmaker at www. Langmaker.com for this information.

    Not to be sexist there are Metrosexual Women as well.

    I don not know how long this so called fad,trend has gone on but it seems to me its another Madison Avenue or other Metropolitan ad campaign to create another sales niche this time for ‘het men who are equally at home with culinary arts and shopping,with wives, sisters,or girlfriends as they are rebuilding vintage cars or working with steal,wood,making cabinets,and camping out.

    Why is it its alright for women to where men’s clothes,do whatever they can,change their minds but for men to simply dress neater,take better medical care of themselves its all of a sudden a big deal; because in isn’t.

    Channel’s 7’s "The New Masculinity?
    Manly Men,Move Over: Metrosexuals Are It.

    From Aug.5,2003
    Is manure because most men do keep themselves clean, neat,and are respectful of women its just women and most of society ignores the fact when its in their face.

    I still see red remembering what a very successful woman lawyer said about men "Their Generic" of course there are exceptions.

    This woman granted is beautiful,intelligent and has personal as well as hidden assets that can be used to sway men but all not even most men are the way she deems them however I could be wrong in that the same can be said of women who’s stock and trade are natural or enhanced feminine features that some men pay money to see and not touch.

    These women may be college students, studying,law,physics,or criminal justice system using their bodies at night brains in day is a cliche’ but are they generic because of their occupations obviously not but men are generic–hmmm, all things being unequal indeed.

    I’ve been thinking of Ms. Meredith Brooks "Bitch" lyrics the 90’s I AM Woman anthem of fierce female freedom.

    Well below though it is for and about women lets switch it from I’m a mother to(father)same song about men especially so called new metrosexual males.

    I'm a bitch,I'm a lover
    I'm a child, I'm a mother(father)

    Now remember So take me as I am? Just as women don’t get men because we’re so varied and different they are forever on our asses about something and

    So take me as I am
    This may mean
    You'll have to be a stronger man

    As in another lyric Just when you got me figured out-men’s seasons also changes.

    We are stronger men to constantly deal with women’s ability not only not knowing what they want but once getting it rejecting it.

    From men of the 50’s to the 90’s men have been changing as women have although slower we do change and don’t stop but its funny how as men gain more individual freedom women get anxious do you really want freedom for all or just for yourselves?

    When I start to make you nervous
    And I'm going to extremes
    Tomorrow I will change
    And today won't mean a thing



    Thanks To Ms. Meradith Brooks "Bitch Lyrics" and www.music songlyrics.com.

    This way of the macho man is just as silly a label or tag name as the 1980’s Alpha Male or ‘90’s balanced male so now regular guys learning from women and gay men,also lesbian women in how to be more in tune is as silly.

    Is it really a revolution in men’s attitudes or is it what the whole of society ignored it until the market place saw dollar signs and ways to expand their cosmetic industry?

    Women talk of societies double standard economically, biologically, psychological,and sociological as well.

    All true especially economics even though there are women starting up small businesses and in college than men.

    We guys at least most of us grew up being told never to hit girls,women, because its not manly, unfair,and we’re stronger but my hard working single mama also said if they hit you hit ‘em back. Most of us didn’t hear that second warning.

    Girls and women took advantage this then in the 70’s and 80’s it’s the same no win situation fight a woman and men lose twice even in a fair fight of equal weight if men win it means nothing to beat up a women but it means the world for women to show up men physically.

    The best men can do when challenged is to back off,laugh it off taking the jibes and of course the traditional punch and kick to the balls makes women laugh its funny to them because it show’s we’re really vulnerable people.

    Most women don’t want to hurt men but a few do is it any wonder men are careful in martial arts.

    Men learn how to hurt, incapacitate, wound,knock out, maim, then kill.

    Women because they are constitutionally stronger but physically weaker compared to men women bypass hurt,wound,and go directly to maim-kill mode.(scratch eyes, grab pull at groin hard and fast.)

    First women say we kill ourselves in wars, over stress, don’t communicate, show little emotion, don’t touch them or play with their children as they should.

    Now that we do and we’re more expansive we’re not a different evolving species named Metrosexual?

    Come on it’s the same guys who always dressed snazzy,waited patiently as women shopped and likes cooking but never made a big deal as women sometimes need to.

    Its funny that women now worry as straight men get to be butterflies, peacocks,and retain male desire females.

    I don’t know about "Queer Eye For The Straight Guy,Its All Relative,or Six Feet Under, shows but it seems women get nervous as heterosexuals too has not only an eye or fashion from but can whip up meals,fix toilets,enjoy opera,cry at romantic movies,shop with girlfriends and wives and still desire them too.

    Isn’t it like women to want men to change not placing limits on them until we start looking, feeling better than them.

    They want tamed ‘Hets but not to out beauty them in their own realms.

    Well,we’re just following you lead ladies (some of us go to far as women do but I notice most women frown on going Dutch for dinner,(equally splitting the bill)rich women still want richer men to marry and won’t dare stoop to dating poor working men,women still can ware men’s clothes and we cannot where yours, lastly in dance clubs ladies go free while men pay.

    I know because there are more men than women these clubs. (if its free for women how come less women than men because they can dash from club to club for free and most men are not make of money.)

    Yet this unequal societal rule women most wish not to change because they can pick and choose from many men where they (women) are the queens.

    Like I said a few columns ago why not have women pay to get in and men get in free at some clubs?

    One young female friend said "It wouldn’t work because society sets the rules.

    This very svelte, lovely multi racial woman knows the rules are wrong but since it works in her favor it "Oh, well-Joe."

    When society sets up ways,rules unequal for one in favor of the other both sexes suffer injustice no matter which is advantaged or inconvenienced.
    Metrosexed Pt.II(I want to get off this Metro crud quick)

    What do you think about it folks?


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  • The Po Cats Adventure Series; Lester and the Kitchen Closet

    09/24/2021 - 11:12 by Anonymous (not verified)
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    by Dee Gray

    at poor magazine we ask that our interns "give back"

    however, one intern whose origin was never made clear to us had a particular
    and abiding interest in helping us by organizing a very Dis-organized closet in our
    kitchen. This intern was known for making unfathomable comments like
    "the more you do for me, the more Karma it builds up that i owe to you" and the
    right pronounication of the name of the Amish people is Aaa-mish", these comments were
    punctuated by loud whistles and chirps.

    Of course we, glad to have all the help we could get, tended to ignore this somewhat odd
    behavior and eagerly left him to claw his way thru the extreme mess of the kitchen
    closet.

    The closet finished was unbelievable, amazing. It didnt even look like it lived here - sort
    of like a space ship thats landing and dropping by to refuel, in fact, each night I have been
    hearing banging and crashing in the kitchen, while wierd blue lights flash in the hall -
    then an odd pungent smell like fuel burning drifts down the hall. Oddly, the smoke
    dectectors dont ring. Im scared. So I dont go near the kitchen. But then, in the morning
    everything looks the same.

    EXcept that is, for a lite greenish darkening of the paint at the base of the closet
    and when the cats Lester, Hands, and Saul come in for their morning Fancy Feast
    breakfast, Lesters hair on his tail feathers stand on end. He looks at us and then
    the closet, his eyes glistening. A faint knowing meow passes his lips.

    He finishes
    his meal, and almost unnoticed a large green feather falls from the whiskers on
    the left side of his face.

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  • Glide Program Pt. 2. Sometimes in Public Speaking Your Real Self Emerges.

    09/24/2021 - 11:12 by Anonymous (not verified)
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    3 Programs.

    Lives saved,futures changed
    who otherwise would've died.

    Glide Memorial's NEEDLE EXCHAGE PROGRAM.

    by Joe B.

    Glide Program Pt. 2

    Besides "A Date That Will Live In Infamy." Spoken by the late President Franklin D. Roosevelt in the aftermath of Japanese Zero’s (Airplanes)bombing Pearl Harbor in the early morning that got millions of Americans in the in 1941. Footnote:
    [even though it’s been raging since 1938].

    [Didn’t American’s avoid war the World War I 1914 – 1918 by not going at the start but only after the Civilian Luxury Liner Lusitania was torpedoed by a German U-boat in 1915.

    Another anniversary or milestone was acknowledged on Sunday in Glide Memorial which began for me last Wednesday.

    It was to be my last day working with Mr. Willie Dudley and Mr. David Rivera my immediate supervisors of the HIV/AIDS Needle Exchange Program are first line foot soldiers in the war on SID’s= Sexually Transmitted Diseases.

    Me,originally volunteered for inputting data of persons varying in sexual orientations.

    It’s the boring data entry most people avoid but I only practiced it years ago as a sampling of what I could be doing as an Electronic Office Manager ‘uh,it’s a glorified Secretary surrounded by constantly updated technologies.

    While PC’s are reconfigured,new programs installed I was now filling 1.( Bleach For clean needles for addicts preventing premature death especially for those trying quit.


    2. Condoms: (male and female condoms help to prevent STD’s and HIV/AIDS Virus from infecting more people.


    3. Hygiene (In clear plastic bags or in black kit bags are Band-Aids, ointment,towelet,water, soap,lotion,cotton swabs, wide rubber band,(for tying off arm,find a vein placing drugs through it, also shampoo,and conditioner and paper with information if further help is needed.

    It was my last day Wednesday,Dec. 3, everything goes as usual except about a half hour into my work doing I was asked to sum up what I thought about Glide’s Needle Exchange Program.

    Mr. Rivera and Mr. Dudley helped by explaining I already knew what was going and to speak from the heart.

    I though "Ok, only 9 am and I’m home free.

    Wrong by Sunday I find it’s a tradition to speak twice once for 9 am. and again at 11 am.

    This really didn’t set with me well but its better to do this without delay because that same day as part of the ‘PO Poet’s there is a performance at City Hall.

    Second row, never been that close to the music, band,and chorus of singer’s I’ve always avoided being to close because the noise.

    An hour ticks then my name is called.

    On shaky knees I walk to up blue carpeted stairs onto the wood floors.

    The words came slow, halting, but clear and then my brain rebels as I hear myself saying
    I have had safe sex, some of it against so called nature but I was lucky being monogamous. I don’t drink, smoke, or do drugs,I’m heterosexual and available."

    There is laughter, murmurs,then outright cheers,whistles,and claps from many pews and I’m thinking You stuuupid horny ass, Why did you say that at the end of the speech?"

    I left dazed, confused, thinking I made a complete fool of myself but also admitted to myself I’ve always wanted to say that because of the if-you’re- from-there-you’re-gay B-S.

    Walked home checked message and found my friend from Mills was going to be here to spit her words.

    I didn’t want her out in the weather because she sounds like she’s just getting over a head cold and coming out here might make her sick again.

    Back a second time I’m sitting on steps leading the stage instead of sitting down when my name is called.

    This time was better as I explained what that Glides’s Needle Exchange Program saved lives should be expanded everywhere in every city and town and then my mouth turned against me again!

    I don’t know if I said hopelessly heterosexual or simply I’m available want to have a relationship in this city without going to Oakland,Berkeley,or anywhere else.

    Its over,after a restroom break I was picking up my coat,hat, looking for my umbrella with its telescoping white plastic cover.

    (whew, glad I didn’t say sheath)

    First an well dressed elderly black gentleman suggested I see his daughter or was it sister?

    A young woman said I’d like to see you giving me her number,we exchanged numbers and emails.

    It felt heady,after the exchange I didn’t want to just say thanks because does take courage to ask someone,or tell someone something so in leaving as a gesture and answer I kiss her hand in heartfelt thanks for her act of trust.

    I’m given money for a cab to whisk me off to City Hall fast its was only 5 dollars.

    Before going to the poetry,I decide to vote that day instead of Monday or Tuesday.

    The poetry is outside across from City Hall. I hear her voice with a strain in it.

    That means she’s still sick even though dressed up for winters chill and though she says she’s alright as we spend a few hours shopping,taking Muni to Balboa I see her sleeping.

    I know she should’ve been at friends,relatives or at my place where she would be alone or both of would be sleeping because I wasn’t feeling that energetic either.

    She’ll be visiting relatives,friends all over the country and that she chose to be with me during the day before leaving is something I cherish but won’t admit until asked by her and no one else.

    It was a great Sunday, turning church into a huge dating pool is cool and I just had to try it so I did.

    Now for on-liners watching I wish everyone a very safe and happy holiday,who knows I may have a few dates this season and be in a budding relationship.

    Now that’s a gift that keeps on giving and giving as longs as both participants keep giving of themselves.


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