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  • Deecolonized Un-Tour: "O my Father"

    09/23/2021 - 13:50 by Anonymous (not verified)
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    Tiburcio Garcia

    Lisa Garcia

    Revolutionary Journalism

    27 July, 2021

     

    Deecolonized Un-Tour: “O My Father” 

     

    “O my Father, thou that dwellest In the high and glorious place: When shall I regain thy presence, And again behold thy face?” 

    -Eliza R. Snow

     

    As a young, light skinned formerly houseless poverty skola and journalist with Poor Magazine, this place was a new sight. Not this town, with it’s empty sidewalks and quiet 1950's houses that felt like they had eyes focused on your back. What was a new sight for me was the poem and plaque that made a point to honor the poem of a woman who’s class and social status was low, which led to many deeming her as useless, yet showing that she created a work of art that was immortalized as among The Most Beloved of Mormon Hymns.

     I believe the message behind this if any is that no matter what status or position you are in you have the potential to create something beautiful. Now here is my question. Does that apply to the Ute, Dine, Paiute, Goshute, and Shoshone people who were forcibly removed from their land in order to allow for Salt Lake City to become the home of the Salt Lake Temple, the Headquarters of the Morman Faith?

    It doesn’t. It never has, because the voices, stories, art and songs of native people all over Stolen Turtle Island have never mattered, and the only thing that remains in the stolen and hoarded spaces and places are these bronze plaques, honoring the colonizers who created works of at such as “O My Father”, on land that was never theirs. That is the purpose of this Western Turtle Island Un-Tour, where me along with my family from Poor Magazine and Deecolonize Academy are doing we-search (that’s poor people led re-search) on the colonization and genocide that has happened in Utah and Colorado.

    For 12,000 years before settlers moved into Utah, there were people living there. The Native people of Utah, which were many, as Utah is a big area, stewarded the land long before colonizers claimed it as there’s. Most of that changed, however, when the Mormons “settled” into Utah in 1847, beginning in Salt Lake Valley, and then moving up and down Utah, effectively cutting off Ute trade routes and displacing them from their land. The Black Hawk and Walker War were the Ute people raiding their own land that was stolen from them by the Mormons, for the sole purpose of avoiding starvation. 

    Knowing this, I think back to the Capitol Hill Neighborhood we visited that featured the oxidized copper plaque of Eliza R. Snow and many other women and prominent Mormon figures. I didn’t see a plaque showing the absolute forced removal of the indigenous people of Utah by the Mormons. When I read that plaque honoring Eliza for her poem, I wondered how much art created by native people was destroyed, how many voices were permanently silenced. I can’t help but feel sick looking at the bright flowers and freshly cut grass, blue skies and calm, well paved streets, knowing that all of it was built on lies and death.

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  • Landless/houseless, Indigenous Black, Brown and Disabled People Lead Stolen Land/Hoarded Resources "unTour" thru Occupied Western Turtle Island

    09/23/2021 - 13:50 by Anonymous (not verified)
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    Press Contacts: Muteado Silencio /Tiny (510-435-7500  

    Landless/houseless, Indigenous Black, Brown and Disabled People Lead an "unTour" thru wealth-hoarding neighborhoods and sacred indigenous sites in Denver aka Stolen Ute, Arapaho, Northern Cheyenne Territory 

    When: 12pm Thursday, July 29th

    Where: Tour launched with Multi-Nationed Prayer  & Speakers at Confluence Park (1500 16th street, Denver, Colorado)

     

    "When they take our land, our tents and our belongings, we have nowhere to go,... " said Israel M., formerly houseless, indigenous co-builder of Homefulness.

    "As colonial cities and towns ‘open Back Up’ we indigenous, houseless and poor folks know that means, increased sweeps of houseless bodies, increased evictions of poor families and elders, increased desecration of indigenous peoples lands and sacred sites increased poverty and poLice Terror of Black and Brown and working class people," said Tiny, formerly houseless co-founder of POOR Magazine.

    POOR Magazine is a poor and indigenous people-led art, culture, and liberation movement. Our multi-generational, multi-cultural houseless/indigenous people-led movement will be going on the road to connect the dots between our shared oppressions and struggles, share the urgent medicine of how to build self-determined land movements, take back land, healing, and our own knowledge systems and cultures right here in occupied Turtle Island.

    This leg of a summer long Un-Tour is in occupied Southern Ute, Mountain Ute, Arapahoe and Northern Cheyenne Territory, aka Denver - the site of high-speed gentrification, homelessness,  poLice abuse, murder and terror as well as a silenced bloody history of colonial genocide.

    As we all grapple with Mama Earth burning, flooding and all of us trying to survive, these Un-Tours connect the dots between eviction, homelessness, colonization, desecration, poLice terror, Devil-oper Land grabs, mining and other extractive industries,  desecration of Mama Earth, and the removal, incarceration, police terror of Black, Brown, indigenous, disabled and poor people. 

    In so-called Denver we will launch the tour with prayer from all four corners and ancestors of this land with 1st Nations warriors like Lynn Eagle Feather whose sun Paul Castaway was murdered by Denver PoLice as well as liberators from Denver Homeless Outloud, members of Western Regional Advocacy Project, who are on the front-lines of resistance efforts for unhoused Denver residents.

    In each UnTour we share poor people-led solutions of Radical Redistribution, Homefulness, Land Back movements and ComeUnity Reparations informed by POOR Press books How to Not Call Po'Lice Ever and Poverty Scholarship: Poor People-Led Theory, Art, Words, and Tears Across Mama Earth, with houseless and poor communities and communities with different forms of race, class and/or education privilege with the goal of supporting local resistance movements and helping poor and indigenous people launch their own solutions like Homefulness.

    Smoke from fires across the Western States to the midwest blanket the skies.  Sweeps and invaders concrete the land to cover up history of slaughter  and murder. Gentrifuckers completely program the same blueprint from King St, SF to 16th St mall in Denver. Houseless cannot be eliminated, said Momii Palapaz , family elder from POOR Magazine's Elephant Council (one of the models we teach and live into at Homefulness and share in the How TO Not Call PoLice Ever handbook.)  

    We are inviting all organizations to co-sponsor, walk with us, speak and/or learn more about this important new/old way to walk on Mama Earth in this time of so much pain.

     

     

     

    Links to some of our Stolen Land/Hoarded Resources Tours

    Stolen Land/Hoarded Resurces Tour thru Akkkadeia- May 2021 

    https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=489FkHJQWxs&t=91s

    https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=i5NFtYpE64s&t=6s

    https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Kb-N1FCWAdY&t=57s

    https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=jE0j6baUl1g

    https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=UxHj4zzCmWk

     

    Links to books:

    How to Not Call Po'Lice Ever 

    Poverty Scholarship: Poor People-Led Theory, Art, Words, and Tears Across Mama Earth

    Po' People's Survival Guide thru COVID-19 and the Virus of Poverty 

     

    Children's books:

    When Mama and Me Lived Outside

    The Hard Worker (Trabajador Fuerte)

    Krip Hop Nation Graphic Novel 

    Decolonewz - Newspaper led by youth in poverty for everyone ( available in paper form only) 

     

    Workshops: 

    See this link

     

    Po' Peoples Radio Broadcasts:

    See this link

     

    More info on Homefulness:

    See this link and www.poormagazine.org/homefulness 

     

    Articles on this from the SF Bay View and POOR Magazine:

    Stealing our Last Acre and One Remaining Mule

    Selling our Homes to Private Investors

    Public Housing Privatization

    The Privatization

    From Privatization to Reparations

    Section 8 and Public Housing at Risk

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  • Deecolonized Un-Tour: Kolorado Sweeps

    09/23/2021 - 13:50 by Anonymous (not verified)
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    Tiburcio Garcia

    Lisa Garcia

    Revolutionary Journalism

    29 June 2021

     

    Deecolonized Un-Tour: Kolorado Sweeps

     

    “Things are a lot different on the streets since I’ve been out there,” said Benjamin, looking around at everyone in the circle. On this day, after doing our Revolutionary Journalist Workshop where we give a stipend to houseless people for writing their stories, we met with Therese and Benjamin from Denver Homeless Outloud, and interviewed them about the situation with houselessness and sweeps that were going on out here. Listening to him, I realized that our situation out in the Bay Area isn’t so different from theirs. In the Bay Area, we at Poor Magazine protest and fight against constant sweeps that happen in San Francisco and Oakland. These sweeps are unrelenting, happening so often that most of the time houseless folks being sweeps don’t even have a day's break before they are forcibly moved to another area.

    Denver Homeless Outloud is currently pursuing a lawsuit that they opened six years ago in an act to prevent the constant sweeps that happen out here. It seems houseless people are treated similarly no matter what part of colonized Turtle Island we are on. The lawsuit began after Denver Homeless Outloud built Tiny Houses on private property that was abandoned for ten years, with a response from the mayor that was a bit overzealous. Seventy police officers showed up to stop the construction of the Tiny Houses, along with a SWAT team, and thus began a redoubled effort by the mayor to sweep the Denver Houseless population. 

    “So we filed the lawsuit, and rather than being about people’s right to exist in space the way the lawsuit is set up is about people’s property. Apparently your property has more rights than you do,” (insert name) said, sighing and looking down. After three years, the lawsuit was settled out of court, with the settlement being signed by the Denver houseless community and the City of Denver, which the City of Denver promptly broke. The settlement included warning from the city about when and where they were going to seize property to try to give the houseless community some warning before a sweep, yet the city went ahead and continued to sweep without warning regardless.

    “There was a very high level of camping ban enforcement from 2016 to around 2019, when our lawsuit settlement went in place” said Therese, member of Denver Homeless Outloud, and a formerly houseless mother. She continued by talking about the things that have happened in the last couple of years to prevent houseless people from being on the streets. Public Rideaway Strips, the line of dirt or grass that goes between the sidewalk and the street are places that houseless people set up their tents because rideaway strips are not private property. After being swept and kicked out of every other place in Denver, the only place houseless people can camp are the public rideaway strips, and the city had put up orange and green fences on the strips to prevent that from happening.

    Just like in the Bay Area, it is clear Denver puts in no effort to assist getting people off of the streets, and instead puts all their effort into making life even worse for houseless people, treating them like animals that need to be herded. It sickens me because this is the norm. Houseless and poor people have always been seen as less than human, because most houseless and poor people are people of color who have been oppressed by a system that is designed to keep them down.

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  • Deecolonized Un-Tour: Chief Plentywolf

    09/23/2021 - 13:50 by Anonymous (not verified)
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    Tiburcio Garcia

    Lisa Garcia

    Revolutionary Journalism

    28 July 2021

     

    Deecolonized Un-Tour: Chief Plentiwolf

     

    “Spirituality, ceremony is our core, our center,” said Chief Plentywolf, an indigenous elder who just finished the annual Sundance ceremony, which is a ceremony where native people gather for prayer and sacrifice of sweat and pain. We came days after to talk to Chief Plentywolf at the invitation of Cynthia, one of our solidarity family. The solidarity family are people with race and class privilege who we teach why they need to give reparations. After a hearty lunch with Chief Plentywolf, Cynthia, her husband Tom and all of us multi-generational, multi-racial poverty skolas who came on this tour, we went out to the site of the Sundance Ceremony.  

         It felt as if the land was welcoming us. One, solitary tree stood in the middle of a grassy field, covered with flags from many indigenous nations. We were told not to take pictures of that tree, and I had no objections. There was little to no wind, and the sun beat down on us, but we were surrounded with trees that wove together like a basket, the leaves from each individual tree coming together to form one continuous growth. We walked over to a small clearing next to a dirt road that slopes up and curves around a bend. In that meadow stood a Teepee, the fabric stretched taut over the supporting posts.  

    “We pray every time we do something, or every time we prepare and even meetings and talks like this,” Chief Plentywolf continued, his eyes focusing on each one of us at a time, making me feel as if he was looking through me, looking at everything I could ever be. He talked about the difference between a massacre and a battle, saying that when the white settlers slaughtered women, children and elder indigenous people it went down in history as a battle, yet only when the indigenous people fought back and killed many white men was it called a massacre, and when that happened, the government was able to justify in the history books the genocide that they continued to do, with or without the native people fighting back.

        Chief Plentywolf ended it by talking about Sundance, and how the youth was actually coming back, and how he was excited for the future of Sundance and prayer as a whole. He talked about a16 year old who was the strongest young warrior he had ever seen, and thanked us for being youth and continuing to work and pray with our elders. We thanked Cynthia once more, and before leaving we visited the sweat lodge that is used in the Sundance Ceremony. I came away from the sacred place having learned so much in a short span of time. I would love to join the Sundance Ceremony sometime in the future, and I'm looking forward to being able to speak with Chief Plentiwolf again, to learn a small part of the vast amount of knowledge he has.

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  • About Victor Ochoa

    09/23/2021 - 13:50 by Anonymous (not verified)
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    About Victor Ochoa

    By Ziair Hughes

     

    Victor Ochoa is a proud Raza man and revolutionary artist/muralist. As a youth, Victor migrated from Tijuana to the U.S. Victor's mom was scared of deportation so she made sure Victor spoke English and not Spanish but that wasn't enough. In an interview, Victor described how some guys with big coats and gangster hats came to his door and told his parents they had only a couple days to leave the U.S. So after that, they went to Tijuana but Victor stayed with his grandmother while away from his parents. 

     

    Victor was constantly on the move. He had moved in with his aunt so he could be closer to his parents but he had to work. So, he got a job at a silk screen shop “This is when i started to get into civil rights,” said Victor. 

     

    This is when his form was shaped. He was becoming the great Ochoa. Victor was always supposed to be an artist, “I started early. I was doing (drawing) hats and fingers while other kids were doing stick figures,” said Victor. 

     

    Victor Ochoa is also the soul of Chicano Park. He has a nice amount of murals in Chicano Park. Currently, Victor is working on a Chicano museum. 

     

    Fortunately I got the chance to interview Mr. Ochoa with my school, Deecolonize Academy. He gave us a lot of knowledge on art and community.

     

    Victor is also the founder of Centro Cultural De La Raza in Balboa Park. He also was one of the artists who did the mural for Balboa Park in 2015.

     

    In conclusion, one thing I learned from Mr Ochoa is that art is different. It may not be drawing, but for me it's basketball. His art was destined and I feel like my art is too. 

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  • The Story of the Tulsa Race Massacre

    09/23/2021 - 13:50 by Anonymous (not verified)
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    The Story of the Tulsa Race Massacre 

    By Ziair Hughes

     

    Underwater Black Island in the U.S. is the story of the Tulsa massacre where a white mob burnt down a Black community to the ground. Other Black towns have been dismantled off the American map but not by burning them but rather, by keeping it a secret. Lake Lanier is a lake in Forsyth County, Georgia where people do ordinary things. Prior to that, there was a place called Oscarville, Georgia.

     

    Oscarville was a strong mostly Black community with a school, homes, and a church until 1911. Then, two bad events went down. First, two Black teenagers were convicted and sentenced to death in one day. Then, a mob of KKK members terrorized and killed all the Black people in the surrounding area.

     

    “People are getting more familiar with the Tulsa race massacre and Black Underwater but it needs to get more known so we can get the justice we deserve and earned for a long time,” said the news reporter. 

     

    In conclusion: Black excellence is hated against and destroyed because of pride. The ones who start the movement get robbed from the movement when they are as smart as the white man is. He is not smart enough to come together and build an empire with us Black and Brown folks so we can create more money, wealth, and all kinds of fortune. 

     

     “We started it all and can never get any credit,” said the news reporter. 

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  • Deecolonized Un-Tour: Chief Plentywolf

    09/23/2021 - 13:50 by Anonymous (not verified)
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    Deecolonized Un-Tour: Chief Plentywolf

    By Tiburcio Garcia

     

    “Spirituality, ceremony is our core, our center,” said Chief Plentywolf, an Indigenous elder who just finished the annual Sundance ceremony. This is a ceremony where Native people gather for prayer and sacrifice of sweat and pain. We came days after to talk to Chief Plentywolf at the invitation of Cynthia, one of our solidarity family members. The solidarity family are people with race and class privilege who we teach why they need to give reparations. After a hearty lunch with Chief Plentywolf, Cynthia, her husband, Tom, and all of us multi-generational, multi-racial poverty skolas who came on this tour went out to the site of the Sundance Ceremony.

         It felt as if the land was welcoming us. One solitary tree stood in the middle of a grassy field covered with flags from many Indigenous nations. We were told not to take pictures of that tree and I had no objections. There was little to no wind and the sun beat down on us. But we were surrounded with trees that wove together like a basket, the leaves from each individual tree coming together to form one continuous growth. We walked over to a small clearing next to a dirt road that slopes up and curves around a bend. In that meadow stood a Teepee, the fabric stretched taut over the supporting posts.  

    “We pray every time we do something, or every time we prepare and even meetings and talks like this,” Chief Plentywolf continued, his eyes focusing on each one of us at a time making me feel as if he was looking through me, looking at everything I could ever be. He talked about the difference between a massacre and a battle, saying that when the white settlers slaughtered women, children, and elder Indigenous people it went down in history as a battle. Yet, only when the Indigenous people fought back and killed many white men was it called a massacre. And when that happened, the government was able to justify in the history books the genocide that they continue to do, with or without the native people fighting back.

        Chief Plentywolf ended it by talking about Sundance, and how the youth were actually coming bac, and how he was excited for the future of Sundance and prayer as a whole. He talked about a 16 year old who was the strongest young warrior he had ever seen, and thanked us for being youth and continuing to work and pray with our elders. We thanked Cynthia once more. Before leaving, we visited the sweat lodge that is used in the Sundance Ceremony. I came away from the sacred place having learned so much in a short span of time. I would love to join the Sundance Ceremony sometime in the future. I'm looking forward to being able to speak with Chief Plentiwolf again, to learn a small part of the vast amount of knowledge he has.    

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  • A beautiful day in the neighborhood

    09/23/2021 - 13:50 by Anonymous (not verified)
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    A beautiful day in the neighborhood

     

    By Matsu Momii 

     

    A beautiful day in the neighborhood. Radical redistribution of wealth. Thursday, July 29th, POOR unTOUR CONTINUES in Ute, Cherokee, Arapaho, and Cheyenne Native lands.  Sharing prayers and dansa with ceremony to Mother Earth. New Raven, the Owl, and Eagle honor the spirits of our ancestors, our families, the children lost to boarding schools across Klanada and Amerikkka, lost in detention centers, sold across the world, permanently disconnected, and tortured by colonizers. Local brothers and sisters joined the UNtour that went through everything from wealthy residential neighborhoods visiting an Assisted Living Apartment building ($7000 a month) to a real estate salesman in a mall who called SECURRRIIIITY!!! to folks who were way cool and supportive. Hearing the drums at Cherry Creek, local resident Rebecca was feeling low, but swelled with emotion.  She joined the tour, walking and talking with us and even bought a case of water for everyone on this 95 degree day.

     

    Youth Poverty Skolaz paid tribute at Cherry Creek in Confluence Park, so called Colorado. Tibu and Amir remembered the children of tribes from Ute, Arapaho, and Cheyenne who played in this river. Children were stolen from this river and forced into boarding schools where thousands were killed and have been secretly buried. Dansa and prayers throughout the years, reaped discovery of their little loved ones, unearthing the centuries of murdered children.

     

    The drums of Poor Magazine Prensa Pobre Danza Azteca called local residents of Denver to the ceremony for Stolen Indigenous Lands UnTour. Underneath the miles of concrete and high end housing is sacred and spiritual earth and waterways once inhabited by tribes of Ute, Arapaho, and Cheyenne. Practicing respect and trade, the area of Cherry Creek is still a place of sacred interaction, crossing all lives.

     

    It was so hot, dry and farmland forever. How could anyone be forced to live here? The Amache Japanese Concentration Camp made me think of mom and dad, family at Tule Lake. It makes me cry returning to places of pain.

     

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  • From the Start of the Trip

    09/23/2021 - 13:50 by Anonymous (not verified)
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    From the Start of the Trip

    By Israel Westyn

     

    From the start of the trip, it’s the second time going with Poor Magazine. And it's a good experience because I get to learn about the liberation of the people and myself.

     

    And I am still learning how to be decolonized myself, because I am still colonized. In some ways, this is a process. This way, with Poor Magazine, you can learn about the truth, about people killed and abused. To this they call America. In reality it's the USA and they try so hard to hide it, to colonize the way they want it. I learn a lot more about different countries, like Japan, Philippines, the First Nations, Chief Plenty Wolf, and Lynn Eagle Feather. We’re still dealing with the colonized thing, and the police don’t want to admit it. That’s the reason we are still fighting it. To show the truth from the ancestors and the schools that don’t teach the real histories.

     

    So that is the reason we continue to do these tours, in order to let our youth poverty skolaz continue to fight and be decolonized from the system. And stop selling Mother Earth.

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  • Interview with Izzy Muñoz

    09/23/2021 - 13:50 by Anonymous (not verified)
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    Interview with Izzy Muñoz

    By Matsu Momii

    My name is Israel, formerly houseless in one of the many cities of the USA. I am a part of Homefulnness, which is a solution to homelessnes. We are going on a tour looking for different ways we can help Mother Earth and find out how we can get solutions for houseless people in different states. Laws in some states are more racist and that creates lots of houselessness.  

     

    Salt Lake City is weird because I don’t see a lot of people. I come from the big city, Mexico City, with a lot of people. Then to come here, where I don’t see any people that are houseless.

     

    Denver, I lived here before. When I was here, I was a bartender. Now there are a lot of people. It used to be a small city with a very tiny downtown, but it has grown bigger, expanded. You used to be able to walk from one side to another side of town easily. Now you cannot do that.  

    When people come to the USA, it is a big lie that you can make a lot of money. They never tell you how you can do it. They don’t tell you that you have to work from the rooster to the cricket.    It is a saying that you work from morning to night. They don’t tell you you have to pay for every single thing. They don’t tell you you have to live on top of each other. So as time passes, you come into agreements, you come to be separate from your family. You know, it‘s hard to live with a family because your brother and his wife need privacy. When you move out and you don’t have enough to pay rent or bills, you end up on the street. 

    I was houseless in SF because I did not have enough money to pay rent and bills. When families from different countries come to the USA, a lot of people ask, “Why did you come to America?” I say, “I came to the USA.” The USA is a country not a continent. Lots of people ask me why did you come to America? I didn’t come to America. America is a continent. The President asks, “Why do people come to America? My response is that even the President, who goes to night school, does not know that.

    When I was houseless in San Francisco, one of many USA cities, it was very hard to stay on the streets because the police and the DPW, city departments of public works and transportation, come and clean the streets. Then, they take your stuff. Also, you constantly have to sleep in the daytime because it is very dangerous at night time. Not only for the people, but also for the police. They constantly move you around and harass you. You have to move back and forth every single day. 

     

    How did I get out of the situation? I found Homefulness through a referral I met on the street. Then I went to Homefulness and I took classes. They teach many classes on how the government does people wrong and you learn things that public school doesn’t teach you.  Homefulness works to help more houseless people. They teach rights because a lot of people don’t know their rights. They don’t have the time to study because they are working a lot and when they become houseless, they don’t know what to say to the police. They don’t know their rights and the police take advantage of that.

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  • Reflections #3

    09/23/2021 - 13:50 by Anonymous (not verified)
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    Reflections #3

    Momii Palapaz

    August 1, 2021

    After riding hundreds of miles with 5 people in a packed car, I would do it again. It was most of all an experience of gratitude and awakening.  

     

    I am impressed with the youth poverty skolaz, Amir and Tibu. These guys are tough and curious. They care and are fun.

     

    As I get older, I don’t care when I get sad or mad and people are witnesses. This Amache experience, over the years, has taught me there is so much more to uncover. Many issues of Japanese Americans and our colonization are yet to be admitted.

     

    The schedule and commitments every day kept us active and aware. Thank you Tiny, Muteado, Israel, Tibu and Amir. I am learning so much from you all, like looking at an issue from another angle, with deeper critical thinking. Thanks for accepting me into the POOR FAMILIA.

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  • Poverty, Race, Disability, Youth, Elder Scholarship: Empathy Exercise

    09/23/2021 - 13:50 by Anonymous (not verified)
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    Poverty, Race, Disability, Youth, Elder Scholarship/Empathy Exercise

    By Matsu Momii

     

    Person #1: God is good all the time.

     

    Person #2: My life on the streets has been hard.  I’ve been homeless now for almost 15 years.  The time has gone by so fast it seems.  But I’ve met a lot of awesome people that I love and call my family.

     

    Person #3: Got caught stealing a vehicle and it changed my life.

     

    Answer to question #2: To have brothers and (?) and everything I can do to...

     

    Person #4: I was just released from prison.  I don’t know anyone out here in Denver.  I haven’t been able to even get my I.D. or a food card.  I got a case manager Monday but she was so bossy I couldn’t do my case management.  I have another case manager appointment this coming Wednesday.  I should be able to find housing, a food card and vouchers for my I.D. -Brent Johnson

     

    Person #5:  Wake up and do the right thing for a (?).  

     

    Person #6:  Being a man of God and putting people’s lives and family’s children before myself.  I thought it would be the way for all of us to become one family, all together in truth and understanding with everything this country was supposed to be.  Truth, liberty, respect, loyalty and understanding, love, and, with confidence that we all can stand equally with all no matter the differences. -Anthony Northeus, Ayers a.a.

     

    Person #7:  In 2020 I stayed at Arkins down by the river and was there for about a year and we were stable.  Down there people were getting themselves together.  We were like a little community.  Then, they come to sweep.  Most people lost everything like their IDs, birth certificates, their homes, and priceless things that can’t be replaced.

     

    Answer to question #2:  Well we need to come together and build tiny homes, some bigger than others.  Some for single people and some for families, including mom, dad, and child. We can make a garden to grow our own food with a school. We can have a play area. It will be like a little community.

     

    Person #8:  I'm not quite sure what specific type of crisis I’m in or can just say general crisis.  So I left home (my husband and 3 daughters) to go to rehab for heroin.  While I was in 28 day residential treatment, I decided not to return home. I didn’t want to continue to expose my kids to all of what comes with my addiction (ex: being sick). But as a result, I eventually became homeless.  So being homeless and alone I was at a higher risk for trauma, right?  So I got into a guy’s car at Wam and he tricked me into getting into the back seat by saying we were going to pick someone up. He never did pick anyone up but he raped me repeatedly in alleys, in east Denver in alleys.  I thought I’d comply so I could escape with my life.

     

    Answer to question #2:  I would probably --- report something somewhere or maybe ask someone to watch my kids. Or probably find a side hustle or try to participate in a survey or something?  Actually, now that I think about it, I have been in a similar situation and I sold things on ebay to suffice others.  I’m being rushed, so bye.

     

    Person #9:  The day I received word of my mom dying and I was in prison. And -- allowed to go to the funeral.

     

    Answer to question #2:  I would probably find the --- drug dealer and have him find me the drugs to sell only to pay for rent. -Jeromey Wood

     

    Person #10:  I went to jail for possession of an illegal substance.  I hadn’t been in trouble for at least 10 years.  I did a 5 month stint for not completing probation before.  I went to jail.  I could skateboard and did everywhere.  I have a condition called degenerative hip dysplasia.  Well, when I got out of jail and got high as a kite I boarded back and forth from Aurora to Denver a few times.  When I came down I couldn’t skate any more.  Now I can barely walk and await total hip replacement. -Denver, CO

     

    Person #11: My worst crisis experience was when I was a part of my first sweep.  It was when they shut down Lincoln Park on Colfax & Broadway. The night before, I was given some LSD.

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  • Elder

    09/23/2021 - 13:50 by Anonymous (not verified)
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    Elder 

    By Amir Cornish

     

    I met this elder, Chief Plentiwolf, who told me that he and his tribe got this land for free from this man who had a sun dance ceremony.

     

    This tree I saw was tall and had a lot of flags on it. We couldn’t take pictures of it because we were too scared. This tree was probably older than me. 

     

    It was really spiritual looking at this tree. It was really different from the rest of the trees. This tree was in the middle of that land.

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  • TOUR #1: Poverty, Race, Disability, Youth, Elder Scholarship/ Empathy

    09/23/2021 - 13:50 by Anonymous (not verified)
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    TOUR #1

    Poverty, Race, Disability, Youth, Elder Scholarship/ Empathy Exercise

    By Matsu Momii

     

    Person #1:  My name is Lee Black.  I began using 3 years ago after the death of my father, my rock, the glue that held every facet of my world together, held me together.  He was the one person I could count on, the person who taught me unconditional love, and taught me how to see the good in others.  When he suddenly left this life, I was so lost.  With drugs clouding my ability to process losing him, time has passed, and I became lost.  Now here I am, in Olympia at a homeless camp, in awe at what my life has become.  Although my situation is seemingly bad to someone viewing from the outside, I recently decided to give life another chance.  I mourn what once was, and always will, but some little voice inside me is telling me to “hang on, things will get better.”  I truly believe, thanks to my father’s teachings, that we are all where we are supposed to be right now, to do what we came here to do.  So that’s what I tell myself when I doubt.  I’m right where I’m supposed to be.  My life is different than it used to be, and soon, with positive thinking and trust in a greater good, my life will be different than this.  Hang in there everyone.  Love to all! -Lee Black, Olympia, WA

     

    Person #2:  I thought it was all bad, but 5 years later it's some of the best experiences I’ve ever had.  I’ve been homeless now for ½ a decade, wasn’t sure what to expect, and as my hope for a normal life began to fade, a new family emerged who didn’t reject me. Although I’d still like to get off the street, if I have to sell my soul I’d rather beat feet.  My family out here are realer than those behind four walls who fear -Chase Arevalo 360 763 3564, chasearevalo14@gmail.com

     

    Person #3:  It was in the fall of 2014 my life changed forever.  Up til then I had a 5 acre ranch.  I was a caseworker for WA State.  With a $2000/month mortgage and struggling to keep 6 children… while paying.  I have a settlement coming, will donate off a $30,000 student loan… With a marriage on the rocks already all it took to finalize the separation (?) was an assault from a client.  I continued to work… due to my financial responsibilities and the need that my 32 clients needed when I was on a 16 client... due to the State… my pay stopped due to my injury and they denied my claim.  In a matter of weeks, I went to living homeless from owning a ranch from having a family to living alone.  People yell things at me, regardless of the fact I’m 60 years old.  Regardless of 4 college degrees and 2 young (?(…. SAD. -Jesse Durazo

     

    Person #4:  Death of family, loss of direction, lack of capacity, gaining experience, losing my bank card.  I have an addiction to help others succeed.  Contact me as a solution or become a stock option. -Life Shamarah Marie Warlucci, Save a Love Help a Life, 360 413 0577

     

    Person #5:  Lack of self care is why I'm houselessness.  I dream to build a house.

     

    Person #6:  I had to be in the hospital for an abscess for 2 ½ weeks.  I was healing on heroin and had the worst  come down of my life. 

     

    Maybe take all the unoccupied homes and give them to homeless people-catywolfe@gmail.com

     

    Person #7:  Family, ex-girlfriend & baby Devon Jr.  I was out here selling crack cocaine and was making very good money too.  Hailey was one of my workers and a very hard worker at that too.  I never once looked at her as an attractive girl or anything like that because business is business. But one day we smoked too much crack together and one thing led to another and we slept together and 9 months later we had Devon Jr.  Then soon after Devon was born she took all my drugs and left me for a midget named Tommy and left Devon Jr. with me and now here we are.

     

    I am trying to survive and keep my son safe and alive but the legal way.  I’m looking for jobs everyday and hopefully I will get a job soon. -Devon

     

    Person #8:  Getting out of prison after doing 8 years having nothing to come to.  No home, no nothing, only the clothes on my back. You have to do anything to stay alive, I (?) had to go back to doing things that got me back to prison.  I had to sell drugs, etc.  It's hard out here but we all for the most part are survivors. We will survive. -Pauley

     

    Person #9:  I was watching my post… (?) a person came over from another camp to start strife. I ran them off with a sword pointed down. 15 minutes later I had a 36 pointed at me.  I turned ran and tripped as I was getting up. I was knocked in the face with steel toed boots. -David N Johns

     

    Person #10:  Stress, triple whammy… mother had triple bypass, lost my job and a 5 year relationship ended.

     

    Creating a community to help felons.

     

    Person #11:  4 years in prison in Texas.  My father was in prison for 12 years.  My father got released from prison, and then the cartel killed him.  My father died on Christmas day.  Then I got hooked on heroin at the age of 22.  I lost my son at the age of 22.  Then I ended up homeless for the next 4 years. -Nicholas Lindo

     

    Person #12:  I was wrongfully accused of domestic violence where I was stripped of my rights and my children and wife. I lost everything and never could get a job with a felony on my record.  After my prison sentence I came home to an empty place and it's been that way since.

     

    Everyone having equal housing. -Elijah Yelden

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  • Poor, houseless, indigenous Peoples Come to So-called Colorado

    09/23/2021 - 13:50 by Anonymous (not verified)
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    Poor/houseless/indigenous folks share models of  landless peoples' self-determination, Po'Lice-free land liberation, revolutionary media, and art.

    When: Tour #2 July 27-August 1st   
    Where: So-called Colorado 
     
     

    POOR Magazine is a poor and indigenous people-led art, culture, and liberation movement. Our multi-generational, multi-cultural houseless/indigneous people-led movement will be going on the road to share the urgent medicine of how to build self-determined land movements, take back land, and our own knowledge systems and cultures right here in occupied Turtle Island.

    Sharing the medicine of Homefulness- a homeless peoples solution to homelessness- and offering readings and workshops from our newest books "How to Not Call Po'Lice Ever"/"Poverty Scholarship: Poor People-Led Theory, Art, Words, and Tears Across Mama Earth", as well as leading a Stolen Land/Hoarded Resources Tour through wealth-hoarding neighborhoods, museums of Anthro-Wrongology, and Academia to share the urgent medicine of Radical Redistribution and ComeUnity Reparations. And finally, we will be meeting/sharing and teaching poor and houseless people-led media production with fellow unhoused comeUnity in that territory so they can launch their own media hubs like POOR Magazine's street-based media projects.

    We are inviting all organizations to co-sponsor, host us for a book reading, performance, or workshop, or walk with us in the Stolen Land Tour. Below are links of Stolen Land Tours we have done before and information about our books and work.

     
    Links to some of our Stolen Land Tours which were launched on MamaEarth Day 2016:
    https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=489FkHJQWxs&t=91s

     
    Links to books:
     
    Children's books:
    Decolonewz - Newspaper led by youth in poverty for everyone ( available in paper form only) 
     
    Workshops: 
    See this link
     
    Po' Peoples Radio Broadcasts:
    See this link
     
    More info on Homefulness:

     

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  • My Truth

    09/23/2021 - 13:50 by Anonymous (not verified)
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    By AudreyCandyCorn aka SistahSaveASoul 

     

    I am AudreyCandyCorn A Grieving Yet Breathing Mother, the black woman is a goddess with a little g Noooooo blaspheming you see.

    I Birthed a Nation and although I attempt to do the very best that I can with what I have, the pressure of the world is always on my shoulders.

    I am the least protected, the most disrespected, but yet I find a way to shine. Because everything that I need is already inside of me, it's inside my DNA. 

    You see I don't have to do the change, I am the change, I simply just have to be.

    Doesn't that sound Wonderful, very Powerful and Affirming even. At least that's what I tell myself.  Life is what you make it.

    We all have options and choices. I choose to Live versus simply exist. I struggle with depression & Have severe anxiety attacks.

     

    Every morning when I wake up, I tell myself this. And not only do I tell myself this, but I own it because I understand that I have the power to shift energy… 

    Life Is Unpredictable And No Matter How Much i Planned, life has A Way Of unraveling My Agenda… 

    I've Always for the most part Been An Optimistic Person…   

    My whole life I've Looked at the GLASS HALF WAY FULL vs. EMPTY…

    The Great Langston Hughes Puts It Best: "Life for Me Ain't Been No Crystal Stair "

     

    Growing Up in West Oakland California Has Been A Struggle, being That it is ONE of the Most Violent Cities in the World.  My Boston Bookie Savey Morphinea calls My Town "Oakland Iraq." She's Right. The Citizens Are Always On Attack in War Mode..."it's a State of Emergency " No One Is Safe. This is Where My PTSD is Developed And my newest disorder unbenounced to me -- Depression. I was in Denial one day when I looked up and I was surrounded by a heap of piles everywhere...piles of books, piles of clothes piles of paper with the underlining trail of trash... 

    My Lord...

    How did I get HERE? The dishes are piled up, I'm hungry and I can't remember the last time I ate. Who is responsible for this? It was as though I had snapped out of a spell... I was responsible for this.

     

    December 20th, 2015, my life Drastically changed. My oldest son, My first born Torian Dajour Hughes Was Killed 5 days Before Christmas, Leaving Me And His 2 Brother's Amir and Ziair Behind to ReDiscover ourselves. Life has never been the same since… 

     

    It's been 3 years and 3 months Torian was Robbed and Killed, Being His Brothers’ Keeper. All 3 boys, born 5 years Apart, were VERY CLOSE, Very loving toward Each Other. The Boys Made a pact With one another Before Torian Died. The Boys Said they Would Always Be Each Others KEEPER and Not Only Would They Keep each other on the Right TRACK

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  • BE ONE with Chucks

    09/23/2021 - 13:50 by Anonymous (not verified)
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    by AudreyCandyCorn aka SistahSaveASoul 

     

    Uncle Chucky's came back 7 months after the fact he's gone again just that quick me and my mom prayed that he would return back we were hoping we got the opportunity to see him for his birthday he will be turning 33 years old it's been very difficult not knowing where he is Chuck's a loner always has been he showed up in the wee hours I heard a light knocking on my door kind of like tapping normally I don't answer weird sounds from the door but I told myself I wasn't going to be scared of answering my own door I found the door open courageously I said who is it calm and collected there was my baby brother Chucky he entered hesitantly I threw my arms around him gave him a hug he pulled back and said no Audrey I said yes Chucky he laughed I giggled we embraced and I closed the door behind him he stood in the middle of the floor looking with an odd stare and Blank Stare I observed him it was my brother indeed he say Audrey is that you I said ya fool I offered him something to eat is you hungry yeah a little Chucky replied with the real low voice okay I said make yourself at home you already know he said thank you I agree we caught up it was hard to have a conversation with him because his conversation is much like my brother Tyrone conversation you got to know one to understand the other I called my mother immediately to let her know I got your son he made his way to me I was happy that he made his way to me cuz mom lives in a whole nother City now that's why it's important to stay connected with family you should always have a safe haven to hide you should always have a phone number or two that will remain the same years to come and have an Escape Route when in danger or in fear I called for my sons Amir n Zaire to come down and greet they uncle normally I would have had them take some pictures together but I wasn't able to do so on this visit Chucks was too out of it so I remained in the moment Trying to cherish The TIME we Have ... even if it's just for a moment this family time is much needed I love my brother and want nothing but the best for him he's a nice caring nurturing kind person he's very honest and likes to be in nature because of this it's hard to catch up to him me I'm a city girl everything is fast fast pace with me I talk fast I move fast I am fast my brother he's the opposite calm cool structured patient and collected. I actually wish I was more like him. He Is Good in his Skin. I am Not... I take that Back !!!

     

    On another Note, I Am My Brother's Keeper... Come on in Corona And Covid 

    Friends of My Baby brother If you With him you with Him ... Chucks Walked For 1 day n a half to Get To Me on his Journey to Family...  so much Time Lost Where you been Chucky, I been Audrey, Is you gone Stick Around for your birthday Chucky This is Your birthday month... 

    I Don't  Know...

     

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  • The Time Has Come

    09/23/2021 - 13:50 by Anonymous (not verified)
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    By: AudreyCandyCorn aka SistahSaveASoul

    Ok. So here it is... Finally, the time has come; I'm gone do it, I'm gone go to my Family's house for Thanksgiving. And Sit Right Where Torian Dajour Hughes sat, and I mean Directly Spot On Smack Dead Front and Center. I hope To Sit in his Very Same Space ...

    Yup, The Time Has Come And I just Can't take No More...
    Clearly Time has Overlapped and the Silence has formed into a Poison Manifestation... 
    I hold back the Pain Hurt and Betrayal. I have asked GOD To Lighten their Paths so that the Hate Pain And Poison doesn't continue to Spread, out of Control, Out into the atmosphere.
     
    5 years. December 20th, 2020, and it looks like I'm going to have to be the one to make all of the first moves to righteousness, not Consciousness, but righteousness. Yup it's a new day and I was told at 3 a.m. in the morning. A message from heaven was sent through an Earth vessel to reach me, so I'm going to be obedient as best I can, despite the pain, heartache, and disappointment I have endured.
     
    The reality is setting in really quickly. I understand it is not on my time, it is on God's time. All I ever wanted was to have an open line of communication, but more often than less we think talking is communicating, but it's not. Communicating can be non-verbal, and I have been paying attention to the communication in the silence of our other family network ... 
     
    Yesterday I did my cousin Khalida hair. It was unexpected. She asked for 10 braids, specific. She is the only one that has been loyal out of The Clark Sisters. However, wait! There is another sister, Aaliyah, who has went out of her way to show me loyalty like her sister. These two sisters have proven what family feels like. The other two sisters have placed themselves against the family dynamic of blood versus water. These women have chosen men and self-preservation over Family Ties and bonds.
     
    Yep, this time around I'm not going to pretend like I'm okay. I'm actually going to be okay. Now, I can't lie. I have thought about, and had, many visions how this could play out. Am I to be blamed for wanting to have a family connection with the only family I've ever known? Is it my fault that I thought my family would have my back like I have theirs?
     
    And you know, I don't even know if having a conversation would even be beneficial anymore. At times I am confused. Parts of me just want to be regular and not operate in my honor. Curse people out for leaving us for dead. But another part of me said, this is your blessing in disguise. Family is not DNA connection. Family is those who are concerned about your well-being.. Period.
     
    This Thanksgiving it is going to be different and right. When part of me Knows better I Get the Opportunity to Do Better. It is them that seem to be prospering, but I know that their time has come to an end. It appears to be one way, but really another truth is to be told. Summer had a nervous breakdown and her marriage is over. She's now divorced from the Muslim Abdul, whose family is responsible for chopping up Oakland's very well-known and beloved Chauncey Bailey, the news reporter for Urban Grassroots reporting. Or shall I say current events? Yep, that part.
     
    Oh, you wasn't ready yesterday. I was able to be in the presence of my baby cousin, and I explained to her my feelings. But it was her idea. She said we should go to marla for Thanksgiving. I looked at her and I said, "Yeah, we should. I want to, let's do it. We can go together or separately. Just get there around the same time."
    She said, "Yeah, let's do it cousin." Then she said, "I'm going to tell him Audrey's coming."
    I said, "No, don't tell him Audrey coming. Let it be a surprise."
     
    I thought my cousin Carol Lee Brown was going to be the one to gather the family, but to no avail. Then Leslie, I thought, was going to help out. She said she would be willing to, but again, to no avail. Nobody expects khalida to be the one to round the family up. And, well, she's going to bring me right on in! Set the seat at the table Happy Thanksgiving thanks-taking. Cuz I'm taking my spot this year at their table whether it's food or not. The time has come. I've decided To Go with the Flow. After all, I can plan all I want. It's all in God's Divine time.
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  • The Pain in my Heart

    09/23/2021 - 13:50 by Anonymous (not verified)
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    By AudreyCandyCorn aka SistahSaveASoul 

     

    I tried to pretend as if it wasn't there if I ignored it then it doesn't exist...

    I can suppress this feeling, it's Mind Over Matter, self control...

    Or Is It...

    How does one get over the pain... Suppressing Hurt Ain't Working... On the inside I am Fonken... 

    Boiling Lava Streaming Out My urethra...

    Emotions Are High... poisoning levels are heightened... 

    Oooh the Hurt Oh my God the Pain, Toxic, i STINK...

    My Body is traumatized and it's coming out of my skin, through my pores out into the atmosphere...

    What a Wicked Stench...

    I'm Tainted... And it's all your Fault

    You Silenced me... the Fuckin Pain of my Hurt is Still Here... 

    My soul and Spirit Is secreting the fouls of my ailment...

    Ailment, My BROKEN Layered, BETRAYED HEART...

    My Spirit Needs A CLEANSING. regurgitating

    Is the Best Fix...

    I'm THROWING UP WHAT MAKES ME FEEL BAD Releasing Myself Of the Silence,

    Ignoring The Pain in My HEART ❤ Has Created A hygiene problem FOR MY BODY Real True Story

    Better Out than In...

    i will not hold It in...

    Addressing the Hurt and pain inside me Is What Took The SMELL AWAY

    Damn surreal...

     

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