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There's joe yammering again, Why Can't He Shut The F_ _ _ Up?

09/24/2021 - 11:35 by Anonymous (not verified)
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pstrong pOthers are speaking up frombr / so-called Messes all aroundbr / the country and parts of the world./p pbMost People still think everythingbr / is fine. br /Wrong!/b Keep the noise onbr / full blast until solutions are foundbr / by us and those willing to help./p/strong/p pDIV align="left" TABLE cellpadding="5"TR VALIGN="TOP"TD/td/trTR VALIGN="TOP"TD/td/trTR VALIGN="TOP"TDTR VALIGN="TOP"TD pby Joe B./p pI’m sick and tired of being sick and tired. Certain people in high places are so dense places not getting it, ignoring solutions, or purposely not getting it because they have no idea or don’t care to have one, or know how folks on fixed incomes or less continue to survive and thrive in this country of plenty while have-nots starve as they work two or three low wage, dead-end jobs. /p pIf this column is too long to read… rest your orbs then continue./p pbSaturday Sunday Oct, 28+29 2001./b10:30 am, uSat. /u took a shower, brushed hair, teeth, put on some clothes for work... /p pUsually, I'm still under the covers, as any self-respecting Vampyre of old would hide from ray-light of solaria heat 'til sleep shrouds me again. /p pBeing mortal has its compensations as its brilliance greets me..."Get UP! Joe, you have work to do." /p pFunny, after all these years mama's voice is in my ears rough 'n gentle urging me up. Still don't like being wide awake this early and missing the cartoons only made it worse./p pI asked the guy working the front desk about the Pre-Hollow’s Eve Costume contest. "Its been cancelled Joe."br / "Thanks I said aloud - my mind sighed /p p"Shit, I wanted to try for that worst dressed category; anyone can by the best from a store, and it takes some ingenuity create from scratch-I don’t want to work that hard its too much like extra credit. /p pBut the worst costume I can do that all I need is two sheets, multicolor, magic markers, paper, rubber bands, and clear or white tape and my junky horrid costume would be complete./p p I planned to enter the contest as discolored genetically mutated sperm. /p pWin, lose, or draw it would’ve been something to do and if I did win the extra $25 I’d be able to but new earphones to replace broken ones last week, visit mama, and see a movie./p pI had to take a day or two thinking of President's G.W.'s Enduring war on the Taliban and their associates. /p pBetween the speech and Att. General J. Ashcroft's "Patriot Bill" sighed last Friday it looks like the 'Tals have partly achieved their objective: Making us less free by our own hands./p pOn Sunday circling thoughts still working through my brain./p pI'm thinking of Adam Eve, Cain Abel, The Tower of Babel, and the Pandora Myth.br / 1.br /The first seeking of knowledge by way of an Apple.br / 2.br /The first Fratricide Killing of a human.br / 3.br / God supposedly confounds language for building a tower to find his Kingdom. /p pb[I picked that one also because religious, language, and cultural differences America and the Middle East must confront if both worlds old and new can know each other. /b/p pIt is as hard for American’s to see themselves as an Evil Western Empire, Barbarians or Philistine.]br / I do not mean inhabitants of ancient home of Palestine. /p p4.br / Ancient Greek Myth of Pandora, the first woman who's curiosity made her disobey Zeus's stern warning about a mysterious box./p pA single theme runs through all these ancient tales that people given an opportunity will do anything to get their hearts desire./p pThe Paradox: Once the FBI[Federal Bureau Of Investigation] CIA[Central Investigation Agency], /ppPolice or other law enforce- ment agencies get involved, share memo's there's a tendency to go overboard - Remember history folks, anyone can caught up all you do is be creative on the phone, on-line, or someone overhears part of a conversation and not its whole story and the law will swoop on you and I. /p pCan we really trust them not to go overboard, have they done it already? I was thinking these thoughts while in line wating to eat Sunday in St. Martin De Porres. /p pI go three more times to fill my plastic container before eating again have to call someone an tell them the tape broke Saturday while sitting in the park where the "Stop Domestic Violence March was held in the Filmore./p pSometimes flukes happen at least this time Mr. Morgan, another assocate I met at St. Anthony's told me about a place where tape repair is possible. /p pThat young woman is going to be fuming, ready to beat me into mud if I don't get this tape repaired... [some of her interviews are on it too.] It's one of those "up a creek without a paddle days. 3:43 pm./p p I've had a good day and safe night which is all anyone should ask for... but being human of course I'll always want more. /p pLiving on Market Street only fuels the longing for more of everything that includes life longevity, real estate, connected and dis- connections from humanity in equal doses. /p pNerves in my brain begin to throb painfully - time to lay down, rest my racing cranium./p pPS. saw Legion of Superheroes website, does anyone have old comics they'd like to donate for free? Aw oh, brain throb got take that nap now./p pPlease donate what can to br /Poor Magazine orbr / br /C/0 Ask /ppJoe at 255 9th St. br /Street, San Francisco, CA. 94103 USA/p pFor Joe only my snailbr / br /mail:PO Box 1230 #645br / br /Market St.San Francisco, /ppCA 94102br / br / Email:askjoe@poormagazine. org./p p/p/td/tr/td/tr/table/div/p
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Shelter Beat #5

09/24/2021 - 11:35 by Anonymous (not verified)
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pstrongSo I left with no socks on…br / The day the “rules” stood stillbr / /strong/p pDIV align="left" TABLE cellpadding="5"TR VALIGN="TOP"TDIMG SRC= "../sites/default/files/arch_img/542/photo_1_supplement.jpg" //td/trTR VALIGN="TOP"TD/td/trTR VALIGN="TOP"TDTR VALIGN="TOP"TD pby Micheal Morgan/p pI spent the day of Friday, October 19, 2001 writing at POOR Magazine, along with staff writer Joseph Bolden, who can attest to the fact that while over there I was not doing any drugs, drinking, wielding knives or screaming (at least not while he was watching)./p pAfter returning to my shelter (Episcopal Sanctuary) from POOR Magazine—I had been up since 6am, the time the shelter staff wake us up for breakfast, and had worked at POOR all day long—I took a shower, ate dinner, and was lying on my bunk reading. At some point a monitor started yelling in the hall (they don't know how to talk in a regular voice) that there was an AA meeting upstairs. I yelled to them, "Is this a meeting for the hearing impaired?". /p pThen, with no warning, a small, very hyper, young woman burst into the men's area and said, "There's an AA meeting upstairs". She completely invaded our privacy and broke the rule that says that women have to announce themselves before entering the men's area. But, she was probably trying to set me up since I'd gone to the Human Rights Commission concerning the Sanctuary earlier that week. /p pI said: "You aren't supposed to come back here without making an announcement first. Besides that, we already heard the announcement."/p pShe said, "I did announce myself". All the men in the area responded that she had not made an announcement. Then she noticed a pair of scissors I had lying out which I use to trim my beard and said, "It's against the rules for you to have those and I'm going to write you up." /p pI said, “Go ahead, but get out of the men's area because you aren't supposed to be here unless you've announced yourself, which you did not, and now your business is over here.”/p pSo, an otherwise peaceful night had taken a bad turn due to an overzealous child who perhaps just wanted to have a glance at the men in states of undress. For, you see, even if she had made an announcement, she rushed into the room, without attempting to get a reply from the men that it was okay to come back there (which is the reason for making the announcement. Making the announcement and then just barging in would render the announcement meaningless)./p pIt was either a set-up or it was a violation of the Rules of Conduct in relation to women entering the men's area, or it was the result of an overzealous young staff member. The scissors had very little to do with anything. It is a rule that you are supposed to check in scissors but staff has seen me cutting my beard with them many times and the scissors would not have been lying out on my bed if I had intended them as a concealed weapon. The scissors were not a concealed weapon since they were: 1) not concealed, and 2) used for beard trimming (not stabbing people)/p pThen, I was told to go outside the shelter because violation of the rules regarding a weapon was grounds for expulsion for the night. So, I went outside. /p pWithin a few minutes the young woman came out there and said something to me. I said, "You didn't announce yourself on our floor"./p p/pPTo which she replied, "I did." I started to tell her something and she just walked off./p p So I said, “I'm not through talking to you,"./p pAt the same time she was saying, "Well I'm through talking to you". I guess contrary opinions are not worth their time./p pThis kind of walking away while a client is talking is rude but is part of their modus operandi of not having to listen to "us" because they are supposed to do all the talking. Later, I said to her, “You are not above the law."br / She replied, "I am the law.”/p pTo which I replied, "You aren't the law. You're just a worker here. You're a slave"./p pAfter stepping outside of door next to the front desk of the shelter you find yourself in a sort of waiting room where you can address the staff through a plate glass window, which is where I found myself standing, talking to the supervisor on duty, Mark Watkins. He asked, "What happened in there?" /p pI said, "This woman burst into the men's area unannounced, saw my scissors and wrote me up." /p pMark: "What did you say to her?"/p pMe: "You aren't supposed to be in the men's area without announcing yourself. Go ask the men, Mark, they'll tell you that she didn't announce herself.”/p pMark: "Okay, I'm going to ask them.”/p pWhen he came back he didn't mention the fact that the men backed me up, instead he said, "You threatened the woman."/p pMe: "How?"/p pMark: "You said to her, 'I'm not through with you’”./p pMe: "You can interpret that in any way you want, Mark, but the fact is that I said to her, "I'm not through talking to you," and it's obvious what that means. After this exchange, I went outside the building to wait for Mark to come out and talk to me. He came out holding my scissors, which he had defined as "a weapon", so he came out of the shelter with a weapon, holding it the way you would hold a knife if you were going to stab someone. /p pWhy did he bring the scissors out in front of the shelter where I was standing except to threaten me? He either wanted me to react, which he could have framed as an attack on him, or he just wanted me to know that he was being threatening and that they could be threatening in that place. In either case, it was totally wrong from him to bring the scissors out there. I have a witness who saw that he held the scissors in a threatening manner and stood over me with slit-eyes./p pAfter Mark talked about the "weapon" for a while he suddenly asked, “Do you feel alright, Mr. Morgan?" This was the same question they asked me through the plate glass window a week before. I had been asked to go outside because I was asking them to be quiet so the men could sleep. Again, I will get the men to testify to this because they were being kept awake though some of them had to work the next day, unlike the staff who sit up at the front desk and laugh and party all night. It takes no brains to do their job and they show it). /p pMark: "Do you feel alright, Mr. Morgan?"/p pI asked: "What are you talking about?"/p pHe asked: "Have you been drinking or doing drugs today?"/p pI asked: "why are you asking me that?" /p pMark: "Because someone said you were acting strange"./p pMe: "Who?"/p pMark: "Someone inside."/p pMe: "Who exactly? Name one person." I can name five people for every person you bring up who will testify that I am the same person tonight that I always am." And, I demand that you have a drug/alcohol test done because you are way out of line here. I have had nothing except penicillin for my tooth./p pMark: "I'll make that evaluation"./p pMe: "Your evaluation is worthless because you can't tell if I've had drugs by looking at me, obviously, because you are saying I am on drugs right now and I am not"./p pMark: "Your eyes look red." He was lying and I knew he was lying and he knew that I knew he was lying and he knew that I knew that he knew that I knew which means that he wanted me to know he was lying and that he was violating my rights. What he failed to comprehend was that it was wrong to do what he was doing and that I was able to go out and do something about the situation and was going out to do so. After getting thrown out, I went downtown and had several friends of mine look at my eyes and they said they were clear as the sky, which, of course, they had to be, given I had done nothing that day or the day before or the day before. However, my eyes could have been red due to lack of sleep because the staff was so loud at night./p pAt any rate, Mark eventually made the decision to let me back into the shelter. I went back inside and told him that I was going to take him to the Human Rights Commission and he said: "You have to get out". /p pI asked, "What did I do?" /p p He said, "You have to leave". Again I asked for what and again he said, "Get out.”/p pOutside at the window he said, "You're under the influence and have to leave for the night.”/p p I said, “If I am under the influence, drug test me. And, you are throwing me out because I made a statement to you so you are violating my right to free speech, not for the stated reason. I am offering to take a full blood test and you know and I know that it will come out negative"./p pSo, I left with no socks on, sandals, the wrong coat (a light coat), and went from the shelter at 8th and Howard to 7th Street where I ran into two guys I knew, one from Ireland, Joker, who had been in the shelter with me and another guy who was staying in the shelter and working with me in the kitchen. We had a good laugh about what had happened. One of them was a security guard and he went back to the shelter to get his uniform and came back to the bar reporting that they were saying that I was running around the shelter with a weapon./p pAfter staying in the shelter for over 90 days, doing volunteer work in the kitchen (the director said, "We couldn't run the shelter without you volunteers; you give more than we do"), landing a job, breaking no shelter rules, on the day I got my housing OK'd I was thrown out for something I did not do and had a night of wandering the street and spending my money sitting up drinking coffee at Carl’s Jr./p pI sleep downstairs in the men's section, which is next to the women's section and a woman was yelling at the staff: "You aren't probation officers and you aren't prison guards. You're just workers.” This was the morning following the night when I was asked to stand outside because I had gone to the front desk and asked them to hold the noise down so we could sleep. I was asked to go outside because "it looked like I was about to get loud" (what does that mean? Intent to get loud?). Now, this woman was yelling at staff and did not get thrown out, but I was suspected of being "about to be loud" while simply asking them to give us our right to sleep (they were partying and yelling at the front desk all night). This was the incident I took to the Human Rights Commission about a week before I was taken outside the Sanctuary and accused of things I did not do (can you say retaliation?)./p pThis morning, October 22, 2001, I told the director of the Sanctuary, Lynn Armstrong, that I was very unhappy about the situation in her shelter and she said she would meet with me about it. I told her I had been trying to get some kind of response from them for years and now I'm not going to talk to just her but to a lot of people. Then I left the place and went out front and gave a speech and told my friends to get ready to march on the place, hold a press conference, write letters, etc. /p pSure Lynn, I'll meet with you to discuss my issues, but I don't expect much from that. If you are not part of the solution, you are part of the problem. How will a person who is part of the problem do me any good except by agreeing to remove the blocks they are throwing up in front of me? If it is not in their interest, why would they help me, compromise with me, work with me? /p pMs. Armstrong, since you are the one who is supposed to oversee how your monitors, supervisors, and staff members treat clients, you are responsible for each and every injustice served out by the brutal and uncaring, manipulative people you allow to police the shelters (of course, this does not apply to all people employed by the Sanctuary, but it does apply to so many that the homeless have frequently asked me if a complete lack of sensitivity is a pre-requisite for obtaining the job of monitor, etc)./p pI was served with the following noticebr / Ibr /3 Notices of Shelter Rule Infractions:br / br /Name of client: Michael Morganbr / br /Date: 10/19/01br / br /Time: 8:45pm/i/p pExplanation of Notice #1: returning to shelter while under the influence of drugs or alcohol. (1B)/p pExplanation of Notice #2: Threats to cause emotional or financial harm to staff or clients (80)/p pExplanation of Notice #3: Possession of a second degree weapon in shelter (6B)br / /p/td/tr/td/tr/table/div/p
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Break The Silence Stop The Violence.. (NOW!)

09/24/2021 - 11:35 by Anonymous (not verified)
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pstrongThe City's Youth speak out against domestic violence/strong/p pDIV align="left" TABLE cellpadding="5"TR VALIGN="TOP"TDIMG SRC= "../sites/default/files/arch_img/543/photo_1_supplement.jpg" //td/trTR VALIGN="TOP"TD/td/trTR VALIGN="TOP"TDTR VALIGN="TOP"TD pby Isabel Estrada/Youth in the MEdia Intern/p pI was headed to Break The Silence Stop the Violence, an event concerningbr / domestic violence dedicated to Claire Joyce Tempongko, a young woman who wasbr / murdered by her ex-boyfriend in front of her children. As the event began atbr / eight o'clock and I had to get to where it was at Howard and Sixth Streetsbr / from where I live in the Mission alone, I waded through more than the usualbr / number of guys saying "shit" to me. I was wearing long, loose, black pantsbr / and button up shirt with a sweater and poofy vest over it, nothing that to mebr / asks for any kind of attention. But there you have it. I always walkbr / quickly, staring coldly and too-steadily ahead for fear my eyes mightbr / accidentally wander over to the wrong guy. In that case I may see an old guybr / with his tongue waving around at me or, as has happened at least three timesbr / in my life, my eyes could land directly on the frustrated masturbation ofbr / some guy. /pp I remember the first time that happened. I was walking along 16thbr / street when I was eight with my stepsister who was 12. It was dark out sobr / when I saw some odd movement out of the corner of my eye I wasn't quite surebr / what was going on. Then I heard "ohhhh, my big floppy dick," and I wasbr / stunned, disgusted and very violated all in one second. /ppWe both hesitatedbr / quickly and then continued walking. As the louder, more hot-tempered sisterbr / I yelled back "you fucking asshole." We then walked all the way to the endbr / of the block, then crossed the street and started back where we came from.br / It seems that the man hadn't had his fill of fun for the night because as webr / came back we saw that he had crossed the street and was again with his pantsbr / around his knees as we passed. I freaked out and grabbed my sister to runbr / but she held me back. She later explained that she didn't think he couldbr / come after us very quickly with his pants around his knees and thereforebr / didn't want to give him the satisfaction of seeing us run./p pMen have this constant power of intimidation over women. It's ridiculous.br / There is no comparable situation in which a man can feel as violated andbr / frightened of an unknown woman on the street. Sure we can hurt men in otherbr / ways but we don't have that immediate ascendancy over any man that they canbr / enact with us women just with a single revolting look./p pI wasn't in a particularly sociable mood so when I saw the SOLD OUT sign onbr / the door of the Bindlestiff Theater, housing the event, I was relieved.br / However I could not give up so easily so I rang the doorbell several timesbr / anyway. Eventually someone came out saying I could come in, but that therebr / wouldn't be much room because it was really packed. I'm glad now becausebr / otherwise I would have missed a very special and educational event./p pThe small theater had a warm, personal feel to it. Or maybe that was justbr / caused by the fact that its 60 or so seats were filled, then there were aboutbr / four rows of people sitting in front on the floor added to all the peoplebr / standing around me at the entrance. The space was very dark because theybr / were about to project one of the digital stories that would be interspersedbr / with music and speakers throughout the night./p pThe first one was titled "Lost Boy" and was written and created by Charlesbr / Emmet Stewart. Initially the images consisted of pictures of the family withbr / a woman who I assumed was the mother. She had a sweet smile and acceptingbr / eyes. The narrative was a poem speaking about how the father who beat thisbr / woman completely tore apart the family. It also touched on a common factorbr / in many cases of domestic violence; the ineptitude of the police when calledbr / in for cases. In many situations, they just never show up "they're stuck inbr / their squad cars eating donuts," as the mother is "dead on the bed with abr / pillow to her head." A young man with his back to the viewer, and his headbr / down, facing a gray brick wall was another powerful image. In the end thebr / only way the lost boy could "stop all the pain" was to go to the top of abr / tall building. "He ran and flew, the pain went away‚and you can't fix abr / shattered soul." The audience was overwhelmed by the images of the sweetbr / mother, which contrasted with the bitter story line; the applause grew./p pNext spoke Missy, a young woman from United Playaz, an organization gearedbr / towards Gang Prevention. She spoke about the cycle of violence in generalbr / and how fright and confusion are often what causes it to begin. People oftenbr / fear the unknown, so when we are confronted with hard times, such asbr / unemployment, or when we are the victims of unfair prejudice, we tend to lashbr / out in violent ways. This only causes fright and confusion in other peoplebr / and thus one cycle of violence begins. The police are a special link in thisbr / cycle as they often fear those who they are supposed to be protecting andbr / therefore act in uncalled for ways. A good example is the case of Idrissbr / Stelley, a mentally disabled man, who was shot dead at the Metreon theaterbr / recently. (Apparently the officer had no training in how to deal withbr / mentally disabled people; his fright caused him to shoot when he should havebr / known that Mr. Stelley desperately needed help.) Missy ended by putting itbr / to all people to "take the initiative" to stop the violence./p pThen a group of kids, maybe aged ten to seventeen came on the stage, ready tobr / rap. Their name: Papa Joe's Crew, and they're from the Excelsior branch ofbr / the Columbia Boys and Girls Club. The youngest of them included Yogi,br / Double, Young D., Little CP and Vicious. The boys started out indignantlybr / "they think we're thugs [but we're not]." Then another young man came outbr / and again addressed the cycle of violence, "bad choices come back hungry forbr / blood‚ and What's on the street? Nothing but hate." Towards the end three boysbr / with one girl dedicated a song to all mothers saying "Mama I love you, Mama Ibr / need you."/p pAs the Excelsior kids cleared the stage, exuding boundless energy, our verybr / own Youth in the Media intern Mari, one of the hosts, announced that Markbr / Mitchell's digital video would be up next. He was a tall, stately man with abr / deep, sincere voice who somewhat bashfully came up to the stage to presentbr / his video called "Hate." Mitchell spoke of how his childhood memoriesbr / consisted mostly of "pictures and actions, not words." He recalls the "spitbr / of rage coming from his [father's] lips" as he yelled at Mark's mother,br / before he would take off his belt and whip her. In the video Mark mentions,br / to my amazement, that his mother is still with his father. When he told hisbr / mother that she was strong and asked her why she stayed with the man who hadbr / always beaten her she responded "I'm not strong, God is strong." Mark alsobr / mentions his worry when she told him, "you are your father's son," and thenbr / says, "I hope one day I'll have the strength to stop being my father's sonbr / and be my own man." This seemed an incredibly important statement. So oftenbr / women are seen as weak for allowing themselves to be victims of domesticbr / violence, but the weakness of the man who is so emotionally weak that hebr / cannot control his emotions and insecurities is not often brought up./p pBefore intermission, Mari put out a message of hope, saying that if anyonebr / out there is suffering as a result of domestic violence, that help does existbr / and that there are many others suffering from similar situations. She madebr / the point that "you are not alone."/p pNext up was the rapper Kiwi who brought his usual energy and range ofbr / socially conscious lyrics to the stage. He sang about Sweatshops in thebr / Philippines, about lack of adequate education for children, while in abr / different tune he also sang about love, "the strongest and weakest emotion."br / But he also struck a positive note in his songs: the possibility of fightingbr / back, in his case, through words, "you can't retain me, my spirit is toobr / strong my tongue is a double edged blade, I give multiple stab wounds tobr / thebr / mic."/p pB.J. Garcia's video, "Holes in the Wall" was for me the most touching. Thebr / language was honest and evocative. The images were of chained hands, lockedbr / doors and smiling women. Speaking of his father he said "I kept my backbr / straight so next to him I could stand. He stood so tall and his rage becamebr / my tears." B.J.'s video also touched on an important aspect of domesticbr / violence which is verbal abuse. It's as though verbal abuse takes away allbr / the woman's pride so that she can't fight back when she is being physicallybr / abused. He speaks of how his father would complain of the hours she wouldbr / spend in front of the mirror, saying to his son "her face is still ugly sobr / why does she care?" B.J. ends his film telling his father, "I see you as mybr / enemy and not my dad."/p pThe three young men who made up the group Renaissance were up next. Thebr / people's apathy seemed to be a main theme for them, "Mary J. got me starin'br / at the ceiling." "In fear or anger your IQ drops 20 to thirty points," onebr / of the men mentioned as an explanation for why people are allowing thebr / government free reign to wire tap phone conversations among other civilbr / liberty violations. "Put your hands up," they shouted and my hand went up, Ibr / could feel the beat bouncing, tangible, in the palm of my hand. Another bigbr / topic for this group was to "live life from the perspective of self‚ and thebr / truest revolution starts from self." Unfortunately when they asked "if youbr / love yourself, make some noise," we, the audience, were a little slow tobr / respond. It's odd, I sometimes get stuck thinking that generally certainbr / groups of people are the ones who have problems with self-esteem, but no,br / it's everyone. I belong to a mass of insecure beings headed by groups ofbr / other insecure beings who have control over bombs that can destroy the entirebr / world. How comforting!/p pAnyway, here come Mari again, but this time to present her video, The Rosebr / That Nobody Wanted. But first she encourages everybody to really listen tobr / children when they say they don't want to go home. She says that she isbr / aware that often kids don't want to go home because they may just want tobr / play but when she was a child she didn't want to go home because she wasbr / getting physically abused. It's worth it to really try to listen tobr / children. Mari's video is filled with faceless people, pictures of herbr / family with their faces rubbed. She speaks of getting beaten until she wasbr / "black, blue and red." She grew up with "screaming, yelling, fighting, mebr / and my sister hiding‚ screaming,please, please, I didn't do it." In this case it wasbr / her mother who abused her and her sister. She speaks of the embarrassmentbr / she felt when her friends would ask her where she had gotten so many bruises./p p However Mari ends with a positive note, "the cycle of violence will and hasbr / to stop with me."/p pThe night ends with the band Revolutionareez. I enjoyed the music which wasbr / an eclectic mix of alternative with hip-hop and then a woman who sounded kindbr / of bluesy in the background. The thing that was slightly annoying was thatbr / this woman had an absolutely gorgeous voice and yet in every song she was just the background singer. Then when a spontaneous break dancing circlebr / formed some men got out and danced in the middle but most of the women werebr / just dancing on the sidelines (very much including me). The only girl that Ibr / remember who was willing to be in the middle of the circle formation wasbr / Mari; other then that it was only men. It makes me mad at myself and atbr / other women that we tend not to assert ourselves, not to bring attention tobr / ourselves except physically. As though we were ornamentation for men. It's really true; the change has to come from within./p p/p/td/tr/td/tr/table/div/p
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Where's my stuff; The Epilogue

09/24/2021 - 11:35 by Anonymous (not verified)
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pstrongProposed Legislation which would have given houseless San Franciscans 24 hour notice before their belongings were seized was not passed by the "progressive" SF Board of Supervisors/strong/p pDIV align="left" TABLE cellpadding="5"TR VALIGN="TOP"TDIMG SRC= "../sites/default/files/arch_img/544/photo_1_supplement.jpg" //td/trTR VALIGN="TOP"TD/td/trTR VALIGN="TOP"TDTR VALIGN="TOP"TD pby Laurie McElroy/PoorNewsNetwork/p pI slept on the street for two more months than I had to in the winter of 1996, as some of the worst storms and most violent flooding in ten years rolled over the SF bay area. The (Department of Public Works) garbage men took my California identification that November so I could not rent a room even when I had the money, because of Duh Mayor’s enlightened policy of confiscating and trashing homeless peoples’ belongings./p pMy friends and advocates at the Coalition On Homelessness (COH) have spent upwards of five years lobbying City Hall for a change in the so - called “homeless laws” that would make 24 hour (at least) warnings a mandatory prerequisite to seizing and throwing away the belongings of people in my situation. This year the COH finally persuaded the new, “progressive” Board of Supervisors to toss around the idea of amending pertinent sections of the SF Public Works Code to include provisions for notice, and storage of removed property, but after five weeks of Rules Committee meetings and endless re - referrals, it appears the Board has not just fumbled but completely dropped the legislative ball in a morass of interminable delays./p pOn October 21st, I attended a Supervisors’ meeting, the sixth such meeting to raise the issue of legislating a guarantee that homeless citizens receive a 24 hour warning before Department of Public Works employees seize their belongings. Mayor Slick Willie set the tone for a recall vote by hypocritically bemoaning the economic “situation” in which San Francisco (downtown) finds itself, since his artificially induced dot - com boom has petered to a bust. Board president and author of the legislation Tom Ammiano, sent up a glaring red flag with an intro to the discussion that rang more like a funeral eulogy... “No matter how the vote goes,” he intoned ominously,” I really hope the dialogue continues.” A tightfaced woman in the audience, whom I recognized as from the COH, laughed./p pMy stomach entered freefall with that brittle chuckle./p p“This legislation is promoting a way of life that encourages people to leave their bags on the street, “said Supervisor Hall, miraculously deadpan. “It’s not helping anyone...” The “ -I care about helping” part was clearly implied in his sneer and casual demeanor. Hall also expressed his concern that the item made no apparent address to the underlying problems that make homelessness happen. Supe Gavin Newsom came out against the amendments on the floor, saying it will make shopping cart collection more difficult., which gave me a good idea of where he put property rights on his list of priorities. Later, he slung me a soundbyte, saying “I appreciate the intent, it was a noble effort, but I had to vote no on this because of what I saw as the unintended consequences, the hidden costs... I feel the money would be better spent on dealing with the root causes of homelessness.” /p pSaid Supe Matt Gonzales, in response to Newsome and Hall, “It’s great we’re suddenly so interested in having this dialogue on solving homelessness...” He continued, “When we criticise this legislation, we’re criticising the eyesore the posessions ( of the homeless ) represent.” Supervisor Chris Daly urged all present to revisit Continuum of Care, the official City and County of SF homeless policy. “This is existing legislation that has all the solutions to these questions we’re asking, if only it’s implemented... we must hold the Mayor accountable!”/p pThe vote split 7 to 4 in favor of rescindsion, which abruptly halted my stomach plunge *splat!* on the flat granite of disappointment. But I walked out of the conference hall with a held - high air and a set to my jaw. The best of all our stuff is what we have inside, because that’s what we resist with. They won’t ever get that. /p piThe Civil Rights Workgroup of The Coalition on Homelessness is planning an action in response in November to this decision. The Workgroup is having planning meetings for this action every Wednesday in November at 4:30 pm at 468 Turk St in SF. For more information please call them at (415) 346-3740br / /i/p/td/tr/td/tr/table/div/p
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Soldier rags and ‘flags’

09/24/2021 - 11:35 by Anonymous (not verified)
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pDIV align="left" TABLE cellpadding="5"TR VALIGN="TOP"TDIMG SRC= "../sites/default/files/arch_img/546/photo_1_supplement.jpg" //td/trTR VALIGN="TOP"TD/td/trTR VALIGN="TOP"TDTR VALIGN="TOP"TD pby Staff Writer/p pbr /Half-staffed fo a twenty on gun ‘salute’br / br /silent cries in my heart fo being ‘confused’br / br /at times alone in my room isbr / br /not knowing what to do a smallbr / br /moment in prayers is due tobr / br /every youth that lost they lifebr / br /for being part of the that street life hustlingbr / br /overtime by the code do or diebr / br /holding back the demons that arebr / br /locked inside.br / br /Hear me Lord why is itbr / br /the good are the ones to die. I’m onbr / br /the outside of the world looking inbr / br /watching time pass by walking in thebr / br /hands of time puffing on the healingbr / br /herb to ease my mind. Followin intobr / br /footsteps of a lost ‘tribe’br / br /educate yo ‘mind’ know yo ‘rights.’br / br / They say increase da ‘peace’br / br /but how can ‘we’ when all webr / br /is deceit. Where’sbr / br /da ‘equality’ when brothazbr / br /shadows get swept from from beneath theirbr / br /feet. I’m on my kneez looking upbr / br /to heaven praying fo mybr / br /unborn seeds. Hopin they don’t growbr / br /up to “see” da shit thatbr / br /I’ve ‘seen.’ Creator please help mebr / br /wit dis situation.br / br /Pacin back and forth realizin we allbr / br /God’s children in dis babylon ‘war.’br / br /I’m juss a youngsta upbr / br /in dis ‘world’ down tobr / br /die fo what I stand ‘fo’br / br /and that’s helpin out mybr / br /community and da ‘poe’br / br /God Bless/p pSituations sometimes bebr / br /‘critical’ with all deze hatersbr / br /suckaz and ‘foez’ sobr / br /I hit da ‘studio’ droppin songsbr / br /usin my mentals andbr / br /getto ‘instrumentals.’ Hopin onebr / br /day that it paysbr / br /instead of sittin around waitinbr / br /fo judgement ‘day.’br / br /I got to keep my head upbr / br /and ‘maintain’ holdin onbr / br /to my ‘faith.’ Cuzz divide conquerbr / br /and ‘assasinate’ is howbr / br /we was ‘raised’ earnin mybr / br /‘ranks’ by bein threebr / br /steps ahead of da ‘game.’br / br /Earnin mines by da nationwidebr / br /‘fame.’ If U want be a thugbr / br /U gotta have heart andbr / br /know ‘why.’ Its either Ubr / br /fall victim to ‘genocide’br / br /or hustle to ‘survive’br / br /thugging til my lastbr / br /Its either U fall victim tobr / br /‘genocide’br / br /or hustle to ‘survive’ plan out and ‘strategize’br / br /obiding by da code ridebr / br /or ‘die.’br / br /Thugging til my last dayzbr / br /in da West ‘Side.”/p/td/tr/td/tr/table/div/p
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bio

09/24/2021 - 11:35 by Anonymous (not verified)
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pDIV align="left" TABLE cellpadding="5"TR VALIGN="TOP"TDIMG SRC= "../sites/default/files/arch_img/546/photo_1_supplement.jpg" //td/trTR VALIGN="TOP"TD/td/trTR VALIGN="TOP"TDTR VALIGN="TOP"TD pby Staff Writer/p pbMarcello “Taisol” Lopezbr / br /Bio:/b/p pBorn August 9, 1981 Marcello Anthony Lopez. Oakland California Native, a graduate of Oakland Street Academy. Multi-Cultural background, so diversity is no stranger. Anthony has had the unfortunate experience of association with racial profiling, poverty along with social acceptance. Too light to be black, too dark to be white but his lyrics apply to all. At fifteen Anthony began attending the San Francisco Boys Girls Club and was introduced to a state of the art recording studio, and Taisol was incarnated. Fundraisers, festivals, protests and political awareness campaigns are some of the experiences under his belt. Older and even more knowledgeable, Taisol is here to put it on the minds of his generation. Jogging our memories to acknowledge, accept and create positive feedback on continuous unlawful and unfair acts surrounding the communities. Taisol will continue to provide consciousness to those whom are unconscious by building and strengthening the new generation. Opening the eyes of those blinded by constant casualties steamed by political injustice, empowering his generation with information pertaining to reality and longevity. A long lasting mental impression, food for mental intellect, and dialect everyone understands. As a young adult he has established his own publishing company, Poetic Hustla Foundation, is a member of ASCAP and is exploring all aspects of the Entertainment and Performing Arts industry. An artist, a lyricist with business savvy, a product of poverty, a statistic to the government but a prodigy to the ghetto.br / /p/td/tr/td/tr/table/div/p
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Yeah, Another not quite halfbaked scheme, use 50% logic 50% imaginative thought.

09/24/2021 - 11:35 by Anonymous (not verified)
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pstrong pbIsn't way past time forbr / Man/Woman, Peoplekind usebr / our most underutilized resource.../b br /br / BRAIN POWER! with state of the artbr / Biofeedback as a weapon beyond bulletsbr / and bombs? /ppbbr /Though "SCANNING"br / TERRORISTS WILL BE BLOODY TOO./b/p/strong/p pDIV align="left" TABLE cellpadding="5"TR VALIGN="TOP"TD/td/trTR VALIGN="TOP"TD/td/trTR VALIGN="TOP"TDTR VALIGN="TOP"TD pby Joe B ./p pThe Patriot bill has all the prerequisites all the above tales butbr / it seems to be mostly "PANDORA'S PARODOX" in that spying on the net, cellphones, wiretaps of citizen's phones to protect the public from terrorists acts is good and sound on its face except when innocent people get caught-up in its tangled web of for-your-eyes-only-security measures./p pWhat I'd like to know is what happened to Biofeedback in the mid 1960's to mid 70's, why did it vanish, was our government really afraid that people with freed brains were able to do whatever they wanted?/p pLike the early 1980's "Scanner" movies with mutants born of a bad drug given at birth there would be good and bad scanners and some plain nuts. /p pWhy dosen't the government dust off the old documents, update the technology of biofeedback, make it assessable to the American public so even five, six year old children can protect them selves from molester, women from rapists, and emerging majority minorities from racists and religious zealots?/p pYes, their will be tragic accidents, fatal self inflicted mistakes but It's guaranteed the Taliban couldn't threaten us unless they too have mental training facilities. /p pFace it folks most of us don't use 100% of our brain power only 1-2, or 5% maybe it is time to use our minds as a defence. /p pImagine-you mentally see someone planning to kill thousands of peope but since its only in his head one has to wait until the explosives are in place-well? /p pThis ordinary American citizen no matter which nationality, ethnicity, sex, or age he/she, they know if they call the law they themselves are liable to be deemed suspicious and placed in jail or under observation in a hospital or sanitarium./p pThe choice is stop this person dead in their tracks with painfull mindblasts causing headaches, physical hemorrhaging of the brain by bursting blood vessels, causing angnorisms, stop their heart, or make a saboteur's head explode. /p pMessy, that last bit but that's one guilty in mind and act compared to thousands of innocents going about their mundane business./p pMaybe I'm not making sense and it sound like speculative but if it is why did biofeedback and what it could do for individuals disapear?/p pWe as a nation should have a second look at this technology./p pTaliban's can't stand America, we've made mistakes, we are always not going to be liked by any regime wanting to keep its citizens in the dark, the worst thing they can think of is bcitizen's walking around with awakened, illuminated, fully loaded, armed weapons of mass distructive/creative capabilities... br /A FULL FUNCTIONING, BRAIN USING 100'S TO 1,000'S % OF ITS INTELLECT, EMOTION, IMAGINATION TO FREE THEIR BROTHERS AND SISTERS./b/p pPersonally I want to by a used or updated biofeedback machine for myself, go to classes or do both. /p pDoes anyone out their know where I can get one cheap or inform me where to by the best ones? /p pA combined government/business or military/civilian project to quickly train its citizens in an offense/defence of our brains higher functions./p pI as many American's would volunteer for this, it would be a new frontier ordinary people can try.br / Later commercialization can spread this knowledge if individuals wish to partake of the next great adventure in our human evolution./p pOh, and what do you think about it; could this be a better way of ensuring "Enduring Freedom" and quickly end the war happening now?... Bye./p pbr / /p pPlease donate what can to br /Poor Magazine orbr / br /C/0 Ask /ppJoe at 255 9th St.Street,San Francisco, CA. 94103 USA br //p pFor Joe only my snailbr / br /mail:PO Box 1230 #645br / br /Market St.San Francisco, /ppCA 94102br / br /Email:askjoe@poormagazine. org.br / /p/td/tr/td/tr/table/div/p
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IN THE MESS... CREEPY WARNINGS

09/24/2021 - 11:35 by Anonymous (not verified)
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pstrongb pHolloween came earlybr / with Ashcroft's Ominousbr / Terrorists in America Speech./p/bbr //strong/p pbWe're forced tobr / take it serious becausebr / he's both half rightbr / and wrong./b/p pDIV align="left" TABLE cellpadding="5"TR VALIGN="TOP"TD/td/trTR VALIGN="TOP"TD/td/trTR VALIGN="TOP"TDTR VALIGN="TOP"TD pby Joe. B/p pTuesday, Oct. 31, 2001, 6:50 am. Still groggy, rubbing sleep from my eyes. After a quick, thurough wash of upper and lower body, face, arms,hair, brushing and gargling teeth I'm ready to straight to bed again. /p pBy 7:15 I'm out the elevator, looking at heavy drizzle trickle down on Market Street's red brick sidewalk and still "It's too damn early, ready to go back to bed until 8:10 or slightly later./p pAll because I thought of being at Martin De Porres for early morNing breakfast before 6 am. Oh, well must've needed more sleep than food. /p pNear Jones and McAllister, is a new Muni bus stop island that's been vacant for a few days./p pMonday night Mr. J. Ashcroft, Att. General became Head Frightener or Boogyman scaring a nation as American populace listened that more terrorists threats are planned and to be prepared./p pThough they didn't where or when these threats would manifest next. /p pDo 'ya ever get the feeling of being the younger sibblings or children watching the older ones fumble and we find out that they are as clueless about what's happening and making it up as they go along? /p pI am an older brother, thank Got my kid 'bro didn't follow what I was doing, got smart and found his own nitch because I didn't know what I was doing from one day to the next. /p p"No Joe, most American's know what happening - it is you that is out of step, out of the loop of what's happening."/p pSoon as I get paid I may buy a CD/DVD b[Compact Disk/Digital Video Disk]/b its to rent or buy cd's and dvd's for more choice and because the new movies, tv shows will be less sexy, less explosive, and more familily oriented which is alright on the face of it but I'll pick and choose my own tastes for myself; its my personal glitch./p pWell, this is a short column and may all of you out there stay well,br / evolve to your highest, physical, psychic spiritual, mental level to full illumination. /p p'Yes, Nov. 2, I'll see Mr. Jet Li in "The One"br / I've got to folks its about quickened evolution of good vs. evil and it may give me new ideas on the subject. /p pTell your side of it. Bye./p pPlease donate what can to br /Poor Magazine orbr / br /C/0 Ask /ppJoe at 255 9th St.br /Street, San Francisco, CA. 94103 USA/p pFor Joe only my snailbr / br /mail:PO Box 1230 #645br / br /Market St.San Francisco, /ppCA 94102br / br /Email:askjoe@poormagazine. org.br / /p/td/tr/td/tr/table/div/p
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could things smell any worse

09/24/2021 - 11:35 by Anonymous (not verified)
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pstrongAfter 20 years of “abandonment” Slumlords reopen Single Room Occupancy hotel as a tourist hotel/strong/p pDIV align="left" TABLE cellpadding="5"TR VALIGN="TOP"TDIMG SRC= "../sites/default/files/arch_img/551/photo_1_supplement.jpg" //td/trTR VALIGN="TOP"TD/td/trTR VALIGN="TOP"TDTR VALIGN="TOP"TD pby Lani Kent/PoorNewsNetwork/p pIt was Wednesday night and I found myself sitting in a stuffy room next to a fancy suit wearing a man with fish breath. This malodorous man exhaled often, and with great effort, for he was nervous and light in his seat. As I sat there, waiting for the Board of appeals meeting to convene, I realized he was the lawyer representing West Cork Hotel, and his stench suddenly seemed appropriate. The West Cork situation simply reeks!!/p pAfter twenty years of abandonment, the former Empress Hotel has opened its doors under a different name. But what should be happy news for local residents has turned sour, for this formerly run-down hotel did not reopen for them. Owner, Dahyabhai Patel, opened a now-plush West Cork to a different clientele. It now provides expensive nightly rates to wealthy tourists, not affordable SRO housing to low-income folks. Poor folks have once again been raped of their right to decent affordable housing./p pRandy Shaw, representing the Tenderloin Housing Clinic, showed up with a small army of activists and poor folks to testify the need for West Cork to continue affordable SRO housing. The main point of his argument being that the building was abandoned and did not get city approval to re-open as a tourist hotel. Zoning Administrator, Larry Badiner supported Shaw by saying: “Before they spent all this money [renovating], they should have checked zoning laws.” It has to remain a SRO hotel. And why not renovate for poor folks? Do they not deserve a flushing toilet?/p pDifferent numbers were tossed around as to how much money was spent “renovating.” I heard $2 million more than once, but Patel did not supply receipts or permits. Where I come from $2 million is a little more than a nice evening out. I’d keep THAT receipt. Annoyed, I tried not to dwell on the fact that Patel stole housing from the poor and cared little enough to balance it in his checkbook. But that’s just me. Some of ya’ll might have $2 million to “misplace.”br / Shaw also pointed out that San Francisco does not need another tourist hotel. “Tourism is way down, and many already established tourist hotels are suffering,” argued Shaw. Suffering to the point of laying off the poor folks and the students and the middle management that work for them. If you really think about it, Patel is not only stealing from the poor, he is stealing from the elusive working-class and the dwindling middle-class. Talk about alienating ones self. Greed and robbery on both sides of the fence! /p pUnfortunately this is not even a special case, or the most offensive part of the problem. Poor folks constantly suffer eviction, lame rules impose upon their privacy, and landlords destroy personal property. Patel is just one of many guilty of this crime, and he is so typically selfish it’s almost boring. Unfortunately, this constant assault silently suffocates, and few have the energy to fight back. Those who do, do so with little more than faith. These passionate souls showed up Wednesday to protest./p pShaw and his poverty heroes told their story thru testimony. Although the case was continued to November 28th, it seemed to end on a positive note. The fishy suit man, who by the way is Andrew Zacks, fidgeted and stood aloof from his clients, maniacally searching thru his fancy leather briefcase. He must provide ALL building permits to the board by the next hearing. Hee! Hee! Hopefully, then, the correct decision can be made. Tenderloin needs West Cork for itself. Patel cannot house rich tourists in poor folks’ rightful home. This is just a fact./p pI have always understood the Tenderloin to be the cheapest place in the city to live. So my question is this: If the poor are pushed out of this neighborhood, where will they go? I mean really? According to Residents, Tenderloin is the bottom of the bottom. Must we define new bottoms? Could things smell any worse?br / /p/td/tr/td/tr/table/div/p
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Listening To WHOM?!?

09/24/2021 - 11:35 by Anonymous (not verified)
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pstrongHealth and Human Services’, Tommy Thompson’s “Listening” session on welfare reform became the day of REAL voices, real action and a little dialogue with Health and Human Services../strong/p pDIV align="left" TABLE cellpadding="5"TR VALIGN="TOP"TDIMG SRC= "../sites/default/files/arch_img/552/photo_1_feature.jpg" //td/trTR VALIGN="TOP"TD/td/trTR VALIGN="TOP"TDTR VALIGN="TOP"TD pby Lisa Gray-Garcia (a.k.a. Tiny) /p pi“My Mom came to visit Wade Horn - all I got was this sign....”/i Aimee Fisher, a low income mom struggling to go to college while on welfare, protesting Tommy Thompson’s “Listening” session outside the Grand Hyatt Hotel./p pThere were glasses of ice water at each corner.. tall shimmering glasses untouched, pure, without a bead of sweat, or a drop of unsightly moisture. The glasses stood erect and cool at each corner of the immense rectangle table—draped with an ivory starched table cloth bordered in a flowing ruffle. The carpet was the color of blood, with black and blue diamonds weaving through rivers of crimson acrylic./p pThe table was dwarfed by eight large flags. The focal point was a floor to ceiling banner proclaiming the purpose of the meeting I was allowed to witness, but not invited to: HEARING FROM THE STATES—HHS NATIONAL LISTENING TOUR ON TANF REAUTHORIZATION. /p pYou see, I, as a former very low-income, welfare recipient and current project director of an organization that fights for the rights of welfare recipients and attempts to create jobs for folks on welfare in journalism and media—a profession usually reserved for people with the privilege of time, formal education and financial stability—was not invited to this event. But, as a journalist, I was shuttled into the room by a velvet voiced man in a tan suit with honey colored eyes. A badge with my name on it was rapidly manufactured on a special badge-making machine. A few words were murmured to a blue-suited gatekeeper with a clear coil attached to his ears, and the palace doors were flung open. I was shuttled into THE ROOM joining a “court” of about 50 people who were sitting quietly, their faces carefully trained into an odd glaze of admiration, boredom and fear. /p pAt the head of the table was Wade Horn, Assistant Secretary for Children and Families for The Department of Health and Human Services; appointed by Tommy Thompson to facilitate these “listening” sessions. These sessions, according to the HHS press release was created by HHS Secretary Tommy G. Thompson as a series of national "listening and discussion sessions”, to gather insights from those on the front lines of welfare reform. /p pThese sessions are supposed to help prepare for next year's reauthorization of federal welfare reform legislation. /p pThe nation's governors, state legislators, county officials, welfare program directors and welfare recipients will be invited to discuss ways to strengthen the Temporary Assistance for Needy Families (TANF) program, which was created by the welfare reform legislation enacted in 1996. The sessions will allow Secretary Thompson and other top HHS officials to learn more about states' experiences implementing welfare reforms and running assistance programs. /p pThe room was peopled by the heads of state and local welfare departments from the western states, including our own Trent Rohr and Dolores Heaven from the San Francisco Department of Human Services. There was one welfare recipient present./p p“ The central focus of work-first is still our priority”, said a man with a placard stating his name as Andrew Bush from the front of the table to the right of Wade Horn. As I entered, he was saying, “We should still get people a job if they can get one—but we should be able to include part time work and education in the plan.” /p p“ I make ten dollars per hour. I would like to be able to pursue an education that would allow me to make a better wage,” said Michelle Kramer, the sole TANF recipient in the room spoke /p p“ In Washington 70 percent of our caseload is cycling on and off welfare, we struggle with the dollars that go to direct services,” explained a representative from DHS in Washington./p p“ The problem with the old Welfare system is it gives people a lot of money to do nothing, and the American people are not interested in supporting that anymore. But I don’t think they would begrudge them (welfare recipients) funding for education...” I looked up from my tattered notebook to hear who had made that statement, and found it was him, Wade Horn, spewing out the “Welfare Mom Myth”, believing and subscribing to the stereotype that folks on welfare get “all that money” (345 dollars per month in California, as low as 139 dollars in several southern states) and that they do now or ever did do “nothing”. /p pAs a poor woman raised on welfare, when my mother was not able to work, there was never a moment that we did nothing, because survival is a job and 345 dollars didn’t come close to survival And we, like most of the folks who I work with now, are ialways/i doing a million things just to stay housed, fed and alive. Now, as welfare reform pushes folks into “work-first” jobs that pay less than a living wage we are doing even more. As the words continued to pour out of his mouth, I was unable to hear them. My ears became blocked and dull ache clouded my eyes./p pNeedless to say, I could not stay anymore. I could not stay in that room witnessing those lies and stereotypes as folks, my folks, stood outside this building protesting the farce of this so-called listening session. I begged a hasty good-bye to the honey-voiced man and asked him if another reporter from POOR could come in my stead. He sort of agreed and I ran out of the palace doors before he could say yes. /p pbThe Voices Of Truth..Outside... /b/p pi“Why won’t you listen to us Mr. Wade Horn—we got somethin’ you should learn....”/i/p pThe pillars were white and tall, with a wall of shimmering glass and concrete reaching up into the bright blue sky, framing the gold letters: The Grand Hyatt Hotel./p pThere were over 200 mothers, fathers, children and welfare rights advocates from LIFETIME, POWER, CEWR, Center For Third World Organizing, POOR Magazine, Every Mother is a working Mother, Homeless Prenatal Program and many more, walking in protest in front of the Grand Hyatt Hotel. Martina Gillis from Coalition for Ethical Welfare Reform (CEWR) and Jason Negron from POWER were at the microphone in the center of the crowd. /p p“Why are we out here?” Because Wade Horn and Tommy Thompson only want to listen to certain people, and those people are not the welfare recipients themselves. We know what we need. We know what we want. We know that we need real support to go to school, to get a living wage job and we are not getting that now; we are getting time limits and sanctions for education—he wants to give sanctions to unmarried mothers.. And we know this “listening” session is just a dog and pony show.../p pAt that moment some street theatre commenced in the middle of the protest. Gigantic dogs and ponies slung fake promises and false stereotypes—my favorite was the forced Foster Care dog (DHS pays more to foster care parents to care for children than their own mothers). The last act of the street theatre included tearing up the signs of false promises./p pIn the middle of the action a police officer came out and told Martina Gillis that some of the people from the protest would be allowed to speak to Wade Horn. When Martina said that yes, she and others from the protest would like to speak to Wade Horn, they reneged and said it wouldn’t be Wade Horn, but someone else from DHS./p pAfter several more speakers including mothers in college from LIFETIME, economic justice organizers from Every Mother is a Working Mother, People Organized to Win Employment Rights, and poetry from Leroy Moore of The Po’ Poets Project at POOR Magazine, the action was over and we were all readying ourselves to leave....almost... /p pbThe Real Listening Session (sort-of )/b/p piIn 1965, Senator Moynihan published a report entitled; “The Negro Family A case for National Action”. The central thesis of his report was that, “ At the heart of the deterioration of the fabric of Negro society is the deterioration of the Negro Family —that at least half of the Blacks in America are enmeshed in a “tangle of pathology” centered around the “matriarchal family structure”/i.. excerpt From The Nature of Mama , an interview with Dr. Wade Nobles by Dee Gray in POOR Magazine Volume #4/p pI sat on the brick steps of the Grand Hyatt exchanging notes with Gretchen Hildebran, one of the reporters for POOR Magazine who took my place in the “Listening Session”, inside the hotel with Wade Horn and she attended his press conference which followed the session. She reported to me what the token welfare recipient said in the press conference that “welfare reform was great—she has no problems with it. ” And Wade Horn kept mentioning how well they (DHS) were doing “with children” which made Gretchen wonder what DHS was planning to do with policy. i.e., youth crime laws, etc..., that he would be able to justify with his purported welfare reform success. He also mentioned that the “protesters” outside just needed to learn how to communicate better. Finally, when she tried to ask her question which had to do with The Fatherhood Initiative, he barely answered and then closed the conference./p piOver the last four decades, there has been a dramatic increase in the number of children growing up in homes without fathers. In 1960, fewer than 10 million children did not live with their fathers. Today, the number is nearly 25 million. More than one-third of these children will not see their fathers at all during the course of a year. Studies show thatbr / children who grow up without responsible fathers are significantly more likely to experience poverty, perform poorly in school, engage in criminal activity, and abuse drugs and alcohol/i.... Excerpt from the overview of the FATHERHOOD Initiative /p pOne of the main concerns of all of us at the protest, as poor mothers and fathers on welfare, poor youth and children of poor single mothers and fathers was Tommy Thompson’s Fatherhood Initiative. The welfare reform law provides for performance bonuses to reward states for achieving certain measurable goals, including promoting marriage and reducing out-of-wedlock pregnancies. Thompson’s Administration for Children and Families encourages states to use funding from the Temporary Assistance for Needy Families program (TANF) to develop responsible fatherhood programs and has issued guidance with examples of such efforts. /ppToday, almost half of all states use TANF funds for fatherhood programs. On its face these ideas are good sound, but the reality is, as Dee Gray’s interview with Dr. Nobles in POOR Magazine outlines, the policy itself is based on the same kind of transubstantive error that Moynihan made in the 60’s, and in fact, from the same kind of claims, and penalizes or sanctions poor single headed households, just for being poor single parents./p piThe idea of transubstantiation is that in looking at the surface behaviors of a people, you can draw conclusions about the meaning and value of behaviors, but the meaning and the value comes from the deep structure of a people’s culture and values. and so in the Black Family at the time Moynihan was examining it, there was this whole notion of families with women without husbands raising children, which he deemed a broken home from his cultural deep structure which was not that of the families he was examining.../iWade Nobles in the Nature of Mama/p pAfter I said good-bye to Gretchen and several folks from the protest had left, Joseph Bolden from POOR and I were collecting our stuff on the steps when out of the corner of my eye I saw a four person brigade of suits and suddenly Joe’s hand was being shook and... “ Hello, I’m wade Horn.” A tall man in a gray suit with a red tie, a little tuft of curly black hair that sat on the very top of his head and blood shot eyes, was shaking my limp hand./p p“Hi. I’m Lisa Gray-Garcia from POOR Magazine,” I choked in response./p p“I know who you are.” I wondered why—was I on his wire tapping list? He continued, “Would you like to ask us some questions, I hear that you would all like to talk with us...” /p p“ Uh yea.. I guess,” I tried to think through the weirdness of the moment, and wondered where everyone else was.. “I mean, yes... just let me get my pen.. and notebook .” I desperately tugged at my impossibly disorganized backpack to find something to write on and something to write with. Finally pulling out an eye pencil, I commenced with the interview ..hoping that if Joe and I could stall them long enough with questions, some of the people who had remained would start to gather./p p“Is it true that you want to cut off welfare benefits of families who aren’t married? “ I asked./p p“We are interested in promoting two-parent families.. it is important to the health of the children that they have two parents.”/p p“ But are you saying that there should be sanctions against single parent TANF recipients?” I continued./p p“No, of course not, “ he shook his small hair tuft from side to side, “ We don’ t want abusive relationships to stay together, we are only instituting premarital education classes, conflict resolution training, incentives to families to stay married and [we are] trying to help them improve their skills to do so.”/p pAnd then everyone was there. We were surrounded—the small crowd that was left realized what was going on and Jason Negron from POWER cut in, “ We have a lot of folks here who would like you to hear their concerns. Libby, a mother on welfare from POWER began, “ As a mother I would like to be able to have my secondary and post secondary education accepted as welfare to work activity rather than sanctioned by welfare like it is now,” she proffered to him./p p“We are looking at educational opportunities right now.” I for one didn’t understand his answer..but.../p p“ I raised my children on welfare and I now work with mothers on welfare,” a representative from Every Mother is A Working Mother cut in. “ What I want to know and many of the mothers that I represent is why can’t you value mothering as a form of work—the work that mothers do is very hard and deserves wages just like any other job —we want you to answer that”/p p“ Well, I believe that the role of mothers is very important and we care a lot about children. They are our main concern.”/p p“But that’s not what I am asking, what I am asking is will you consider valuing mothering as waged work, i.e. wages for mothering? “/p pI watched Wade’s eyes. He gulp/blinked, unable to create another truly smooth reply../p p“I want you to answer that Mr. Horn.”/p p“Well...” Wade sputtered, his eyes blinking rapidly. /p p“Eschucha. Yo soy madre.” Nora Calderon from Homeless Prenatal Program and POWER interrupted with a similar question but geared toward the specific plight of poor immigrant mothers on welfare. Cindy Weisner, from POWER, acted as her translator. “She wants to know why you penalize immigrant mothers when they need to stay home and raise their children. She wants to raise her children. She doesn’t want to have to leave her very young children without their mother/p pWhen Nora was finished, he said nothing, the woman from Every Mother is a Working Mother repeated her question./p p“ Well, my interest in all of this is what happens to the kids. Ten years ago I went to Alaska to convince the Native-American mothers to not use formula or sugar water which was rotting their children’s teeth and to continue to breast feed. So I am fully aware of the importance of breast feeding and the importance of staying with the mother as long as possible..”/p p“ I am a mother that is trying to go to college...When are you going to support that?” A mother from Low-Income Families Empowerment Through Education (LIFETIME) asked. She continued, “ I need to get my degree, I am struggling but I will get it because I have to. And when I do, my children will be so proud when they see their mother walking down that aisle with her degree. But why do you make it so hard for folks to go to school on welfare? Not every one is as strong as me and they just give up when they are constantly faced with obstacles. I will get it even if you do sanction me.”/p p“ You see... You will get it no matter what.. that’s what we’re saying is that people can do things if they really want to, with or without welfare,” responded Wade. At that point, one of the suits flanking Wade’s right side lunged into the conversation, his name tag read CLARENCE CARTER./p p“ Well, guess what, “ I cried unable to stand it any longer, “ I have a sixth grade education and I am one of those people who got stopped by welfare, as several of the folks that we work with at POOR do—so I want to know, why doesn’t welfare to work mean JOB CREATION, in other words, really WELFARE to WORK for folks who have substance abuse, mental health and other issues that make it hard for them to find work?”/p p“Well, that’s up to the states, we can’t force them to do that” /p p.“ That’s not true. You can make it policy on the federal level,” I insisted./p p“I think its very important to help people get into jobs.” He looked at his aides./p p“So when will you meet with all of us for a REAL listening session?” someone from the back shouted to him./p p“Yeah. When can we meet to really talk?” another person shouted out of the crowd./p pHe looked down and then up, his aides motioned him to go./p p“Well, I’ve got to go.” He started moving backwards, toward the hotel./p p“ But when can we meet? Let’s set a date to actually listen to folks —to talk and to figure some of this out!” We all shouted to him./p p“ Sure, I’ll do that, “ he replied to easily./p p“But when can you commit to a date?” we continued to ask./p p“I will commit to the process—I am not sure when or where.” He looked down at the last sentence, his words becoming faint memories of political doublespeak, fading into the pillars of shining hotel glass.br / /p/p.“/td/tr/td/tr/table/div/p
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