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You Better Open Your Eyes

09/24/2021 - 11:35 by Anonymous (not verified)
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pstrongIT’s Your Business:Men’s March To stop Domestic Violence /strong/p pDIV align="left" TABLE cellpadding="5"TR VALIGN="TOP"TDIMG SRC= "../sites/default/files/arch_img/553/photo_1_supplement.jpg" //td/trTR VALIGN="TOP"TD/td/trTR VALIGN="TOP"TDTR VALIGN="TOP"TD pby Isabel Estrada/p pThe prevalent message at iIt's Your Business/i, an event organized by the Family Violence Prevention Fund in cooperationbr / with the Maxine Hall Health center, insisted that the issue of domestic violence is the entirebr / community's responsibility. For this reason the focus of the march andbr / meeting was not only on the victims but also very much on the perpetratorsbr / and the entire community./p pI arrived at the Third Baptist Church on Pierce and MacAllister, where thebr / march was to begin at 12 o'clock, feeling slightly awkward in a predominantlybr / male, African-American group. However, I was soon reassured. Everybody wasbr / smiling and I was immediately introduced to Reverend Lazanius Johnson, whobr / would be the main speaker. The group was small, about 35 people in all. Mostly men as well as some women and adorable children lead the march.br / One small boy wearing a red sweatshirt held a sign that read iBrother's andbr / Sisters, Let's Talk About It, There's No Excuse for Abuse/i. However, thebr / size of the group seemed to have no affect on the strength of the message. /p pAs we walked down Pierce towards our destination, the Fillmore Mini Park, ourbr / voices emanated a loud and powerful chant, "It's Your Business. It's ourbr / Business. Stop Domestic Violence." I laughed as I noticed one man staring wide-eyed and open-mouthed from hisbr / Victorian house as we passed. Another White man in full army fatigues didn'tbr / seem to notice what was going on until a member of our group handed him abr / blue and white "There's NO Excuse for Domestic Violence" bumper sticker,br / calling him brother as he did so. As we passed more people in the Western Addition a fewbr / kids looked at us as if we were crazy, but then a woman started clapping tobr / our rhythm from across the street as we passed. /p pWhen we arrived at the mini park, more people converged. As the time went bybr / they seemed to get younger. Before beginning, Reverend Johnson urged folks tobr / step forward, breaking any tension there might have been by saying, "Come awaybr / from the tables, ain't nobody going to take the food." He blessed God,br / Allah, Buddha and any other deity that stands for peace and love. He thenbr / led the group in singing the iNegro National Anthem/i. The anthem holds abr / powerful message and assures that the past is not forgotten, especially inbr / the second verse./p p i Stony the road we trod,br / br /Bitter the chastening rod,br / br / Felt in the days when hope unborn had died;br / br / Yet with steady beat,br / br /Have not our weary feetbr / br /Come to the place for which our fathers sighed?br / br /We have come over a way that with tears have been watered,br / br /We have come, treading our path through the blood of the slaughtered,br / br /Out from the gloomy past,br / br /Till now we stand at lastbr / br /Where the white gleam of our bright star is cast. /i/p pLinda Mack Burch, who organized the entire event, spoke next. She again madebr / the point that in order to conquer domestic violence, people cannot simply bebr / focused on their own problems, but must take the initiative for the entirebr / community. She spoke confidently while making quick gestures, "It takes abr / village, we are a village, to stop domestic violence." As even more peoplebr / arrived, Ms. Burch made her frustration concerning the excessive violence inbr / all forms in her community apparent. "We are tired," she calls out. /p pThebr / next speaker, Matty Scott, continued in the same vein and further insistedbr / that violence was an issue that seriously needed to be addressed by thebr / African-American community. She stated that it wasn't the police who neededbr / to intervene, the community needed to unite to handle its own problems./p pWhen Eddy Moor from RSVP spoke he insisted that "it's all aboutbr / accountability." He felt that as long as people continue to blame their ownbr / violence on others, or on the situation they find themselves in, violence would notbr / end. He made it clear that in an abusive relationship, it is not only thebr / victim's responsibility to seek help, but also the abuser's. /p pA silence fell upon the crowd as the reverend asked if there was anyonebr / willing to share their own experiences with abuse. For awhile everyonebr / seemed to exude discomfort, including myself. /p pI immediately began to questionbr / what exactly constituted abuse. I have never been in a physically abusivebr / relationship, but does that mean that I have never been abused? When I wasbr / ten-years-old I went out with a nineteen-year-old who had been sexuallybr / abused by a woman when he was a little boy. Many would think that just thebr / difference in age was bad for me. But there were other issues. Takingbr / advantage of my naiveté and the fact that I was still very much scared ofbr / ghosts, seriously, he constantly lied to me and often tried to make me feelbr / scared. I'm not exactly sure what qualifies as abuse but I know that when hebr / left, I was completely devastated by and ashamed of our relationship. It'sbr / odd how it would take me this long (seven years) and a march against domesticbr / abuse to question whether I too may have been a victim of emotional abuse. /p pSince I don't often like to think about this relationship, in which I wasbr / never hurt physically, I can certainly see how shame and denial plays a hugebr / part in the fact that battered women often go years without ever seekingbr / help. /p pWell, one woman had the courage to approach the microphone. I recognized herbr / as one of the first women who had welcomed me with a smile at the beginningbr / of the march. She started out by saying, "I thank the Lord for thisbr / community." She then proceeded to tell us of how she had been abused forbr / 12 years by her brother and then for four years by her ex-boyfriend. "Ibr / used to hate my brother," she said, "But God showed me that something wasbr / wrong with him." Shouts of agreements arose as she continued, "Thebr / perpetrators have been abused also." She then told us of how her brother,br / before he had died of cancer had asked only that she forgive him. Bybr / forgiving him, she was able to take the position of power that she had so beenbr / deprived of. /p pShe continued talking about violence in general in thebr / African-American community and stated, "We can't let society pit us againstbr / each other." As many of the other speakers had done, she was emphasizingbr / that the African-American community had to take care of itself. It seemsbr / that when the law steps in, it only means more violence. /p pAgain, the reverend took the stage but this time he spoke more directly to allbr / of us. "You are all black queens, you are all queens and you need to bebr / treated as such," his voice boomed. Shouts of acknowledgment grew from ourbr / throats. I really did feel proud to be a woman as he spoke those words. Hebr / then cast away any distant air he may have had as a respected reverend andbr / began talking directly to those who were not attending the event. "You can'tbr / sell no more dope on the corner," he shouted menacingly over and over againbr / directly to a group of young men huddled on the corner. The whole audiencebr / participated, echoing what the reverend would say. "We're going to get allbr / the crack people into institutions," he shouted. He doesn't just want to getbr / rid of people; he wants to help them. The reverend maintained that a greatbr / deal of the violence was due to "people closing their eyes." He made itbr / clear that ending violence not only in the Western Addition but in some sensebr / the whole world, was everybody's responsibility. /p p/pPNext, a tall, big man approached the stage. He too had earlier been at the marchbr / and I had noticed that his voice had been louder than all the others.br / He was the gospel rap artist Bigg E. Through his music he told the storybr / of how finding religion had lifted him out of being a dope addict on thebr / street. "I went from selling dope to smoking dope. I couldn't find a way outbr / until I found the Lord Jesus Christ." /p pThis was a very religious crowd so thebr / praise rang high. "All I want to do is live a righteous life, get my Jesusbr / on, keep it real, keep it right." One set of lyrics that I foundbr / particularly interesting exemplified a difference in the methods of religionbr / practiced by African-Americans as opposed to others. "Ain't no party like abr / Holy Ghost party 'cause a Holy Ghost party don't stop." /p pWhen I asked the reverend what had prompted this march he mentioned how hisbr / sister had died of breast cancer and how a local community member named Mariebr / had been stabbed 20 times by her partner. Both incidents had occurred inbr / the past year, making him think it a good time to bring the communitybr / together to create a base of support. As I left, the festivities continuedbr / and I could hear the strong, soulful voice of a woman singing jazz as Ibr / waited for the 22 Fillmore bus./p pLately I have been learning about some aspects of African-American culture.br / Mainly I Have been learning about how African-Americans have generally grown up in a morebr / community based system of eldership in which it is everyone's responsibilitybr / to care for and discipline those younger than them. Western culture tends tobr / put emphasis on being separated. I have often seen White parents get mad ifbr / anyone else attempts to discipline their child. This event certainly attestsbr / to the fact that a great number of African-Americans in the Westernbr / Addition have a desire to care for their entire community. They don't wantbr / to just allow people to get carted off to prison or to allow people to do asbr / they wish behind closed doors. They want everybody to participate in creatingbr / a safer and more peaceful environment. The reverend had no problem yellingbr / out at those standing on the corner because he most likely feels asbr / responsible for them as he may feel for his own child. /p pThis was an inspiring event. I wish that our whole society would take thebr / example of this African-American community and start caring for everyonebr / else, regardless of any actual family ties, as though we were all related tobr / each other as brothers, sisters, daughters, sons, mothers and fathers. Thebr / message again: IT'S YOUR BUSINESS, IT'S OUR BUSINESS, STOP DOMESTIC VIOLENCE!/p pIf you or anyone you know is being abused physically or emotionally pleasebr / seek help by calling 1 (800) 799-SAFE (Family Violence Prevention Fund). Somebr / resources for men who batter include, Manalive (415) 979-5933, Men'sbr / Hotline (24-hour) (415) 924-1070 and MOVE (415) 777-4496.br / /p/td/tr/td/tr/table/div/p
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stop police brutality

09/24/2021 - 11:35 by Anonymous (not verified)
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pstrongThe October 22nd Coalition leads annual event in Oakland/strong/p pDIV align="left" TABLE cellpadding="5"TR VALIGN="TOP"TDIMG SRC= "../sites/default/files/arch_img/554/photo_1_supplement.jpg" //td/trTR VALIGN="TOP"TD/td/trTR VALIGN="TOP"TDTR VALIGN="TOP"TD pby Dae-Han Song/PoorNewsNetwork/p pBeneath patchy, gray skies and atop a simple platform, stood a dozen people holding in their hands pictures of deceased loved ones. Under each picture were the name and the date on which the person had been killed. /p pOn this day, October 22nd, 2001, family members of police brutality victims came in solidarity with other like families to support each other and decry police brutality. In the words of Jose Silva with the Youth Student Network, one of the lead organizers of the event, "The purpose of this event was for family members to come in solidarity....Most of the time we are shut out and October 22nd gives us that day to express our voices." Jose Silva's connection to police brutality became very personal when his brother, Danny Ray Lopez, had been shot and killed by 53 gunshots from the Denver, Colorado police./p pIn fact, many of the activists involved were personally affected by police brutality. Loni Amaya, one of the people on stage, held a picket sign with the picture of the late Chila Amaya. Family members, fearing for the safety of Chila Amaya as she held a knife in a distraught state, after problems with her boyfriend, called the police for assistance in getting her some psychological and mental help. When police arrived, they stood behind a locked screen door and told family members to go to another room. As Chila Amaya turned around with her knife to see where her family members were going, the commanding officer gave the order to open fire. What had started out as a call for assistance to prevent Chila from hurting herself had tragically turned into her death. In response to police brutality, Loni Amaya admits that "there are good cops out there, but there are also bad ones....a lot of the time police abuse their power when they don't need to."/p pIn a nation where one out of every three African-American males spend some time in the prison system, it is no surprise that many of the victims of police brutality are African-American males. However, this did not prevent an ethnically mixed audience from coming to the event, as many realized the commonality of their experiences. As Yuri Kochiyama stated, police brutality is just another in a string of terrorist attacks against people of color in a history of lynchings, slavery, the taking of Mexican land, the Chinese Exclusion Act and the internment of Japanese-Americans./p pThe long-term goal of the demonstration was to address police brutality not as a one-time event, but as one that happens continually and one that needs institutionalized change. In the words of Jose Silva, "Our long-term goal is that we want a national platform so that police brutality will be recognized everyday."br / /p/td/tr/td/tr/table/div/p
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A Fake Life

09/24/2021 - 11:35 by Anonymous (not verified)
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pstrongThe Story of David, a youth in and out of the criminal justice system since he was 12 years old. /strong/p pDIV align="left" TABLE cellpadding="5"TR VALIGN="TOP"TDIMG SRC= "../sites/default/files/arch_img/555/photo_1_supplement.jpg" //td/trTR VALIGN="TOP"TD/td/trTR VALIGN="TOP"TDTR VALIGN="TOP"TD pby Isabel Estrada/Youth in the Media Intern/p pbMoney, Family, Respect/b /p p"Has anybody in here actually been to Juvenile Hall?" asked the facilitator of a workshop concerning the juvenile justice system, at the Upset the Setup Youth Conference on Saturday, August 29, 2001. The Latino with long curly hair and glasses—his 6-foot, 1-inch, 160-pound body spilling out of the small school desk—raised his hand. /p pTo me he didn't look like the "type" who would have been through Juvenile Hall. He seemed too quiet and well behaved and spoke with a sweet and innocent voice. I think he noticed that I was staring at him and felt slightly perturbed. I was just thinking that I needed to talk with him. When the class was over, I followed him around for awhile and when I finally got up my nerve to speak, I asked him for an interview. He didn't seem particularly enthusiastic but at least he was willing./p pI was expecting the story of a reformed youth. It's odd how things are never as simple as they first appear. I was speaking with a boy who was as intelligent and, in his own way, as caring as I. However, because of the completely distinct conditions in which we grew up, we have very different views on life. I feel as though I have a vague, universal, but undeveloped caring for all people. David cares as well, but he cares exclusively for his "own"—his family and friends, the ones who are, in turn, prepared to support him if he needs it. /p pWhile I think that only necessity justifies stealing. David used to see it this way: "If someone's gonna rob out of my pockets then I'm gonna return the favor, pretty much." Now that he has a job and a slightly less chaotic life he says, "If it's there and I have the opportunity then yeah. But I don't go out and go to a store and rob it. It's not valuable just for your own conscience to go out and take from another person, but if you're ignorant enough to trust people at a party then you're just asking to get robbed. If you're hard-headed enough then you're just asking to get robbed." /p p"Money ain't nothing, I can give it away and shit. But I still want it, you know, desire it. If you ain't got money you ain't got nothing." While David was trying to act as though money doesn't matter to him in this statement, in the end he ended up completely contradicting himself. I think that he in fact puts great emphasis on the role of money in his life. Not only for basic survival but also for how he feels about himself. /ppMy immediate reaction to this statement has made me aware of what I will now call "privileged idealism". I would never make a statement similar to David's in which so much importance was placed on money. I don't like the thought of giving great value to material possessions. /p pBut here's the catch. As David pointed out, I've never been forced to steal, go hungry or sleep in a shelter. This means that I am not in a position to dispute David's statement because I've never been truly without money; I've never been made to feel that "I ain't got nothin'". And in this society, not having money can change these words easily to "I ain't nothing". Society says: because you don't have money you are nothing and therefore you deserve nothing. The fact that he has felt at one point that he didn't have anything in the whole world, and the fact that I really haven't been made to feel this way is just another factor in how we have come to be such different people./p pWhen David was 10 years old his mother died in a train accident. Hebr / remembers circling the neighborhood to tell all the Jehovah Witnesses. "I love her to death," he says. David tells me about his life nonchalantly, in an assertive tone, his voice only dropping to just above a whisper when he speaks of his mother. /p pBefore she died, David had a premonition. "I just seen like a figment of my imagination. Before I knew, I ran home. I cut class and I just needed to get home. I just think its gonna happen and it happens. Oh fuck, my first feeling was excitement, [but] not like I was happy. A sense of fear but pleasure at the same time, it doesn't happen everyday, that's like big news. Something you could tell your friends for days." He pauses. "If I get down too deep your gonna have me in my bed crying," David tells me with an ironic laugh. It was around the time of his mother's death that he started getting into real confrontations. If anyone dared to insult his mother there would be a fight. That was understood. /p pDavid's father was jailed for bank robbery and hasn't seen his son in 8 years. David tells me that, "To be a bank robber you have to be brilliant,br / you have to be smart". In a matter of minutes you can either accrue 20 thousand dollars or 20 years in jail. His philosophy is, if you are prepared to pay the consequences of failure then it's a good risk to take, otherwise you're just being stupid. David says that the reason most robbers start getting caught is due to their greed for the "thrill". The thrill may be that of having people screaming on the ground, or of being chased, but in any case it eventually begins to cloud their senses, thus leading to their final downfall. /p pWhen his mom died, David moved to Modesto to live with his aunt whose sons were members of the gang Norteños. By the time he was twelve he was cutting school to hang out and drink beer with his friends. When David and his cousins jumped another boy and David’s aunt found out about it, she blamed David for negatively influencing her sons and sent him to his other aunt. As the latter was having financial problems and already had three boys of her own, she decided to send David to a shelter back in San Jose. There he was reunited with old friends from the Southside. /p pBoth David and I experienced somewhat chaotic childhood. I too, had an absent father. I had to learn how to be very responsible at a young age as I was the only person who could help my mother succeed in making our lives function. I also lived through a horribly alienating experience at a private middle school. I believe that in many ways these types of experiences while growing up serve to make a person more flexible when faced with life's abundant uncertainties. /p pHowever, the big difference between David’s and my life arose where our mothers are concerned. My mother is the only person who provides me with unconditional support. If I had lost mine, especially at such a young age, I can't say that I wouldn't be the interviewee speaking about an adolescence spent fluctuating between the streets and Juvenile Hall./p pDavid's first extended experience with Juvenile Hall arose because of a crime he didn't commit. It all started one charged night. David and his friends were hanging out when one of them noticed his girlfriend making out with another man. Except for David, perhaps because he was only fourteen, the whole group jumped the man, beating him severely. David took part after the man was beaten by stripping him of all his clothing and leaving him naked in a public park. /p pAs far as David is concerned, he deserved what he got because he was a friend of the girl's boyfriend. One thing lead to another and David ended up being charged with assault even though he hadn't truly participated in beating the man. He decided to take some of the blame because he knew that if he split up the time of the sentence with his friends it would be a less serious charge for all of them. /p pDavid, now 18, has been to Juvenile Hall 13 times since he was 14. He has a tattoo of SideShow Bob from The Simpsons on his upper left arm, and a Pisces sign on his right arm, the words “San Jose” on his left forearm and his mother's name scrawled across his chest. When I expressed surprise that he was a Pisces—the sign of the dreamer—he assured me that he truly was dreamy and sensitive./p pJuvenile Hall's B5—B for boys, 5 for the hall unit—is made up of 26 rooms with 13 on each side of a long, impersonal hall. The front desk, a watchful presence, is centered at the furthest wall, next to another meeting room with stacks of chairs and, "If it's cool it has a ping pong table," says David. "When I first entered into Juvenile Hall I was cold, nervous, scared. I felt contained. I wasn't scared, I ain't scared of nothing [but] it was really big. I felt like I was right at home. I was just alone. No one talked to me, it was just distant. I was happy. I felt like wow, don't mess with me, I'm hard, I been to Juvenile Hall. To people who haven't been there you're dangerous, you're a menace to society. [That night] I didn't go to sleep." /p pFor the most part, David didn't get along with the other kids and constantly got into fights. "It's a trust issue. I don't trust nobody. I don't trust another man, I don't even trust females, but I trust females more than dudes. I'd rather be hurt inside than hurt outside cause I don't want no one to think I'm weak, because I'm not weak. 'Cause if they think I'm weak then I'm gonna have to prove I'm not weak." /p pHe says that the smart kids who want to "take care of business" get along with the counselors. In return for their more respectful behavior they can get away with more things and sometimes even have their sentences lessened. It's the "lops" (lopsided kids) who get along well with the other inmates because they are constantly trying to show off. These are the ones who get into the most trouble and often have their time extended. "They're punks, they ain't nothing." David says that they also tend to snitch on other kids. Though the counselors don't generally respect them, they listen to them anyway. /p pIn Juvenile Hall David wasn't allowed to have a roommate because of hisbr / explosive temper. "There's this fool, he was my roommate in Juvenile Hall. I was sittin’ in my bed and he was saying shit. He got on my nerves a little too much, and you know we're hotheaded. He grabbed me, then I grabbed him by the hair, I pulled him down and his head hit the side of the wall and I hit him like 15 times. Naw I was over-exaggerating, it was like four times. He's sitting there talking shit. I had to do what I gotta do. I laid in my bed and stayed awake all night 'cause I ain't about to let no other man rise up on me, put hands on me while I'm asleep. " /p pLockdown: B1 and B2; these are the high security halls, often housing convicted murderers and rapists. Attacking a counselor is another reason you might be sent there. David, on the other hand, didn't have to commit any serious crime in order to be assigned to B2, where he was housed simply because the other halls were filled. "I was on C level. You're in your room all the time, 23 .5 hours in your room." Again, if a boy maintains a good relationship with the counselors it is possible to bend the rules. Sometimes David was allowed to go to the weight room, meaning he would spend three hours outside of the cell and 21 inside, a slight improvement over the previous figures. /p p "I been to the hospital [in Juvenile Hall], too," David announces to me after a moment of silence. When he was still 14 years old he cussed out one of his Hall counselors. "Counselors ain't nothing better than us, they just got jobs. They're making their money, if you ain't got money you ain't got nothing." /p p/pPThat same night he found himself transferred into a room with what is called a D-Risk. These are boys who, according to David are supposed to be given rooms alone because they display homosexual tendencies. David says that they were playing cards on the top bunk, when there was a sudden pounding on the door. As David turned around to see a counselor standing at the door, the 18-year-old D-Risk slammed his fist into David's head, making him fall off the bunk bed and crash into the floor. /p pThe counselor just stood and watched as the older boy "beat the shit" out of David. Finally the counselor, who was a friend of the one who had been cussed out, opened the door, saying he hadn't known if they were really fighting or just playing around. David believes that if the door hadn't been opened at that moment, he might have been beaten to death./p pDavid spent much of his adolescence locked up, his incarcerations ranged from 2 weeks for getting drunk at group home, to ten months for beating someone up. His time there was mostly passed sleeping, reading, writing letters to his friends and making phone calls. /p pA great deal of what David did was simply out of a desire for money or entertainment. One night David and a few of his friends were just "chillin’" drunk. "Man, I feel like having some money," blurted out a friend./p p"Fuck, let's do this shit," was David's response. They all decided to rob a few cars in the neighborhood. In their first heist David got only 20 dollars and 15 CDs. /p pEverything seemed to be running smoothly until they heard, "Get on the ground," yelled by a cop running out of an apartment pointing a gun at the boys. One friend was so drunk that when he attempted to run, his feet just wouldn't move. The cop grabbed this boy's head and slammed it into the ground while pointing the gun at a different boy. This kid had just frozen in place, wide eyed, because of the mixture of alcohol with pure fright. /p pAs the policeman continued to yell at the boy to get down, David took his chance and began running as fast as he could. "As I was running the only thing going through my mind is: which way am I going to go next." Apparently he made the right choice because he got away. As far as David is concerned, he's never really been caught in his life. Ten of the times he just stayed on the scene because he didn't feel like running and the other three he turned himself in. He believes that no matter what, he will not get caught unless he chooses to. /p pWhen I chuckled at his arrogance, David started getting mad at me for laughing when he hadn't made a joke. When I apologized, he became very serious and responded: " Don't apologize, where I come from if you apologize all the time it just makes you look weak." I returned that I didn't care about seeming weak, I simply didn't want to offend him. Again he repeated that he didn't like me laughing if he hadn't made a joke. At that point I became slightly annoyed. I'm sure he was well aware that I already felt very naive in the face of all his experiences. But when he saw that I wasn't going to stand for him trying to push his own code of behavior onto me, he was the one who said "sorry" and explained that I must have had an influence on him. David likes to say that the only difference between us is that he was taught how to manipulate people at an early age. I think in a way that he may be right. /p p"Family's the most important thing to me. I could be the worst fuck up in the world and she [his cousin] would still back me up," says David. When one of his seven sisters was raped he decided to exact retribution himself. David carried a knife around with him wherever he went. When he saw the rapist in an alleyway, he couldn't control himself. He took out his knife and stabbed him, ripping out his lower stomach. He remembers that his whole head was trembling as he brought the knife into the man's flesh. All he could feel was the hate that was consuming his entire body. /p pWhen the man fell, David ran. He doesn't know how he got out of the alley but he does remember thebr / strange feeling he had as he made his way to a friend's house. He saw the people walking and cars rolling by as though nothing had happened. "Does anybody know?" the silence of the day, and the mid-afternoon light made him wonder. David was 15 years old. /p pAs far as David is concerned, the point of life is "to live and die". Hebr / says you can either make money, fight and do whatever you want or you can lead a fake life. The fake life is having a job, protecting your family, having a nice little house and car and "going out once a month". He also says that your life is over after thirty. Still, David continually brings up his dream of meeting a nice "female" and having kids. He tells me that when that occurs he'll just dedicate himself to caring for them and stop getting into trouble./p pCurrently David teaches and mentors physically and mentally disabled kids at a local high school. His duties range from helping to calm down nervous, distracted or violent teenagers to changing their diapers. Some of the kids are high functioning while others have two-year-old IQ's. "I love my kids. I have a one-on-one with one of my students named Richard. In a way he's like me because he just needs some guidance and to be taught. He just needs a way out. I need a way out to make my life better." /p pWhat I am internalizing after this interview is a strong sense that I cannot judge someone else's life or actions based on mine. In the end the choices you make must correspond with what life sets in front of you and your choices are going to vary as a direct result of what life has prepared you for. A main reason why I have not done many of the things that David has is not because of morals or beliefs but because I did not grow up with people constantly challenging me. I did not grow up lacking formal education or job opportunities. My life has never been threatened. Essentially, it is impossible to judge another person fairly because you've only lived your life and not theirs. /p p"I wanna do something with my life but for now it's just all about my homies downtown, in a way I might be stupid but I still got love for the block [an area of downtown San Jose]." I could hear pride in David's voice when he told me that he was now renting his own apartment. When I asked why he chose to live in a dangerous neighborhood where the threat of running into problems with the law is always imminent, he said that it made sense to live in a dangerous neighborhood because that is where he had grown up. However, not everything is just the same, "I trust people now, a certain few, I trust my boys."br / /p/td/tr/td/tr/table/div/p
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21st Century Kids

09/24/2021 - 11:35 by Anonymous (not verified)
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pstrong pbAs voiced in a Popularbr / cartoon. Sept.11, 2001.br //b/p pSuicide Bombersbr / highjacking Americanbr / Commerical planes. /p pGave both 20th Cenury Adultsbr / and 21st Cenury Children.br //p pb"A SHOCK TO THEIR SYSTEM."/b/p/strong/p pDIV align="left" TABLE cellpadding="5"TR VALIGN="TOP"TD/td/trTR VALIGN="TOP"TD/td/trTR VALIGN="TOP"TDTR VALIGN="TOP"TD pby Joe B./p p21st Century kids got it rough!br / "I ain't no goat, grup." See what I mean, born in the mid to late 1980's going through grade and highschool hell, guns, drugs, drive by'sbr / b[hearing or being shot from moving cars, motorcycles, skateboards even]/b and just when things cannot get anyworse BOOOOOM-September 11, 2001's New York's World Trade Center's Twin Towers get rammed into and falls in a hellish consuming fire leaving black, gray, smoke and thousands of dead in the rubble./p pTheir parent's are tramatized many being closer to them than they ever could imagine./p pTheir older brother's, sister's, friends joining the military or being called to active duty - already some have died in accidents, or from enemy fire lands people didn't have a clue about until... That Day!/p pMan, its' 'Freakin hard to be a Twenty First Century Child./p pBut these youngsters have something that other generations didn't have perspective and history of every conflict across the planet, the internet, revised his/hersory books, real documentary footage of those wars as they were fought and generations behind them, who can tell them the truth of those past conflicts./p pI believe these 21C's though traumatized now will come out the other end stronger, smarter, more compassionate, stable, and unfortunately know that they are mortal and that real immortality is coming and ending war before its apon them may be what sets them apart from the generations before them.br //p pThe World War1- 1914-1918 'Gens known as the lost generation because so young, "The Cream" or best were killed, maimed, psychologically crippled it took a long time to recover especially from Great Britain, Germany, France, Australia, and Russia.br / /p pThen World War11 1938-1945 where our grand mother's, fathers, grandfathers, older friends, siblings fought, died, were wounded, and survived.br / /p pIn 1946-1964 "The Baby Boom" Generation was born./p pKorea in 1950 is called "A police action" yet Communist Chinese and American soldier's in uniform died in this conlict; sounds awfully like a war to me.br //p p Then Viet Nam Conflict, and Israel's "Three Day War" in 1967. /p pNotice that a battle lasting less than a week is considered at war. /p p Desert Storm/Shield in 1991./p pI'm sure many facts were wrong, errors in dates, times, history./p pSo study them, ask your parents, grandparent, older siblings, or friends or a group of your best buds, home girls, 'bro's - 'sista's as something to do apart from school, study hall, video games, tv, radio, cd/dvd listening, drug or conventional 'part-ay-ing down./p pThis is the best and worst of time 'youngins-learn from it. /p pWho is this goof on-line? If you are still reading then I've made some sense; oh, I'm just joe-I don't a lot of things but learning about things seems to be my knack. /p pThough I'm rotten at math which is one thing I like to learn. /p pYou see to know Chemistry you must know some math. That's my bane of existance - not knowing enough math to learn chemistry which my personal long term goal./p pAny of you geniuses or adverage brained youngsters know any ways of ridding one's self of Math Phobia? I'd really like to know./p pIts the only way I know to become a 21C Alchemist already missed being a 20C one. Oh well better late than never. Bye./p pPlease donate what can to br /Poor Magazine orbr /C/0 Ask /ppJoe at 255 9th St.br / br /Street, San Francisco, CA. 94103 USA/p pFor Joe only my snailbr / br /mail:PO Box 1230 #645br / br /Market St.San Francisco, /ppCA 94102br /Email:askjoe@poormagazine. org./p p/p/td/tr/td/tr/table/div/p
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Alucard's 'Bro's Of Light

09/24/2021 - 11:22 by Anonymous (not verified)
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Pagan Holyday.
On this day of Darkness

Whom, are both
Son's of Light
and Brother's to Evil.

by Joe B.

It Holloween, time for children to dress as their favorite alter ego's.

These day's its soldier's, American Flag, Uncle Sam, Mr. and Ms. America, nurses, doctor's, or other patriotic themes.

Traditional evil are seen like Wolfman, Frankenstien's Monster, the mummy, or ghouls and ghosts. The Darkest, traditional yet always new is Drakule, or real life prince of Transilvania of Romanian legend. Are descendants still living their or abroad?

While waiting to tape POOR Magazine's near last day of the month show there was a show about old 'Drak being sexy, sensual with female and male aspect mirroring each other sex roles. - The effeminate, gentle, emotional, trusting, Hypnotic, sensuous blood-sex driven male. A strong, dangerous, powerful, take-charge, hypnotic emotional, protective, blood-sex driven female.

Dark, sensuous, prematurely fatal male/female beauties cursed/blessed buy God or mortal to walk eternal night sleep in coffins with soil from their birthlands.

Something was said about Vampyre's [using ancient spelling] on an interview about they being the dark side of God.

I was thinking they may have forgotten God's other children of good, not angels but more earthly but as transcending of natural law as the vampyre. Now what or whom can transcend natural laws of time, life, have weaknesses, and yet be just as hypnotic to mortals and be anything but evil?

To me the natural sister's and brother's of dark powers and also related to God's are Alchemists. They too seek powers beyond their mortal kin, live lonely, cloistered lives, forsaking riches for an oath of poverty. Yet in their wanderings these little know precursors to modern chemists were seen as fakes, holy fools, or kings, merchant princes tortured them trying wrest secrets from them though most are deemed not worth knowing.

Except what if a few thousand or less did rediscover ancient secrets of Alchemy from Arabia, Africa, China, Greece, or other lands buried or destroyed by natural and manmade cataclysms?
Those who supposedly found the secret have arcane rules, formulas, check astrological signs, latter someone shorten the process.

The fabulous "Philosopher's Stone legend like the vampyre refuses to die.

Turning lead into gold was only a test not make one rich. The real test was medicinal in nature of the Stone to make men young, woman prolific-that is young and fertile. It is suppose to give to its maker not only rejuvenated youth, 1,000 years of life but also forever illuminate her/his brain, spiritualize the body and place one in touch with the mind of God and the Cosmos along with powers undreamed of and we are only just realizing now.

But Alchemists once achieving "the great work" must vanish to work in secret for the betterment of Mankind. Imagine a forever young male/fem meeting others of their kind or on a lonely trek.

They are forbidden to reveal their true natures just as Actor's David Heddison, of the original "The Fly" movie send a cat in a primitive teleport devise and hearing the eary sound of his cats meowing as its molucules disipates or Brian Donlevy, with quick aging fly genes
[never understood that since the son in the first was born long before his scientist father began the experiment?]

Jeff Goldblum and as his son Eric Stoltz who in the then new "The Fly-2" is able to seperate and recombine his fly dna with the human father figure scientist willing to let him die as he(Stoltz) works on his dead father's invention.

All this to say that when all the preperations are done nothing should be in the room when the experiments takes place or more than the experimenter will be affected.

Alchemists seem to be spiritual sons of God, brother's of the Holy Spirit and supernaturally a light or polar opposite to the Vampyr's
supernatural dark powers.

Both can be very sexy, sensuous and for the alchemist though he/she can walk in day or dark must heed moral laws vampyr's skirt easily.

In one thousand years how much can an illuminated mind, spiritualized body learn, what is the limits of such an awakened being, would they traverse multi-universes, meet other beings, and what do we still sleeping mean to them?

When and if one partakes of this red swirlling world reflected in an elixir does it make the user more human now that mortality, fear, and death are removed.

To bad I cannot interview, travel, learn, lessons from two of such beings either father and daughter, mother and son, siblings or a woman tired of voyaging spaceways of time and parallel universes to teach a hapless mortal some bit of knowledge before she travels beyond or shores forever - For any out there here is a student.

Like that will happen in my brief lifetime, at least I gave it a shot.

Have a safe, spooky pagan holiday night, and stay out of graveyards at night. Bye.

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In The Mess Cont...

09/24/2021 - 11:22 by Anonymous (not verified)
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Not much to say these days but
here's a what's happened in

The Mess... So Far.

by Joe B.

I'm walking, watching tourists slowly jog and walk down Market Street.

Its a typical day in the Market-hood.

At a new bus stop on 7th and Market Street is a rider alert it says "Starting Thursday, Nov. 1st. 2001, The 19 Polk to Fisherman's Wharf Board Here."

Another sunny day in San Francisco begins.

Though it Friday, Nov. 2, 2001 here's what happened last night, its so clear I couldn't forget it today.

Last night, where I live on the 4th Floor just around the corner there was a disturbance and I had to go the bathroom anyway but I usually don't get into dusputes bypassing disputes trying to avoid all type of confrontation.

But when the bladder calls one must go and relieve it.

Being curious I passed the bathroom just a little bit because there was someone's leg on the floor with stains of red on them and more on the floor.

Then a large, healthy, blue uniformed, blond gray or blue eyed fem-cop looking at me, I see her.

Our eyes didn't lock because mine slid away from her's as I backed up going into the bathroom - her eyes seemed to be saying to me "None of your business, get back" in a firm, stern look of a professional police officer.

An empty bladder later the cop is gone and I asked a fellow tenant what happened.

"There was a fight and one of them was really got pounded bloody so somebody else called the cops, no big deal. Said a prayer for the blood pulped up guy, had a Ben and Jerry's Cherry Garcia icecream, then went to bed.

9:13 am. morning most of the fog has burned off in the early morning is now mist floating in patches near the tops of buildings.

A patrol car flits by, Market Street sidewalk's red brick are wet from either rain, due, or Department of Sanitation's bug like green machines wetting and sweeping the sidewalk clean of dust, pigeon droppings, human urine, and other human waste.

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Take These Empty Streets

09/24/2021 - 11:22 by Anonymous (not verified)
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The Fantasy Behind the Mid-Market PAC- (Lost Between the Lines Pt 2)

by Gretchen Hildebran/PoorNewsNetwork

The clean-cut men sitting at the table in the corner seemed friendly enough, introducing themselves and peering at my nametag to determine my affiliation. Upon seeing that I was with POOR Magazine they started throwing out sound bites. The man sitting next to me stated awkwardly that he was here to be part of the “consensus building process.” They were representing AIG management, a property development firm who owns lots in the Mid-market Project Area. The area, which extends from Market and Mission streets between 5th and 9th, is being targeted by the San Francisco Redevelopment Agency for “revitalization.” This past Saturday, for the second time, I was spending my morning in a community feedback session with the Mid-Market Project Area Committee (PAC) about their plans to redevelop.

Not in Our Vacant Lots

My conversation with the developers at my table was a stark reminder of the difference between this meeting and the last one, where I sat with Tenderloin residents and POOR magazine staff, joking and stressing about the scariest elements of the PAC’s plan. This time around my table mates were pointing at the lots designated as “vacant or parking” and insisting that their projects wouldn’t cause displacement because “no one is living there.” I looked around the room and recognized the people from the SFRA and PAC but few of the residents and advocates from the last meeting were in the room. The smaller room and preponderance of white men in polo shirts made my stomach cramp and my replies became tense in my throat. It worried me to be the representative from Poor at this final meeting for community input on the plan. I needed to bring up issues that developers and neighborhood “improvement” councils wouldn’t be interested in talking about.

The official event started with a recap of the PAC plan and agenda. José once again ran us through the goals of the plan. At this point it occurred to me that the plan had not changed at all since the last meeting. I thumbed through to the Housing and Neighborhood section of the plan and noted that the goals we had rewritten in the last meeting were also unchanged. All of our feedback and suggestions were instead written up in packets labeled “raw notes” and summarized as a list of questions: “What is affordable? To whom? Must redefine who residents are – people who live there? People who sleep there?” Some of the items, such as the enthusiastic “Movies!” (topping the list of goals and objectives) were a complete surprise. The notes were confusing and diluted the strength of community statements made in the previous meeting into a bunch of question marks.

How Low Can You Go?

The “question” of affordability and “to whom?” were indeed the crucial issues at hand in this meeting. Fewer neighborhood folks were present to raise specific issues from a resident’s perspective, and we listened to a for-profit developer, Eric Tao, one of the guys at my table, and a non-profit developer, Craig Adelman of the Tenderloin Neighborhood Development Corporation, talk about possible projects for the area.

Mr. Tao spoke about the need to build a great many market rate units in order to make low-income units profitable and developers simply wouldn’t build if they couldn’t get the figures to “pencil out.” Mr. Adelman deepened the economic view by explaining the limitations of the official label of “low-income.” According to a governmental chart listing “2001 Income Limits and Affordable Rents For Housing Programs” for the SF Bay area, a yearly salary of $47,600 (for one person) qualifies as low-income. In addition, anyone surviving on less than 20% of the chart’s average median income (AMI), $11,214, isn’t considered “reachable” by low-income housing availability. For-profit developers wouldn’t even consider building housing for people at this income level.

There was no chart available to define the AMI of the Mid-Market area but it seemed clear that the great numbers of low and no-income residents of the area are not even being discussed when developers use the word “low-income.” The TNDC serves people at about 17% AMI, but Craig added that traditional types of financing are not possible for these projects. His suggestion that rent subsidies were a good alternative for ensuring financing for such development provoked grumbling from the crowd. Rent subsidies aren’t popular, but this was the only suggestion offered to building below low-income housing. The PAC has no apparent strategy to overcome financing problems for these very low-income developments.

Who Lives There Anyway?

With these grim facts in mind I made my way to the “Housing Mix” breakout group. We were given a sheet of questions to frame our debate, which were culled from the previous meeting, but didn’t seem to address what was on people’s minds. A solid looking blond man from the Civic Center Improvement Group spoke up immediately about the “potential” in this area, and how he wasn’t worried about displacement because “there aren’t a lot of people in the area.” This sentiment was also shared by an architect in the group who noted that Mid-Market was general an “empty” area. This was an odd echo of the developers telling me earlier that they wouldn’t be displacing anyone because their lots were already empty. Or maybe it reminded me again of all the low and no-income folks who below the sights of official definition.

While they assured me that they were only interested in increasing resident density, it was important to immediately answer the first question on the list: “How do we define ‘residents’ of Mid-Market?” While the question seemed redundant to some in the group, this topic occupied us for most of the next hour. If you pay rent, receive mail or if you list a certain address on your voter registration – even a street corner - everyone agreed this qualifies you as a resident. It was even agreed that homeless people should be considered residents, although what rights that guaranteed them was more nebulous.

Should homeless people be protected from displacement as well as businesses, homeowners and tenants? Should they have the right to the sidewalk where they sleep and live? Police sweeps and “renewal” in other parts of the city displaced most of the homeless people into the Mid-Market area to begin with. These folks need to be protected getting moved out again. This idea was confusing to some members of our group, who reacted with phrases about “entitlements” and “imbalance of rights.” The developers dropped into the background at this topic, the dollar signs in their eyes fading as boredom set in. It took some work to get the idea of homeless rights written down on the official note pad. In the final summary it will surely get written up as yet another question: “Should homeless people be entitled to the right of protection against displacement?” Sadly there was not one homeless person to explain this basic human right to the developers and bureaucrats at the meeting.

A Nightmare to Some

It is easy to get swept up in the idea of urban planning, to go over figures and statistics and become romantic about concepts like beautification and revitalization. These plans are simply a fantasy for people struggling from day to day. These plans become a nightmare that may finally brush them into the void where folks go when they lose their housing, services and neighborhood. Sometimes when you don’t have roots or connection with a place and you can only dream of what might be there instead of appreciating and supporting what already exists.

The PAC has gone out its way to list “preserve economic and social diversity” as its “primary goal.” Is a governmental agency able to come in from above and set an agenda that will work for the folks in SROs and on the street? That should the first question on the PAC’s list. The questions they have on their list should be developed into directives that counter our city’s treatment of low-income and homeless people and demands their rights before those of investors and developers.

There are other questions the PAC needs to ask, such as: How can SFRA funds be used to create more housing for folks for who don’t even register on the income scale? How can equity be ensured for very poor renters and homeless folks? How can for-profit developers be prohibited from jamming the neighborhood with market rate and luxury housing? Many ideas have been proposed during the two community meetings to deal with these questions. They include using rental subsidies to guarantee financing for supportive housing, allowing SRO residents and homeless folks to buy their rooms or piece of sidewalk, and mandating a minimum of 20% affordable housing in all new development (housing as well as parking structures). In addition to adding these components to their plan, the PAC needs to define affordable and low-income according to the actual incomes that are currently earned by Mid-Market residents. Until they do this, any inclusive desire they have to protect the current diversity of the neighborhood is a deceptive daydream.

Like it or not, the PAC is making a plan for the Mid-Market area (just as the South of Market PAC is doing the same for 6th Street). This meeting was the last time for official community input into the Mid-Market plan but all PAC meeting are open to the public. The Mid-Market PAC meets every Monday at the Flood Building on the 4th or the 8th floor. To form a plan that recognizes, respects and supports very low and no-income folks we need to show up to these meetings and remind them that they can’t build their fantasies on top of someone else’s home and neighborhood.

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The Answer is?

09/24/2021 - 11:22 by Anonymous (not verified)
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City Government and Mainstream Media continues to blame houseless, Disabled San Franciscans for being houseless and disabled

by Leroy Moore

Last month San Francisco was hit hard by disabled troops that came from all over the country. The troops, members of a national-wide organization, ADAPT demanded answers from the Mayor and other local political leaders. They wanted to know why San Francisco has the largest institution, Lugunda Hunda, in the country that is receiving millions of dollars for renovations when there is a lack of low-income accessible housing in the community. The answer is? According to a member that attended the meeting with Mayor, Willie Brown the answer was nothing but anger and disgust at the demonstrations that brought downtown traffic to a stand still for two days. When the demonstrators laid out their demands they were met by responds that ìmany of you are not even from the Bay Area.î The meeting got so heated that the Mayor rudely shouted ìshut upî to one of the speaker from ADAPT. The end result was that the Mayor disagreed on every demand ADAPT had even a task force to study the amount of low-income accessible housing compare to the cost of living in Lugunda Handa. ADAPT even received the cold shoulder from Gov. Gray Davis. Who said the voters had already voted on this issue!

Sunday November 4th the San Francisco Chronicle had a Special Report on people who are homeless in San Francisco. Like a Jerry Lewis Telethon, the Chronicle provided their own answers by using people with mental illness and other people with disabilities to pull on the readers moral heart strings and to paint a face of hopelessness and worthless. The story of Mark Shotley, a physically disabled man who according to the Chronicle is a burden to the city because of his medical cost was the theme that repeated itself throughout the four page long special report. The cost, the dirty streets and decrease of tourists all points to the non-responsive, difficult and the criminal behaviors of homeless addicts many who are mentally ill. T he titles of each section of the special report was degrading i.e. ëComatose bodies, debris, human wasteí.

The San Francisco Chronicleís answer to the homeless situation in San Francisco is to follow what New York is doing i.e. more cops, more shelters and more penalties against people who live in poverty i.e. lodging outside. However the article contradicts itself when it said that most shelters donít accompanied people who are mentally ill which make up over 80% of the homeless population. Do we, San Franciscans, have to take a page from Giulianiís book on locking up the homeless for crimes of poverty? We, all known that people with mental illness and cops donít mix check out the article entitled, Gun Crazy: BART cop shoots naked man- why? in the October 17th San Francisco Bay Guardian.

Throughout the special report I notice that many voices were missing, i.e. advocates, grassroots organizations and even the homeless people that the Chronicle interviewed had only a few quotes. You might understand why the political arena in this city has no formula to help eliminate the elements that lead to homelessness i.e. lack of low income housing, decent job creation, helping to keep families together and access to culturally sensitive social services, mental health care etc., after you find out what the head of the Mayorís Office on Homelessness thinks. He thinks that the 'new homeless people' are flocking to San Francisco from other counties that are less generous or tolerant than San Francisco. Basically he and the political arena is pointing the finger to other counties for the reason why San Francisco homeless population has increase. This kind of tactic will not solve anything.

It seems to me the answer that the City and the San Francisco Chronicle is proposing in the above two cases is more money to lock people with disabilities up, more cops, more shelters, finger pointing, and if they get around to it and have money left over then theyíll try supportive housing.

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The Great Conspiracy?

09/24/2021 - 11:22 by Anonymous (not verified)
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by Husayn Sayfuddiyn

The attack on the WTC has created a national bloodlust unsurpassed in modern American history. What is remarkable about this bloodlust is that there is no defined enemy. Moreover, the identities of the alleged hijackers are in serious question. The Saudi Arabian ambassador to the UK has stated on BBC that seven of the alleged hijackers are alive and well in Saudi Arabia. In its haste to make war with a vague, undefined, and shadowy enemy, the Bush administration has raised fears in the Islamic World that this is a war upon Islam.

Minutes after the attack, CNN began broadcasting video alleging that the Palestinians were dancing in the streets, celebrating the US tragedy. It was a week later before it was noticed that the video was file footage from their reaction to the Iraqi invasion of Kuwait. Was this a deliberate attempt to inflame public opinion against Arabs and Islam? If not, then how could it have been an honest mistake? Even the time zones were wrong in the video and as Muslims point out, so was the event they were celebrating.

That some Palestinians celebrated shouldn't have been surprising given the circumstances and terms of their humiliating existence, and the role they see the USA playing in its perpetuation. The USA has not only acted like the backer of Israeli aggression, but has sided with Israel and intervened on its behalf in its aggression. When the Israeli's invaded Lebanon, they bombed and shelled Lebanese civilians indiscriminately. The toll upon the civilian population and infrastructure was horrendous. Then Israeli Commander in Chief Ariel Sharon ordered the massacre of the Palestinian women and children by its Christian Falangist allies in the Sabra and Shatila refugee camps where they had fled after being driven from their homeland. Few should believe that Palestinians decided to flee to refugee camps after selling their land and property to Israeli settlers.

How many people have forgotten the ravaging of Beirut and the United States and French Brigades who intervened to assist in Israeli pacification? Many forget the mass arrests of innocent Lebanese Arabs and Muslims, their tortures and the Lebanese resistance ignited by these events.

The Lebanese of South Lebanon initially welcomed the Israelis who drove out the PLO factions that had virtually become a state within a state. Yet Israel's anti-Islamic and racist policies created the forces that spelled its imminent defeat on the battlefield in a guerrilla war, Amal and Hizbullah. The defeat resulted from the seizure and occupation of South Lebanon as a buffer zone.

This was the same rationale used by the Israelis for their continued occupation of the Golan Heights where they have placed illegal settlements, in violation of UN declarations. When forced to withdraw by the Hizbullah insurgents, Israel has perpetuated the hostilities by retaining Shaba Farms, a portion of seized Lebanese territory that the Lebanese government demands returned to it. Only in a grim, merciless struggle, Israel was forced to withdraw.

Who remembers the shooting of worshipper's in the Al Aqsa Masjid in Jerusalem? Was this terrorism? Many Muslims, and not just Arab Muslims, see Ariel Sharon as a War Criminal guilty of war crimes, torture, and genocide. A man, who even the Israeli government relieved from duty to disassociate itself from his crimes, is now PM of Israel and again US ally. To say that US policies in the Mid East were biased is a gross understatement.

So how could the USA in all reality, set up itself as a broker for peace in the Middle East that is based upon any principles of justice for the Palestinian people? Many Muslims, and not a few Americans, are arriving at the conclusion that perhaps there is more to this than meets the eye, since Taliban is the creation of the CIA. Usama Ibn Laden was privy to the massive funding and flood of equipment the CIA poured into the fray of Afghanistan. This flood of equipment added to the considerable stockpile already inherited from the Soviet conflict and even included Stinger and TOW missiles from CIA stores that gave the Mujahideen enough punch to inflict heavy damage upon the heavily armored Soviet forces and Hinds gun ships.

After the defeat of the Soviet Forces, the USA switched sides again and began to give its surreptitious support to Ibn Ladin and Taliban when the Soviet Union dissolved and the oil rich, newly independent states of the former Soviet Union in Muslim Central Asia signed contracts with Western oil companies. The Western oil cartels that were seeking a pipeline to ship oil to the West, wanted to avoid running pipelines through either Russia or Iran. They decided on a route through Afghanistan and Pakistan to the Indian Ocean.

However, political conditions were not feasible in Afghanistan because the Afghan Mujahideen were not able to form a stable government and inter-tribal warfare became the norm and was the direct result of Pakistani agitation, at the CIA's instigation, of the Pashtu warlords and mullah's against other ethnic and religious minorities. The Western oil cartels reasoned that their huge capital investment needed a stable and submissive Afghani government and many elements of the Rabbani coalition government were fiercely independent and not inclined to toe the Oil Cartels line.

So with the connivance of Pakistan whose government and elites stood to gain billions in revenues and baksheesh, millions of US tax dollars went into helping Taliban fight its way to power. Even then, Shaykh Omar headed Taliban and Usamah Ibn Ladin's Al Qaiydah group assisted in recruitment of volunteers in the Muslim world. Pakistan's role was even more inflammatory because with US encouragement and funding it fanned the flames of extreme Sunni Wahabbi-like fundamentalism in Pakistan to achieve the destabilization of the Rabbani government, that the USA itself had recognized, bringing utter destruction of the Afghani infrastructure and a halt to any economy. Saudi Arabia also contributed funding to Taliban until it discovered Usamah Ibn Ladin's presence.

Pakistan and the Gulf Sheikdoms fostered and funded the training camps of Taliban that were expanded to train not only the covert CIA-oil cartel operation in Afghanistan to overthrow the Rabbani government with the ultimate aim of reinstalling the ousted King Zahir Shah to the throne, but Taliban also began training cadres of other Muslim and Third world organizations still fighting post-colonial oppression. This included the Kashmiris who were fighting against India in that predominantly Muslims state (which explains India's interest) and the Palestinian struggle for a homeland.

Naturally this was not according to the CIA - Oil Cartel script. That script also reflected the anti-Shia posture of the West who were still licking the wounds from their Shia encounters in Lebanon, as well as the Arab and Muslim elitists anti-Shia aggression in both the Arab world and Pakistan because the Shia sect is based upon Islamic Statism, something the secular Muslim States and elitists want to limit proliferation of in the face of Shia Islam's revolutionary forces that condemned their very existence and legality under Islamic law. So Pakistan encouraged and allowed anti-Shia pogroms by Sunni extremists and massacres of Shias occurred in both Pakistan and Afghanistan.

It was Pakistan, with US encouragement that fanned the flames of radical Islam in its predominately Sunni, Pashtu regions. Ten members of the Iranian diplomatic staff were killed by Taliban soldiers and in Pakistan, an Iranian Shia scholar and diplomat was assassinated as he walked along the streets of Peshewar. Even Sunni scholars who denied Taliban's radical, un-Islamic fatwas or rulings were assassinated in Afghanistan and Pakistan.

A subsequent trial of the perpetrators in the Iranian Scholar's murder in Pakistan saw the murderers freed with a not guilty verdict. Iran, in its own defense, then began to arm and ally itself for the growing storm it saw on its horizon. Just as the USA had encouraged, helped finance, and equip Saddam Hussein to invade Iran during the Iran-Iraq War, Iran saw the USA again mobilizing forces against it. Iran saw the storm clouds long before US citizens were rudely awakened to the terror of its own government's making.

The announcement and subsequent plans to attack the nation of Afghanistan in a self-proclaimed war against terrorism by the Bush administration is facetious for the aforesaid and many other reasons. The USA has maintained for decades that many resistance groups and nations are terrorist, or State sponsors of terrorism. This includes Iran, Syria, Libya, and Iraq. All Muslims nations and all embroiled in the struggle against Israeli occupation of the Palestinian homeland. But this list also includes Hizbullah and Hamas.

Thus, because of the ill-defined enemy and the vague declaration of war, the Bush administration is seeking a blank check to wage war upon anyone it views as a terrorist organization and sponsors of terrorism both domestically and internationally. Many fears are raised by this possibility because it means that Iran, Syrian, Iraq, Libya, North Korea, Cuba, Lebanon, the Palestinian Organizations and people, Hizbullah, the Albanians, Macedonian Muslims, the Moros of the Philippines, Chechnya's, all Balkan Islamic Groups and the nation of Afghanistan could be classified as terrorist by the grand crusading declaration.

Did the USA consider its previous support of Taliban with weaponry, funding and intelligence an act of State Sponsored Terrorism against a government it itself recognized as legitimate? And who will add the USA to the list of states who sponsor terrorism? Or Israel? But the chronology of USA sponsored terrorism is far greater and far exceeds the lifetimes of both the Burhanuddeen Rabbani government (which is now the Northern Alliance) or Ibn Ladin and Al Qaiydah. Who will forget Greneda, El Salvador, Chile, Guatemala, Chiapas, or Nicaragua and the Contras? Who forgets the training camps for death squads at Ft. Benning, Georgia? Or the Mary Knoll nuns and priests killed by the very same trained and equipped in USA terrorists unleashed upon Latin Americans?

And who can forget the death squads that killed JFK and MLK Jr.? Surely they weren't trained in Afghanistan, nor are graduates of the madrassas that spawned Taliban. Because the domestic Death Squads were able to not only assassinate three of the USA's most prominent leaders, and one a President, and then accomplish pithy and grossly defective cover-ups of their crimes, who can deny that the USA is indeed governed by a shadow government? Americans like to maintain their self-deluding pantomime of freedom, and as long as they're able to vote in sham elections they maintain those delusions.

That the Nato countries are declaring a War without seeking the participation of the UN Security Council is strong evidence to support the conclusion arrived at by many Muslims, that this war is against Islam. Everywhere, Islam is under attack, the Balkans, Chechnya, Kosovo, Afghanistan, Middle East, etc. And now Islam is being attacked within the USA. Moreover, its declaration or war has no legal basis or evidence that it has provided to that international body. "Where is the missing link?" That is the question most Muslim nations have called for in their tentative positions to join this war against the accused Taliban and Ibn Ladin. Indeed, Taliban has already offered to surrender Ibn Ladin to a Muslim country for trial if provided with such evidence.

Few forget the manufactured attack in the Gulf of Tonkin by the US military that sparked US aggression against Viet Nam and the subsequent false White Paper used by the Johnson administration to justify its aggressions. They forget the sinking of the Maine, and allowing the Japanese to bomb Pearl Harbor to accomplish the corporate objectives. US history gives good evidence that its government will sacrifice the lives of any of its citizens to accomplish the corporate goals and gain the baksheesh resultant for achieving its objectives. Chaney's $20 million severance bonus from the oil companies could have been a prime example of a down payment upon suppressing the liberties and lives of both Americans and the world's people to maintain the Western Corporate stranglehold on the world's resources.

A year into the 21st Century sees the human race confronted with global warming, polar ice caps melting, rain forests denuded, atmospheric pollution and damage, massive ecological pollution, and the culprit, hydrocarbon emissions and waste products. It would seem that the human life threatening conditions would force world governments not to escalate fossil fuel usage. But on the contrary, the Bush Administration, the same administration which ripped off Californians in the so-called energy crisis for Texas based utilities, the same administration that oversaw the disappearance of the surplus Clinton urged be used to repay the social security benefits fund for the monies Congress has traditionally utilized to shore up its balance of payments deficits, has reversed the environmental protective processes and have indeed, scrapped them in favor of continued, indeed increased fossil fuel dependency. This administration has even considered opening up environmentally protected areas for oil exploration and development. For the Arab and Muslim elitists like the Saudis, Kuwaitis and Emirates and oil company and industrial corporate shareholders, this policy is the outcome of their own creation. Resistant even to human survival.

Most Islamic nations, uneasy at the ill-defined declaration of war by the NATO countries, await the terms and objectives of this vague, almost vigilantesque declaration. It is obvious that the USA desires to kill one of its Prometheuses again, just as it is busy pretending that it wants to remove Saddam Hussein who, during Desert Storm, US President Bush Senior allowed to remain in power by announcing the destruction of the elite Iraqi Republican Guard Divisions, and then called for the uprising of the Iraqi people to overthrow Saddam, and when they did, called an end to hostilities. This allowed the unscathed Elite Republican Guard divisions to massacre the opposition in Iraq, and Saddam to maintain his destructive influence over the Iraqi people who the West and Arab elites wanted to remain in power to counter balance Iran's growing power in the region.

The USA played the same treacherous card Stalin played against the Polish Jews of Warsaw. And guess who was the General who ordered the truce and caused US troops to celebrate its victory and become un-innocent bystanders while Saddam massacred his Kurdish and Muslim opponents? Colin Powell. The bitter irony to the entire human tragedy which saw tens of thousands of Muslim and Arab people killed and still being slaughtered was the fact that the US Ambassador to Iraq created the war by encouraging Saddam to invade Kuwait and informing him the USA would turn its back.

The USA thereby was able to destroy the Iraqi war machine, and also indebt Saudi Arabia and Kuwait to the tune of trillions of dollars, as well as making them client states, dependent on maintaining US protective forces in the region, It must be remembered that US jets bombed the Kuwaiti oil fields, although the US Military alleged initially, that the Iraqis sabotaged them. There were too many Kuwaiti witnesses to maintain that lie.

One man's terrorist is the other man's freedom fighter. The USA has sponsored both international and domestic terrorism. Who forgets Ruby Ridge, Move, the Panthers, or Waco? This was an assault on domestic dissent and the invasions of nations because they sought in their self-determination, their own economic systems and forms of government. As many Muslim nations are now rejoining, "Sure let's have a war on terrorism, but let us first define terrorism."

Is Hizbullah a terrorist organization? And if so, why?" It has fought mainly against Israeli defense forces and its Arab mercenaries, and attacked military targets in a well-defined war zone in a war they themselves have not declared, but had imposed upon them. What is the difference between dropping bombs upon civilians, cities and villages and rocketing urban neighborhoods and a car bomb placed near a haunt of military personnel or a suicide bomber? The only difference is the delivery system. It is the same war and strategy fought by the Revolutionary American forces against superior British forces and firepower. War by stealth and ambush.

State terrorism is much more insidious because its weapons of mass destruction give it greater killing power and the result is a war of genocide and the decimation of the alleged enemy population and infrastructure. For State Terrorists, the lop sided ratio of killed and wounded to its credit is dismissed as legitimate while the small numbers of killed and wounded that they suffer is used as the basis of justification for their aggressions against largely civilian, disenfranchised, poor and refugee populations and their identification as being terrorist. .

A good example was the Apartheid regime of the Union of South Africa and the racist terrorism and social enslavement inflicted upon the South African people with the full support and connivance of the US government, and its designation of the freedom fighting ANC as a terrorist group. Moreover, the discovery in USA intelligence and Criminal Justice archives of Cointelpro (Counter Intelligence Program) of the FBI under the cloak of "national security" evidences the US government's own domestic genocidal operations as is extant in Israel and much of the Muslim, African and Latin American world.

Americans do not see the dissolution of their Bill of Rights seeking security in world oppression and the repression of its own citizens. The constitutional guarantees Americans have denied minorities in the USA have now come home to roost in the curtailment of their own civil liberties. The legislative and criminal justice systems of the US have already set the precedents for the complete take over by the shadow government.

The protective shield of the separation of powers is shattered when the Legislative Branch can abridge the Bill of Rights without a Constitutional challenge. Not even for one minute. The Supreme Court's concession and acceptance of this right by its failure to challenge this unconstitutional procedure that requires in all actuality, a constitutional amendment, is a de facto concession by default of America's Civil Liberties. Now they are seeking unlimited expansion of wiretaps, legalized racial profiling, and the ability to arrest people and hold them without the right of habeas corpus, all at the stroke of the legislative pen. Utilizing fear to expand its enthrallment over America, and bring Big Brother out of the closet.

Most Americans think, its against the terrorists and not God fearing Americans, forgetting the mockery its elected officials have already made of civil rights, and anti-trust laws allowing the concentration of both capital and power. Americans do not see the dangers of destabilizing the South Asia Region. And few care, believing the catalysts and sources of that destabilization to be found in the regional leadership or flaws in their cultures. Yet the hand of Western colonialism is found in every area of regional conflict. So we are confronted with the fait accompli presented to the Afghan people, "dismantle your government and install the doddering, 84 year old puppet King Zahir Shah…" to complete the US Oil Cartel's great conspiracy to acquire the oil from the Central Asian States. And yep, you guessed it; the pipeline will run through Afghanistan and Pakistan to the Indian Ocean.

Oh yes, an after thought! It must be remembered that Afghanistan was the source of 80 percent of the world's opium. That is, until Taliban banned the future cultivation of opium poppies. The ban and the subsequent diminishment of supply and production has caused the price of heroin and its derivatives to skyrocket in Western Markets. Despite the Taliban ban, opium stockpiles enriched the Afghani smugglers and cultivators, as it did Taliban who, nevertheless, through its taxes, received 30 percent of the profits. Whoever replaces Taliban will also inherit control over the drug trade of the Golden Crescent.

Husayn Sayfuddiyn THEQUILOMBO@AOL,COM
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