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I Yearn To Know Who My Son Would Be

09/23/2021 - 13:50 by Anonymous (not verified)
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by AudreyCandyCorn aka SistahSaveASoul 

The days are flying by. Soon it will be October 20th, 2020, and it will be my deceased son Torian Dajour Hughes’ Heavenly Birthday. He would have been 22 years of age, my favorite number -- or shall I say, one of my favorite numbers in the whole wide world. When I was younger, I used to put my age up, and it just kind of fit. 

I've Always Been Wise Beyond my Years.

 

There's a family story that Explains How it's all Connected… 

When I was 2 years of age, my mother asked me how old I was and I responded, “I'm 22 years of age and I've been here before.” This SCARED her, and she kind of left me alone for the rest of the day. She was sure to feed me and bathe me, she put me to bed when the night hit, but as far as any other interactions, let's just say she didn't want to ask me any more questions and hoped to put the day behind her...in fear of What the Blue Eyed Black Hair 4 Teeth Talking Black Toddler Might Say... I Already Was Different In Every Aspect. Nothing like my Older Siblings. She Was SHOCKED the lil Gurl She Birthed From Her African Brown Heavily melanated Body Made That Statement... Mother Got lost in my Eyes and Let Me be...

Laugh Out loud... 

To this day, it's one of our favorite funny family Stories We Share, and this is why 22 is so significant to me and my family.

Even some of my closest friends know the story and have lived to Bear Witness as I grew up, repeating the age 22 multiple times in my Journey’s Walk of Life... 

Moving Forward, I NOW am a Mom and I have 3 sons: Amir and Ziair, Torian Is Now Gone...he's  a great Ancestor

 

I miss my son. I imagined what life would be like if he was alive, living to reach the age 22. I used to think of the form of his mustache Would Take...

 

I also thought about his body Mass Build. I wondered the type of young lady selection he'd bring home to me,  making Her his Future Wife. 

I envisioned his style of dress, maintaining character in Corporate America, Working Against the 9 to 5.

I hoped to See His Offspring, My Seed, Direct Blood line Never to Manifest Robbed x4... 

I Prayed That Before his Spirit Leave His Body, his Soul is Clean And Acceptable To Be Eternally On the Right Hand of God. 

I Pray the SAME Prayer For All my Children ....

I Gave My Word To God While My 1st born was in my Tummy, I Give back My 1st living Sacrifice... 

I Swore I Would Do my VERY BEST JOB

To Serve and Protect As Best i can...

 

I Yearn To Know Who My Son Would Be. 

 

October 20th of 2020 

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Doing My Part

09/23/2021 - 13:50 by Anonymous (not verified)
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By: AudreyCandyCorn aka SistahSaveASoul

Health and wealth, Democrats, Republicans and the great words of Minister King and Malcom X. Man, I've had enough of them currently in the city of Oakland, California. Enough of dealing with the politics at 250 Frank Ogawa Plaza. The tables have turned this year. Election term fail. The 400-year mark of the slaves, and a slave masters role has been switched.

The world's politics and local politics are forever changed. Donald Trump is no longer the president of the United States of America. And as for Lynette McElhaney, she is no longer a part of the City Council as we know it to be. Everything has a set time, an ending date. What is important is what one did while they were in a place of power and authority.

What does one want to be recognized for? The tapestry of the Duty and Oath that one has taken? That is what really counts, at least in God's eyes. It is important for those who are placed in a position to make change to do so, and not utilize their position for self gain or recognition or celebrity and fame. However, not everyone is given a platform to lead. That role and position is very important.
I wonder now that positions have come to an end, can our former leaders live with their decisions? This is a question I'm sure many Ponder. However, what one should Ponder is what did you do, or are you doing, personally to make change. If we each individually do our part, that self-accountability goes a long way. Once one is given a platform and put in a place of power and authority, that is where true character comes into play....
To have the strength not to be selfish, but to be selfless, is a true gift that very few can offer. It is based on accountability and one's nature to operate in one's highest vibration. Fighting the flesh and temptation to rule over the land and the people, leading them down a road of destruction. Well, those are my thoughts, and more importantly, this is real talk with real people. I am AudreyCandyCorn doing my part, being the change that I want to be and see. Until next time my friends...
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The Time Has Come

09/23/2021 - 13:50 by Anonymous (not verified)
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By: AudreyCandyCorn aka SistahSaveASoul

Ok. So here it is... Finally, the time has come; I'm gone do it, I'm gone go to my Family's house for Thanksgiving. And Sit Right Where Torian Dajour Hughes sat, and I mean Directly Spot On Smack Dead Front and Center. I hope To Sit in his Very Same Space ...

Yup, The Time Has Come And I just Can't take No More...
Clearly Time has Overlapped and the Silence has formed into a Poison Manifestation... 
I hold back the Pain Hurt and Betrayal. I have asked GOD To Lighten their Paths so that the Hate Pain And Poison doesn't continue to Spread, out of Control, Out into the atmosphere.
 
5 years. December 20th, 2020, and it looks like I'm going to have to be the one to make all of the first moves to righteousness, not Consciousness, but righteousness. Yup it's a new day and I was told at 3 a.m. in the morning. A message from heaven was sent through an Earth vessel to reach me, so I'm going to be obedient as best I can, despite the pain, heartache, and disappointment I have endured.
 
The reality is setting in really quickly. I understand it is not on my time, it is on God's time. All I ever wanted was to have an open line of communication, but more often than less we think talking is communicating, but it's not. Communicating can be non-verbal, and I have been paying attention to the communication in the silence of our other family network ... 
 
Yesterday I did my cousin Khalida hair. It was unexpected. She asked for 10 braids, specific. She is the only one that has been loyal out of The Clark Sisters. However, wait! There is another sister, Aaliyah, who has went out of her way to show me loyalty like her sister. These two sisters have proven what family feels like. The other two sisters have placed themselves against the family dynamic of blood versus water. These women have chosen men and self-preservation over Family Ties and bonds.
 
Yep, this time around I'm not going to pretend like I'm okay. I'm actually going to be okay. Now, I can't lie. I have thought about, and had, many visions how this could play out. Am I to be blamed for wanting to have a family connection with the only family I've ever known? Is it my fault that I thought my family would have my back like I have theirs?
 
And you know, I don't even know if having a conversation would even be beneficial anymore. At times I am confused. Parts of me just want to be regular and not operate in my honor. Curse people out for leaving us for dead. But another part of me said, this is your blessing in disguise. Family is not DNA connection. Family is those who are concerned about your well-being.. Period.
 
This Thanksgiving it is going to be different and right. When part of me Knows better I Get the Opportunity to Do Better. It is them that seem to be prospering, but I know that their time has come to an end. It appears to be one way, but really another truth is to be told. Summer had a nervous breakdown and her marriage is over. She's now divorced from the Muslim Abdul, whose family is responsible for chopping up Oakland's very well-known and beloved Chauncey Bailey, the news reporter for Urban Grassroots reporting. Or shall I say current events? Yep, that part.
 
Oh, you wasn't ready yesterday. I was able to be in the presence of my baby cousin, and I explained to her my feelings. But it was her idea. She said we should go to marla for Thanksgiving. I looked at her and I said, "Yeah, we should. I want to, let's do it. We can go together or separately. Just get there around the same time."
She said, "Yeah, let's do it cousin." Then she said, "I'm going to tell him Audrey's coming."
I said, "No, don't tell him Audrey coming. Let it be a surprise."
 
I thought my cousin Carol Lee Brown was going to be the one to gather the family, but to no avail. Then Leslie, I thought, was going to help out. She said she would be willing to, but again, to no avail. Nobody expects khalida to be the one to round the family up. And, well, she's going to bring me right on in! Set the seat at the table Happy Thanksgiving thanks-taking. Cuz I'm taking my spot this year at their table whether it's food or not. The time has come. I've decided To Go with the Flow. After all, I can plan all I want. It's all in God's Divine time.
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Breast Exam

09/23/2021 - 13:50 by Anonymous (not verified)
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By: AudreyCandyCorn aka SistahSaveASoul

Yesterday I went to go get my breast exam for the first time. The lady felt on my breast and found three lumps. The first was found on September 17th. The second one was found September 27th, and the third one was found October 24th. Once November hit, I had made the promise to my dad, myself, my children and a few extended family members that I would get myself checked out immediately due to the rapid growth of These Lumps.

I'm not scared I'm more irritated than anything. I thought for a minute that I would be angered because I have a good idea why the lumps have appeared and the origin of where they have developed from, the root. I hate to be right sometimes. Sometimes I'd much rather be wrong, but that's rare. My delivery may not always be taken seriously, but I'll be on point. Sometimes people can't express things, even though we try our best to communicate effectively. It doesn't mean that the person doesn't know what they're talking about, or the truth isn't trying to be set free. I personally am a witness to the character of my goddamn self, scribing this journey of self-development and emotional intelligence, and I want to talk about Corona; the fact that we're in the pandemic and that it's lasted.

Corona was around January 11th, we just didn't have a name for it yet, my baby niece Helen, dark skin Boogie Woogie Lou, was one of the very first babies infants newborns to catch this covid-19 virus AKA Corona. She was only 11 days and had to be hospitalized, taken away from both of her parents and put into this system which gave her the infection in the first place.
 
I was the one along with Homefulness and the Hebrew tribe to help bring this baby from the hands of the state, hospital CPS workers, into the loving arms of the biological grandmother, lalaine Hughes. That's my proof that this pandemic has been around since the beginning of January, but you don't got to take my word for, it I'm simply trying to survive, take notes and share the tools to get by. However this disease is in the air, it's airborne, and taking over the whole world. For all I know, it could be this coronavirus s*** I'm breathing in that has put the lumps in my breast because they're growing rapidly.
 
It's been 3 months and three lumps in one of my breasts. They putting up these towers that we've been warned about. They're showing up in the ghettos more than the suburbs and between the two we all have no Escape.
 
So I'm dealing with these lumps. I don't trust the hospital, I didn't want to go alone. I wanted to capture my movement on this stage of my life. So far, I have been healthy from birth to 39. This is the only issue I have ever had other than giving birth 3 times. I just want to be in a position to be free, as simple as that sounds. I know it may not be the case, no matter how healthy I eat, no matter how much I meditate, Purge myself of poisons verbally, internally and out.
 
I work on myself daily, from moment to moment. I'm constantly trying to be a better version of myself, leaving the lower levels of me behind. I must admit, I'm doing a great fantastic wonderful job. However, the time has come for me to face the inevitable, which is tackling the issues that have not been confronted. How does one do that? How do you have a conversation with someone who won't have a conversation? I was told you pray on it, you get creative. Vent. Go see a psychiatrist, therapist or counselor. I was told not to keep it in, let it out, speak on it. Then I was told don't speak on it, keep it in, don't let it out. I was told watch what you say and what you do. Then I was told you don't have to watch what you say or what you do.
 
I used to be surrounded by four hundred people. I was left with one. That multiplied into 4, then 6, now 11 extended family members who have held me dearly to their hearts. My lifelines. But even with those lifelines, I don't want to get my antennas crossed, my rope throwed over the cliff or simply cut PERIOD... They, too, are only human.
 
So, like I said, I kept my promise to those individuals, because they will be lost without me. I served a place in their hearts that's Irreplaceable. The medicine I provide only can come from and through me and my existence. When I'm gone, the sweet remnants of who I am and was will forever be an ongoing gift of healing. I swear I believe this with my whole heart. That is the truth and they know it. That's why we are connected. I will be the guiding ancestor, fighting for righteousness in the consciousness of the revolution's struggle for the kingdom of God. Of course, it couldn't go any other way.
 
But in the meanwhile I will do the next necessary steps in regards to the follow up with the lumps in my breast. I know this may seem all over the place if you're reading this and not in tune or in touch with who I am. If you're not familiar with my writings and thought pattern, you may actually get lost and feel like this is random jargon, but it's not. It's the road map to my story. It's the very essence of the energy that has manifested These Lumps. It's the very presence of the medicine that has prevented me from being ill...
 
So it's preparation time in all areas of my life. My legacy matters. I have purpose. My children deserve the best that I can give them while I'm living. Although I got a hunch I'm worth way more to them dead versus being alive. I'm not rushing anything. My time to go only the Lord knows, but if you care anyting about me, you would try to help help me by helping them. Amaris 17 + ziair is 12 Torian is 22 + dead.
 
These are the things I think about that disturb me. Family, betrayal, being Left 4 Dead, and a lack of support for my sons have manifested in the three lumps. We work really hard to get our message out, but who's listening? Who actually cares? I try not to think like that. I know me and the children are well-loved, but we not eating and tired of watching pieces of the pie be sliced and given to Someone Else again and again untill it's Crumbs and Finally we Scream, "Hey! You keep passing (me )(Us) Up! Snatching The Crumbs!" Now Feeling Obligated To have A Slice Of Our Own... All in due Time... 
1st things 1st Tackle this Breast Then contact Family of Betrayers Then ??? 
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The Year Of 2020

09/23/2021 - 13:50 by Anonymous (not verified)
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by AudreyCandyCorn aka SistahSaveASoul 

The Year Of 2020 has Come and Almost Gone and in all my 39 years of living I do Believe this year has been the Fastest Year to Be ENDING as Quickly as It Arrived....

It’s been 2 years since my baby Brother Victor McElhaney was Shot in the Head Coming From his College Party With Friends. We Still to this Day don't Know Why....

It was Sooo Random And Totally Unexpected. Victor had no Enemies in fact Vic on Drums Was what EVERYONE KNEW him by....

The Master Drummer and Smiling Kid.... 

 

Boy did he have A grin outta this World And His Smile took all the Humans By Surprise, Males too, children, Everyone Notice Baby Brother’s Radiance....

Baby Brother Loved to Compose Music 

He Wrote, Produced, Could Read Music 

Yeah A Truly Talented Gifted Child Of GOD....

Curious Fella From Start to Finish, Vic Lived....

 

Speaking Of Which By the time Victor was 20 he had Traveled Places Around the World Some White people ain't been 

Vic’s Art And personality Opened Many Doors For him…. 

China, Egypt, Africa to name a few…. When it was Mentioned on the news that My Brother had passed away.... 

 

THE WORLD WAS SHOCKED. The People Mourned By Putting his Name up On the Walls and it Remains to this Day, Tags And Murals. YEAH it is Clear this West Oakland Young man Definitely made his Mark on all whom he came Across.

Vic never made it to see 22....

Our Family Is Dealing With Our Loss. 

 

Everyday living just ain’t the same, Holidays Ain't the Same, waking up in the Mornings Ain’t the Same and Going to Bed at Night Ain’t the Same!!! 

Hell, Communicating with Each Other Ain’t the Same, 

It Just Ain’t the Same all the way Across the Board….

Not to Mention The Coronavirus Covid-19 Has Hit the Scene and Lasted the Whole Year and Mutated…. 

Sometimes I wonder What my Brother Would have Created With his Musical Genius In Regards to Corona and this Pandemic….

 

One Never Knows, Does One? As For Me and My Journey It has been Exciting, Trying And Emotional -- yet i made it And so has my Children….

Thank YOU FATHER GOD and Jesus The HOLY Spirit Has KEPT ME and My Childrens.

 

Many People Have Transitioned. The Death Rate Is at its all time high due to The Virus The Whole WORLD IS AFFECTED BY IT…. there is NO place one can GO to get Away. THOSE who have MONEY can't EVEN escape!!!

 

This is A time in history Some say Is Repeating Itself…. A Genocide To Depopulate the Human Race….

Some Say There's too many of us ON THE PLANET.... as Crazy As it Sounds, It is the very TRUTH…. A Manmade Disease That has Gotten Out of Control…. 

 

Ooo BUT I Know GOD All along Is In CONTROL and VERY much AWARE of Man's EVIL WICKED Doings, Whether It be TAKING A MAN'S LIFE  or MAKING A DISEASE PLAGUING MANKIND....

 

Either way One will Pay, Which Leads me back to How fast this year has Went by -- so FAST.... 

I think 2021 Will be The Opposite i think we will Be Complaining on how slow THE year 2021 will be going by versus The Quickness Of 2020....

 

I Remember In 2019 Me and my Aunty Did Bow Blessings Leading into 2020, that year we Bonded Differently.... we Both Were Slain in the SPIRIT....

And Then the Unthinkable Began to Happen. Victor Was To join My Son, his Nephew Torian Dajour Hughes as A Great Ancestor Cause Torian Passed away 3 years before Victor 2015.... 

 

Bittersweet We ain't No Newbootys When It comes to Death, Hurt and Betrayal…. Straight like dat....

 

2021 What has u instored For Us in my Ebonic language 

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Ailments, Issues, Problems

09/23/2021 - 13:50 by Anonymous (not verified)
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by AudreyCandyCorn aka SistahSaveASoul 

 

I think they doing something to us. Many women that I know, including myself, are coming up with physical ailments, issues, problems and it's out of the blue....

For instance, myself I am really healthy and had no problems healthwise until three months ago. That's when it all came to the forefront. I remember telling somebody that I was the healthiest amongst all of my sisters, meaning my friends, my circle, and I was not saying it in a boastful way. I simply was giving honor in recognizing the truth of the matter. I was so humbled to be as healthy as a newborn baby, fully functional, perfect, but that all changed and now I too have an ailment that must be dealt with. It's my right breast, he had three lumps in it from September until December, and then on December 20th one lump disappeared and the other two lumps merged together by December 21st. And so it's safe to say I have one lump that’s Sickle-shaped, really odd, but my God has a way of doing things and so I must testify. This is a testimony that we have the power of life and death in our tongues. We can be the gifters or the cursers either way. I am learning this more and more. I also understand that sometimes a low vibration would try to test you and bring on physical symptoms to shake your faith in GOD, and don't get me wrong, it's plausible the things that we eat and the environment in which we live may have something to do with it. One can't count those things out. However, in my situation, the sizes of the lumps had appeared practically overnight from one to two, two to three....

And so because of the rare, out of the blue lumps in my breast, I feel like it's a test and I'm going to pass it because I just have a sense of calmness. I don't feel like it's cancer, it's possible it may be tumors, but even in that, maybe fibrous. However they didn't take their time to grow and so this is what makes me feel so much in favor about the power of what we say and how we think and how we live, so I go from very healthy to having an issue...

I actually think that if it's not spiritually connected, then I'm thinking what is the information that was put on Facebook, Twitter, and Instagram, which is our current news. A woman found a -- or not just “a,” some -- tracking devices in her young daughter’s bra. How crazy is that? She advised us ladies to check our bras thoroughly, making sure that there is nothing along the lines of mechanical devices, bugs, trackers, barcodes, etc. How Ludacris is that? If these things have been put in our bras, it is very possible without us knowing that we are having reactions to what has been placed in our bras without our permission. It makes me feel angry cuz on one hand, I bet if we were to try to prove this we would be told something along the lines of, “When you made the purchase you authorize your ‘okay.’” It's just too much to keep up with nowadays.

Modern technology is proving itself to be utilized more and more for Wicked imposement upon We the People. For example, I got another sister, out the blue she has discovered an element with her body, then my other sister girl discovered an ailment with her body, and then my other sis found an ailment discovery with her body. That's four women, all out the blue, and that's just in my close Circle. What are they doing to us? We can't trust the food, we can’t trust to drink the water, we can’t trust to purchase the clothes to cover our backsides, nor the undergarments. How has it come down to this? I'll tell you, we didn't believe in FUBU, “for us, by us,” no. They were onto something. We, as a conscious people, really need to buy, sell, trade and barter within our circles and close-knit Families, moving out into the community, making it a Village. Plus surging our dollar, making it go a lot further and understanding what's being made, who's making it, and having the safety to feel confident to know you are not being preyed upon through what you wear, what you eat, or what you look like. For that matter, surely it won't be until we start building with ourselves and for ourselves, amongst ourselves, not selling out or choosing to capitalize -- until we really Kumbaya, we will continue to be poisoned from the outside in and from the inside out….

I Say No More... 

We must Resist. We must believe in ourselves. Take back the power, the power of knowing what you're ingesting. It's important to know about the fibers that you're placing onto your beautiful delicate skin, and we must talk about these things, educate one another, share the knowledge and be open-minded that what we have experienced comes from having an experience. And so I made an appointment and They Found the lumps And next month i will have A Mammogram...the cool part is they gone ask me what happened to my Lump or lumps. And I will then be A witness to testify unto the goodness of the Lord, my God, the great all powerful knowing, I am that I am, king of kings, and Lord of lords. I'm just saying I got to be that Living Walking TRUTH...For HOPE and And Life.... I'm documenting As I go and i know one thing -- if I got to get a Covid test up my nose in order to be seen by the doctor, then I wont be getting one. That Test has Small Nano electric bugs That gel to your DNA And Its An Actual Bar Code IT SELF PUSHED THREW THE NOSE WITH A GEL-LIKE SUBSTANCE LEFT IN THE BODY all UNDETECTED. Welcome to Your ONE WORLD ORDER.

No No More Will u play this Game Of Guinea Pigging On Me And Mines... I guess this is where the rubber meets the metal. Out of all the work that I do with extended family, all of the knowledge in ancient secrets that we know to be true has to now be put into motion and perspective...

I personally have try 2 Share what little knowledge I know in hopes that my friends and family and extended family did not partake of getting

The  COVID TEST .....

But some did anyway. I didn't always know how to explain it, but I tried my best to explain. I even asked some people, instead of just infringing on how I felt and what I knew to be my truth. I would ask in a question form: do you know what's in the vaccine? Do you believe the Covid test to be safe? Do you think we'll have any tracking devices in it or actually give us covid-19? Causing them to think and then giving them my spiel and asking them not to do it. If the time ever came to be asked, I guess the real deal Holyfield would be: are you ready to die? What do you want to be recognized for and how do you see your spirit living on? I Will just have to accept my fate cuz nothing is being injected into me. This is my stance, I say no more.

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“Maybe you shouldn’t be building this project…” Is the City of Oakland Really Doing All They Can To Create Affordable Housing?

09/23/2021 - 13:50 by Anonymous (not verified)
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“You owe $72,000 for these water and sewer permits,” said the East Bay Municipal Water District (EBMUD) clerk.

“We don’t have that kind of money,” replied organizers from POOR Magazine’s Homefulness project.

“Well maybe you shouldn’t be building this project then…” the EBMUD clerk replied and then, without waiting for a response, walked away. 

      For nearly 10 years, organizers at POOR Magazine, a poor/houseless/Black, Brown and Indigenous people-led grassroots organization deep in the heart of East Oakland, have been building Homefulness, a permanent housing solution with 4 no-cost housing units for unhoused individuals and families. 

      Oakland has publicly committed to taking our housing crisis seriously, and you can read all about plans to tackle it on the city’s web site. They list providing deeply affordable housing as one of their priorities. It doesn’t get more affordable than free, but Homefulness has taken 10+ years to build due mostly to an endless barrage of permit and inspection fees, impossible timelines, and fines for taking too long to pay. 

“[In 2019] before the holidays, [the City of Oakland] shut down the Homefulness building process all together saying we "took too long" to build, and assessed an "impact fee" which is supposedly to support low-income housing projects, as well as told us we had to start all over again.”

 - Tiny aka Lisa Grey-Garcia, formerly houseless parent, author, and POOR Magazine Co-Founder.

      POOR Magazine runs entirely on donations, occasional grants, and the support of POOR’s Solidarity Family, people with privilege who donate time and money and have usually taken classes at POOR. Over the 20+ years POOR Magazine has been in existence they have developed prolific arts, education and child care programs such as  Deecolonize Academy, F.A.M.I.L.Y (Family Access to Multi-Cultural Intergenerational Learning with our Youth) and POOR Press, where they self-publish literature that directly impacted participants produce. They also consistently provide free food, hygiene products and other essentials to the wider community. Despite their free provision of shelter, safety and services to Oaklanders in most need, appeals to the city are met again and again with rejection. It was only after intense community pressure that Homefulness was given a 30 day extension to raise funds and continue building in 2019.

"The City  has been charging us several thousands of dollars we don't have from the beginning just to build Homefulness, and it’s made it so hard for us to even build this project as poor and homeless people. " 

-Muteado Silencio, houseless, indigenous Co-Founder of Homefulness and POOR Magazine.

      Sustainable Economies Law Center (SELC) has been representing POOR Magazine in their ongoing struggle with the City of Oakland to build no-cost housing for our unhoused community members. Most recently, they drafted a letter requesting relaxation of a requirement for 3 unneeded parking spaces that would require $25,000 to pay for sidewalk cuts and grading. The letter cited that Homefulness is rent free, helping to meet Oakland’s desperate need for affordable housing, and is located on a major transit corridor. Residents are extremely low and no-income and most do not have cars. SELC noted that the new parking spaces would eliminate 2 badly needed public parking spaces and eliminate space earmarked for a community garden.

      The legal team attached a report by the American Planning Association, People Over Parking. The City’s parking requirements contradict not only their public commitment to prioritize affordable housing, but a growing awareness of the undue burden that parking requirements place on construction of affordable housing. Cities nationwide have adopted the elimination of parking requirements, notably here at home in San Francisco where all parking requirements were eliminated in 2018, and in Berkeley, where the City Council voted to eliminate all parking requirements for new residential construction.

     The response from the City was a suggestion that we either change the zoning law or begin the process for a “variance,” with an application cost alone of over $3,000. Both are hugely time consuming and highly politicized processes that unhoused community members can not afford to wait for. There is no guarantee of variance approval and no guarantee that other similar unexpected costs would not arise, as the City’s private stance toward this essential housing construction consistently contradicts their public pledge to support affordable housing crucial to address the inhumanity of our housing crisis. 

“The City of Oakland recently announced the beginning of a new program designed to assist low income families with a monthly grant of $500 a month for 18 months. Providing families with supplemental income for a short time will help but is not a long term solution.  The City should partner with the work that Homefulness is doing by creating homes for families, a real long term solution to the crisis that is facing thousands of people in our city.   I am beseeching the City of Oakland planning department, City Officials and the Mayor to assist Homefulness in overcoming the hurdles that are now a hindrance to the completion of the building and ultimately housing the very people that they are trying to serve with their new program." 

 -Corrina Gould, Co-Founder and Co-Director of The Sogorea Te Land Trust, member of POOR Magazine’s Elephant Council and Indian People Organizing for Change

POOR Magazine’s organizers have long recognized the need for change in City housing policy and recently co-authored legislation with City Council Member-at-large, Rebecca Kaplan that would forgive some of the prohibitive permit fees for buildings with 95% affordable housing. The legislation has received vocal support from City Council Presiden Nikki Fortunato Bas, and City Council Members Carroll Fife, Sheng Thao and Loren Taylor, whose district includes the site of Homefulness in East Oakland. Inexplicably, the simple legislation still sits waiting for review by City Attorney Barbara Parker. In January, Kimberly Jones, Kaplan’s Chief of Staff said she was, “surprised this has taken this long. I thought by now we would have some work. They are normally quick and efficient.”

"Us poor and homeless people in the US are in states of emergency- between the demolitions of thousands of units of public housing, the extreme rise in gentrification and evictions of low-income and working class elders and families, and the concurrent rise in the criminalization of unhoused encampments and our bodies, which is why it is so urgent for people to listen to our own actual solutions to poverty and homelessness.”

-Tiny aka Lisa Gray-Garcia, formerly houseless single parent, author and Co-Founder of POOR Magazine

Oakland prides itself on being a leader in social issues. The actions taken toward Homefulness belie that legacy. Our current zoning laws and fee schedule respond only to big developers, but leave no room for independent builders and homeowners. It is time to make room for real Oaklanders and fast track legislation, such as that co-authored by POOR Magazine, to City Council, not delay it and ignore the gaping hole in our zoning laws it responds to. We need housing for our community members who are forced to survive the trauma of the streets. This is an opportunity for the Planning Department to demonstrate leadership, listen to the needs of it’s community members who are providing safety, shelter and care to our unhoused neighbors, and fulfill the City’s pledge to build deeply affordable housing.

"Affordable housing is not affordable, section eight vouchers are useless and when poor people build our own homes we get hit by thousands of dollars in permits over and over to come to the realization that the system want to keep us chasing our tails while city government continues to red tape our hands behind our back thus turning us back to the streets as they continue to play footsies with million dollar developers who are given a green light to build multi million dollar luxury condos with no low income buy in.” 

- Leroy Moore, formerly houseless, disabled Co-Founder of Krip-Hop Nation, and POOR Magazine

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The End of an Era: A New Way

09/23/2021 - 13:50 by Anonymous (not verified)
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by AudreyCandyCorn aka SistahSaveASoul 

 

Surrender in the moment, prepare for the next… I’m learning my old is someone’s new and my new is someone’s old…

 

As humans we are never all at the same page. That’s why we are lumped into groups often… I remember in school they taught us to adore our uniqueness and to learn all on one accord together and in unison… When we stuck out like sore thumbs DUE to uniqueness, we were scorned and laughed at, picked on about it or sometimes ignored… The weird things were rejected and the similar things were accepted and that’s just the way it sort of goes… What a contradiction… Surely everyone has their own individual pace, nothing lasts forever. Life is full of time frames and space which always leads to a new era -- ending the old with the new, creating the new to get rid of the old. Both necessary and predictable if one pays attention to the times of its era

 

Often it causes one to surrender in the moment and prepare for the next… next…Eras are like time capsules, leading with the number 10 moving into 20, 30, and 40 -- and that’s long term facts, short term eras are wrapped up in culture vs. numbers… What era are you from and how do you define it?!

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Is it Better to Be Obedient than to Sacrifice?

09/23/2021 - 13:50 by Anonymous (not verified)
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By: AudreyCandyCorn aka SistahSaveASoul

What do you want to Be Recognized for, Obedience or Sacrifice? Which is the lesser? Are they equal? Can the 2 be Separated or are they meant to Be a Pair?

I often wonder is it in the Eyes of the Beholder which they deem worth a higher ranking... and one can't forget the other participating party. This exchange of supply and demand is tricky. Both parties must Be in agreement as to what is or is not acceptable, pure-hearted, non-foul or tainted.

The sacrifice to the obedience and obedience to the sacrifice complete the exchange. Like a tie to a used suit bringing it all together quite nicely as a whole, and thus meritable.

First things first, one must be brought over to the other side in order to start the cause and effect.

Physical manifestation of a shifting of energy and motion, which equals tangible gain and loss.

I really see the connection and my goal is to share what I know and learn. I've even taken into consideration the contradiction of the 2... I figure one is never too young or old in regards to learning sacrifice and obedience, simply getting the lesson is key!

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Obedience and Sacrifice

09/23/2021 - 13:50 by Anonymous (not verified)
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by AudreyCandyCorn aka SistahSaveASoul 

 

Is it better to be obedient than sacrifice? What do you want to be recognized for, obedience or sacrifice? Which is the lesson? Are they equal? Can the two be separated, or are they meant to be a pair?

 

I often wonder -- is it in the eyes of the beholder, which they deem worthy of a higher ranking? And one can’t forget the other participating party. This supply and demand exchange is tricky. Both parties must be in agreement as to what is or is not acceptable, pure-hearted, non-foul, and/or tainted. 

 

The sacrifice to the obedience and the obedience to the sacrifice completes the exchange, like a tie to a used suit. Bringing it all together quite nicely as a whole, thus meritable. 

 

First things first, one must be put over the other in order to start the cause & effect. Physical manifestation of shifting of energy and motion, which equals tangible gain and loss.

 

I really see the connection, and my goal is to share what I know and learn. I’ve even taken into consideration the contradiction of the two… 

I figure one is never too young or old in regards to learning sacrifice and obedience… 

Simply getting the lesson is key.

 

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