Story Archives 2008

Ask/Tell Joe Question(s)

09/24/2021 - 10:42 by Anonymous (not verified)
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A bit confusing I know.

Its because to me Ask seemed like.

the answer man.

He Don't Know,tail end of Ask Joe.

Tell Joe sounded better,you tell me

stuff I don't know,write me.

by Joseph Bolden

This Thursday,March,27th 2008 I was and a few others were honored with plaques from friends,co workers for being tough blokes in
keeping or homes which isn't easy when after being on a streets,in shelters, couch surfing,or bouncing
from relatives places weeks or months at a time.

I didn't mention that friends,interns of Poor Magazine also helped me.

Besides the late (still-hovering-Dee Grey Garcia,daughter Lisa Grey-Garcia)

As Editor/Co Editor of Poor Magazine they took a change me.

Jewnbug and later Mari, Villaluna both with tremenous odds against them showed me what quiet and (Noisy courage is by deeds of action)

Mari told once "Words are nothing,action I trust."

This from her many lives lived on the street as a youth, what many evils

adults are capable of but also survive and thrive what she herself was also capable of.

No way can I ever judge anyone doing their utmost to survive,live,then pass on school-of-hardknocks
lessons so others can avoid or sidestep pitfalls that almost took their.
lives.

To be called a trusted, friend,is an honor I strive to look up to.

Many people have helped me along the way,some have passed, some remain.

Oh,a last thing.

The long running joke about my having three editors overlooking content of my "weird sex/relationship columns...

Its all too true.

The Backstory stems from the very start of moving in to my home.

Being attacked by two 'bro'with a knife and two brown bro's save me with
"Leave him alone,he ain't got nothin'.

That insident's lasting psychological impact of impressing the brevity of life.

Hense the "joe-horny-goat-liking-wym,fems stff.

If any of the reader's heard of "joe PRI/Jo Bo"on SFLR.Net you know how rauncy it gets on Thursday nights!

Also my venturing into Polyamory maybe Onetaste is for more than flesh connections but also the close associations I've missed when houseless,social skills to relearn,brush up on to feel fully part of social network.

Anyway that's why my writing is so oddbally
facinatingly strange.

If I were less hetero and more gay/gayelle styled it would fit S.F. City and being apolitical really shoots oneself
in-the-nuts to book but that's my cross.

At least I get out more and can express myself on a global format.

I'd like having more sex than be wealthy but if being wealthy leads to more sex guess what I'm goin' for wealth.

Any bored wealthy fems up to drain a guy dry and run a train on him?

Half kidding no way will it ever happen,if it did no one would know because I do believe in being decreet.

Take care folks,email when you can and stay alive have safe dirty sex.

No,its not a contradiction one can be creative for safe dirty sex but its doable.

Live,love,long,repeat,
bye.

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Stinkin' Prop 98, An Oozing Unpleasent Truth.

09/24/2021 - 10:42 by Anonymous (not verified)
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Dislike doin's this stuff.

Poly message-to-folks crap.

Just read and Please No Poly

Letters on What is this bull pucky.

Info is enclosec for all.

by Joseph Bolden

Stinkin'& Sneaky 98 or Or Rich Measure Move-Out


"We Want All You ‘Po, workin’class,single mother/father family and single’s out-a-here."

They, Proposition 98 sounds, feels like to me.

Myself and many more deserving than I were recently honored last week while this crock-a-crud like some gaseous manure stew simmers,boils,is stirred up until the aroma stinks to hi heaven.

This is what is known about Prop. 98 Called devastating one-two punch for renters.
Besides ending rent control, it also ends "just cause" eviction protections, including prohibitions on eviction senior & disabled tenants.

Landlords will be able to evict tenants just so they can raise the rent. Prop 98 also ends affordable housing requirements for developers and many environmental protections, including habitat & wetlands preservation laws. That’s 98.

Now to Prop. 99 It will save rent control.

It is simple eminent domain reform, without, any hidden agenda.

It prohibits taking someone’s home via eminent domain and transferring it to a private developer.

Plus it contains language which will reverse Prop 98’s attack on rent control, renters, senior and the environment.

A Yes on 99 couldn’t hurt will help
(Most of the above info gleaned from printed flyer handouts waring people of what to expect in a few months.)

How do I know all this fascinating political stuff?

I help canvass a neighborhood of a former employer.

[Its Friday, just got tell Joe column back online, called

Dan –The-Man-Web-Wizard

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hold up in a some secret lair working online miracles after I accidentally sent my site into "Where The Frak Is It Land"

I call Dan, thanked him profusely promising him never to delete or hide anything ever again!

In Poor Magazine’s peopled space ready to go home for bed Tiny intrepid, former co owner, now owner, published author of
"CRIMINAL of POVERTY(GROWING UP HOMELESS IN AMERICA)

She before leaving "Joe, Saturday, 10 to 11am. Canvassing for prop 98." I in my fading ZZZZZ half rem dream state said yes will be there, even set my alarm watch (dislike when I do that) so as not to be early.
(I’ve been known to flake also known as a flake)

I get there meet folks, Bruce is there to help me.

Later I find out Bruce left for home because of a bad back so in this rare instance there is no getting lost or being late.

All I can say Transplanted S.F.(ians) and S.F. born residents please be out, spread the word from now until June 3, voting day to defeat prop. 98 and get 99 passed.

Look what rent control looks like now and what will surely happen once its lost forever.

The Spawns of Loki work hard to get PROPOSITION 98 PASSED AS LAW.

Let’s not take this up our (*&(*$#@!!) without a fight.

For info www.saverentcontrol.net or email saverentcontrol@sftu.org or call (415) 282-5525

I’ve done my bit now the rest is up to you.

This is Dire, San Franciscans!! GET MOTIVATED AND MOBLLIZED
YOU’VE BEEN WARNED ! ! ! !

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Workshops and Presentations by the Race, Poverty and Media Justice Institute

09/24/2021 - 10:42 by Anonymous (not verified)
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A list of upcoming and past seminars by the race, poverty and disability scholars at POOR.

by Staff Writer

Upcoming Presentations/Workshops

Challenging Academia, Media and Research: A Presentation by Tiny from the Race, Poverty and Media Justice Institute

Where: Welfare and Poverty Policy Class at the University of San Francisco

When: April 8th 3:30-4:45 p.m.

Challenging Academia, Media and Research: A Presentation by Tiny from the Race, Poverty and Media Justice Institute

Where: Journalism class at UC Berkeley

When: April 16th 4:00-5:00 p.m.

Upcoming Keynote Speeches

Youth Rights Conference 2008: Education is Our Liberation

Where: UC Berkeley Martin Luther King Student Union Building, Pauley Ballroom

When: April 9th 9:50-10:05

Past Workshops/Presentations

Whose Poverty? Whose Crime? Unlocking the Criminalization of Poverty

A Symposium at UC Berkeley Featuring POOR Magazine’s race, poverty and disability scholars on the following panels and strategy sessions:

Challenging Academia, Media and Research: A Panel

Facilitators: race, poverty and disability scholars Leroy Moore and Tiny Gray-Garcia

Strategy Session: Criminalization of Poor Women and Families

Co-Facilitated by race and poverty scholar Vivian Hain

Strategy Session: Housing and Homelessness

Co-Facilitated by race and poverty scholar Jewn Strohlin

Strategy Session: Race and Disability in the Media

Co-Facilitated by race, poverty and disability scholar Leroy Moore

welfareQUEENS cultural arts performance

Featuring poverty scholars, Jewn Strohlin, Tiny Gray-Garcia, Vivian Hain, Dharma Ross, Laure McElroy and Tracey Faulkner

Case Management vs. Real Service Provision: A Presentation by the Race, Poverty and Media Justice Institute

Facilitators: race and poverty scholars Tiny Gray-Garcia and Vivian Hain, race, poverty and disability scholar Leroy Moore, poverty and youth scholar Jasmine Hain

Event: McKinney-Vento Homeless Education Program

When: April 3rd 9:30-11:30 a.m.

Where: Alameda Unified School District Administrative Offices

Past Keynote Speeches

7th Annual Local to Global Justice Teach-In: Turning Walls Into Bridges

Where: Arizona State University Tempe, AZ

When: March 1-2

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St. Luke's Saved My Life

09/24/2021 - 10:42 by Anonymous (not verified)
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Threatened with closure, St. Luke's hospital in San Francisco's Mission District, is a lifeline for many low-income families

by Vivian Hain/PNN

Why our neighborhood hospital? Why is St. Luke's Hospital, one of the most desperately needed hospitals in San Francisco's Mission District being threatened with closure? Why? Is it because it is located in a community of color, where many working-class poor, low and no income people like me and my family live? Are we not equally valued as human beings? What is going on San Francisco?

Well... I can say this. If it wasn't for St. Luke's being where it is, I wouldn't be alive today. In 1968, at the tender age of two, I had a near fatal accident which almost killed me. I fell from a second-story back porch of a flat where we lived on Valencia Street. On that day, I was told by my dad, who had just started a new labor job at $3.25 an hour, after coming home tired, that he went out the back door of the flat down to a small concrete space in the backyard to empty the garbage. That was when my older brother who was 3 1/2 years old and myself 2 years old, both followed behind my dad as he struggled out of the backdoor, carrying a large trash bag. As I walked out on to the back porch area, I lost my balance, rolled underneath the bannister and fell two stories head first on to that small concrete space below.

My poor father had only seconds to spare, as he turned around while emptying the garbage just to helplessly see me fall, as the right side of my head smashed into the concrete, where I lay unconscious like a little broken doll. Frantically, my dad ran over to me, wrapped his flannel shirt around my small broken head while simultaneously swooping up my older brother in his other arm and ran back up the stairs to fetch my mom, who at the time was downstairs in the laundromat below our flat. I remember my dad telling me that he ran into the laundromat, grabbed my mom by her arm, then they ran to their car, an older model blue Ford wagon, driving me in less than five minutes through the Valencia Street traffic and several red lights to St. Luke's Hospital in a vain effort to save my life. I was unconscious and I was dying...

When they arrived at St. Luke's, the hospital staff immediately took me to the back for emergency surgery. I was in critical condition and still unconscious. The doctors were not sure if they could save my life, because by this time, my brain had began to swell, causing fluid build up, which became life threatening. I also remember my mom telling me that my Grandma Rosaria came to the hospital with her sister, my Aunt Mona, who brought with her a Preist to give me my death rites, as things were looking very grim. It was the 1960s and surgical technology had not been developed like today, so St. Luke's Hospital could only guarantee their best efforts to save my life, which they did in every way possible. My dad also told me that the hospital staff told him that had they not arrived to the hospital within the short time that they did with me, I would of surely not had survived.

I think about this today and how the distance factor was the thin line between whether I had lived that day or not. I think about all of the countless people in the Mission District of San Francisco, many who are somewhat isolated by their economic circumstance and/or their disability. I think about all of the lives that had been saved at St. Luke's, because it is located in a strategic location which is truly a lifeline for many in the Mission. And here, Sutter wants to close a historical hospital that plays such an important role to a community in much need, like it did for me. St. Luke's saved my life... How could the continual gentrification of corporate wealth and real estate in San Franciso hold more value than human life? What have we come to? Sutter, how dare you threaten the closure of St. Luke's Hospital!

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A Deadly Proposal

09/24/2021 - 10:42 by Anonymous (not verified)
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Alameda County proposes to cut poor, unemployed workers off of aid for six months of each year.

by Cullette X and Tiny/PoorNewsNetwork

I have lived in Oakland my whole life. I have lived in poverty for most of my life. I have worked since as far back as I can remember.

My story isn't strange or different. I am like many poor people in the US. People you rarely hear from. Rarely consider. Hardly see. This could why the County of Alameda is quietly considering a proposal to cut off the meager General Assistance (GA) benefits given to unemployed workers which will make our already difficult lives even more difficult and eventually will kill us.

As a child, my mother, an immigrant from Haiti, struggled to raise me and my sisters as a poor single mother. She worked two jobs and I had to help take care of my sisters while she was at work. One day a neighbor called Child Protective Services while she was at work and the police came and put me and my sisters in foster homes. I never saw my mother again.

I suffered severe abuse in those homes, those homes I was placed in "for my best interests" and in many ways I have never recovered. I tell you my life story because it informs who I am today. A poor woman struggling to get, keep and hold down a job. A job that pays me enough to live in the town I was born in. A town impacted by gentrification, redevelopment and the rising cost of living.

I have been working since I was 14. I started with domestic work and then graduated to fast food jobs. I trained to be a Certified Nurses Assistant and straddled two jobs for over 14 years in this field until I got a herniated disc and was laid up for over a month.

I am now on General Assistance and am seeking work. I also do work just to get my benefits, unlike the mythology about welfare, there is NO free money. We all work for our cash aid and food stamps. As well, I look for work everyday but I am older now and face a lot of covert ageism from prospective employers. They don't think I am "fit" enough to do a job that involves caring for elders. I am not sure what I can do.

If the County of Alameda proceeds with its plan to impose six month time limits to receiving aid, many of us will starve, resort to underground economies (crime), end up homeless, and/or get very sick and the so-called "employable", yet obviously disabled, unemployed workers who are on GA with me will surely die.

I have struggled my whole life, I am tired, and I am not sure if I will make it through another crisis, but I really don't want to die, which is why I am using my voice to tell the truth about this deadly proposal.

Cullette X (not her real name) is a race and poverty scholar enrolled in the Digital Resistance Media Program at POOR Magazine's Race, Poverty and Media Justice Institute. Tiny is a Poverty Scholar in residence at POOR Magazine/PoorNewsNetwork

Please join poverty scholars, advocates, doctors and service providers from all over the Bay Area at a rally for life on the steps of 1221 Oak Street (at 12th street) in Oakland @ 10:00 am on Monday, April 28th . The rally and press conference will proceed a hearing on this proposal in front of the Social Services Committee of the Board of Supervisors on the 5th floor of the same building at 10:30. Please stay and speak out against this deadly proposal, your voices will count.

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Ordinary Guy

09/24/2021 - 10:42 by Anonymous (not verified)
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A Professor, music and poverty scholar with a "degree in streetology" Joe Bataan

by Tony Robles/PNNReviewforTheReVolution

I don't drive beautiful cars

And I don't own an elegant home

Don't have thousands to spend

All chits I got is for the weekend

I'm just an ordinary, ordinary guy

Afro-Filipino, ordinary guy

That's what I am

The ordinary man

You left behind

Sometimes an artist touches you in a personal way with their work--be it a painting, a song or a piece of writing. It is magic when an artist's work says: I created this with you, and only you, in mind. Such is the genius and artistry of Joe Bataan, the King of Latin Soul. He truly defines what POOR magazine calls a music and poverty scholar.

I first heard Joe Bataan's music when I was a teenager. My uncle Anthony had owned about 10 thousand record albums, 33's and 45's. His room was filled with thick green plants and the walls were covered with African masks, Filipino bolo knives and a map of the Philippines. On a shelf sat his record player and one album would always be out, Joe Bataan's Afro Filipino. My uncle would tease me and say I looked like Joe Bataan. I was part Filipino and part black, a mestizo too like Joe Bataan and my uncle would walk up to me and sing the song, complete with the gesturing hands and fancy footwork.

Afro Filipino, ordinary guy, that's what I am, an ordinary guy.

This would embarrass me but what sweet embarrassment. I would look at the album cover. Truth be told, I did see a slight resemblance between myself and Joe Bataan. Then the record would play.

He is known as Mr. New York, the king of Latin Soul, the man who combined the music styles of Boogaloo, rhythm and blues, salsa and disco. Some credit him for recording the very first rap record. The question everbody asks is, "What didn't Joe Bataan sing?� Joe Bataan is truly a living legend but who is this Afro Filipino and how did he become the king of Latin Soul?

Young Gifted and Brown

Joe Bataan was born Bataan Nitollano on a Rainy Sunday morning in 1942 to a Filipino father and African-American mother in East Harlem, New York. Like many in El Barrio, he sang doo wop on the street corner and, like many, was involved in street gangs. At age 15 he spent time in prison for driving a stolen vehicle. It was during his incarceration that he discovered music. 6 months later he began recording. He had a vision of creating something different, combining Latin music with Rhythm and Blues. A self-taught musician, Joe Bataan formed his first band in 1965. His first single was a successful cover of Curtis Mayfield and the Impressions hit, "Gypsy Woman" in 1967 on the legendary and groundbreaking Fania Records. He followed up with the smash hit and among my favorites-- 'Ordinary Guy"--a haunting Latin Soul ballad about a lover left behind. His merging of Latin music with R & B tunes in the 60�s made for the birth of Latin Soul, and its creator was Joe Bataan.

The thing that's so seductive about Joe Bataan's music for me is the honesty of the lyric. His experience on the streets of Harlem informs so much of his music, songs such as "What Good is a castle," "Subway Joe," "Poor Boy" and "Under the Street lamp" take us to the working class world of Joe Bataan. The song, "Unwed Mother" brings to mind the struggle so eloquently voiced by Tupac's "Keep ya head up."

Young, fresh and wild

Unwed with a child

She grew up in the slums of the city

At 16 she was young and pretty

A sad little mother with holes in her shoes

Alone, lost and feeling very blue

What can she do?

She's got to make it through

When Joe talks about many of his compadres of the past, a hint of sadness enters his voice. Many fell victim to the streets. He grew up in El Barrio on 104th Street in Spanish Harlem. He recalls the neighborhood as mixed, Latinos, blacks and some whites. He was the only mestizo in the neighborhood. In the pre-civil rights era he contends that he identified more with his gang then his race. Disagreements were settled with "our hands" in fair fights. When not engaging in disputes over turf, Bataan and his friends would sing Doo Wop harmonies in a place called Love Hall. Bataan recalls the echo chamber that existed in Love Hall. He and his friends would practice their music often, making percussion instruments out of tin cans, garbage cans and beer bottles. Growing up in the neighborhood, I guess there were two avenues one could take to escape our environment in El Barrio, sports or music.

As the 60s transitioned into the 70s, Joe Bataan wore many hats, singer, producer, promoter and record label owner. He produced songs for Ghetto Records and in 1975 he released "Afro Filipino" on the Salsoul label. David Sanborn and one of the Brecker brothers worked on the album that included a version of Gil Scott Heron's "The Bottle."

By the mid 70s Latin soul began to fade. In 1979 Joe had a hit with "Rap-O-Clap-O."The song did not chart in the US but it was a top 10 hit in Europe and is credited as the first rap song in Europe. He even battled Kurtis Blow to a rap duel over the air on a European radio station. Unbeknownst to Blow, Joe had a newspaper and was reading it for inspiration. He laughs when he recalls the incident.

Joe Bataan dropped from public view in the mid 80s. What happened to the pivotal force in so many genres of music? He became a counselor for juveniles, visiting correctional facilities, sharing his experiences with crime, including his conviction at age 15.

In 1995 Joe Bataan returned to the stage after a 20-year hiatus from the music industry. I had the privilege of seeing him perform a couple years back at the Herbst Theater in San Francisco. The audience was comprised of old timers and new fans. He celebrates a new album and CD. He has teamed up the rapper Mr. Capone e in a reprise of his hit "Ordinary Guy" and is touring again. It's good to have him back, Joe Bataan, a music and poverty scholar, an extraordinary guy.

For more information about Joe Bataan, check out his website: www.joebataan.net.

Tony Robles

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A Bit of Common Sense

09/24/2021 - 10:42 by Anonymous (not verified)
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PNN worker Scholar speaks on the Airport Toiletries Scam

by Tony Robles/PNN Revolutionary Worker Scholar

To Produce each week's Sunday paper, a half million trees must be cut down.

I recently attended an award ceremony of people who have started recycling programs in their residential hotel buildings. When asked what they've learned in their efforts to recycle, many mentioned the fact that it takes a coordinated effort on the part of many people to make it work. Other folks cited the need to save the planet and still others observed that it had been a long time coming, that they should have started it sooner.

It gives me hope to hear people speak of a shared responsibility in trying to preserve the gifts that nature has provided us. In our capitalist reality, the word "share" is so rarely used that one would be hard to find it in Websters Dictionary.

I have worked in restaurants and have seen how much people waste. It is absolutely obscene what people and businesses throw away, food in particular; food that could feed a good many people.

I was watching a local newscast and learned of a bill proposed in the California State Senate that would give airport passengers the option of donating toiletries and other items surrendered at airports to homeless shelters.

Millions of pounds of toiletries are left with airport security every year. Senate bill 1577 would allow several California airports to give those items to homeless shelters. State Senator Dean Florez of Fresno is the bill's author. Florez launched a pilot program in Bakersfield and Fresno in 2007. Hundreds of pounds of toiletries were collected. Passengers would have the option to place these items in bins that would be bound for homeless shelters. Airports and airline lobbyists against the bill cite possible liability issues.

Currently, the massive amounts of toiletries collected end up in landfills.

On April 16th the bill passed the state senate transportation and housing committee. Next it goes to the Senate appropriations committee. If it passes, it goes to the full senate, then the full assembly. If it makes it past the state assembly, it goes to the Governor.

"There is an opportunity here to take something, which is being collected today and sent to a landfill, and instead send it to someone who will use it and appreciate it," Florez said.

It sounds like plain old common sense to me.

Tony Robles

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Don't Spray on Me

09/24/2021 - 10:42 by Anonymous (not verified)
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Families, children resist this inhuman and very questionable "spraying" of our land

by Tony Robles/PNN

"Profits enslave the world"

--Filipino American labor organizer Philip Vera Cruz

The cat sprayed in the computer and now the government wants to spray on us. The reason? It's called LBAM, aka the light brown apple moth. The state and big agribusiness is putting out propaganda that says this little moth--unless controlled by spraying--will cost California billions of dollars in lost crop export revenue.

Activists and community groups say that the state is being irresponsible, putting the health of people at risk for the benefit of big agribusiness and chemical companies.

As a Filipino-American, the issue hits a very sensitive chord with me. Filipino-Americans were very instrumental in fighting big agribusiness for decent wages and working conditions. Leaders like Philip VeraCruz and Larry Itliong organized Filipino workers throughout California, successfully gaining better wages for workers. Through their work they were able to forge alliances with their Latino brothers and sisters, led by Cesar Chavez, to form what would become the UFW.

It came dollars then, and it comes down to dollars now, at our expense.

In August the state plans to commence aerial spraying of San Francisco, Alameda County and the greater Bay Area with a pheromone cocktail known as checkmate LBAM-F. Monterey and Santa Clara Counties were sprayed last year. People who had never before experienced respiratory problems reported symptoms lasting for weeks and months. If the state has its way, areas will be sprayed every 30-90 days, likely for many years to come. The City and County of Santa Cruz has sued the state, a hearing is scheduled for April 24th

California's office of Environmental Health Hazard Assessment says there is no conclusive link between aerial spraying and the health complaints cited. According to their office, the most common complaints were eye, skin and respiratory irritations. According to their findings, those symptoms could have been caused by a number of factors such as allergies, pollen or the common cold. As a result, the agency said they couldn't make a conclusive determination of a link between the health symptoms and the spraying.

Those opposed to the spraying indicate that the use of pheromone-based mating disrupters has never been proven to be effective. The chemical (checkmate) has known carcinogens and has not been tested for safety on humans. The long term health effects of the compound have not been determined.

Community and advocacy groups are working to stop the aerial spraying. The State Assembly's Agriculture Committee is catering to big agribusiness and the wealthy chemical companies at the expense of the health of our communities, in particular our children.

A petition against the spraying has garnered over 23,000 signatures. Please help stop this spraying.

http://www.thepetitionsite.com/1/stop-fumigation-of-citizens-without-their-consent-in-california

For more info:
www.Lbamspray.com and www.pesticidewatch.org.

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A Parent Scholar

09/24/2021 - 10:42 by Anonymous (not verified)
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PNN Revolutionary worker scholar speaks on the murder of Luis Solari, a father of three.

by Tony Robles/PNN

I woke up and turned on an early morning news program. The announcers were clean and pressed and looked more like mannequins than humans. I listened as they reported on Obama/Clinton, budget deficits, and the upcoming Olympic games in China. I was also informed that my TV would be obsolete if I didn't purchase some kind of electric box by early 2009.

The reporter announced that a man had been shot on I-280 in a case of road rage during rush hour traffic the day before. What else is new, I asked myself. I didn't want to hear about it. I turned off the TV and jumped into the shower.

As the shower jets hit my body I began to think. I thought about my 10 year old son and the kind of world he is going to inherit. I put on my clothes and got on the bus.

I used to pray on the bus. I used to ask God to help me do what he needed me to do. I haven't prayed in a while. I don't know why. A native scholar once said that when you are silent, God is talking to you. You just have to listen.

I'm trying to listen but it's hard, especially when all you seem to hear is bad news.

It turns out that the man who was shot on I-280 was a father of 3. His name was Luis "Al" Solari. He was a graduate of Mission High School, my alma mater. He worked as an appliance installation specialist and truck driver for Cherin's Appliance on Valencia St. for 15 years. He was with his 2 children on I-280 en route to his wife who had gotten off work.

Luis apparently cut off another driver. His 7 year old son recalled 3 men exchanging "mean looks with daddy." One of the men stuck his hand out the window and fired shots. "He prayed and fell down" said Lorenzo, Luis' 7 year old son. The car swerved, coming to a halt along the side of the highway near some ice plants. Luis lay dying, bleeding from the stomach and mouth.

Luis' wife stood waiting. She thought Luis had taken the kids to a baseball game and forgotten about her. She repeatedly called Luis' cell phone. He was never late. A friend had told her about an accident on I-280. It was frantic. When she got to the hospital, her husband was dead.

Luis was a father, a worker and a husband. He was just shy of his 38th birthday. He was a positive presence in his community, a father figure to many children of single mothers in his Iron Triangle neighborhood in Richmond. He played ball and put on barbeques for the kids. He was a father and a man, a man that is needed. Now, one less man.

I pray for his wife and children. And for the children in Iraq who have witnessed the killing of their parents. And for the girl who witnessed the killing of her father in the Western Addition�and the countless others who don't make it above or below the fold in "our" corporate-run newspapers.

I don't have answers. I wish I did. I wish I had a lens to look into the heart of a person that would murder a father in front of his children. I wish I could explain it. I wish I could make it go away.

I keep hearing my father's voice saying: "This life ain't promised, son."

It makes you want to give up, to throw in the towel.

I think of Luis' prayer as he lay slumped in his car on I-280.

I listen for God.

A family benefit account has been set up:

Lilia Solari Family Benefit Account

A.G. Edwards-Wachovia Bank

456 Montgomery, 16th Floor

San Francisco, CA 94104

Anyone with information about the case are asked to call SFPD investigators at 415-553-1145

Tony Robles

2008

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