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An Asian elder povertyskola Speaks and Teaches on antiAsian violence

09/23/2021 - 13:50 by Anonymous (not verified)
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By Momi Palapaz

suckers for white supremacy will always deny the unity of people of color.  white supremacy needs you to divide and conquer. Yes, i have been called JAP, CHING CHONG CHINAMEN, GOOK, SLANT EYES, SLANTED PUSSY. I HAVE BEEN mistaken for Filipino, Thai, Vietnamese, Chinese, and whatever ignorant people think we Asian Americans are.  THAT IS RACIST, HATEFUL, SEXIST, DIVIDE AND CONQUER GOAL OF THE MENTALITY OF WHITE SUPREMACY.  WHEN some person of color says that Asians have NEVER STOOD BY THE BLACK COMMUNITY, YOU ARE NOT INVOLVED IN JUSTICE.  It may not make mainstream, Channel 7 news, but don't underestimate the power of Asian Americans and the fight for justice OF ALL PEOPLE.  Historically we have all  been oppressed by the same system that kidnapped and enslaved African people.  This is the same white supremacy system that invaded the Philippines under the Manifest Destiny program.  Japanese, Okinawans, Filipinos, Puerto Ricans were the next population to be enslaved after so called emancipation proclamation.  My ancestors were part of migration to farm for corporation like Dole Pineapple in Hawaii, farmland up and down California, work at Birdseye in New Jersey, after leaving a concentration camp in Utah.  Then to be attacked for being farmers who knew how to grow food.  Muhammed Ali, said, "no Vietnamese ever called me a nigger". and that light went off to expose the racist imperialist greed of the USA.  White supremacy, cuts up the countries all over the world and portions it out to its white supremacist cronies and suckers in people of color to collude, murder, rape and control communities, towns, cities, nations and the world.  DONT BE A SUCKER FOR WHITE SUPREMACY. STAND UP FOR EACH OTHER, ALL COLORS. CONFRONT YOURSELF AND RACISM.

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Generation X Black..

09/23/2021 - 13:50 by Anonymous (not verified)
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By GoddessMother OfOrisha SupaQueen

We are a whole different kinda thing. Especially if some of us grew up in group homes and watched the crack era destroy shyt and we couldn't do shyt about it. Been molested and told we were liars. Witnessed our beloved hip hop turn to Shyt and that thang madona claim she invented vouging. Plus a host of other madness public and private. We can't and will not be bullied. We ain't playing mammy, faithful wound licking dog, fixing miss ann dress, uncle nA&&3r, save Mr charlie burning house, smiling tap dancer, happy negros on tara and any other crazy in yo place box. We ain’t the magical negros that gonna sabe de hole wurl. Fix ya own mess that you created and leave us alone. After all you did all of this. We are not your personal Global Janitorial Staff or guilt dumpsters. We don’t want to ease your guilt or take the fall. Stop pinning your crimes on us. We have not screwed up the planet. We have not with impunity killed in the name of power and named it history and victorious conquest. 

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What about us???

09/23/2021 - 13:50 by Anonymous (not verified)
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By Queennandi Xsheba PNN KEXU

 

Millions of americans have received their “hunger stimilation” payments but there are many more who have yet to get the aid. While there are “waves” that marginalize the masses, folks who receive SSI, SSDI, Veteran’s benefits or Railroad retirement have been placed on the back burner with a date pending in regards to when the stimulus payments will go out.

 

Bills are due and food needs to be put on the table, we cannot tell the bill collectors that we are in debt to that their money is “pending”, just like we can’t tell our children and elders that our meals are “pending” as far as hitting the table. That would be categorized as being negligent in today’s society and although a few corporations and institutions have granted small extensions to those who need a little bit more time to pay however, late fees and other penalties continue to accumulate resulting in deeper debt.

 

Earlier reports stated that the delay in the stimulus payments is mainly due to the failure of the SSA (social security administration) submitting the proper files to the IRS so that the funds are dispersed correctly to the people who receive government benefits. But I say, who knows?

 

The $1,400 “band-aid” is hardly enough for many to cover bills for a month, no to mention having to take care of the past due bills meaning that the stimulus check is spent before you even get a chance to smell the money. Rent in the bay area alone runs in the thousands monthly so how are the people to survive without recurring aid to those in need to stay afloat. It feels like you’re financially drowning and the powers that be keep throwing out life rafts that are riddled with holes. 

 

The emergency COVID EBT food allowance has been slightly cut but not on a significant level, but folks are not making a “super fuss” about the small reduction because according to “how the people feel”, The EBT-COVID food allowance has been more consistent with the recurring, monthly emergency grant on a county level, while lawmakers are still coming up short when deciding on whether or not they are even going to decide to vote on any type of aid that runs concurrently.

 

Ever since the COVID pandemic began and even before, it has been communities of color who always get the short end of the stick when it comes down to receiving any kind of assistance during a natural disaster or a deadly epidemic. Whether it was the AIDS crisis, the massive earthquake of 1989, hurricane Katrina or even the distribution of the COVID-19 vaccination, us poor folks and people of color have always been the last priority. With that said, it is a felony crime against humanity to marginalize people because of income or race statuses because when it comes to LIFE, poverty and help from the powers that be should never be PENDING…

 

CR Queennandi Xsheba, PNN KEXU 

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Vaccine Machine

09/23/2021 - 13:50 by Anonymous (not verified)
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By Val Vera

 

Editor's note:

The Brown Crip aka Val Vera, is a poverty and disability skola and recent participant in our revolutionary poverty journalism class at PeopleSkool

All of the views expressed in this piece are Val’s truth Un-cut like all of our contributors 

POORMAGAZINE as a poor /indigenous,houseless  povertydisabled peoples movement believes that all of us should have sovereignty over our own bodies  in our decisions to vaccine or not and this piece is in no way meant to reflect our movement principles. As poor and indigenous peoples we are not a monolith 

 

Vaccine Machine 

by Val Vera

 

Sucked in, stuck inside the vaccine machine. This Brown Crip realizes that looking for a way out was not as easy as finding my way in. "You have to go where you received your first shot", I was told. "We don't do second shots", I was informed. "Go back to your provider", I was instructed. My provider? They left me high and dry and told me to "look around." Look around!?

Searching for a second dose of the vaccine within the required timeline was like looking for a needle in the pharmaceutical haystack. According to the CDC, 22 percent of the residents in Texas (where I currently reside), have received the first dose of either the Moderna, Pfizer or single dose Johnson and Johnson vaccine. Only 11 percent of Texans have received the required second dose which, classifies individuals as fully vaccinated. Keep in mind, there's up to a 5-6 week window to get the second dose. Yet, it begs the questions; how many folks will get caught in the cogs of this Vaccine Machine? Will supply meet demand or, in my case, exceed demand? 

During a routine appointment with my doctor, I was told that they had "extra" vaccines and wanted to know if I wanted it. I felt like I won the loteria … without playing! Don't get me wrong, I planned on getting the shot but, not so soon. After further discussion with my doctor, I took them up on their offer and scheduled an appointment to get vaccinated the next day. 

February 5th was a bright sunny day and my anxiety was on ten. I was about to get this experimental cure for a disease that killed so many and kept me in hiding for so long. The day began with a call from the doctor telling me that this "extra" vaccine may no longer be available… followed by a call three hours later, from the same doctor, telling me that a shot may be available… followed by a call telling me yes, I'll get the vaccine… followed by another call telling me to be on standby because they were not sure if one will be available. Standby? It takes my personal care attendant 3-4 hours to get me up and rolling. Standby doesn't exist in my world. 

I sat in their parking at the close of business day waiting for their call. 

Already feeling the effects of being processed by this vaccine machine, I began to second guess my decision to get the shot at that time. After all, I was on the waiting list to receive the vax from the local county public health department and, although the wait time was unknown, it was a sure thing. 

Ring, ring! They had a vaccine! I rolled into the office with high anticipation and a lot of questions - even though I did plenty of research. I was reassured that they would call me to schedule an appointment for the second dose. I also discovered that the shot I received was intended for someone else who traveled out of state and could not return for their vaccine appointment. 

Red flags, right? This was just the beginning of my fight. 

The Moderna vaccine requires the second dose to be given no sooner than 28 days from the first dose; no later than 42 days. The countdown began. I followed up with the office frequently and each time I was told they didn't know when they'd receive the next dose. That rhetoric lasted for three weeks then, my doctor fessed up like a bank robber with pockets filled with dinero.

"I really don't think we're getting any more vaccines… you should look around."

Angst, anger and frustration! My response was filled with profane exclamations! This clusterfuck of a situation needed immediate remediation! Ahora!

I quickly began reaching out to my comrades. I needed resources, connections and, ultimately, that damn second vaccine! Like an army of activists, people appeared en masse. Resources, suggestions and connections flooded my social media and phone. I felt supported. Unfortunately, those leads and resources led to brick wall after brick wall. No one was giving second doses unless you received the first one from them. The vaccine machine was running on all cylinders and I was just a cog, a small piece mechanically moving in a circular motion. 

Randomly, in the darkness of disparity, divinity appears with a nugget of clarity. 

On day 36 at 2:00 AM, I decided to do a last minute online search before resting. With little expectation, I trudged through the CVS pharmacy vaccine portal. Answering each question while mumbling expletives, I reached the search available appointments section. Like many nights before, I tapped the screen with little intention. Unlike the nights before, this search resulted in a pot of gold! I found an appointment… for a second dose… near me! The sigh of relief expelled from my breath served as a fresh breeze on my battered spirit. 

Forty one days after my first dose, I received my second. It should not have been that difficult. At the same time, I can't recall the last time this Brown Crip experienced ease. 

This world wasn't created for my kind. Everything I've been through has been a hustle and a grind. 

A cog in THIS machine no more. Time to take a deep breath before I barge through the next closed door. 

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Beautiful to Broken Elevator to Bedbugs: My 17 Years at Acton Courtyard Apartment Complex

09/23/2021 - 13:50 by Anonymous (not verified)
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by Leroy F. Moore, Jr.
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Beautiful to Broken Elevator to Bedbugs: My 17 Years at Acton Courtyard Apartment Complex

 
It was 2004-05 when I saw Acton Courtyard go up because I lived next door in a small studio and saw an empty lot grow into a beautiful state of the art large apartment complex. I was excited for a chance to go from a studio that was so small that I had to go outside to change my mind. I was new to Berkeley because, like many others, I was gentrified from the Mission district in San Francisco. I pulled all the strings to get an emergency housing voucher-- getting letters from the Mayor of Berkeley and from Representative Barbra Lee, and other housing advocates. Plus an agency for people with disabilities helped out a lot! I was one of the first group of people to move into Acton Courtyard and it was beautiful, clean, and came with cable, free wyfy and more. The beauty didn’t last as the property changed owners consistently. Original residents started to move out. That’s when the Equity Residential started to come after me, with notes and phone calls saying that I didn’t pay rent for months. After going through the hassle of dealing with my bank to prove that they were wrong then I realized another long-time resident was dealing with the same harassment. Then came the broken elevator in 2015 that lasted almost a month over the Thanksgiving holiday until we wrote an article in the Berkeley Planet and got a lawyer. That case took almost three years to settle. Our collective, sustained efforts strengthened local laws related to repairing elevators and the need for more inspections and notifications for residents when the work will be done.
 
Now, in 2021, my neighbors and I have seen a drastic cut back in the upkeep of the building--  spots on the dirty carpet, to dead plants, to racist stickers, and urine in the elevator. It has been a slow crawl to criminal malfeasance, which happens in buildings serving low and no-income tenants, by landlords who don’t care. I found out that the new owner sold the other properties that were nicer, compared to Acton Courtyard. Equity Residential tried to sell Acton Courtyard but no one wanted it. In 2016, I asked if I could transfer to another Berkeley unit before they sold them off. The landlord told me that it was an eight-year waiting list to just to transfer to another building. At the same time, I would come home from college campuses lectures from places like NY to Toronto and see a three-day eviction notice. It happened over and over again! Another change: was the so-called upper-class residents were leaving quickly. Acton Courtyard became a building for only low-income residents and that’s when the cut back of services in the building started, with firing the live-in manager, to keeping the carpet clean, and to letting plants die.
 
I know that the cut backs on of the upkeep of the building have led to the year-long outbreak of bedbugs that infested my apartment in Fall 2020. And because the landlord has not taken this outbreak of bedbugs seriously, I had to stay in a local hotel for almost a on my own dime and with help from friends. I started typing this from my second hotel stay in March 2021, because of infestation of bedbugs. Both times, my community, aka Poor Magazine and friend, saved me by helping me throw 95% of my clothes and furniture out and raise emergency funds to put me up in a hotel.
 
The I first time I was away from my apartment for almost two months between hotel and an offer from a friend to stay at her place. In turn, the landlord offered me $1500.00 to reimburse of my hotel stay and the contract they wanted me to sign said that Acton Courtyard did the heat treatment to kill the bedbugs. In addition, I must bring up that before my friend and Poor Magazine got me into a hotel, the landlord was rude to me and my sister. They told me that it was up to me to clean the apartment and get it ready for the treatment. When I reminded them that I have certain accommodations as a disabled person they told me that “maybe my family or in-home support person can help me clean”! Before I moved back in the first time, in January 2021, I called the city to come to inspect my place. The city inspector came and saw two bedbugs. On January 16, 2021 I moved back in my place and noticed that the landlord didn’t clean the carpet so. I hired a company to deep clean my carpets on my dime. Two weeks back in my apartment I noticed I was beginning again to itch then two bedbugs appeared on my white pillowcase. I stayed as long as I could handle it. Once again, my friends came in and got me to the same hotel in March, 2021. The city came out again and noticed bedbugs in their own traps that they pùt down in my apartment, plus two bedbugs on my bed. The company that my building hired to treat the bedbugs had this conversation with me:
 
Bedbug company guy: It’s getting better
Leroy: Look on my pillow
Bedbug company guy: But it’s only two and only in the living room
Leroy: But as you see there is nothing in the bedroom and I sleep in the living room where the city person found three in their trap and, as you can see on my pillow and sheet-- at least three!
Bedbug company guy: But Leroy, you have to admit it’s getting better!
Leroy: But, nevermind......
 
I started writing this on March 16th, 2021, my last night in the hotel. After not hearing from my landlord on when the treatment would be over and when would it be safe to move back in, I emailed to asked was the treatment would be done. They emailed me back to say, yes the treatment was done and it’s safe to move back in. Throughout this bedbug situation my friends and the organization Poor Magazine ay have not only put me up at a hotel but have helped throw away 95% of my clothing and furniture, buy and wash new clothes, but they also started a fundraiser and made sure I had food! As I make my way back to my apartment for the second time after being dis/misplaced, my confidence in my landlord to do the right thing, like treating the whole building or at least my neighbors, is on zero. So that’s why the only option is to write my story and also look for another place to live in Berkeley!
 
Hold Up, Hotel Living?
BA going for a Ph.D.
Krip-Hop worldwide &
Obama wanted me
Hold up, hotel living?
Nightmare is the american dream
Forget Ghost Busters I’m call The A Team
Never wanted white picket fence
Hold up I didn’t ask for hotel living
Yeah Stevie Wonder, take me to Africa
Krip-Hop in liberal media
Still have to rely on Go Fund Me
Still not enough, hold up another day of hotel living
BA going for a Ph.D.
Krip-Hop worldwide &
Obama wanted me
Hold up, hotel living?
Poverty industry
Keeping us down and chasing
That pieces of paper, white & green
Wanted to put Harriet Tubman on it, caught us dreaming
Tubman let two off, pop pop
Going back to the roots of Hip-Hop
Where we can see the raw politics & politicians' politricks
Hold up, hotel living
No room service
two stars there is a difference
Between Beverly Hills Inn & Holiday Inn in the Hood
Next room from me is I.C.E.with their sets of eyes
Hold up can’t go outside
COVI 19 & POLICE, is this my time
Going back home, rent free
No more hotel living
I was ready to go
He/She/They said “no it’s not your turn!
I look over you so you can continue your work!”
But hold up wtf, more hotel living
“You got to believe
Do you feel me
Leroy, this is nothing
You can handle this!”
Leroy F. Moore Jr.
3/14/21
 
March 19, 2021: Hold up! I go on Berkeley Tenants Union to speak to a lawyer. It cost five dollars to type questions then they gave me an option to get a call from a lawyer for $60.00 so I took it and paid them. That was yesterday still no call. WTF. You can’t tell me that the city is not in the pocket of the landlord.
 
I emailed the landlord to let them know that more bedbugs appeared after I returned. Their reply: “Those bedbugs you saw may be coming out due to the pesticide treatment. If we still see them two weeks from now, then it will be a problem. That’s why I would like to wait two weeks before setting the traps in your apartment unit.” The first time I returned to my place my neighbors said I looked healthier and I did notice that dark circles around my eyes were slowly disappearing.  The second time I returned to 1370 University Ave. and seeing bedbugs on my pillow, I decided to sleep in the bathroom-- sometimes in a chair and sometimes in the tub.  After a few days, I noticed my feet and my lower legs started to swell up. A friend offered that my feet were swelling because I was sleeping in the chair.  I had no choice but to return to my bed. To be clear: at the same time my landlord and a city employee told me that I was overreacting and just wait a couple of days and the bedbugs would be gone
 
Sleeping in the Bathroom
I didn’t want to write this song
It’s just not right it so so wrong
My bed has bedbugs
Sleeping in the bathroom, I need a hug
The city says it’s getting better
As bedbugs make a ladder
To get to my pillow
Eye to eye, as I kill it I have no sorrow
I’ll be sleeping in the bathroom tomorrow
Scratching the etch over and over
The city says it’s getting better
As they form a ladder trying to suck my blood
I didn’t want to write this song
It’s just not right it so so wrong
My bed has bedbugs
Sleeping in the bathroom, I need a hug
At night my bed they flood
Wake up in the morning and they are gone
I’m etching all day this is so wrong
Another night in the bathroom with a fat bong
Got to get high cause I can’t believe this is my life
Every month I still pay my rent on time
Slumlord I want to take your life
As The Coup’s song plays over and over
Have you tried sleeping in the bathtub
My skin I’m trying to rub
To smooth my bones as it hits fiberglass
Relief, finally, not scratching my ass
I didn’t want to write this song
It’s just not right it so so wrong
My bed has bedbugs
Sleeping in the bathroom, I need a hug
How did it end up like this
This is some bullshit
From the bedroom to the living room
Now sleeping in the bathroom
Leroy F. Moore Jr.
2:50 am 3/20/21
 
March 24, 2021: Knock! knock! yes it was my freakin’ landlord just now wanted to spary! Yeah, no notice, no nothing! I told them to send me so I can put it in my freakin’ calendar! WTF!
 
March 25, 2021: I just want to note that yesterday, March 24th, 2021 Acton Courtyard Apartments and the bedbug company knocked on my door to spray around my apartment. I told them to give me notice by email and to come back tomorrow. Today another knock on the door- it’s the bedbug company guy to spray. I said ok and he did. However, I never got that email to reschedule. Now I need to open windows and leave for some time so it can air out!
 
March 29, 2021: The reporter who visited Leroy’s apartment on March 21, 2021 called me to let me know that he found four bedbugs in his place (not in Acton Courtyard) this morning. As of March 30, 2021 I have not seen more bedbugs in my apartment at this time.
 
I’ve lived at Acton Courtyard for just about 17 years-- experiencing some good times, ongoing harassment from Equity Residential, and now bedbugs and throwing away 95% of my things and risking my health The handwriting is on the wall saying that I must continue my search for a new place to live in Berkeley! Me and the Krip-Hop Nation that I founded have big plans and we wan to continue our work in Berkeley, establishing a Krip-Hop Institute and becoming the Berkeley Poet laureate one day. So as you can see, I must remain in Berkeley.
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Oakland Natives

09/23/2021 - 13:50 by Anonymous (not verified)
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By: Sistah SaveASoul aka AudreyCandyCorn

I remember being a little girl growing up in Oakland California the home of both of my parents

I am an Native Child of Oakland 
   I am the product of Oakland's finest 
I am that diamond in the rough my family's are diamonds covered in Darkness Patently Waiting To Shine Collectively and Individually 
This Is How it's  All Connected...
Lets Go back into my Memory Roller Dex ... 
What You Know is What you Owe ...
I remember my grandparents making comments on how the world is changing
And now I make comments on how the world has changed  To my  Children  And Any one who has an ear to hear ...
Where do i Start in the 38 years that I have been living on this Earth I have Lived to see what has Come to PASS in Prophecy 
This is Where the Spiritual & NATURAL Laws 
Complete...
I remember 
I Remember my grandmother Audrey T. Williams  Hughes speaking on how she can taste the difference in the foods she ate on a regular
My grandfather Charlie Brown  on my other Side he he grew his own fruits and vegetables and he didn't live in Oakland I thouht he did he lived in Fresno With 2 white dogs He Loved Fresno Is Where he Had an Garden So he Left Oakland ... The Only One Out of the Whole Family. Grandpa Was on to Something...
Grandpa had an Country Side to him and One Hell of a Green Thumb 
But everyone else was Town bound my parents are from Oakland my extended parents are from Oakland my grandparents children are from Oakland my cousins aunts and uncles are from Oakland and many of us don't want to leave , have never left Oakland and we'll die here in Oakland ...
Is there  LIFE OUTSIDE OF OAKLAND  
Sure there is ...
But Oakland  is Truly all some of us will Ever Know.  .  .
Part of it comes from being taught to have pride in who you are and
where you live because it's where you come from that shapes who you are going to be possibly....
Environmental Key Lessons That Only Can Come From Oakland
Town Bizz
Scholars... Oakland is A Cultural More then A City ... U got to just experience it to know the Half of it ...
Living in Oakland is an whole experience
Only the strongest survive
If you take notice Oakland California is the 10th most deadly City in the world in fact Donald J Trump the president currently ( what a clown of a joke by the way ) has specifically claimed Oakland To Be The WORST TOWN out in California...
Trump Went on to State Oakland's 
mayor Libby schaaf to be dumb he said irresponsible and cannot control her City he called out the town name Oakland Then 
called-out the citizens and the uniforms and administration that runs The Towns Bizz ...
All this was done on TV all over social  media
The news picked it up . Donald Trump talked specifically to the Press about this dangerous Oakland California... My home Town 
I was Shocked it felt Personal, 
Bad news sure does travel faster than good news
I instantly thought of  the Covernet house, Gray-Garcia 
The TazFoundation  The Young kings Project ect.
What Donald Trump didn't know due to him not doing any research simply talking out his ass as he does
He would have known then there are core teams like drones embedded into the tapestry creating a love life culture ...
if he had he would have come across Donald Lacy the Ambassador of Oakland and it's rich connection to family and healing ...
For over 20 years this man has dedicated his life ... 
During Barack Obama's time to serve as president Oakland took a lot of changes sometimes were for the good somewhere for the worst
However during the switch of presidents Oakland natives have continued to work for the healing of our city to be restored to the people of the land
And to prove it there is a sign that gives the number of people who populate the city and you can usually find the signs at the entrance or the exit of each and every city town and state the background normally is green and there's white or yellow writing giving the ac
curate information of population...
Well thanks to Donald Lacy and his love life Foundation and the many people who have believed in him supported him and push his vision
Now when you enter or exit Oakland San Leandro Richmond Emeryville we have several population boards that's a welcome to Oakland your love life City changing the narrative of the former curses of our town
It then has the population number of the people ... with Yellow Dove on some .
And that is not easy to do we had to fight City Council Administration Frank Ogawa Plaza 250 downtown Oakland on Broadway...
There were many meetings lies backstabbing and straight up blockage even from those who you would never expect it from however Donald Lacy has been successful with his love life message 
Creating and healing in love providing platforms for children, teens young adults ,adolescents EveryBody 
I Wonder Who Will Take Notice and Remember The Pillers Of Our Time 
Will the New commers Know and Understand The Layers of Oakland 
Wich Brings Me to Lisa Tiny Gray-Garcia 
Whom Also  has Put In Work For over 20 years Liberating Children Mothers Grandfathers and Homless Houseless folks ,
Right here in Oakland  
Tiny is Another Key Pillar in The Tapestry of Oakland Bay Area Building Links
Poverty Scholars 
 From Across the water's To the Level Ground 
The Work Of Being The Love Life Work In ACTION  Never KNOWING OR MEETING Donald Lacy  ... Lisa Tiny Garcia Paves The Way Globally 
Thats a total of over 40 years of Creating a better Life for our New Culture to Sustain 

Raising a new Generation And Breaking The Curses Plaguing Oakland Citizens 
Understanding and teaching that Mother Earth is not to be sold OR bought.

LoveOlutionary Lisa tiny Garcia believes that human beings are not to be swept like trash ...

The times have changed from my Parents & grandparents day's 
Even for my time in the sun has been shaded

Lisa tiny Garcia Is THE HEART BEAT OF OAKLAND 

Oakland's Movement FUTURE Depends On the
se 2 Selfless Human beings Will to Keep on Keeping On Moving In there Purpose and Honour...

Spiritually These 2 Work Sisde by Side In there  Missions ...
Yet Have Only Cought Whispers of Each Other's Name .... Yet on One Accord Making Waves Threw Change ,
Being the Change you want to see ...

You see it takes the Sharing of Stories Information and knowledge of you and me ... 

Together Strategically we can overcome The Evils of The World's evil Doing Workers on top

Every Generation has A Crisis the Government has Implemented on to the People's....

Whether it's the war on our food (GMO) the putting guns into our communities the pumping of the crack Rock into our mothers and babies Bodies, destroying families ,
separating them by the incarceration of the father's and last but not least the Airborne diseases like CORONA  VIRUS COVID-19 that is currently in all 50 states that's GLOBAL ...
THIS means the world is impacted and this has not been the first time nor will it be the last time. 

This is why I write, blog, journal and document my life along with others who have dedicated themselves to leaving behind important information for those left to dwell on Earth until God comes back for us all....

And so I am grateful to have had the opportunity to be at the tables Hearing conversations of adults who has lived through their time took notice of the shifts for the new times that they may not live to see and chose to share what they could while they could when they could before taking that last breath ...

THE INFORMATION 

WE'RE going to need it. There is nothing new Under the Sun this is all warmed up soup 

Beware what goes up must come down what goes around comes back around

The Lessons  are if you Catch on to what our Elders Warned it Goes a lil something

 like this 

We are Impactful beings Destroying ourselves and the Land. Be NOT Of this WORLD Let it Not Consume You .
The Government is Corrupt And We are in Spiritual Warfare .Trust Your Instincts 
It is by yo
ur faith not by your Sight
 You will be COVERED 

And I'm  Reminded to Remember Just That ...

My life depends on it And yours do too
I Remember...

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Sistah SaveASoul Blog, April 23, 2020

09/23/2021 - 13:50 by Anonymous (not verified)
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By: Sistah SaveASoul aka AudreyCandyCorn

20/20 supposed to be Me And Aunty Andea Year.

 We Talked about it in 2019 .
I remember bringing new years inn With her and TD Jakes ... we put our Onezies on ,
Actually Aunty Gave me KTs To Put on for the Time Being ...
It was right on time too , I had just Bought Amir and Ziair There's  .
 
I normally don't  Purchase thing as such but I couldn't Resist... They Were Ridiculously Funny looking and Made Noise .
 If you press the button over Your Heart it Seys In a deep Voice THAT FELT SMOOTH REALLY SMOOTH  ... laugh out loud ...
 It's  that Adult Talking Bear TED ... and not TED TALKS Either , for those who are familiar u know ... 
 
So when Aunty Asked Me And the Boys To join Her Pajama Holly Ghost Rolling um in a Good Time Bringing in the new Year With THE LORD  Gathering ... 
 
Did ya Catch that. THAT'S  Church of GOD in CHRIST  talk ... rolling on the Floor , Real Jargon  any how That was last year 
... and well i aint seen much of her There has been an un spoken Silence Of Distance... It may Not be Much to it.
 
 Time Can Fly When Simply  Living Life... lately  I wonder ... one Never knows Does One .
At 1st i didn't notice but One day It was like i Woke up and  was like Wow Where's Aunty Andrea ... 
The Last Conversation  ,I  Recall it to be Quick And Irritation,  I Sinced it On both parts ... i told my self I feel a shift but didn't  want to Recognize it . I didn't  want to give life to it ,but i Was Alerted by my Inner Senses... A lil more time goes by and Well life goes on ...
 In 2019 January Aunty and  i made a pac . We said No matter what the Outtakes Come our way We Would Stand Steadfast for OUR LORD  & Family .
 
 We shared Jokes of Being Odd or Looked at Strange  . Aunty Shared Stories of Being Sold Out for the Savior... I Listen hanging on every Word , In Total  Agreement... We Spoke on Key Words then moved on to Catchy Phrases 
Like 
Elevation ,Leveling up, Rolling the Wheel,  Meaning We Can Show You Better than We Could Tell You... by 
Capturing and Embodying all That Comes Our Way  , talk about being on One Accord,
 
We Spoke On Taking A Stand and Stepping Out on Gods Platform. We Prayed, Danced & Cryied tears Of Thankfulness ... We Prayed For Protection, and Asked For Curses To Be Returned to Sender ... This Was the 1st Time We Brought in the New Year Together Ever And it was Good 
 
As the Night Progressed into the Early Morning , We Were in our own World At the Feet of GOD as Children...
 A Bond Like No Other ...
We broke down In Human Form and Spiritually Graduated... Not Knowing In the The Month Of  March 2 months Later We Would Be Faceing The Death Of VICTOR MCELHANEY 
 
Understand All Eyes on The Big Screen Motion Vrs Talking Recieving vrs Believing... 
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The Helper

09/23/2021 - 13:50 by Anonymous (not verified)
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By: Sistah SaveASoul aka AudreyCandyCorn

Who gone help the helper's
Helper's  of the Corona Virus they on the front line...
Payed and unpaid moving around in this airborne disease plaguing the world ,Not a city
 Not a few States
, but the world is being impacted by this Corona
I am deeply concerned for those of my friend whom are nurturers, birth doulas, nurses,CNA's, hospice Workers and Caretaker's.
Where & Who is There Help 
 
I'm Thinking of  the old ,disabled and Young ... ... ...
No one Is Safe Nothing  is unharmed. 
The Nurses are getting Sick aswell as the Dr. And to top it off there's a boat Floating with people Stuck on it ,In the middle of The Water . They have been there for months NOW ... 
And Where does the help come From ?
I Wonder Does one Have a choice in the matter ... Who Helps and Who Gets to Opt out of Helping ... If You Are A Dr ,Nurse ,Police  ,Lawyer or judge ! Is it Possibly to Refuse Services To be of Aid to Someone infected with Corona ? 
As of now we humans are Ordered to stay 6feet from each other...
 However  how does one  Save the Life of an Covid 19 aka Corona ... if you got to be 6 feet and its  Airborne !!! 
It's  Airborne And lives Extra long on Surface's, Metal particularly...
So far what we know is, It can not Live in Heat... and If hands are Cleaned Frequently and not placed in face mouth ears or eyes You Might Survivor It . It is Said We will Survive this Pledge Using Mask and Gloves As Protection ... I'm  Still Rather curious. Where's  the Help and Where is it coming from ?
 
 Can Help be Trusted And is help Really Coming and In What Form ? There's  Secrets Around this Corona Covid19 Why aint None of the Government folk Caught it or Wearing Protective Gear Like the Rest Of Us Americans . America Is Plagued with An Unwanted relationship With Corona Whipping Many of us Out ... Everyone is Afraid for the most part Including  the Help But Somebody Got to Do it...
Right now we are in unfortunate times we all must play our part this is when purpose should kick in intuition common sense and innate distinction between Good and Evil... 
Those who have Discerning spirits are they the help?
I'd like to think so actually to me it seems they would be the leaders but often those with that special guidance fall to the back line...
And what about the government state and city officials with credentials set in high places making rules and decisions,
Are they the help they have been put in positions to help and Lead but are they the candidates ?
Great-grandmother holds the knowledge but she's dead and the Holy Spirit has been made to be made of fiction the witch I personally believed to be the help yes...
 I said it the Holy Spirit is the helper to the human being ,sent as a gift from God to help man on Earth fight evil low vibrations each of us encounter's
 
That's My Personal Belief...
 
But nobody Thinks Of that !
 
GOD is Our Ultimate Source Of Help !
 
We are to Be Helpmate's To Each Other !
 
These are the things that I think About when I think of Who's Gonna Help The Help ? 
 
Stepping into Your calling While Facing An Pandemic Can be Difficult and Challenging . Every Decision Is Determined By Who Show's Up and How they Show Up ... 
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And The Beat Goes On

09/23/2021 - 13:50 by Anonymous (not verified)
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Author: Sistah SaveASoul aka AudreyCandyCorn

Who gone help the helper's
Helper's  of the Corona Virus they on the front line...
Payed and unpaid moving around in this airborne disease plaguing the world ,Not a city
 Not a few States
, but the world is being impacted by this Corona
I am deeply concerned for those of my friend whom are nurturers, birth doulas, nurses,CNA's, hospice Workers and Caretaker's.
Where & Who is There Help 
 
I'm Thinking of  the old ,disabled and Young ... ... ...
No one Is Safe Nothing  is unharmed. 
The Nurses are getting Sick aswell as the Dr. And to top it off there's a boat Floating with people Stuck on it ,In the middle of The Water . They have been there for months NOW ... 
And Where does the help come From ?
I Wonder Does one Have a choice in the matter ... Who Helps and Who Gets to Opt out of Helping ... If You Are A Dr ,Nurse ,Police  ,Lawyer or judge ! Is it Possibly to Refuse Services To be of Aid to Someone infected with Corona ? 
As of now we humans are Ordered to stay 6feet from each other...
 However  how does one  Save the Life of an Covid 19 aka Corona ... if you got to be 6 feet and its  Airborne !!! 
It's  Airborne And lives Extra long on Surface's, Metal particularly...
So far what we know is, It can not Live in Heat... and If hands are Cleaned Frequently and not placed in face mouth ears or eyes You Might Survivor It . It is Said We will Survive this Pledge Using Mask and Gloves As Protection ... I'm  Still Rather curious. Where's  the Help and Where is it coming from ?
 
 Can Help be Trusted And is help Really Coming and In What Form ? There's  Secrets Around this Corona Covid19 Why aint None of the Government folk Caught it or Wearing Protective Gear Like the Rest Of Us Americans . America Is Plagued with An Unwanted relationship With Corona Whipping Many of us Out ... Everyone is Afraid for the most part Including  the Help But Somebody Got to Do it...
Right now we are in unfortunate times we all must play our part this is when purpose should kick in intuition common sense and innate distinction between Good and Evil... 
Those who have Discerning spirits are they the help?
I'd like to think so actually to me it seems they would be the leaders but often those with that special guidance fall to the back line...
And what about the government state and city officials with credentials set in high places making rules and decisions,
Are they the help they have been put in positions to help and Lead but are they the candidates ?
Great-grandmother holds the knowledge but she's dead and the Holy Spirit has been made to be made of fiction the witch I personally believed to be the help yes...
 I said it the Holy Spirit is the helper to the human being ,sent as a gift from God to help man on Earth fight evil low vibrations each of us encounter's
 
That's My Personal Belief...
 
But nobody Thinks Of that !
 
GOD is Our Ultimate Source Of Help !
 
We are to Be Helpmate's To Each Other !
 
These are the things that I think About when I think of Who's Gonna Help The Help ? 
 
Stepping into Your calling While Facing An Pandemic Can be Difficult and Challenging . Every Decision Is Determined By Who Show's Up and How they Show Up ... 
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The Garden: The Gift That Keeps on Giving

09/23/2021 - 13:50 by Anonymous (not verified)
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Author: Sistah SaveASoul aka AudreyCandyCorn

In my Flower Garden I have 6 types of different Arrangements, 6 Different ,strange,Unique and hand chosen By Me
 
In my garden I have a blue flower which symbolizes a dear sister Tenika blue
 
I also have an brown Rust Tone Orange flower symbolizing Katrina Harris
 
I've Also Selected An Purple Flower Wich Symbolizes Tisha Caldwell Moore 
 
Monique Alexander Is A Pink Flower With Lavender Edges 
 
My Bookie Snolen Savy Morphina Is an Electrifying Green Flower 
 
And My Sis Queen Deelah Flower I Choose She To Be Yellow With Red Splatches ... 
 
In my Garden My Potna Diamond LaDosha Go Hard in the Paint Be The Soil ... 
 
And There's  An Fairy By the Name Of Patanesha Ali Love Williams Twinkling And tinkering with each flower and the soil ensuring an Even Flow of nutrition throughout the whole garden bed ...
 
In and  Around The Garden there is A Tumbleweed Named Amirah PokeMyHonest ,This Tumbleweed Strengthens The Bedding of the Delicate  Flowers ...
 
My Garden is Well Kept Up By The Bumblebee Worker's Of Decolonize Academy...
 
Queen Bee Lisa Tiny Gray-Garcia Pollinate's My Garden Daily, Thanks To All Her Hard work And the Teams Effort
The Garden is Healthy & Nurtured ...
 
Hummingbirds Are Drawn to My Garden 
Each Flower Gives Off it's own Contribution .... 
 
The Garden Is Beautiful and Thriving The Flowers are Oddly Shaped Yet Unique 
 
Mother Nature Is Pleased  With 
the Harmony  flow  of my Garden 
  
I Respect My Garden,  I tend To my Garden, I Love My Garden and I NEED My Garden ...
 
I Am My Garden and My Garden is ME !
 
We Are One ...
 
I am Dedicated to my Garden ...
Sensitive about My Tumbleweeds 
Patient With my Soil And Attentive to My Flowers and Humbled by The Queen lisa tiny Gray-Garcia And Worker Bee's Commitment ... To the Garden Bed ...
 
In The Garden The Flowers Have Budded ...
...
... 
Now They One by one Is Poking up Out the Ground Some Open ,Some Closed Some sprouting , all but 2 Stuck under the Ground ... Brand New Flower's All on A separate Journey to Emerge from the Soil At it's own past...
 
Eager to Vibrate Energy  of Healing 
And Show off There Beautiful colors
As an Collective Creating The Garden ... 
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