No won't say anything for now. Most dark clouds do have silver linings. For all readers out there... Ladies,I had to try if cannot show fetching
thank you and you ladies,wymyn,Grrrr's I wouldn't
mind seeing your bodies in all its Goddess Glory.
selves then by all means send(donations)money orders
if and when you can - THANK YOU ALL.
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by Job B. Indifference/Roads End Its been a long, strange, frustrating trip at PM. As for women I’m finding out that whatever rules they make up they will also change as it begins not working. Like the 3 day phone call rule after dance bar clubbing for men to call on the same night or next day shows the woman desperation on his part. But the rule stops working when many ladies are called not either the ladies compare notes and freeze the guy out or a few will break to rule to call back so it seems all a guy needs to call so many women after a night or a day after that at least a few will answer and ignore the rules because rules are made to adjusted, bent, fixed,or broken the repaired. The slavering,visibly horny guy is anathema to most straight women its not that don’t like men it’s the way men mentally drool over them as animals slobber over food they begin to show marked indifference you know the "showing or feigning of it beats the emotion of hate because that still shows feeling. You the old saying fake something long enough an it becomes true. The rage women have about men is all out in the open and all men guilty or innocent are subject to it. I can play the indifferent to actually see, talk to women in short clipped answers looking directly into their eyes an not at their varying shapes as they see generic men. At first its difficult to be as cold blooded, emotionally dead as women are want to be when freezing out males my knack is remembering what I was like before the girls and women flooded my hormones and have continued of to wash over me ever since. Now no matter the size, shape, plain,pretty,ugly, or drop dead gorgeous there’s less physical and mental excitement as I see or talk to women are comfortable with me as a eunuch in a harem. It feels good not be look down on and talked to so I guess what women want is every right afforded men without all the backlash. I may have to leave Poor Magazine for City College or go directly to a state run Therapeutic Massage as a hedge in a nebulous writing or singing career stalls. Oh yes,I’ll learn voice while studying piano on my with DVD’s or video tapes. Its been mostly fun but after a time its time to go and have someone else have the benefits of what PM has to offer. I’d like to travel to the South of New Zealand, Australia,all over Europe, see Mecca and Africa, Philippines,learn to fly/jump from a plain, paraglide/surf and if I make enough money to buy a house for my mother while sending my sister-in-law and brother some money. Lastly visit Legal Brothel for extensive expensive oralogy and deep penetration lessons. "O-S" I’ve learned a little but to really be expert at it must learn from either Lesbian who enjoy men on the side or exclusive Lesbian who are hetro curious. This would be for my upcoming 50th birthday. Or I can have more modest birthday bash at a Massage business on Bush Street now I don’t know whether that will be before or after eating with a dear friend she would not like herself being before or after either event so I’ll have a lovely dinner with her and in a day or so visit the business on Bush. I’ve never had a message before and since I may have a career in it so I might as well experience what I’ll be doing and once does not tell the tale there should be regular visits. As for legal brothels in Nevada I may have to live there for a few months or a year to really get all the benefits and hard won knowledge these women have earned so the least I can do is be a regular student of the erotic arts. I hope to find a job either on City College Campus or somewhere with less demanding work. I don’t know what happens after poor Magazine Inc. However its past time for me to live and maybe some newspaper or radio will hire me to give advice but at this point everything is in flux but I know this has to done I just want to transition to a newer freer life change is always difficult but if it wasn’t so we would learn nothing from it and its time for me get up, dust myself to learn and work. This is not my last column but its telescoping down to where there will be a last column and I hope my replacement has a better fit than I and will enjoy their work her much better. Now its time go to being work on my exiting POOR Magazine. Email: askjoe@poormagazine.org |