Not only Jean but other If any women sent me letters Gentlemen never keep women waiting.
I have to say thank you.
from prison,I will answer them quick
as I can
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by Joe B. Billiejean,You Alright? This is an open letter to a woman I met last year in Glide Memorial Church. I met her immediately after announcing to this multi cultural,language, sexual orientation,non denominational congregation that I am heterosexual,single, healthy,and available! Just before Ms. Billiejean sought me out, we exchange phone numbers, emails (I don’t think I got her’s right the first time. Before leaving I kiss one of her hands because I didn’t expect that quick a response I expected no response at all. We met a few times, talked about our lives, went church together once maybe twice and called each other nightly. Recently she moved to 5th and Bryant Street – Multi Service Center South. She mailed me an explicit describing what we’d might be doing together,relatives in Texas,and missing talking to me over the phone or taking a cruise on an Ocean Liner which is also a dream I’d like to realize too. If anyone knows how she is doing please email me she is dear to me as long as she is healthy and sound of mind and body, her spirit high-soul free of demons that would be great to see by email. I’ll embarrass myself publicly saying I miss your face,your touch and full lip-tongue lock kisses. You were as gentle with me as I am of you it was the first time in years I felt good about being in church and though we had to separate afterwards it did feel awfully good sitting next to someone who as I enjoyed music, song,prayer,and bible reading. Are You Alright is all I want to know. Most of your demons you’ve beaten though a few may still nip a you. Where ever you are I pray you are safe,with friends and family helping you stay strong when boys or men friends could be more of a hindrance than a help possibly it could be one of many reasons but there’s no use speculating on it just be careful and take great care of yourself Ms. M. Now for the on-line ladies who seeing my physical(pictorial) profile wrote anyway – thank you all. Warning: Ladies, your usernames will be only used,some of you know a few of mines and one I thought I had edited out but alas you’ll know by thinking of your own blessed anatomy* (inner areas enabling bliss if gently, carefully,tenderly, administrated by being attentive listener’s on want,needs,not his). Feminine onliners I than you all though all of you cannot be included many are thinking "Thank God/Goddess." But I’d never can call everyone it would take up to much of my column. For those mentioned its just a public Valentines Day from me (Yes,most of you have known valentines or unknown ones hidden in their hearts silently blushing with unrequited love.) Ready Ladies; I’m not. Ms.Zelda 46,Angel-C, Walkingspirit, Mongolprincess,Angela@aeio 38,Ms.Valya678,chantal_d, Sveta_VI. To new women logged on I didn’t know of until recently. Ms. Simpleloving,HiddeninSF, Silvressence32, So is girlAbby, isabelaarraes(T-Y but My Lord,I’m tempted. Dolltydive(fine wine indeed),SexxxyGhanaGirl Damn, I miss Metro-City Machine157. If your what they’ve Lastly for mysterygaldby of Durban, Saw both profiles,you are a full figured woman, having children only makes you more womanly. I pray you find the one who’ll let you be who you really are and rejoice in each others glory. I have not been on-line for months then holiday, personal crisis,economic and medical woes took me away. Oh,I did meet someone, I don’t know where she is now but only hope she is safe,warm,and with loved ones. For the online women I did not name but profiles or photo’s that were seen. This column was an open letter to one women but I could not talk of her without mentioning some of you who emailed me,last year. All of you photo’s or not thank you for your kind and sometimes sinful words(most of us aren’t saints nor devils just mortals of flesh,blood trying to connect as best we can. May all of you find the one that you want or from comedian/playwrite Margaret Cho "I’m The One That I Want." Ladies if you find as I have that life is difficult at best at worse personal struggle keeping ones ideal,ideas,and self whole the worse is over,you’ve all lived it, be your own best friend because only you can make yourself happy. Enough of that. All I am saying is give all your lives a chance don’t do a comet’s burn out but live long,age well,like and love many as always change when you want to and not for anyone else. Email: askjoe@poormagazine.org |