by AudreyCandyCorn aka SistahSaveASoul
I want to start off with a thank you. I want to thank the all-powerful, the Almighty, the all knowing God, head of my life, my provider, my protector, my beginning and end, the Creator.... My Messiah, yes, you are all that I need, although there are times when I function outside of what I know to be true... Never Once Abandoning Me, Always Being True And Committed... To Me. And Not Just Some of me but all of me. The Good, Bad And Ugly... All sides. You Hold On And Pedal, Stoop Not Stool... Uplifting My Every Action, Pushes Me Forward and Guides My Path, Lighting My Darkest Hour, inverted as a Halo Hovering Over Me... I Am Protected, Chosen And Set Aside, to Be Set Apart, Infused With Chaos And Laughter, Joy And Fear, Interviewed Together, Creating History and HerStory...
I found A Lump in my Breast on September 17th, 2020…
Super Moon...
The 3rd One...
Shocking Right...
I'm So Healthy
How did this Happen? What has Changed? Where did the Shift Come And Why Didn't I Notice It?
It's Kinda Huge, and So Sudden...
It was on A Fluke That it was Found On Me, or in Me... thank GOD For New Chapters...My first Health Scare at 38
I Don't know how to Feel. I'm Kind of Numb. Part of Me Cares, Part of Me Don't. I know this too Will Be A part of my Great Heights Of Overcoming and Achievements...
My Saga Continues, Defeating And Conquering All That is Put in My Path.
I Reign, Matter is My Territory, And I have All that I need inside of me To heal Myself...
On the 24th of Sept., 2020, I will Meet up with A Lady Who Will Take My Full Birth Name. We will Tag Team Spiritually. The Catch is I don't know Who she will be or Whom She Will be Surfacing From... She Will Be A Healer And I Will Recieve My Disappearing Of this Tissue or Swollen Glands Miracle...
I Call on Healing, I call on GOD'S Grace, Mercy And Humor.
I love you, God. No Matter What, I've Given my Best WALK of Life, Striving to be the Change That I Want to See and Be For Myself. The Kindom of God and My Childrens, as well as Friends and Family.
I often Wonder What will I Be Recognized For. I've Done So Much in So little Time. Often i Feel Like I'm Running Out Of time, and My Best Kept Secret Soon Will be Exposed. It's A Gurl, with the Great News Of a Brand New Chance at Life, Building And Leveling up...
My Body Is Changing. I'm Soon to be in my 40s. Bye Bye 30s and Hello 50s, Get Ready Mrs. 60s, Hello Lady 70s, Queen Ubiquitous Gonna Make it Smooth Sailings Right Up into the Awesome 80s, in which I was Born: 1981. I will Celebrate Life Happy, Healthy and Whole. In my Right Mind, Full Activity of My Limbs, Clothed in my Right Mind. Full of Love, Knowledgeable, Game, and Secure, Reaching My 90s. I will have Paved The Way For My Family and All my Loved Ones, Saving Lives. I Plan to Move into My 100s and Look Back Over My Life Satisfied, Prepared To Receive My Wings And Crown And the Sentence, “WELL DONE, MY GOOD AND FAITHFUL SERVANT”
Looking Back Over My Life, Prematurely, the Goal is to make it to live to be 105 or 111, with God's Permission. But as for Now, i will be getting Ready To prepare For My Very 1st “I Stand 2Vote West Oakland Clean Up”... Me and My Childrens Decided to Celebrate our birthday with Being the Change That Starts Within. The Cleaning Of the Inner Man, The Cleaning Of one’s House, The Cleansing Of one's Faith, The Cleanup Around the Outskirts of Our Homes. Realigning Relationships and Making Good On Your Wrongs. Making Littering, Not Voting and Turning the Other Check a Thing Of the PAST. The time is Now to Move. Catch A Second Wind. And what you Must... For we all Have our time and our Hour. And So I will Serve Tomorrow as A Bridge to Close the Distance Between The Community and The Lost Village. Hoping that City Council Would share Some Love, Light, and Action, And Show up to be counted.
I hope Family and Friends, Community Leaders Show up and Engage. This is Very Important to me... If i Should Die tomorrow, Where Would My Children Go? Who would Step in On My Behalf To Fill My Shoes? This is Why it's all Connected...
Dare to Live. Dare to Love. Dare to Fight. Dare to Struggle. Dare to Give. Dare to Be Exposed. Dare to Be Elevated.
AudreyCandyCorn, Grieving Yet Breathing Mother, Aka SistahSaveASoul... I end This The Same way i Started It. I want to thank you, Father God, for being the Great all-powerful all-knowing Fair God. I acknowledge you for being the Great I Am that I am. I praise you For Being God and I thank you, not for what you do for me, not for what you have done for me, not for what you are doing for me, not for what you will do for me. I praise you simply for being the GOD of all gods. I know that I am protected in your shadow. You are the start Of the beginning and the End Of the End. I want to Live, Be Heard and Seen. I Have A Voice. I am the living Experience, Shared Responsibility Of Matter And All that Science Can't Explain. I am Just that And Much More, Never to Be Understood until Now.
The Rebirth Of life. After Death, Energy Never Dies. I will Transfer and Transform In this Until Moving on Into the Afterlife, which is totally Spiritual. Released of This Meat Sack that I’m Temporarily in for the next 65 -70 Years...
My Thought, My truth....