by AudreyCandyCorn aka SistahSaveASoul
Good Morning World,
It's been a horrible 3 weeks for me. So far on the Under i have Got a Young Man’s Blood on me. Saved his Life While others let him almost die. Whole leg got cut off in a Bad Car Crash...
Then In My Neighborhood 3 Young Men I know under the age of 11. A neighbor boy Was Holding Down Another Neighbor young man for the Cousin to Molest his OWN Cousin Emasculating Him On the Basketball ball Courts while Cop Cars were on the Scene....
I was the Only one Adult to Get Involved and Help the little boy who was Violated... No other Adults Wanted to Deal with it. They seen it all before... i was Appalled...
and He had to go home with Baby Cousin Predator Who Did it To him...
Then to Add insult, As I was picking up my Kids 2 police cars Tried to Pen Me in For a Checkpoint. I bust a u-turn. They chased me. I lost em sis then Hit the lights and parked the car up at The Black Mills College in Deep east Oakland. And Hoped OUT the car THEN RAN TOP SPEED scared Frightened like a House Nigger I Thrust My Body in to The Bushes I was thinking of climbing the TREES...
All I COULD do Is think Of George Floyd, Brianna Taylor And Me -- AudreyCandyCorn -- Shot To Death By Police.
Why did i Run? I’m a Law Abiding Citizen.
Cause I'm Scared To Have any Police Interactions ... For myself I was Alone And Couldn't take A Chance to have 1 more Encounter Hell.
Previously in the Week...
There was An Officer Who Recognized me For Saving a 23 year old Mental Brotha from Being Shot And Killed by the Police. As Frightened as i was, I was the Only person to Come outside And witness that young Man's Fate. They were going to Kill him if i didn't Step up and Record -- Went to get his Family So they know -- And Charged at the police with my body to Prevent Him From being Sprayed with Bullets. they Said He was playing with Him. I said if you Don't shoot and kill me, He's no Harm. I can help De-escalate. Let Me help...
You help him. If you Let Me I got close enough to make a Difference and save his Life
He had no Gun. They tried to George Floyd him
Once they could Eventually get to him i Thought
i didn't help y'all to Step on his Neck. I went crazy now there's a Crown ... the Foot Came off the Neck And I disappeared. 15 Cop cars came. By this time my Survive or Flight had kicked in ... and Last but Not Least, My baby brother who had been missing For 7 months -- the last time i saw him he came to my house after being missing for over a year January 2 ,2020.
He had Seizure in front of me for the 1st time ever. I saved his life, went to check on another Situation and Came back To an Empty house. BROTHER GONE and now 7 months later July 14th 2020, He Is Alive and Laying on my Couch. God Is Good.
As i Share these Secret silent Killers I've endured In Private... I Don't Know How much More i can Take, See or Bear. i need someone I could Talk to As of now I been Just Stewing in it With Anxiety. The lack of Help is What Fucks Me Up ... You almost have to Broadcast What you doing And I Refuse to...
But it does lead to Ill Mental Health issues. And i think that's why i was in the Bushes (sidebar Sorry)
Being the Change Ain't Easy. I'm Sharing the Real WORK One Human Situation at a Time. The work i do In the hood i Could be Targeted by the police Or Called A Snitch By the Very ONES I'VE HELPED
Cause I Do Show Up and Often be the only One ....
And I now Can truly Speak For those who Are Asked, “Why did you run from the police if you Are a Law Abiding Citizen?” Because i did it and the Answer is Simple. I'm not in any counseling. I ran my Counselor off. I'm too Deeply Real. She Quit, Not cause of me but by the time i had done broke down the corrupt System that Was breaking us both Down, She Agreed and Quit. This was A Brown Latina Sistah From a well known Organization Not Really helping... meanwhile I must Get back to Reality and Find Resources for Food for the Boys While We trapped in the house due to Coronavirus Pandemic. we gots no meat in the house we down to Canned Vegetables and rice. I only come out For Necessities but when i do it's a Crisis. i aint coming out for the rest of the month. I'm switching Gears and Focusing on a new way of thinking and living. West Oakland Not gone Be the Death of Me. thank you For checking up on me. We out here Dangling .
P.s. Me and Children have collaborated on the very 1st Coronavirus Pandemic Guide EVER TO BE DONE. the book is 20 bucks. We can get some Chicken or hamburger Meat To cook...
Otherwise Mama Don't know Other than sell ASS
What's next ... Devil you a lie ...
Beyond is What's Next, Beyond Wealth and Health
And that's what that Video is About, A new Way of thinking and living. it will be my new Source of income. And I need Your Personal Support. Please do Click the link i sent you, so that i can start there with getting paid. I know that's a lot. My tooth just broke out as I'm writing this due to me Gritten my teeth unbeknownst to me. Wow, I got to check on Another Sister, who Me and my Friend found. She in the Hospital for Attempting Suicide Man...