The Pain in my Heart

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By AudreyCandyCorn aka SistahSaveASoul 

 

I tried to pretend as if it wasn't there if I ignored it then it doesn't exist...

I can suppress this feeling, it's Mind Over Matter, self control...

Or Is It...

How does one get over the pain... Suppressing Hurt Ain't Working... On the inside I am Fonken... 

Boiling Lava Streaming Out My urethra...

Emotions Are High... poisoning levels are heightened... 

Oooh the Hurt Oh my God the Pain, Toxic, i STINK...

My Body is traumatized and it's coming out of my skin, through my pores out into the atmosphere...

What a Wicked Stench...

I'm Tainted... And it's all your Fault

You Silenced me... the Fuckin Pain of my Hurt is Still Here... 

My soul and Spirit Is secreting the fouls of my ailment...

Ailment, My BROKEN Layered, BETRAYED HEART...

My Spirit Needs A CLEANSING. regurgitating

Is the Best Fix...

I'm THROWING UP WHAT MAKES ME FEEL BAD Releasing Myself Of the Silence,

Ignoring The Pain in My HEART ❤ Has Created A hygiene problem FOR MY BODY Real True Story

Better Out than In...

i will not hold It in...

Addressing the Hurt and pain inside me Is What Took The SMELL AWAY

Damn surreal...

 

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