Story Archives 2019

My Cry

09/23/2021 - 14:22 by Anonymous (not verified)
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Tiny
Original Body
My Cry ...
To Whom it May Concern ......
The One Phone Call That One Text That one Blog That one Test ...

Thank u, dear heart, please do I'm trying to get Help I'm involved too much not to have What I need For Basic Survival Every one thinks the next person is Taking care of me And I'm getting passed up pushed to the side and looked over ... We die out here and put into much work not to sit by and watch others Reap the Benefits and I and the Children get Left Out ...  I've reached out Several times not to you but in the 3 years and to no Avail now it might be too late to get Any kind of help due to Stupid Stipulation of time Gap that's why I got involved with Survivors Speaks So that I can reap the Benefits Folk claim to be For ME ... What I got to do put a Skee mask on ... 3 years no answer no Money No Death Certificate No Body Educating me on Steps on What to do But we got a bunch of Pictures of being out in the Community ...and for What to have my car towed Strangers Reaching Out Facebook Associates Turning A Blind Eye but hitting like button on Bullshit modeling images ... I reached out to have a few conversations.. folk Speak highly of my kids and give me Kudos for Well behaved Kid's ...how much more can THEY take Before THEY Begin to Feel the Pressure Of Lack of Basic Necessities Due to their Big brother Being Taken so unfairly & abrupt. And Really I should keep this to my self there probably not much u can do Folk say call any time ...its Soo not True...
thank u hun for at least Responding I don't know how much more We can Take as An Family ... I met a mom that Lost all 3 of her sons It would be A Shame if that pattern were to happen to me and my kids With all that We do all folk could say is Not a got Damn thang But Make us Hashtags show up to funeral and be a memory in the Past talk about all our young Great accomplishments while alive probably be capitalized on by the same family that turn their backs on us ...this ain't even yo fight sis We got our own cross to bear let me take my Grieving ass back to bed I just got up to pee-pee and done got Triggered all over again this was supposed to be short and a sweet thanks for saying you gone call me offline someone did throw away but I couldn't answer phone broken like dat .. I will say this thank u And it Only Takes One to be the willingly Used As Gods Tool of Choice Of Instrument 

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How Sweeping Humans Became the New Normal - (Hearing Tomorrow at SF City Hall)

09/23/2021 - 14:22 by Anonymous (not verified)
Original Author
Tiny
Original Body
“No matter how many times you “sweep” me, “arrest me” or “study me “ it doesn’t give me a home..Tiny from Poverty Scholarship Poor People-led Theory, Art, Words and Tears Across Mama Earth

in 1984, when I was 11 and me and my disabled mama were living on and off the street, in doorways, bus benches  staying in hoopties we scavenged, shelter beds we case mangled, motel rooms, and apartments we would temporarily wrangle, the City of San Francisco had just began to “see” homelessness as a “problem”. Coincidentally, the federal agency known as HUD ( Housing Urban Development)  and Housing Authority agencies across the US were concurrently launching a slow bleed to the public housing budget aka, housing for the poorest of the poor, like me and my mama.

In all of this silent violence, this quiet war ON the Poor, an anti-poor people public relations campaign was also being crafted which resulted in the launching of a series of hygienic metaphors used to describe unhoused peoples bodies on the street. Exposed for all to see.

“We need to Clean up the Homeless Problem

“We need to Clean up the neighborhood,”  (referring in coded language to poor, working class folks and communities of color

“Homeless people are crazy, lazy, dirty, messy..”

“The Mess on Market Street” ( referring to an entire part of Market street in the Tenderloin as a Mess”

“My houseless body was “power-Washed” several times when i was unhoused.” said Bruce Allison, elder and disability, poverty skola with POOR Magazine

 

"I was power-Washed as a pregnant houseless woman several times in SF," Juliana Cheng, SF single mama/poverty skola

The reason this “exposure” of unhoused bodies, communities and peoples was and continues to be such a problem in the US is we have a globally perpetuated  myth that we are ALL doing ok. That “real” poverty only exists in the Global South. That we live in a “class-less” society and we all “have a chance to “make it”. This myth is necessary for many exploitation reasons not the least of which is to fuel a stream of poor workers risking crossing dangerous, killer borders to get here only to find the amerikkklan dream only exists in your sleep.

“People always think our family is doing good because they live in the US, when we tell them about Luis being homeless and killed by police, they don’t believe us,” Said Roxanna, who lives in Teabo, Yucatan, Mexico, and is the daughter of Luis Demetrio Gongora Pat, killed by SF poLice for being Brown and Houseless in the gentriFUKEd streets of San Francisco’s mission District.  

Fast forward to the late 90’s, the advent of (NO) Hope VI meaning the demolition of several thousand public housing projects and passing out of useless Section 8 vouchers ( See WRAPhome.org for more on this as well as POOR Magazine’s Volume 1 the Homefulness issue)  and suddenly a new colonization project in the Bay Area known as the Dot-Com boom- fueled even more anti-poor people hate along with a dangerous housing and commercial space shortage, followed by a poison cocktail of aristoKRAZY corporate media, false politrickster promises from Jerry Brown to Willie Brown, wealthy tech industry pandering, and poLice/DPW intervention-

And just as quickly, without even a blink of the societal eye, the concept of “sweeps” were launched. A concept of equating unhoused human beings’ bodies and our life-long belongings with trash to be swept, seized, discarded, and/or absconded by the same state agency that picks up trash off the road, The Department of Public Works, followed up with a punitive gun-toting agency such as the police or sheriff to enforce the de-humanizing of unhoused/un-roofed humans.

The notion of “sweeps” and equating humans with trash is nothing new under the settler colonizer sun. The original stealing fathers (my affectionate name for the Founding Fathers) imported anti-poor people laws and lygislations when they first stole this indigenous territory. “Lygislations” like the “Ugly Laws” that makes it “illegal” to be “unsightly” aka disabled, houseless in public - incarcerates poor people for being poor and all under the guise of “helping” us or “taking care of poor peoples, which ties in perfectly to the Savior Industrial Complex and the cult of rehabilitation.

And while all of this scarcity model krapitalism  and poor people hate and non-profiteering unfolds, popular culture is fed a terrifying collective understanding  that equates the lack of humans in a landscape with “cleanliness” aka the Starbuckizaiton of the world- that somehow because people didn’t have the money to pay rent they were not worthy of being seen as human.

Now this wasn’t really a hard sell in bootstraps krapitalism. People already were sold a whole gaggle of lies about poor people. We were receiving “free money” welfare ( not true- we all work in menial sub-minimum wage work to “Earn” that poverty crumb) food stamps- ( hardly covers the cost of food and certainly not healthy food - so you have the poisoning of a massive population of poor people because of agri-business and corporate GMO’s . Not to mention the entire basis of a capitalist culture itself that relies on everything being a commodity, from Mama Earth to Care-workers. And that there must be poor people for rich people to even exist.

Meanwhile the nonprofit industrial complex, philanthro-pimps and the poltricksters begin to use homelessness as a profit-making venture and a campaign slogan.

In my administration, I will solve the Homeless problem,” said Gavin Newsome, SF Mayor and Author of Care Not Cash, one of the most deadly programs implemented against homeless and very poor people in SF.

Sweeping Humans wasn’t met with the proper shock, disgust, or even empathy. It was just accepted as the new normal.

Sadly us “sweeping” humans like we are trash, became more and more normalized, it became something constantly said, by everyone from poltricksters to tech workers and suddenly, it seemed perfectly ok to de-humanize people just because we were on the street, culminating in a deadly group of sweeps from former SF Mayor Ed Lee, to “get ready for the Stupid Bowl-

(Super Bowl) and the corporate backers of said stupid Bowl was fine with it

Except us poor people. POOR Magazine, the Coalition on Homelessness, Coffee Not Cops, and many more groups stood in front of the DPW trucks in 2015. POOR Magazine launched our RoofLESS radio WeSearch project which continues today, determined to not let the City harass, criminalize and arrest every poor person they got in these violent sweeps, which included crushing disabled peoples wheelchairs and walkers, their lives and their bodies.

To fight back lawsuits were filed by revolutionary attorneys and POOR Magazine’s WeSearch (Poor and homeless people-led research) which documented hundreds of thousands of dollars in belongings stolen and seized from unhoused folks was lost or crushed or never returned,

After Ed Lee passed away an interim mayor Mark Ofarrell was put into office and one of the first things he did was launch a whole new gaggle of , you guessed it, Sweeps.

And don’t get it twisted,SF is not the only one doing these violent moves against unhoused people Oakland and Berkeley and pretty much the whole entire United Snakes is about these Sweeps It became so deadly , we had RoofLESS radio elder reporters on both sides of the Bay reporting that if they even sat down to rest for five minutes the poLIce and DPW would drive by and harass them , tell them to stand up and then if they didn’t take all of their belongings, throw them away.

It got so horrible for us as WeSearchers and poverty skolaz both housed and unhoused at POOR Magazine that we launched our own “sweep” this time of the poltricksters themselves on both sides of the bay — we called it “Sweeping the Poltricksters” which actually helped slow down the sweeps a little just cause of the shame factor and then we got Mayor London Breed in SF, who has taken the “unwritten homeless policy aka “sweeps” to a whole new level.

Invasion of the Tent Snatchers II- Sf Mayor Steals 405 Tents as an unwritten "Homeless Policy"

Since BlackAugust 2018, under the administration of Mayor London Breed, over 405 tents were stolen (seized) from 210 unhoused SF residents.

Because of the unwritten violent policy of daily tent and belonging seizure in the rain, cold and harsh weather of the last several months, already physically fragile unhoused people have died and others have lost their medicine and basic necessities, we Poverty Skolaz at the RoofLESS radio project realized we needed to do a public release of our findings, which we did twice asking the SF community of housed people to demand that London Breed stop stealing our tents. To date not only has she not stopped she has increased this policy, which brings us to Thursdays’ special hearing on Sweeps at City Hall called by United to FIght Displacement, POOR Magazine, Coalition on Homelessness and Democratic Socialists Alliance

Empathing Us - the “Swept” instead of Sympathing more Sweeps

To implement empathy instead of more charity industrial complex  “sympathy”, i often tell people to imagine if someone came into your home and snatched the roof off your bedroom, dorm room or home, leaving you exposed, over-seen, no longer covered. In other words no longer “safe” to be messy, unorganized, unclean, or just human, because now you no longer were living with what housed people live with everyday and take completely for granted,, the privilege of privacy. Something we have none of when we are unhoused. Something i and other Poverty Skolaz teach in the recently released Poverty Scholarship Textbook.

You see just because we are outside, without a roof, without shelter, it doesn’t mean we have no precious momentos, belongings pictures, things or lives. It also doesn’t mean we are inherently unclean, or messy, or dis-organized, as a matter of fact people who survive outside are some of the hardest working, most organized people i know

In the end we are not asking for more politrickster fueled solutions, incarceration or navigation centers, we are asking, demanding, suggesting that we as poor peoples, landless peoples, homeless peoples be given the chance to our build own solutions to homelessness, communities like First we Came for the Homeless in Berkeley,  Right2 Survive in Oregon, like Homefulness in East Oakland, Cause as i always say Change won’t come from a savior , a pimp or an institution, change will only come from a poor people-led solution.

 

There will be a rally tomorrow, THursday, March 7th at 11:30 at SF City Hall Steps and a special hearing at 12:00pm on these violent sweeps of our unhoused bodies.Join us if you can.

 

Tiny is the Author of Criminal of Poverty - Growing Up Homeless in America- published by City Lights and co-author of Poverty Scholarship - Poor People-led Theory, Art , Words and Tears Across Mama Earth- just released on poorpress.net. To reach tiny go to her website www.lisatinygraygarcia.com

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From "CARE" to Cages- for Houseless Folks in amerikkklan

09/23/2021 - 14:22 by Anonymous (not verified)
Original Author
Tiny
Original Body

From "CARE" to Cages- for Houseless Folks in amerikkklan

By Tiny-

 

Here lies the unhoused soldier

Killed in the undeclared war on the poor

Just tryin to survive outside -

to hide on a bus bench,

away from your eyes

park bench

or out of the rain

in a door…

 

excerpt from Here lies the Unhoused SoulJah by tiny

 

One lone piece of crumpled paper seemed to float on the ray of street light shining in the empty Florida night air. I followed it, unable to face what my eyes had just seen. Maybe if I could just focus on that tiny piece of paper, the 14 foot foot tall chain link enclosure sitting on the sidewalk filled with humans, would stop being real. The paper landed next to a row of landfill and trash cans that seemed to stretch around the block. The bins stood in the tiny space between the curb and the sidewalk where the cage-like enclosure began.

 

“Have you heard of cages for immigrant children? Well they have them here for homeless people,” said Pastor GW , a formerly houseless poverty skola and Pastor from Missio Dei Congregation in Occupied Seminole Territory (St Petersburg).

 

“We used to have tent cities right down this street here in St Petersburg, me and GW were the “street-sheriffs” making sure folks were safe at night,” said Bruce Wright, formerly houseless poverty skola with Poor Peoples Economic Human rights Campaign and Pastor of the Refuge Ministries of Tampa Bay, pointing at the long empty dark street next to the “People Cages.”

 

While Bruce and GW were narrating this Sci Fi horror movie in front of our eyes, myself, Dee Allen and Aunti Frances from Homefulness/POOR Magazine, who were blessed to be in St Petersburg doing a Theatre of the POOR poetry and theatre workshop with houseless parishioners from Missio Dei as part of the tour for the just released Poverty Scholarship Textbook, were handing out pizzas to unhoused folks standing at the perimeter of said “People Cages.”

 

 “This is one of the worst US cities to unhoused people, and that’s why Missio Dei is facing eviction now, and why they are building this huge police station right across the street from us here. This whole city is full of anti- poor people hate and police harassment of houseless people,” concluded Bruce.

 

As Bruce spoke, my eyes fixed on a huge armored truck with big block letters on it - SWAT- permanently parked across the street from the “People Cages”, to make sure none of us “dangerous” poor people escaped I guess.  

In February of 2019 us Po and houseless folks at POOR Magazine released Poverty Scholarship- Poor People-led Theory , Art, Words and Tears across Mama earth- a poor, houseless and disabled peoples textbook of lived knowledge from impacted peoples, filled with actionable solutions, deep critiques and liberation medicine on what I affectionately call philanthro-pimping, budget violence, poverty, homelessness, criminalization, service provision, education, art and healing. The book has urgently needed solutions like the Bank of Community reparations and Radical redistribution- the template of Homefulness- and so much more.

 

Seeing as we Po and houseless folks at POOR Magazine are very clear that we are collectively in what I call States of Emergency, we set up a wholistic sliding scale book tour, which is a solution in and of itself.  Academia supports the travel of our unhoused and poor bodies to different cities in occupied Turtle Island, so we can share the PeopleSkool medicine of Community Reparations, Inter-dependence, Radical Redistribution, decolonization and degentrification with privileged folks in Universities. Then we do poverty Skolaz theatre of the POOR, theatre and poetry workshops with fellow poverty Skolaz nearby, taking the medicine of writing, poetry, poor people-led media and solutions like Homefulness - a homeless peoples solution to homelessness- to as many occupied cities and towns across Mama Earth as possible.

Sadly, the tour is only one eighth done (so far we have gone to LA and Florida) and we poverty Skolaz are already deep in triggered pain. The LA tour was amazing and we shared love at the skid row museum with the beautiful poverty Skolaz from the LA Poverty Dept, Radio Justice comrades - and Tia Chuchas which was all magical beautiful-folks like us up here in the bay, who all struggling with the war On the POOR.

 

“I can’t even speak,” Aunti Frances, who like me and Dee, Leroy Moore and Tiburcio were all on the tour leading the workshops, have all dealt with endless criminalization of our unhoused, disabled and criminalized bodies, lives, belongings and spaces, and like Driver Plaza in Oakland where Aunti Frances deals with an endless amount of poLice harassment when she operates her beautiful Black-led Self-Help Hunger Program, was still completely destroyed by this scene. “This is too much and what they want to do with all of us,” she concluded.

 

This frightening witnessing in St Petersberg began, somewhat appropriately, with our academia trip to Florida State University which in typical Settler Colonizer style uses, abuses and fetishizes 1st Nations Seminole culture as part of their mascot system for all their sports teams including an appropriated “spear” and face-painted wite boys on horses wearing sacred War Bonnets at the start of every team’s game. All of which the powerFULL young people of the class of Dr. Cristina Owens who invited us, heavily critique. Resistance work is also being fought and struggled locally by the beautiful folks, Wounded Knee DeOcampo, Kim De Ocampo, Angel Heart, and more right here in Vallejo (aka Occupied Miwok territory)

 

After the presentation at Fetishize States University it was onto St Petersburg, where there are not only liegislations in place to incarcerate, arrest and test every poor person they can get, just like they have in San Francisco, Oakland, LA, Berkeley, New York and pretty much every city across Amerikkklan, but they have just rolled out the logical progression of the krapitalist hate…

 

A non-profiteer calling themselves C.A.R.E located in St Petersburg, has literally set up cages on the sidewalk outside their center- the cages are locked at night, literally locking all of the houseless folks in and in the morning, they “unlock” the cage and literally throw us out onto the street. Of course all of us houseless folks who have dealt with the shelter system in the US know that most of all shelters are low-level jails, which is why two of my “words” in the Peoples Glossary in the Poverty Scholarship book are Anti-social work and case manglement. Read/refer to POOR Magazine poverty Skolaz A. Faye Hicks, Leroy Moore, Bruce Allison, myself and Charles Pitts’ extensive work on this, documenting the sick relationship between so-called service provision, sentencing, arresting and jailing. As well as comrades/skolaz Cheri Honkala, Bruce and Barbara Wright, Keith Collins, and more from the Poor Peoples Economic Human Rights Campaign and Western Regional Advocacy Project.

 

So in addition to indigenous Brown babies from the other side of the colonial borders, in the US we now officially have cages for houseless poverty Skolaz. This of course is in St Petersburg, which has made it illegal to “lean” on a building while houseless. But lest you think this is a dystopian sci fi movie scene only happening in St Petersburg- think again - Berkeley, California has a new law added to the already over a hundred laws that make it illegal for houseless folks to put a backpack on the ground and SF as we already know from POOR Magazine WeSearch report by RoofLESS radio reporters  and confirmed by the poLice last week in a Sweeps “hearing” called by Sup Matt Haney and the Coalition on Homelessness, which included a Die-in by poverty skolaz from POOR and the Unite Against Displacement and Landless Peoples Alliance, the SF PoLice has continued the violent sweeps even throughout the rain and freezing weather.

 

In previous stories by this poverty skola and PNN-KEXU reports and stories we have reported on the intentional end of poor people housing by poltrickster moves, so I won’t repeat myself and rather I ask you all who are reading this story, who might be housed to listen to the hard work of WeSearch and the medicine of Poverty Scholarship - cause honestly it isn’t our job to keep reminding you, begging you with more and more trauma porn - it’s actually on you all, to shift the gaze to yourselves. The Housed who aren’t down with “sweeping” humans like we are trash, naming us with an endless list of hygienic metaphors and caging our unhoused bodes like we were rabid animals. No, conscious folks, the responsibility of shifting the upcoming dystopic horror movie narrative, where all us poor, brown, black and disabled people are incarcerated, hated, arrested and caged, is actually your problem. Stop, please, expecting the politricksters to “change’ - stop only fighting for more and more liegislations and charity models and government solutions and acronym-filled “programs.” This is equally your fight and the work, responsibility and love is yours as much if not more than it is ours.

 

To assist you in this move we are creating a space for you in an upcoming Prayer, Presence and Rally of the Housed for the Unhoused on Friday, May 24th in both SF and Oakland, where we hope to fill the streets with as many housed peoples as possible who say NO to more sweeps, Cleaning, Caging and Stealing of poor peoples bodies, belongings and lives.  

Private property aka the “ownership’ of Mama Earth - must end

As stated many times by this poverty Skola, the buying and selling of mama earth is the root problem of homelessness, displacement and gentriFUKation, In addition to all of the other work we do to educate to liberate and manifest another way , us youth and family, houseless and formerly houseless poverty Skolaz at POOR Magazine will be releasing a WeSearch report on all the vacant private properties in Oakland which could be potential Homefulness projects - in other words, these are vacant parts of Mama Earth which would need to be “purchased” with radicaly redistributed hoarded stolen and/or inherited wealth, stewarded by 1st Nations and Poverty Skolaz, to create more Homefulness projects.   

 

In the end, we are urgently advocating a change of the gaze from us, the poor folks, the victims of this increasingly violent war on our unhoused and poor bodies, because it has to be changed, because the horror movie can’t actually come true, and like everything else, it’s up to all of us to change the script. Not some else at some other time. But all of us.

 

To purchase a copy of Poverty Scholarship or any of the new POOR Press books go to www.poorpress.net. For More information on these efforts, to schedule a Poverty Scholarship workshop at your school, church, encampment, workplace or organization email poormag@gmail.com. to help us organize, co-sponsor, and/or spread the word on May 24th Presence of the Housed for the UnHoused rally email deeandtiny@poormagazine.org. To reach me go to www.lisatinygraygarcia.com

 

Here Lies the Unhoused SoulJah

killed in the undeclared War On the Poor

 

The poltricksters & PoLice “Sweep” us

So people don’t have to see us

Believing the colonizer lie

we are trash to be swept up

Unhoused bodies violated and exposed -

Tents stolen,

Belongings

no longer privileged

to have or own-

Poltrickster & PoLice brooms and trucks

held together with guns & blud-stained Bucks

so we end up incarcerated

for just being houseless,

still alive &

reduced to junk

 

Here lies the unhoused soldier

Killed in the undeclared war On the poor

Funded by krapitalist dreams of hoarding, land-stealing

more and more

 

Here lies the unhoused soldier

Killed in the undeclared war On the poor

Just tryin to survive outside -

to hide on a bus bench,

away from your eyes

park bench

or out of the rain

in a door

 

This story is in honor of us Swept up, Un-Kept up- Never Checked Up Missed- Always Dissed - Folks struggling to stay unseen - in corners - in doorways - trying to stay the FUK out of your krapitalism dream- This pstory is in honor of the houseless Mamas  and elders looking out from cages- , fences, jailhouses trashcans- from Sri Lanka to St Petes -walking humbly on mama earth- not to hurt - always alert - for PoLice poltricksters & an endless amount of krapitalist perps-

 

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THE PEOPLE CAGE

09/23/2021 - 14:22 by Anonymous (not verified)
Original Author
Tiny
Original Body

Dee Allen- Po Poet and Author of the newly released POOR Press publication - Skeletal Black - available at poorpress.net  

 
 
 
 
 
 
 

C.A.R.E.

For the homeless

On some street

In Saint Pete

Looks like

 

A cage

For people

 

An open-air

Holding cell

South of Heaven,

East side of Hell,

A jailhouse with a dusky

Ceiling full of stars,

Black wrought

Iron bars

Surround the transients’ reality.

Across the street

From a trailer,

S.W.A.T. monitors enclosed activity:

Crouching low,

Pacing around,

Nine-hour

Lock-down—

It was animals

That placed

Homeless ones in captivity

For no sins, away from palm trees & passers-by.

A step up from sidewalk

Tent-snatching.

 

Public safety

For rich newcomers

On some street

In Saint Pete

Looks like

 

A cage

For people

 

Guantanamo Bay

Outside.

W: 3.15.19

[ For Bruce and Barbara Wright. ]

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Here Comes the Homeless People-

09/23/2021 - 14:22 by Anonymous (not verified)
Original Author
Tiny
Original Body

Poor, Disabled, Criminalized Poverty Skolaz create a book  about their lives, solutions and theory  ( & go on a book tour)

(#Poverty Scholarship Book Tour Chronicles series) 

 

 

The notion of poverty scholarship was born in the calles, prisons, street corners, community centers, welfare offices, shelters, kitchen tables, assembly lines, tenements, favelas, projects, and ghettos—all the places people don’t look for educators, experts, leaders, researchers, lecturers, linguists, artists, creative thinkers, writers, and media producers…. Excerpt from Poverty Scholarship- Poor People-led Theroy, Art, Words and Tears Across Mama Earth 

 

“We have no such event listed,” said the 20 something man dressed in all black at the “alternative” Book store counter as he looked us up and down with palpable disgust in his face. Me in my jail suit, partially covered by a camouflage jacket pushing my brother, co-author of Poverty Scholarship and co-founder of Homefulness, Leroy Moore through the bookstores tiny entrance to the store in Manhatten. We were dragging our book bags, tote bags, suitcases and paper bags in a beat-up wheelchair. As we walked in, they all stood together, 20 something anarchist-ish, looking in our direction. Not speaking or offering to help us or even coming over to us. Without saying it, they said, “Here comes the homeless people.” And then it happened.

 

“I don’t have any email from you about the event,” After several denials that they even knew who we were at all, and us continuing to insist, finally the “events coordinator” of the space, reluctantly came out to speak with us. “You never sent me an email, you never confirmed, and there is nothing we can do,” he said with annoyance, also looking us up and down. 

 

“There is no-one here, can we do a short presentation? Me and Leroy asked, dumbfounded. 

 

“Oh no you can’t do that,” 

 

Now there were a lot of weird wrong-nesses in this moment from hell, like when the events coordinator wanted to see my email on my phone as I desperately searched through it looking for the oddly lost email that me and Leroy had sent last Sunday, making me feel like he hacked my email and was making sure it was successful, but who knows, what I do know is he and his staff were so rude, so annoyed, and yet oddly seemed to waiting for us, and when all is said and done it was another example of traveling while poor/houseless/disabled to write, speak, share and teach poor and homeless peoples actual solutions about our own problems. What we Po’ folks at POOR Magazine call Poverty Scholarship. 

 

Poverty scholars are the people usually silenced: incarcerated, criminalized, displaced, homeless, disabled, marginalized, sorted, separated, and extinguished.  Poverty scholars are told our knowledge is not valid or legitimate. Our speech is improper; our work and our choices, criminal; our words, inept. Excerpt from Poverty Scholarship 

 

In POOR Magazine’s ghetto herstory, its always been this way. “They are the mentally ill homeless mother and daughter duo I was telling you about,” a well-known, elite, trust-funded “artist/filmmaker/feminist”, said loudly enough for me and mama to hear as we walked into a gallery show featuring this person’s film about “poverty”. 

 

“Fuck that hypocritical bitch,” My Mama Dee, ghetto fabulous skola from the streets of Philly, never the one to hesitate her fury, her intuitive brilliance or her on point poverty scholarship on anything, called out said artist/filmmaker/feminist to her face and within seconds we, the two realest people in that privileged space, were met by armed security guards with guns drawn “escorting” us out of the “art” show about homelessness. 

 

But in case you think this was a special moment of poor people profiling hell, think again ,this shit happened all the time, people were always blocking our entrance, giving us aside comments, calling us bums, kicking us out of places, and parking lots, homes, saying the art we created about our homeless lives in poverty while living in poverty, homelessness and disability, wasn’t real art, media or film. All the while, countless artists, filmmakers, journalists, academics, writers, produce art, media, films, studies, books, archives,  photographic essays, about us without us , as I often say. Our writing, radio, art, media is too messy, too much Spanish, or ebonics, or not enough grammar, ( linguistic domination I call it in the book) or like one of my NPIC bosses used to say when she wouldn’t let me write for the organization, You need to learn how to write, tiny” 

 

Anthropology, Ethnography, Psychology, 

The Studies about us..

Without us…excerpt from the poem Poverty Skolaship

 

Which brings me to the new book, “Evicted” created by a Princeton professor, about evictions of, you guessed it, people like me and my mama and Sun, Leroy and his mama, and Queennandi, Vivian, Jewnbug, Laure, Muteado, Dee Allen and so many more of us poverty skolaz at POOR Magazine and across Mama Earth, and yes the topic/struggle is important and real, glad stories about evictions of our poor bodies are getting out there, but like I always ask the countless akdemik students that try to “study” us Po’ folks, how does that “study, books/story or film” benefit us? Are you sharing your grant, or your proceeds, or more importantly your by-line privilege with us, the people you are writing about, filming, photographing and studying?. The unseen shit, like my mama used to say, that propels your career, gets you media, notoriety, resumes, more grants, endowments and publishing contracts, that us Po folks never get. All the reasons we worked for the last 22 years at POOR Magazine as a poor people-led movement to create, share, teach and love fellow poverty skolaz so they could write their own stories, publish their own books, and manifest our own solutions, solutions to our own problems like Homefulness, Deecolonize Academy, Community Reparations, the Sliding Scale Cafe, WeSearch,  Revolutionary love-work, Poor People Art work, and more.. All the powerFULL poor people-led solutions, actions, cultural work, spirit and manifestations we teach and speak about in the newly released book, Poverty Scholarship- Poor People-led Theory, Art, Words and Tears Across Mama Earth.

 

“I’m trying to get the story published… again,” a really sweet published journalist who has tried to use her by-line privilege to lift up our poor people voices, with a comprehensive article about Homefulness which included our words and love and solutions has received over 25 rejections,  in every media channel from the Huffington Post to the Guardian, and basically cannot seem to get any love for a story about Poor people coming up with their own ideas, theory and actionable solutions.  

 

In this midst of all this about us without us “work”, there are powerFull examples of liberation and actual sharing like Dr. Christina Owens, who invited us to Florida State University, Emily Nusbaum from University of San Francisco, Jasmine Sydullah ( one of my mama Dee’s mentees at Vassar College), Cecilia Lucas, Hoi-Fei Mok, Lucas Guilkey, Edwin Lindo, and Susan Schweik from UC Berkeley, all of the powerful cats in POOR’s solidarity family, Yael, Paige, Lex, Jess Hoffman, Sandra Estafan, Andrea Ikeda, Rho, Noa,  Roan, Iris, Toby, Cynthia, City Lights, James Tracey, the SFPL and Oakland Public Library and all the powerFULL indigenous leadership and sharing of SisSTAR spiritual guide of Homefulness & Teachers Corrina Gould and Loa and so many more, for without whom there would be no Poverty Scholarship book or Homefulness project. 

 

And tomorrow we go to Columbia University Teachers College, thanks to the liberation/ infiltration moves of Yolanda Sealy-Ruiz, who is doing her serious darnedest to lift up the voices of Poverty and disability scholarship, in all the realest ways. 

 

“We aren’t saying smash academia, poor and indigenous peoples don’t move that way, we are asking for folks with institutional access, by-line privilege, connections, and resources to make space, share space, share resources, “Share space on the bench Howard Zinn and Paolo Friere, cause this time the Population is bringing the Popular Education, and practice what I call #RadicalRedistribution.

 

“At least ten people offered me a dollar, someone else offered to push the wheelchair up the hill and several people just gave me dirty looks, yea being Black and in a wheelchair in amerikkka, you already know Tiny,”  partner in crime and poverty scholarship laughed as he waited for me outside a corner store in gentriFUKed Harlem. 

 

After the sad fiasco with the “alternative” bookstore we walked/stumbled/dragged our discouraged bodies to an over-priced gentriFUKed cafe only to plunk down at least $50.00 just to get two burgers, putting us back even more money than we were already out. Somehow a perfect end to a sad night on the road wit us poverty skolaz, the tour , the work and the struggle continues. 

 

Poverty skolaz’ schools are everywhere. Our teachings are essential, haphazard and immediate, fluid and static. We are your mama, your cousin, your elders, your corner-store owner, and your recycler. Our research is based on our lives and our experience, our solutions, our vast knowledge of what works and what can work. Our visions are based on the dreams of our ancestors, our elders, and our youth. 

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Deep Seeded

09/23/2021 - 14:22 by Anonymous (not verified)
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With the recent video circulating the cyber world of the po’lice profiling of A Black man in Boulder, Colorado there is always that burning, eternal question of when will this discriminatory behavior towards Black people and others of the universal majority (color) come to a cease- or to be presently realistic, when will those in authority be held wholly accountable for the murders and other illegal actions that are committed against not only people of color, but against poor people also?

 

It was on March 1st when the cop spotted the man in the front yard with a bucket and a long object in his hand standing behind a “private property” sign which prompted the officer to investigate. After the owner had ID’d himself to the cop, along with the individual videotaping the incident vouching for his neighbor, words were exchanged between the cop and the man and this led to backup being called because it was assumed that the black man was armed.  The cop ordered sharply “You have a weapon! Drop the weapon!”

 

The property owner could be heard saying loudly “I don’t have a weapon! This is a bucket!” Even the man who was filming shouted out “He’s picking up trash and you have your hand on your gun!?!? Go home!” The po’lice officer had his hand on his gun because the black property owner did not put down the alleged weapon that turned out to be a trash grabber.

 

After backup had arrived and the cop realized that he had invoked a generational “trigger of hatred” which upset the owner to the point beyond calm, he then he made a weak attempt to de-escalate the issue by saying to the man that he was “Angry and escalated” and “Likely profiled, so we’ll pick it up at a different time.” Then the squad left shortly without further criminalization.

 

Police Chief Greg Testa had voiced that the case is being taken “very seriously” and while the department is doing an investigation the officer first on the scene has been placed on “AL”, meaning administrative leave, or “PAL” which is paid administrative leave- it was unclear at the time.

 

It was a slap in the face to have a cop admit that the racial profiling had taken place, but to be told that your human right violation should be put on hold until later was the spit that followed the smack. It is safe to say that the deep seeded mistrust of black citizens and the theory of guilty until proven innocent has played a vital part in this case. How many people of european descent have been detained because they were chopping wood- with an ax on their own property?

 

It was obvious that the black man in his front yard was concerned for his own safety while the officer was trying to get a so-called “suspect” under control and when one is in fear of his/her life we cannot dictate the response of the individual- whether the defensive reaction is loud or otherwise. Saying that the “fight or flight” mode is not normal or it is wrong when a person in a certain state of fear is like saying that you should be passive and pet a shark even though it has you in its mouth.

 

What about the historical trauma of black people being put in jail only for the ku klux klan, often disguised as sheriffs and/or deputies who came and raided the cells in the middle of the night to remove a prisoner and lynched the unfortunate soul playing a subconscious role? One cannot help but to think about what the outcome may have been had not the property owner had a witness brave enough to put the incident on video? In my opinion it was a strong possibility that the result would have been that another brother would have been gunned down because the cop had seen a threat before he saw a maintenance tool and the officer would have possibly used the fear angle to justify another officer involved killing. The heartbreaking reality is that this behavior between the cops and us black citizens will not see an ending no time soon due to a nation failing to uproot this mentality and heal from it, a destroyed relationship between the police and the universal majority and for the sad fact that “keeping us in our place” has been a tactic well practiced and used to contribute to the very establishment of this stolen country.

 

Queennandi Xsheba, PNN KEXU

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The Power of Man, The Demise of Mama Earth

09/23/2021 - 14:22 by Anonymous (not verified)
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As a child, I used to watch Mama dance and sing to her favorite song, “Earth Crisis” by Steel Pulse and at the time I didn’t quite understand why she insisted  that I paid attention to that song. She knew that the universe was in peril and in her own artistic way she was preparing me for it.

 

The “Hitler” type dictators have been glorified and made famous for their atrocities committed against fellow inhabitants of the lands in the name of power, greed deception and lust. This tragedy is way beyond the unrest we face here in the states, for the liquor called “power” is consumed by many all over the world and the sickening side effects will destroy us all.

 

Here at home, we have the burdens of homelessness, po’lice brutality, hunger and an institution set into place that insures only those with race and class privilege are catered to, while those that are in poverty are branded as criminals and denied adequate housing, healthcare and education. Children all across the board, no matter if they are a citizen or a migrant, are separated from their families and incarcerated, only to end up faces without names that “slide through the cracks.”

 

We have this dictator (Trumpaklan) who is only interested in putting billions of dollars into creating walls and the guns that are needed to guard them. A dictator that is more interested in paying off porn stars because his misdeeds with her came to light, a dictator who has a slogan that endorses the rooted, bloody rule of white supremacy all the while turning a blind eye to the very immigrants that spawned him.

 

According to WeSearch, Russia has more percentage of control over the thousands of nuclear bombs created and it has been said that a single bomb can cause up to 8 million deaths. We even see these brutal iron fists crush the Motherland (Africa) with the rule of president Bashir who is said to be responsible for the million-plus citizens slaughtered, the millions more displaced and the disappearance of 9 billion dollars of the people’s money. Mexican president Nieto is also on the list as the worst president in history with a high rate of commiting crimes against humanity and has a body count of over 120,000 that is documented. There is David Hanson, the top dog of artificial intelligence who created “Sophia” which was said to be the “new human.” Also on this brief list there is King Mswati of Swaziland who is more interested in a lavish lifestyle, german cars, women and polygamy instead of the poor people he leaves high, dry and impoverished.

 

And our favorite guy Ron Foucheir, the man who created the H5N1 virus, a deadly strain of bird flu that has a 60 percent fatality rate and if the masses were to be exposed to this germ it would be like “Resident Evil” come to life. But we are not to worry so long as his lab has the virus contained, right?

If women had this kind of global rulership would the world have succumbed to a such beast-like state? In my opinion, it is less likely a woman would salivate over making atomic bombs but she would be more open to solutions that would preserve and nurture, instead of murder- that is not to say that there are not women who can be just as war-bent and controlling, but a catfight would be the “lesser evil” than blowing up the universe over egotistical disagreements. (catastrophe)

 

Mama Earth is just a place for game, sport and domination when it comes to the mortal man. It is the ways of man that allows for the mindset of false entitlement that enables humans to believe that they are God and rule over everything that does not belong to him. With that said, because of men in power there will always be unrest in the pursuit of survival.

 

Queennandi Xsheba, PNN KEXU

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Protect The Children

09/23/2021 - 14:22 by Anonymous (not verified)
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With the recent stories of crimes and violations against children hitting the media airwaves, there will always be worry and rage over why children have to be victimized and exploited in such a cruel way and what is the solution.

 

A man in Twiggs County, GA was arrested and charged with cruelty to a child for allegedly burning the child on undisclosed body parts and aggravated molestation after the child was taken to a pediatrician for a check-up. When the 5-year old’s mother had discovered the misdeeds against her daughter, she allegedly cut her accused boyfriend on the hand with a sword. The authorities were immediately contacted but the 25-year-old boyfriend, John Williams, had fled at the time but later turned himself in, and is now being held in custody without bail. The reaction of Mama was in defense of her child being hurt, and therefore it should not be criminalized in this case. There is a high probability that she saved her daughter’s life.

 

Solution or reaction are the two words that linger with a question mark over the heads of concerned parents who carry the anxiety of ensuring our children’s safety 24 hours a day, but there is a very thin line for law-abiding folks.

 

Sometimes the perpetrator is the very parent like Rosa Alcides Rivera, mother of 11-year old Aleyda Rivera whom she is accused of stabbing to death after believing that her daughter was having inappropriate relations with men. Rivera was arrested after showing up at the hospital with her deceased child and causing a combative scene. Reports show that Rosa had murdered her 11- year old to “prevent her from having sex with men” which is senseless because it was Aleyda who needed protection in the first place not only from child predators, but unfortunately from her own mother.

 

In East St Louis two employees were suspended with PAL (paid administrative leave) pending an investigation into complaints that the teacher, assisted by an aide, was stripping children naked and making them stand in a closet from anywhere up to 10 minutes as a way of calming the students. At least 4 kids were subjected to this twisted form of de-escalation and when one of the parents was alerted to the situation, a swift investigation soon followed.  The damage, in the name of “calming” had already been done to the children as far as humiliating and shaming them but where is the line drawn when students are forced to remove their clothing? Does this “tactic” against something so sacred fall under discipline or violation? And how are the parents supposed to react to the solution being that the teacher and aide was suspended?

 

And far as the “Neverland Ranch” documentary goes, it was disturbing to see innocence lost but you cannot bring a dead man to justice and convict him and that is a sour note.

 

The laws put into place to protect the young are in need of serious upgrades and big kudos to the lawmakers, parents and advocates who ride with the no-nonsense fierceness that push for more protection for our future and punishment for offenses. Personally, When I saw a man who committed a horrible crime against a child get a lower bail than the man who got busted with a half a gram of rock cocaine because of race and class conditions I knew that the struggle, even for children, continued.

 

(Although) poverty skolars are understanding and open-minded to the fact that there is a pattern of un-healed, traumatized broken spirits that repeat the cycle by hurting others, however we must not compromise safety with the constant stamping of lives (files) with a diagnosis or dollars signs. There are still individuals in the world who are just cowards who prey on the innocent and defenseless with punity and without ownership. (If) poverty and power has a role in the outcome then how can we as parents rely on solutions? What is the healing process for all those involved? And how do we protect the children?

 

Queennandi Xsheba, PNN KEXU

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The United Snakkkes Called US- ReViEWsforTheReVolution Review of the Movie US

09/23/2021 - 14:22 by Anonymous (not verified)
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The new beautiful Jordan Peele movie “US” is about so many things- from false borders to charity industrial complexes to parenting to colonial borders, detention centers and the plantation prison nation all the way through embedded with Christian biblical doomsday allegories, Indigenous iconography and wite-science.  But first and foremost its about the horror movie called Life, the horror of not “seeing” each other- the horror of what I call “the violent act of looking away,” the horrific implications of not seeing our fellow humans from all sides of false kkkolonizer borders, abilities, classes and places as the same as “US”.   

 

And like Jordon Peele has said and shown many times in his powerful-beautiful-revolutionary work, the horror “genre” is a perfect container because so much of so-called real life is horrific.

 

“Who are you?, “ said the “real people” to what was loosely referred to as the “shadow people” at one point in the movie..

 

“We are Americans”, the shadow version of the protagonist played by Lupita Nyong’o replied. In this one line, one of many competing plot points of the movie were revealed as well as a transparent and subtle hilarious critique of the amerikkklan nightmare, aka “dream” and the coinciding myth of place, region, migration across mama earth and the falsehood of kkkolonizer borders in the US aka the United Snakes of amerikkka

 

As a formerly houseless poverty skola and poor single mama who was jailed for 3 months for the act of being homeless with my mama and has struggled with “outsider” status all of my life, I also felt this movie was about the way that unhoused folks are “seen” or rather never seen, our bodies and lives and mere presence is criminalized, is an “interruption”   and/or scary to all the housed versions of “US” in the U.S.. 

 

And then even deeper and crazier was a critique of the Charity (Savior) Industrial complex, movements like “Save the Child” and Red Cross, with the integration of the “Hands Across America” being the organizing “target” for the shadow peoples resistance. 

 

My brother in POOR Magazine, race, poverty and disability skola and co-founder of Homefulness and Krip Hop Nation tells me that disabled, wite organizers had a problem with the issue of the "shadow" peoples inability to speak, which both he and i think is idiotic, as their inablity to "speak" aka be heard is the exact thing that happens to all of US silenced, incarcerated, bordered, houseless, indigenous peoples. In fact, our voices are NEVER heard speaking for ourselves, we are spoken about us without us, we are talked about, not talked with, and our bodies, lives and communities are contained and terrorized, by the "horror" stories told about us without us.

 

And lastly and perhaps most importantly, the movie is a critique of wite-science itself - the way U.S. people put their ancestral knowledge, their eldership principals and their own basic common sense away, deep into the dark recesses of their consciousness in order to lift up, believe up, give up and ascend to middle-class-ness, to nuclear family life, to bizarre and harmful science and “solutions” to our problems. 

 

Finally, I would recommend this “horror” movie, which wasn’t  any scarier for US poverty skolaz than “real” life. US, who are always outside your “safe” homes”, on the margins, experimented on, in jail, incarcerated, criminalized, profiled, lied about, hidden, and savior-ed everyday in amerikkka, but more for other people ascending to wite-ness, to middle-class othering, to the “away nation” as we teach in the new book Poverty Scholarship- Poor people-led Theory, Art, Words and Tears Across Mama Earth, who have drunk gallons of the US cool-AID that kkkolonizer borders are ok, that wealth-hoarding and land -occupying and the cult of independence are the things to aspire to and that any of US are any different than any of US.

 

(PS- If Jordon Peele reads this.Leroy and Tiny from.POOR Magazine family wants to collaborate with you….. )  

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The poLice killing of Anthony Nuñez

09/23/2021 - 14:22 by Anonymous (not verified)
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On July 4, 2016, 18-year-old Latino Loved One Anthony Nuñez was in a mental health crisis in his home in San José, CA. Anthony had shot himself, grazing his head with a bullet, was bleeding, and was in desperate need of medical attention. Two pleas for life-saving medical support to 911 were made by Anthony’s family. Even in the life-threatening heat of the moment and with language barriers of Spanish and english, at the 911 dispatcher’s request, the gun was separated from Anthony well before emergency response units arrived. Anthony was no threat to anyone but himself that day, and after shooting himself, was wounded and needed immediate medical assistance. Unfortunately, medical help never made it to Anthony. Instead it was the militarized poLice, who committed to Use of Force before even arriving to the scene, who were first to Anthony. They arrived in massive numbers and in tactical gear and placed snipers, keeping medics and Anthony’s family from him.  Instead of providing care and assistance, SJPD officers Michael Santos and Anthony Vissuz violently shot and murdered Anthony Nuñez in his family’s home.

 

Anthony Nuñez is very loved. He was a handsome Mexican teenager who often got haircuts (he loved getting good haircuts). His Momma, Sandy Sanchez, jokes about how he would constantly look in any mirror he saw. If he could see his own reflection, Anthony would look.  Anthony loved to dance, to joke around, he liked to rap, he had a lot of friends. Anthony’s family members, including his cousins Natalie and Jason, say that Anthony was human, he made mistakes, like all teenage boys. They say he was an amazing young person, he was working at a new job the day he died, that he was held close by a strong family. Anthony’s death has taken a very serious toll on his family members, especially his Mom, Sandy, who has raised him since his birth Mom died when Anthony was very young. This made Anthony like a brother and sister with his cousins, they were raised together and are his siblings. Sandy is disabled and the impact of grief, trauma, the complete lack of accountability and lies of the poLice and the way it is pushing her family apart is literally killing her.

 

Sandy says that her Son, Anthony, was never treated for any mental illness or psychiatric disability, and no one but Anthony knows what was going on for him that day he died.  It is not uncommon for boys and men, especially men of color, to not address or receive care for their mental health. Anthony’s death has forever changed those who love him. Anthony’s death has caused a ripple effect within his immediate and extended family, causing disconnect and serious health problems. Depression got ahold of Anthony Nuñez on July 4, 2016, and ultimately, it is the San José poLice who violently stole his young life.  Rest in Power Anthony Nuñez.

 

Please support Justice for Anthony Nuñez by showing up with his family and friends for kourt support at the civil trial at the San Jose, CA Federal Kourt House on June 17th, 2019 at 9am, that trial is expected to run a couple weeks, Mon-Thurs. The family is also fundraising to have a headstone for Anthony at his gravesite. #JusticeforAnthonyNuñez

 

Lisa Ganser is a white, Poor, Disabled, Queer, non binary, artist and organizer living in Olympia, WA on stolen Squaxin, Chehalis and Nisqually land. They are a sidewalk chalker, a copwatcher, a dog walker and the Daughter of a Momma named Sam.  Lisa uses they/them pronouns, has survived suicide attempts and poLice terror, and sends deep love to those mourning Anthony’s death.

 

Selfie taken by Anthony Nuñez, provided by Jason Reyes

 

Anthony Nuñez name chalked in purple inside a heart, there are flowers and a candle burning in side the heart.

 

Anthony Nuñez Justice pins hang from rosary beads inside Jason Reyes’ Impala, there is an SV-Debug “Protect Your People” sticker on the dashboard. #AnthonyNuñez #protectyourpeople

 

Sandy Sanchez (right) at the gravesite of her Son, Anthony Nuñez.  She is with Crystal Chaplin (left) who is burning sage from Standing Rock and singing a prayer.  There are flowers and lights placed for Anthony, and colorful chalked hearts on the cement.

Sandy Sanchez wears all black and is standing, holding a cane, in front of her family’s home, where her Son, Anthony, was killed by poLice.  There is a blue heart chalked at her feet with Anthony Nuñez’ name.

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