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Grieving Mama Series: One Thursday Away

09/23/2021 - 14:33 by Anonymous (not verified)
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Tiny
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One Thursday Away  ...........

 
Just Another Day ....... Next thursday will be yet another Thursday ......
 
When will my thursday be today ..... what is soooo special about Thursday?...... Thursday is my 
 
HEALING DAY ....this Day i CREATE ... I BUILD ..... THURSDAYs....... I'M SAFE ?????????  .....  ALL DAY..... .... 
 
BUT THIS THURSDAY IS DIFFERENT  ... MAGICALLY RECLAIMED..........
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Grieving Mama Series: RSDX2

09/23/2021 - 14:33 by Anonymous (not verified)
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Tiny
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Sad emotions RSDX2 .....
 
Trauma  I will never look at you the same .....Pain seems to be the normal way of existing .... Father God  ...How miraculous have you made us human beings. We are delicate creatures ...... Yet so strong .....I often think of how the mind, body and soul are seperated and all together wrapped up in one and then the flesh part the actual phyisical body our matter ..... The science to it all.
 
Often I am perplexed thinking about all of the above which I have just mentioned ..... RSDX2 
 
Have you ever had the wind knocked out of you? It shakes you to your core 
Now have you ever been so hurt to your heart 's core? Ever had a head ache? No, more like a mind break? With a migraine aftermath ? Ever been so truamatized that your soul is wounded, ya spirit feeling damaged, ya body simply off balance in every which of way RSDX2 ...What is it or is this ..... You got me fucked up ...
 
I won't be your next victim
 
This impact has taken us by surprise, snuck up on us... Like a theif in the night lurking, the body is the target ...Self vrs self this is a hybrid internal affliction and rare as fuck. 2 steps forward then take 2 steps back, in the famous words of former miss america/singer Paula Abdul. RSDX2 reality tv co host of the dance show the idol quotes !!!!!!!!!!
 
She all too well knows the ins and outs of coping dealing existing and living ..... She too was hit with this low blow. I bet you're still thinking what is RSD and how does one get around to contract it ..Is it sexualy transmitted?
 
Is it air born ?  The Dr says none of the above 2 people that I love suffer from this ailment ... I will never forget the day the gift was given to me. My #2 sister gurls both were in car accidents stage 3 and stage 4 auto-imune-defencency, aids but not that aids it comes frome traum inflicted core shatering mental and phyisical force due to impact. Can u imagine your life being turned upside down from the inside out due to your immune system beeing broken your spirit beeing broken and your body being broken ...Can u imagine being on the verge of being on the cuff of being the next RSD candidate .... All it takes is one good strike of one or a few of one some or all of these elements puts each and every one of us at risk ...Suddenly a road raged pissed driver smacks you in your car sending your body into shock from the dissconnection of brain spine crannium spleen vertebrae all separating from the head
 
Or a shooting off at the mouth reckless being in your family, or perhaps a physical impact of being abused 
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Grieving Mama Series: Emotions Character Truth

09/23/2021 - 14:33 by Anonymous (not verified)
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Tiny
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In the midst of my world pool results the makings of a hurricane. I needed a coca cola to put in my engine to start my car up the res. Black pepper in my tube pipes to block the whole so that my fluids may continue to flow through. I feel like a broken down car rigged up I’m running hot, I need coolant, water will do. I am operating at the best capacity on less than what is best...

In my heart of hearts, I am puzzled and have come to a fork in the road. I remember growing up, I often thought to myself I can’t wait to become an adult … I prepared long hours for this right of passage….

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Grieving Mama Series: Garlic and Onions

09/23/2021 - 14:33 by Anonymous (not verified)
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Tiny
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I sat there breathing her air, the stench of her nose quivered my soul and I smell rancid onions. Funky ass armpits or is that my upper lip … I have been eating garlic and cutting up onions all night long maybe it’s in my pores, but I can’t help but think this stench is coming from her and all her evilness, leaking out of her pores. Silly simpleton bitch. I could just slay you ova and ova and ova again. The audacity to show up, oh you stunting, oh I aught to give you a hella-phied word thrashing you womb is cursed a life for a life ashes to ashes dust to dust… you tainted you let the enemy in … your dad told you that you and yo sista were not permitted, forbidden to be involved with (the boys) one particular family. If only my gramotha Audrey was still alive .. there is no way the sink going out with the baby in it … karma is a bitch and unpredictable. And yet you sit next to me she’s sitting next to me and I have the power I’m releasing venom I am her kryptonite never before have I used my powers for evil I dare not now yet so close she had garlic and onions too.

 

I can smell your sin … you pupils hide in the shadows of the dilation what good did dwell there is now gone over taken. I bare gifts .. and I’m orchestrating restraint … restraint from releasing native vibes only intentionally who would have known. The same brew would be reintroduced through the Seed Tainted Soil Rotten Fruit. I can’t give in I won’t give in or forfeit my power. Nope not never god’s come, and light will shine. So for now I’m sitting here breathing up the same air in silence ass cheeks burning I am reminded not like how ass cheeks burn in hell fight off the bone. Until next time, I refrain.

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Grieving Mama Series: Just Another Day

09/23/2021 - 14:33 by Anonymous (not verified)
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Tiny
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Today is unlike many other days. I feel like today will be a different kind of day. I don’t know why I feel like this, the only way to truly know would be to get through the start of the day … I will come back to this.

 

One hour later I still feel the same. Something is about to happen in my Day’s Day, what I do not know. I am not anticipating anything although I feel something coming on. I have had a similar feeling before, not lately, but today is the day, why today for such a strange feeling … should I be on guard of guard….?

 

Anxiety is arising and my temperature is declining my hands are cold and numb by heart is not racing. No it’s in fact slowing down. Am I dying is this a level of the living walking dead? Dial me back in phase two, no three let’s restart the day I will be back.

 

The unknown feeling like the glass is half way full versus empty. Something wonderful is awaiting I just have to be the willing party to receive my blessings. I have restarted my day a few times all behind a feeling that I can’t shake. It’s an interesting one. I have attempted to write this as far as I am able to get and so I think it is important to document actual real time writing not caring about any particular method, idea, or traditional ways of writing through self expression on paper. Again in real time, I write at least in this moment in this eason. I now am able to focus a little bit my handwriting is a little more relaxed, neat, perhaps legible to read, The feeling is gone, yup just like that. Sometimes this is exactly what I need (just simply start writing, grab a pen and just write, to whatever flow until satisfied). I want to talk about the problems that I have encountered and are affecting me in the inside of my heart. Lately I have been having chest pains on my left side. I have been sleep deprived and betrayed on multiple levels of the game. This shit is twisted all up and I can’t shake this feeling what’s really up … well I’ve written all of my anxiety, but this feeling is still here … let’s try this again … To the 15th cheers to starting my day over again.

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Grieving Mama Series: Against All Odds

09/23/2021 - 14:33 by Anonymous (not verified)
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Tiny
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Today is another day. I told myself when I went to bed last night that tomorrow would be a better day, a new day, a different day. That's what I told myself. How much I believed it would be true. Call me naive but I believe that in my heart, my heart of hearts. I told myself this before I went to bed because I know that each day that I see is new mercy of God's grace restored up on me...

 

I try not to shackle myself by the entrapment of the previous day's malfunctions .however I am keeping score ....
 
In the morning or at night I hit the restart button for my life...
All of the negative and traumatic experiences I depart from... 
I Un Fuck The Fuckery .. 
 
Sometimes the Burdens of Navigating through this life Is torturous. Unbeknownst the evils that are lurking ... Still I Rise ... Like the late great Maya Angelou. What can I say, it's in my DNA. I'm reflecting on my ancestors who have paved the way and how disconnected some of my brothers and sisters are. Struggle life Damion Square this be the realest s*** I ever wrote Tupac Shakur... All eyes on me ... Against All Odds ....
Yet Today Like Every Other Day I Free my Self Of the Previous Day... I give myself permission to give myself permission to live for The Day ... Cause I know tomorrow Isn't Promised To ?Me...
 
That Doesn't Mean I don't Plan...  I Have No Expectations ... I do Not Want to Simply Exist I Want to live Life To it's fullest ... And Today is That DAY ...
 
More importantly i want to Operate in my God's Given Gifts ... Every -Day All -Day ... And So I RESET ... I reset my Day /Mood , i STRECH MY SELF to be the Best Better Me That i CAN Be ... I Am Committed To Me Despite What may Seem to be or What One May think ... ... ....  70x70 Infinity In my Sleep .... I Release ... As I Day Dream i Release .... Centering And Self -Healing.. I Remain Un-Moved Holding Steadfast ... I'm Yet Holding On ..... Untill i feel an On-Coming of an Re-Set Surcharge Of the Day .... I am AudreyCandyCorn and I Am A Grieving Mother Working through This Transition .... 
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Interdependence is against the law-period!

09/23/2021 - 14:33 by Anonymous (not verified)
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Tiny
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Image: Corey Jackson (Little C-Note) on the Ellen DeGeneres show

 

The videotaped arrest of 12-year old Corey (Lil C-Note) Jackson along with his aunt Coraletha Jackson has once again slapped another black youth in the face with the message that no matter what path chosen whether it be positive or negative you will be criminalized and penalized for either breaking the law or daring to think outside the box when it comes down to self-determination.

The early October arrest at the Cumberland Mall in Cobb County, Georgia came after Lil C-Note allegedly refused to speak to the officer or give his name after supposedly being warned twice to not sell CD’s at the mall. Jackson was also accused of trying to break the po’lice’s fingers and his aunt has been in the hot seat for not “acting appropriately” after defending her nephew from the talons the cop had deeply and harshly clutched onto the young man’s arm.

The video showed the officer threaten to incarcerate Corey while the soft-spoken youth said that he was aware of his rights and the voice of his aunt in fight-or-flight mode to turn lose her #@%&! Nephew was heard in the background. Cobb County police chief Michael Register has upheld his officer’s decision, despite the county’s department catching heat that is documented in the International Association of Chiefs of Police studies for being plagued with “perceptions of racism.”

 

“Discipline is not the enemy of enthusiasm”

 

Some argue that what Lil C-Note had done was criminal and he should not have returned to Cumberland mall after being told twice he wasn’t allowed to sell his merchandise there. Others  asked where were the parents to discipline the child but as the video showed, the officer refused to speak with the father who was on the phone with the kid’s aunt displaying disrespect for Corey’s real authority. What is wrong in my opinion with this picture is the generational wite supremacist ethics the cop possessed of discouraging Black people against inter-dependence just like our ancestors were forbidden to read and own property. When unjust, discriminative laws are put into place that even goes against the very laws of nature resistance and punishment is inevitable. One de-escalating approach would have been for the cop to acknowledge that what the youngster was doing (entrepreneurship) was a positive move instead of doing negative things but (biased or not) the law is the law and the job of the kkkop is to uphold it and tell him that he had to leave the premises. What made the officer think that Corey Jackson had “rabbit in him”, meaning the possibility the kid may run away is unclear and may be the reason he held onto the boy with such a vice grip- that would fall under the category of “Presumptuous Prejudice” and this could have led to a much worse scenario.

 

The aunt, Coraletha Jackson, was faulted because of her reaction. But how was she to react to her nephew’s life being jeopardized in the hands of an agent who works in a field that has a terrifying past and present of slaughtering Black people (and others) and getting away with it? The conscious and subconscious fear and anxiety of our loved ones being taken away and in most cases never seen or heard from again is a generational psychological condition but no one wants part of this conversation and would rather write it off as negroes just being criminals that are subjected to arrest without explanation and denied the right to remain silent or exercise the 5th amendment.

 

DID ANY OF COREY’S “COP FRIENDS” SPEAK UP AND OUT??

 

NO COMMENT, NEXT POINT!!!

 

If Lil C-Note was barred from returning back to Cumberland Mall for trying to make an honest living my question would be then why did any of US go back to the mall? It’s not about supporting wrongdoing but you must question and challenge laws that makes it illegal for folks- especially Blacks to become self- sufficient (without selling one’s soul) and to call out any agents who crosses the line of detainment and child abuse/endangerment. Our blood-stained dollars should not be invested in any establishments that criminalizes the people for putting food on the table!

Our Nation’s youth should be supported by creating spaces for business-minded children to come out with their tables and sell/trade their goods without the fear of having the police called on them by “BBQ bastids” and “Presumptuous prejudice patties” for simply making a living that doesn’t consist of scrubbing the crap out of Becky’s toilet. With adult guidance, create protocols to ensure customer satisfaction/ liability and let the children do their thing! POOR Magazine’s DeeColonize Academy not only educates the youth and their families but also supports the children and encourage cultural activities, journalism and micro- business. After all, the children are our future so let us not allow for these “beasts with badges” to continue to discourage and brutalize them when they are doing good, but let’s teach them well with more fierceness and let them lead the way!

 

Queennandi Xsheba

 

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Bill “Pill” Cosby and Brett Kavanaughty-by-Nature

09/23/2021 - 14:33 by Anonymous (not verified)
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Tiny
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What does these two men have in common? Both are powerful figures with a lot of money and both MARRIED men have been accused of sexual assault with the result being that Cosby was sentenced to 3 to 10 years in prison and Kavanaugh was elected to the supreme court. The complexion protection is the one thing that Cosby did not have in his favor but regardless of color, no man has the right to rape a woman.

William Henry Cosby, Jr. was accused of drugging and sexually assaulting dozens of women over the decades but after a June 2017 mistrial he was only convicted of these allegations against former Temple University employee Andrea Constand and is now serving his sentence. Several of Cosby’s other accusers have filed civil suits and the outcome has not been finalized yet.

Brett Kavanaugh has been sworn in as supreme kkkourt after the retirement of Anthony Kennedy after successfully dodging sexual assault accusations from Christine Blasey Ford that go back to 1982.  Ford was made a mockery of by Trump and by some labeled credible, but her voice and story was said not to be truly heard.

 

In all this, Trump praised Brett Kavanaugh and his family saying that this country is very proud of them and when it came to his accusers he handled this like the loud-mouthed bully he is thus further convincing the people that the penis can be utilized as an egotistical symbol of power or a weapon of war.

Why didn’t the women speak up sooner?

Fear, guilt, shame and intimidation are strong and understandable reasons a woman doesn’t speak up right away and the worry of no one believing the victim. Many survivors are known not say a word to a soul for years, even decades like in the case of Sally Quinn vs. John Tower, who penned in her memoir “Finding Magic” the attempted rape she survived from a man in power but took years to speak up on it.

As a child survivor I felt ashamed and ruined and even thought Mama schooled me on the rights and wrongs I was caught at the wrong place at the wrong time celebrating a so called friend’s birthday party.  Mama did say- “Do not ever be afraid to tell me when someone hurts you or do something they are not supposed to do.” I asked her “What if they say they’ll hurt you?” She responded “I’ll be on a warpath, so don’t worry about me!” With that boost of confidence from the warrior woman I made sure I would tell any and everything that goes on- even my close friends were comfortable enough to share their hearts and she has saved many lives and spirits with her fierceness and blamed no one.

Let’s bring all the world’s rapists to injustice, yeah?

 

Mother Africa is being raped every single day of her people and resources, children forced into prostitution are being raped and broken and Mother Nature is constantly robbed and raped of her land and water but no one gives this fact a thought because money and wickedness rules everything for the time being. There should be no statute of limitations when it comes down to any crimes against humanity and no man, regardless of his social status or nationality should be above the law, but one asks “whose law”? Because obviously some men are rewarded for their treachery and brutality under the rule of wite (non)supremacy.

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Part Two: Black Disabled Bodies In The US - Beating/Lynching Podcast/Article

09/23/2021 - 14:33 by Anonymous (not verified)
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PNNscholar1
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Black bodies have always been surveillance and abused from the state that many of us know today from slavery to today’s police brutality. Picking up from the theme of my first episode, Leroy’s Short Historical view of Black Disabled Bodies in America Dealing With Slavery. Now in part two of this series I continue by looking at lynching and the erasure of disability from cases of lynching going back to 1916 to 2010 thus going from individual to what does it mean for Black disabled community from 1916 to today. Like in my first article/podcast I’ll use my poetry to explain this picture.
 

Like the first article/podcast in this ongoing sires, I like to start in the same way by saying this.  What you will read and hear is what I have researched, read, wrote and studied knowing that this area, Black disabled bodies, is a new subject even now in 2018. I give all respect to scholars, artists and activists who have wrote about this subject before me. This recording/article will consist of historical text and Krip-Hop songs/poetry.  It comes from my presentation entitled Historical View Black & Disabled Under the Continuation of A Police State.  From advice from friends I’m recording and writing this presentation out.  It is not word by word but it capture the main points.  Like I already said this area is in the beginning stages and this you will hear and read is only my viewpoint i.e. my research.
 
 
I must say that many Black/disabled scholars wrote that disabled africans were lynched and beaten by White mobs using terms back then like weak minded and other terms back then describing people with disabilities.  Ida B. Wells described cases that involved innocent victims, who were mentally disabled, and those lynched for no known reason.  Wells described a brutal spectacle lynching that happened in Paris, Texas, in 1893. She goes on to say, "Henry Smith, a black man known in the community as “weak minded,” was accused of murdering a four year-old white girl. The white people of the town grew more enraged at Smith when false rumors circulated that he had also raped the little girl.  Smith was captured by a posse and confessed.  But he may have been intimidated by his angry captors.  The posse took Smith back to Paris where a mob of 10,000 men, women, and children had assembled to see Smith lynched."

 
Although Black disabled people experience some of the same treatment of Black non-disabled people in many ways like lynching Emmitt Till (who had a speech impairment/stuttering) and Jessie Washington (who had a developmental disability) & others but in other ways their disability disappeared in history as many of us especially chosen scholars tell these stories and bring back their disabilities as part of their identity recently. Because of Black disabled activists, storytellers and writers we now know that that Emmitt Till’s mother taught her son to whistle to deal with his stuttering and in Patricia Bernstein’s book, The First Waco Horror: The Lynching of Jesse Washington and the Rise of the NAACP taught me that Jessie Washington had a developmental disability what was called back then mental retardation.  Plus some news articles are including disability when they talk about recent lynching.
 
 
After putting together a short list of names of Black disabled people who have been lynched and who were survived an attempt of being lynched, I found out my short list only mentioned boys and men and we know that this is not a full list.  Wells, however, was well aware that black women were victims of Southern mob violence and also targets of rape by white men.  In the April 28th/2018 New York Times article entitled, Ida B. Wells and the Lynching of Black Women By Crystal N. Feimster  talked about the many Black women who were lynched like “Eliza Woods, colored” from a jail in Jackson, Tenn., and hanged her for supposedly poisoning her employer.  The article goes on to say, “at least 130 black women were murdered by lynch mobs from 1880 to 1930.”
 
The first poem deals with my own body and how it comes from a history of other Black disabled bodies who experience physical abused from the state. it’s entitled Body of History Body of the Present
 
You see like everyone
My body has a history
At 50 it’s telling its story
 
Through oppression, broken promises and reality of time
This body born on November 2nd 1967
Not breathing soul rising to the ceiling
 
Lungs expanding
Back in body
Muscles tighten lack of oxygen
 
Welcome to the world
Sounds of shackles, ropes & whips
My brown skin history wakes me up
 
CP & POC
Cerebral Palsy
Person Of Color
 
That’s only part of my body’s history
Black bodies caught
In Congress’s Halls, in Scientists’ labs
swinging from trees
 
Under the doctor’s instruments
Bodies’ twist, turns, and toggle
Brown disabled body blamed for everything
 
From Nazi Germany to Tuskegee
History of bodies left scares on my brown skin
Made it stronger
 
What makes a man?
More than muscles 
Go deeper within
 
Writing, speaking singing & staging
our own history in the present
My body found a home so welcome
To my body here and now
 
It’s been noted time and time again that the most vulnerable are the first ones to be attacked and feel the harsh oppression and we can see that on the Black/Brown, poor, disabled bodies. This reality separates the Black/Brown disabled bodies to the White disabled bodies. The number one component of lynching was race aka keeping Black people in their place. And like Black scholar and author of Man-Not, Tommy J. said,
 
 “you’re absolutely right that disability from Black men has been erased. The assumption is that any form of defect makes one imperfect. And this is what I’m saying, the erasure of the vulnerability that disabled Black men suffer is next to the pathologization of Black men. The racist pathologization of Black men assumes able-bodiedness, [unclear], being physically overpowering to be a group. But what goes next to that is the idea of defect, that someone who has a mental or physical disability somehow shows they’re not human. They’re still pathological. So that’s, as I said in my essay, that’s what I’m working with, right? This is what I was working with in To Kill A Mockingbird. It’s the same Black man, it’s still the same pathological stereotypes in the minds of whites. As an able-bodied Black man, he was what a disabled Black man couldn’t physically perform the kinds of force and brutality necessary to rape a white woman. This doesn’t matter.   And we see Emmett Till, what comes to mind after race?  The disability of Till doesn’t even situate in terms of what he represents. We don’t even think of Till as disabled.”
 
 
Before I go into the individual cases of lynching of Black disabled bodies, we must realize that the state legalized what led to lynching. We had Black Codes, the legal framework of Jim Crow and the Ugly Laws.  In short all of these laws discriminated to places where Black and disabled people could not be. Please look them up and the book, The Ugly Laws: Disability in Public by Susan M. Schweik. I argue that these laws set up the environment of lynching. These are only a few names of Black disabled men that I have know of before I became burned out of collecting stories of lynching of Black disabled people..
 
Jessie Washington (1916)
Will Brown (1919)
Emmitt Till (1955)
James Bryd (1998)
Marcus Hogg (2000)
Billy Ray Johnson (2003)
Frederick Jermaine Carter (2010)
 
Here is a new poem I just wrote for this piece entitled,
 
Disabled Bodies In The Making Of US Lynching Culture
 
 
Legalized by the state
Created nothing but hate
Full story never told
Body pieces they sold
 
NAACP started their campaign from his name
Jesse Washington race & disability was his frame
Accused of rape in the biggest state
In 1916 Waco in 1998 Jasper
 
James Byrd dragged through the streets
Not only men but boys
Jesse a teenager
Back then no term like disability
 
He was slow or weak minded 
The judge, Mayor and the jury 
Were all in on it
Black skin on concrete
 
That was their entertainment
People even brought food like a picnic 
Picking up Jessie's bones so they could sell it
From Waco to Jasper blood rising in Texas
 
From the courtrooms to the classrooms
Black disabled boys choked by nooses
Kids will be kids, right? 2000 two White teens jokingly tied
Marcus Hugg to his chair & a noose around his neck
 
Are you still here microphone check
But let’s go back
1955 everybody knows about Emmitt Till
Do we really know let’s get real
 
Mother taught him how to deal with his stuttering
By him whistling 
It turned into something threatening
Remember Moses had an accommodation
 
Did I mention 
It was all Black & Brown bodies
From Africa to Native Americans
By the hands of White men & women
 
You can’t erase disability
From US history
Early US legislation
Lead to lynching culture
 
No dought this is for sure
We don’t have to go to a museum
Because it is still happening
Ask the family of Frederick Jermaine Carter
 
Another Black disabled man hung in 2010
His mental health was used in the beginning
Called it suicide, no we got off that ride
Always lynched the most vulnerable
 
Putting disability back on the table
Got more cases when I googled feeble
The making of a lynching culture
Includes my disabled Black/Brown & Red people
 
We must realize that at the same time lynching was happening you also had eugenicists constructed developmentally disabled men as social menaces & sexual predators. According to Michelle Jarman’s essay entitled Dismembering The Lynching Mob: Intersecting Narratives of Disability, Race and Sexual Menace, she says, “Although the ritualized violence of lynching differed in form and overt purpose from institutionalized violence of surgical sterilization, the intertwining narratives of rape and the extreme corporeal punishments enacted upon black & disabled bodies share important similarities.”
 
From 1919 to case of Frederick Jermaine Carter (2010) a lot of media and Black organization have left out disability when Black boys, girls, women and men were lynched or was almost lynched that continues today with police brutality. Have disability rights activists/organizations stepped up to the plate on this issue?  What can we learn from this history especially now as we are living in the hight of police brutality?  Have the The Legacy Museum: From Enslavement to Mass Incarceration included disability to their walls, exhibits, books and other collections that make up this museum? The catch 22 of museums early history is that many of us disabled scholars wrote about the caging of disabled bodies in early museums.  These questions and more must be answered and more writings on the topic of lynching and state violence of today against Black/Brown disabled bodies must continue!
 
I must end with something uplifting from Krip-Hop Nation. We know that lynching victims were not only Black men however a great number were Black men and boys and because of that I like to leave with an uplifting poem-song speaking our abuses and what we contribute to this country entitled
 
Black Disabled Man
 
Head hang down low
Yeah I know
Nobody cares about you
 
Sit down, lets talk about your roots
We created the Blues
Blind Black man couldn’t even afford shoes
 
We always created our own rules
Got kicked out of the church
We took it to the porch
 
Guitar strapped with a tin cup
Many told us to shut up
Blues are the roots those leaves are Hip-Hop
 
Billy Holiday sung about strange fruits
Jessie Washington lynched & kicked by White men’s boots
Black disabled men still black and blue
 
Stealing our identification 
From Jim Crow to Hip-Hop appropriation
Dumping Jimmy Brooks aka Drake out of the wheelchair
 
Black Disabled man don’t avoid me, come here
I’m pumping Krip-Hop in your ear
Creating self worth this is your rebirth
 
Life is hell on this earth
Only if you don’t lift a finger
Eye to eye now you see your brother
 
She wanted the best for you, your mother
I know you want a partner
But you got to love yourself first
 
There goes your mirror
But it’s not only about you
Those young ones will be walking in your shoes
 
Black disabled man you survived
Now you are an elder
What will leave behind
 
Live today knowing people are looking at you
I know many days you will have the Blues take a deep breathe and say ummmm
Black disabled man just remember where you came from
 
 
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Invasion of the Tent Snatchers- Poverty Skolaz Release Their WeSearch Findings on SF Mayor Tent/Belonging Seizure Policy

09/23/2021 - 14:33 by Anonymous (not verified)
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Tiny
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WeSearch Report from Poverty Skola/WeSearchers from the Occupied Ohlone/Lisjan Village of Yelamu (San Francisco) Presents: Tent and Belonging Theft in San Francisco under Mayor London Breed
 

WeSearch def: Poor and indigenous peoples-led research. Launched by POOR Magazine poverty skolaz)

SF WeSearch Release Summary
Since the inauguration of Mayor London Breed unhoused residents of San Francisco have struggled with a series of tent and belonging seizures and police and DPW harassment. The overall attacks on poor and unhoused people is a continuation of previous mayoral administrations’ ongoing attacks on unhoused San Francisco residents. What was evident from this WeSearch study is the attacks now include the specific seizure of peoples tents, which adds yet another inhumane and violent aspect to the attack on our lives for the sole act of not having access to housing in a city which has some of the most violent forms of displacement, removal and evictions of poor and working class families.

WeSearch Process
Beginning BlackAugust 10th RoofLESS radio WeSearchers -a team of Unhoused, Working Class, Very low and no-income Black, Brown Poor and 1st Nations youth and adult poverty skolaz, all who have been working and sitting and and sleeping and living in and out of housing in San Francisco conducted interviews and conversations with their communities and families of fellow poverty skolaz and then quantified the data to the following results.

Who are the WeSearchers (demographics):
Data Creators/Collectors/WeSearchers/Poverty Skolaz: 62 San Francisco residents sitting, standing , convening, sleeping in San Francisco while houseless
 
65% were of African Descent or Mixed African Descent
35% were Raza /Indigenous or other
30% were 65-75
70% were 30-45 
70% were men 
27% were women
25% trans & non-gender-conforming
70% were houseless after displacement from long-time homes and neighborhoods
80% are living with untreated psychological disabilities
70% are living with physical disabilities

WeSearch Findings of Poverty Skolaz SF residents:
-111 Tents were seized form unhoused residents from Sept 7th-Oct  5th
-$16,230 dollars in belongings and medicine were seized and disposed of by DPW and/or SF police.
- Tent, belonging and medicine seizures resulted in severe illness and emergency room visitsof unhoused residents of San Francisco

Demand/Ask based on WeSearch findings:
-Cease and desist in the taking of our enclosures and belongings

-Cease and desist in the ongoing criminalization of our unhoused bodies

-Us Unhoused people of San Francisco are asking for liberated Ohlone/Lisjan land so we can build our own self-determined projects like Homefulness
 

The WeSearch Project a project of POOR Magazine/Prensa POBRE- a poor and indigenous people-led, very grassroots, art-based movement. RoofLESS radio is a PNN-KEXU 96.1fm radio program for unhoused peoples to create their own radio and video documentation and investigations in their own voices about their own experiences. Please credit POOR Magazine/Prensa POBRE WeSearch Project /PNN-KEXU RoofLESS radio when re-printing. for more information email poormag@gmail.com or go to www.poormagazine.org

 

 

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