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by Joe B. A few months ago I began a project of self interest. After learning some dancing out of City College, learning beginning Yoga. But after going to a few club/bars with a friend or two, diligently, bravely asking both young and mature women to dance with many saying gently, politely "no thanks." I thought of giving online date – chat line. For a long time most of the online dating sites asked for photo’s but reliving what happened past and present putting myself through emotional turmoil each time rejection is voiced was less debilitating though still felt as bad I didn’t need to go through that torture again. There are lots of dating and chat room sites I plugged into but with every new site I made up new user names, passwords, and it you have tow email addresses its just makes it more jolly. So, with two email addresses, user and password names it became really complex. I still don’t know how many online dating sites I placed myself on but I’ll have to find and delete or keep on a few. Finally with help I’m able download an image of myself which I’m constantly told is the best way to get more responses than text only. For me text is fine it enabled me to communicate better before the obligatory photo. I think of the frog prince fable myself feeling like a frog many a lovely princess see’s beyond my physical appearance are good times, conversations, movies, and life affirming activities. It surprises me that women and other people wrote me when at different sites. Women are refreshingly fair minded even without images of myself some show me theirs which made it seem unfair that I should see them so I voluntarily stopped looking until I have an image. It happened near or on my birthday and I’m still self conscious about it hoping not to be rejected again out of hand and for the women I did dance and those I received email from. Before I leave this goes to some of those gracious women (they know who they are mentioned or not). Precious, Asian ###, Rosebrit, Heidland, Joanne, Ellia, & Amazonlady. Now to find those other sites, place a photo and hope they reply if not that's life. Have I mention how I’d like to die? Not being morbid it would be after a sweaty bed session, talk to wife or girlfriend in my own home, eat a light healthy meal, walk around the neighborhood three or four times, go back home change into bed clothes, go to sleep and wake up in the pearly gates unless my cryonics plan kicks in. I’d reawaken in a few decades by a beautiful nurse or doctor who’s also a sex therapist practitioner. Let’s say the return to life will be as life affirming as my death was. One of many early physical tests after revival beside functioning mentally, socially, psychologically, is as important for late or newly revived people chose to marry or simply lend their swimming essence to others needing seed when their own are deficient or dead. You can tell I do have a long range plan B and other letters besides. Must leave, make my plans… Bye. For Joe only my Email: |