Post Film Freak Out. Sometimes People Just Go TILT!

by Joe B.

POST FILM FREAK OUT

It’s late Thursday night;I’m going to store to get water for my thirsty boss around the corner, across the street.

The 100 year old Grant building has businesses and residents inside.

Again,I realize the boss has no way of knowing of my return from the store because there is no buzzer to the 3rd. Floor office building only two or three 3rd. Floor windows.

Could I be suffering from dehydration,lack of food or plain tired because when I round the corner before crossing the street I see a brother guy with the yellow receiver.

As I look contemplating if I had a small rock or pebble could it hit the window with enough force to make a noise without breaking the glass.

This guy in a wired voice asked
"what you looking at?"

"Third floor,looking a rock"

"I got rock."

That should’ve told me -back away-,go to the store.
"No,a rock for the third floor there's no buzz…"

"What you,here for why you starin’at me?"

"All I need is a pebble."

This guy is manic,mean he’s in some kinda hyper state and starts walking toward me.

"I said,what you lookin’ at?"
"I’m pointing to the third floor and suddenly realized this dudes 'not even listening.

Whatever demons he’s fighting,eats at him he’s focused on me he wants a violent confrontation.

Should I warn him of martial arts I know? (HELL NO)

He’s already freaked out.

I don’t know why,don’t care.(wanna tare his head off).

After buying the water, I still think I can hit the third floor window without cracking or breaking windows especially when spying a piece of wooden in the shape of a block.

I tried throwing it but it hit the second floor window instead.
The guy still by the phone yells,bitch,faggot, crossing the street.

I don’t know this guy's deal but I crossed the other way loudly saying
"GET THE FUCK AWAY FROM ME! LEAVE ME ALONE,YOU ASSHOLE!."

I don’t know if he has knife,gun,stun gun all I know is he wants to get close.

My stomach had those fear flutters inside,the adrenaline fight or flight response.

Is he selling,buying,or using drugs,all of these?

All I know is he is paranoid about something I walk around the corner and become his focus to abuse verbally and physically; better the former than the latter.

The boss came down,I explained what happened and soon if I can I’ll get a key to the building.

As for Hyped Up,Crazed Fool Soul Brother Psycho Case.

I keep replaying the scene over and over and don’t see where I provoked this guy maybe the white sweater shirt ticked him off,I wore nothing underneath and do have adipose tissue (extra fat in chest area makes men'schest look like breasts).

It could’ve been my lazy left eye looking at him blindly as my right eye looked at third floor.

I don’t know but he had a look in his eyes that he wanted to stomp a mud hole in me for the hell of it.

I’ll have camera with flash plus a few sharp object up my sleeve’s and in my pocket because he didn’t get to finished what began namely beating me into a bloody pulp or blowing me away which is what ‘bro’s and sista’s do to ourselves these days.

Now I must buy film, another camera cause I don’t when Hyper Intense Guy Show up again.

I haven’t fought anyone in years,now I know why some ex soldier’s,martial artist’s,and mercenaries stay in shape because anywhere any time some stranger might pick a beef for no other reason than your in front of him.

All I know now is this guy’s made go into self defense/offence mode and staying fit as humanly possible even without equipment,gyms I’ve got the basics what must be done is brush up on them and continue,get to a fighting fit state and maintain it.

My model or the kind of shape I want to be in is from images of the old Greek God’s mainly Zeus. You know Son of Chronos, Thunderbolt hurling guy?

He’s sometimes pictured youthful or disguised as swan’s or bulls to seduce beautiful mortal women.

This guy thousands of years old,gray of hair, beard,and whiskers is buffed as any warrior no wonder Hercules looked so good and so strong look at his father and his forefather’s.

Thing is I want to rebuild my physique, keep in shape so when either young or older men, women want test me I’ll always be ready.

An extra-added benefit is looking really fit for an old guy and making women think twice about sex and elderly.

Young women love making fools of young guys,old guys to be may feel like physically testing old guys before laughing at them.

Problem is,these days elder men aren’t looking, acting like elders of old – it will take time for young and mature women to get use these fit,randy,ready, sensitive,and intelligent men of wealth of modest means.

I know women process faster than men[true]but do have certain societal blocks like "No sex with father,grand father figure, old guys dying after strenuous sex,or too old to get it up or in.

Mature women are finally getting’it from young men as old men has from younger women.

Now,maybe for the first time human’s young and old physiologically speaking can relax and know whatever age their man or woman are its a good thing.

A 70 year old men may live a longer,healthier lives as more young girls 21 or can now indulge their freak on with so called "old codgers" who very well out live them or their more mature sister’s.

It’s a new world girls, metrosexual males are not only looking good on the outside they are so actively working on preventing illness from robbing them of active years.

The Mature,older women thinking men as old fools with young girls should keep their own council as they too throb younger men’ cradle’s.

Now that’s what I call true equality among the sexes.

Any May/Dec.

Or visa versa happening? Write me of do’s don’t and joys and pain of these joining and who chose whom.


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