Haci hera la addicion

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Tello

quiero platicar una historia de una esperiencia muy muy desagradable que vivi. Yo andaba en la adiccion y tambien de vagamundo o sea ingovernable y me encontraba en una calle de la ciudad conprando mas gasolina de avion,esa gasolina me hacia sentir bien, tenia que conserguirla como fuera,regalada,vendidad, o robada,pero yo tenia que consegirla.

En ese mismo domicilio en las callles de la cuidad encontre una amiga, que recuerdo que tenia una tarjeta para compra comida y comiamos pero tambien me preocupaba por atenderla y compartiamos todo lo que conseguiamos,pero aveces no encontrabamos dinero y nos desesperabamos y no habia donde conseguir miramos una persona muy hebria y le quitamos su celular por que se descuido y seguiamos tratando de conseguir mas dinero porque haci hera la adiccion, nunca tiene fin, seguiamos buscando dinero, otra persona que tambien andaba tomada y manejando le quitamos su carro y lo vendimos por mildolares y rentamos un cuarto en hotel de la cuidad porque dormiamos en un carro, esa noche yo tenia ganas de descansar y recuerdo que compramos un 24 de coronas y seguiamos consumiendo.

Because this is how addiction is

Tello

I want to talk about an unpleasant experience that I lived in addiction....I was a drifter....in other words I was ingovernable. I would find myself every time in a corner of a gasoline station purchasing gasoline for airplanes, that gasoline would make me feel good.... I had to purchase it no matter what...FREE...STOLEN... otherwise purchasing it. In that same address in the city streets I remember I found a friend that had a card to buy food but at the same time I would worry for her well-being. We would share everything we would gather. But sometimes we would not find money and would get anxiety and lose hope.....now where would we find money? Nowhere. If we would see a drunk person we would take their cellular phone because they were not aware this is how we would try to manage the way to find more money.... WHY? Because this is how addiction is, this never has an END, We would continue trying to find money....another person that was drinking and driving we took his car and sell it for one thousand dollars we rented a Hotel room in the City. WHY? Because we would sleep in a car, that night I remember I wanted to rest I remember that we bought a 24 of Coronas we continued consuming alcohol I also remember telling someone to bring airplane gasoline to sell I gave him a car we had and $500 dollars or more I stayed in the Hotel enjoying the coronitas and the airplane gasoline?

The next day it was dawn he has not come back till this day? That morning he did not come back I left early kept on looking for money to keep consuming and that morning I remember it was not a good day. I was trying to get a Van. 2006. And it was also year 2006 the day 6-7 I remember the day because a day after it was a friend’s birthday the ones I was trying to steel their Van they came out and beat me up. They wanted to beat me up really bad but I had left the Van in reverse it accelerated and hit another truck that was nearby.