Greiving Mother March 16 2018
AudreyCandyCorn aka Sistah Save A Soul
Today i rode the Bart and im not sure how i feel about it. Honestly i mean i shoudn't even be riding this public transportation …
I'm TRIGGERED TOO Many People Have Lost their LIVES Simply Commuting to Designated PLACES of Importance ………………………………………………………………………………………………..
1st Oscar Grant And Now Shaleem Tindle …… Not to Mention My Own Grief After All My Son Torian Dajour Hughes TOO LOST HIS LIFE 2 Blocks up the way-way from This Bart that i Will be Traveling On today ………………………………………………………………………………….
Mixed emotions and it dosen't Matter These Day If you Are a Law Abiding Squeaky Clean Citizen ………………………………………………………………………………………………..
Every One OF Us Are Under Attack ……………………………………………………………..
By These Negative EVIL Low Vibrations LURKING to Conqure and KILL ………………….
Im just Sick to My STOMACH ………………………………………………………………………
Ooo nooo ANXIETY is Creeping upon me …………………………………………………………
My Chest Is Tight ……………………………………………………………………………………….
My Throat CLOSING UP …………………………………………………………………………….
My TEAR Ducts Are Filling UP Quickly ……. My Vision Is Blurry ………………… MY Temperature Is Rising ……………………………………………………………………………………………….
My Hands Are Clammy and Shaking …….. I Can FEEL My Equilibrium Is Off ………………..
Why is this happening to Me these feelings are Overwhelming And Health Hazardous ……… Detrimental to My Health …. My LIFE ……………………………………………………………… I Feel like I'm in a WAR Zone Over Seas in the Army Or Military and i'm the Target …. I'm the Enemy …. I’m to be Ambushed ………………………………………………………………………...
Take Me Out …. Your Hate for me is so great …………. And I’VE GIVEN YOU EVERYTHING
I've birthed you a nation …………………………………………………….. You're destroying the medicine Provided by my Ancestors ………… and to think i would be Driving to my Destinations IF ONLY THE POLICE HADN'T ILLEGALLY DRAG AND PULL GUNS ON ME AND MY 2 YOUTH Scholars Ages 9 and 14 all of us nearly Died March 3rd 2016 Leaving from school … and So i salute Me today for Pushing through and making it here today to write in my healing Grieving Mother BLOG …………………………. also it's National Strong Women's Day
2 year later anniversary of me being a Strong Women ……………………R.I.P. my son 10-20-98 - 12/20/15
2 year Of Overcoming gun Violence being Harrased and beat up by Police ……………….
Again i'm not on Probation or Parole Never used Drugs Don't drink Alcohol never been in Back of PADDYWAGON ,WHY is it sooooooooo Hard to Live Life And BE LEFT ALONE all i do is Spread LOVE and so i've Stopped Driving Started Walking But I Began To LOOSE TRACK OF TIME ……………………………………………………………………………………………………….and began to be very late all the time …………………………………………………………………………
I Began to Barter and do odd jobs for Money to utilize public transpertation ………………………………………….
I'm fucked both ways the car is setting up Right now with Cob Webs On it TOO Scared to be pulled over utilizing My Children AS TARGET PRACTICE for Consintration Camp Candidates
This is a form of being Held Hostage …………………..i should be able to come and go as i please using public Transportation i feel like i'm a HOSTAGE
And Been Kid Napped Cant Use Bart Safely must Stay CONFINED to MY HOUSE ……… Evil Vibration…….. Are Lurking Where is A Grieving Mother Safe i Just want My Son Back and the closest thing to him is getting to this blog to write to him me and then you